She read a book all night to calm her mind.

The books on the bookshelf have taken extra pains to copy, not copied from the study room of Qingning Academy, where Xiao Yan grew up, many books are just records of knowledge, After reading and mastering it, you don't need to read it again, only the truth that needs to be reviewed and the classics that are read repeatedly will appear here; There are also more than half of the books that Shen Qingyi has newly purchased, according to Xiao Yan's reading preferences, and what Shen Qingyi thinks is worth reading, some of which Xiao Yan has read and some have not. She chose a book that she had not read, and it was the title and preface that attracted her: "The Theory of Mind and Things"; Sex and affection are combined, and body and mind are one. To put it bluntly, it is the conflict and fusion of emotion and reason. It's in line with her current confusion.

Of course, she didn't think that this book would solve the problem of her own practice, if it was so simple, it would not be so difficult, but the knowledge that could be mastered by reading a book. But the stone of his mountain, can attack jade, the experience of predecessors, can be used for reference, the author is a Dongzhen realm Taoist in the Shangqing Palace, after returning from a ten-year trip in Xizhou, he wrote this book, combining the ideas and theories of Zhongzhou and Xizhou, not about the perception of cultivation, but about two kinds of thinking. The fact that it can be on the bookshelves here already shows the value of reading.

Xiao Yan has a lot of trust in Shen Qingyi's vision of picking books, Shen Qingyi is still a newcomer in terms of practice, but the realm of thought is different from the realm of cultivation and Taoism, which largely depends on the dimension and wisdom of thought, which actually depends on talent, and Shen Qingyi's talent in this is undoubtedly extremely high, and it blooms with years of experience.

Xiao Yan's purpose of reading books is to meditate, and the books selected by Shen Qingyi have the precipitation power of words, but this book hits her current state of mind even more.

She returned to the study and chose a habitual posture, leaning on the big hidden sac, flipping through the pages one by one. She didn't use her senses, it was fast reading, not meditation reading. Books can always make people calm, the eyes look at the past line by line, read silently in the heart, do not think about any reason, just simply read the text, and the heart gradually quiets down in the text.

After reading all night until the curtain was clear, she closed the scroll and rested it on the edge of the couch. It was an action she was used to, and yet...... She has already left, and the book may not be read again for a long time. She was slightly stunned, walked out of the study, and let the book rest on the couch, as if she had retained her own breath of life, and secretly mocked: This is the heart involuntarily, and the book says that emotion is more than reason.

She went back to bed and changed into a short brown to practice quenching boxing in the courtyard, the fist wind was controlled by the true qi, and there was no half-minute sound, even the early birds on the trees were chirping and jumping, and they were not disturbed. When Shen Qingyi woke up, Xiao Yan immediately put away his fist, went back to bed, bathed and washed, and came out dressed Shen Qingyi just to freshen up.

Xiao Yan changed into a long skirt with wide sleeves in crepe today, the light silk surface crepe is like a ripple in the lake, and the silk surface is also lake blue, Shen Qingyi couldn't help but chuckle when she saw it, and stepped forward to hug her gently, "Is this to please me." ”

She was wearing Huzhou silk, and this skirt showed "lake", which secretly responded to Shen Qingyi's homesickness for Wu Xing yesterday.

Xiao Yan blinked his eyes and said, "My sister's clothes are very good-looking. ”

Shen Qingyi smiled, her eyes were soft, and Wu Yu said in her ear: "It's good for you to accompany me back to Wuxing in a Huzhou shirt one day." ”

Wu Yu is charming, she is so soft and affectionate, she is even more soft and charming, the breath on her lips is in her ears again, Xiao Yan can't help but feel hot in her ears, her heart is fluttering, and she almost blurted out that she agreed, but fortunately, she soberly grabbed the heart ape in time, and said with a sigh: "This...... Sister, let's talk about it later. "This time reason prevails over emotion.

In fact, Xiao Yan regretted it when he wore this lake shirt, and felt that Shen Qingyi should not be allowed to think about it more, and then thought that this was to comfort his sister's homesickness, and there was no other meaning, so his temperament overrode reason.

This will "restrain the precipice" Xiao Yan secretly wiped his sweat, and sighed in his heart, he couldn't stay any longer, otherwise the erotic voice was moving, the heart was involuntary, and the emotion would eventually completely overwhelm reason...... That's bad.

After using the morning food, the two walked out of the Yuan Heting and walked near the mountains. In the morning, the mountain scenery is fresh, the slightly cold mountain breeze also blows fresh and broad, and a few white cranes in the distance are clear to the sky, which makes people feel like they are riding the wind.

She was still a little worried, she didn't dare to look at Shen Qingyi, her eyes looked at the line of white cranes and said, "Sister, I want to go to Pure Yang Peak and ask Lu Daojun for advice. The question of the practice of the heavens. Maybe, stay at the Pure Yang Peak for a while. ”

Shen Qingyi: "Hmm——? The tail note was gently raised, his eyebrows were raised slightly, he looked at Xiao Yan, and his voice was long, "Lust-lust?" ”

Xiao Yan's heart sweated suddenly.

She had already told Shen Qingyi about the matter of grinding with Murong the day before yesterday. She is honest and does not feel that she should be hidden. Moreover, she is also calm and does not feel colorful. What is wrong with the passionate entanglement between Lust Tian and Murong Jue, one is to make oneself better in love and promote Murong Jue's deep affection, and the other is also for his own cultivation.

Xiao Yan knew early on that a cultivator who pursued the Great Dao would never have a higher growth if he refused danger and opportunity. In order to pursue a higher realm of martial arts, as long as it does not violate her principles, she will try to seize the opportunity and try it without fear of danger. Murong Jue's choice of her grinding Dao was a chance, and she promised Murong Jue that grinding the Dao was not a chance, as for falling in love, she entered the sex. Desire, that is the chance of chance.

However, I already knew Shen Qingyi's affection for herself, and when she talked about the grinding with Murong Jue in front of her, "falling in love", even if it was for cultivation, she couldn't say it in detail, the more she knew, the more annoyed she became. Xiao Yan also blurred the matter of wanting the sky.

At that time, Shen Qingyi was heartbroken, and he didn't have the heart or subconsciously didn't want to investigate the details.

But at this time, Xiao Yan couldn't be ambiguous, she was just going to say sex. The question of the practice of the heavens.

She looked at Shen Qingyi's face, her voice slowed down, and when she was in the Oghuz Palace, she chose to break the heart of the king of Ming and enter the color. Lust for the ......

Of course, he didn't mention the details of Murong Jue's passion, and Xiao Yan knew what not to say no matter how honest he was.

Shen Qingyi listened silently, lowering his eyes slightly, his long eyelashes fluttering slightly, slightly revealing the turmoil of his heart.

How could she not know sex. Lust?

It is the realm of lust, and it is also the realm of emotion, and the seven emotions and six desires of people permeate the two realms, and the boundless realm of lust may not let the cultivators with a firm Taoist heart get lost, but the most dangerous thing is that the temperament melts into the lust, and unconsciously makes people fall.

The Taoist sect is slender and long-lived, paying attention to pure heart and few desires, and is stunning. The thought of desire, the heart of the light seven feelings, and then enter the color. Cultivators who desire heaven will also fall. Because people are sentient beings, so are cultivators, unless they are cultivating the path of absolute love and ruthlessness, there will still be love in the heart, this love is not limited to the narrow idea of love, there is joy and joy in the heart, there is pity and pity, all are love, in the color. Desire in the sky will be infinitely magnified, and it will become a love that makes people fall.

Xiao Yan cultivates martial arts, this is the way to prove the Tao with strength, she does not pay attention to pure heart and few desires, her feelings are abundant, and she will not deliberately be indifferent, only she has a pure heart, and her mood is quiet, and she can't cultivate the heart of King Ming, like a fish in water, it is difficult to have emotions and lust, Shen Qingyi is very clear, if it is not for the Tao with Murong and the Tao of Absolute Friction, she will break the heart of King Ming, with her quiet heart, it will be difficult to enter the color. Lust for the ...... It's a coincidence, and that's right.

But no matter how sober and rational he is, he understands this, Shen Qingyi can't hold back the pain in his heart, anger and jealousy, burning in his heart, almost like he is in an incinerator She was subconsciously reluctant to think about Xiao Yan sinking into the color. What kind of passion, body and soul and affection for Murong Jue in the sky. How are desires intertwined, but I can't stop thinking about it......

She suddenly raised her hand and pinched Xiao Yan's waist fiercely.

"Xiao Yuezhi!" Shen Qingyi's eyes were as cold as ice, his face was as cold as frost, and he didn't want to be calm at all at this time, "I'm very angry, very angry!" ”

Xiao Yan was overjoyed when he heard this, and couldn't help but reach out and hug her waist, and whispered softly: "I won't be in the future." ”

Shen Qingyi was really angry, and he would angrily call her "Xiao Yan!" "Just like yesterday, she imprisoned her with her true qi without authorization; This will annoyed her and call her "Xiao Yuezhi", which is really annoying, but she is calm and sober, knowing that what she did is not wrong.

Even if there was anger and jealousy in her heart, it would not blind her mind.

Deep love but will not be messed up by love, just talk about things, this is Xiao Yan's favorite character. I can't help but think: Emotional and rational, sisters are both, and they are clear.

She thought of her two days of erotic and rational battles, and couldn't help sighing. In the desire to be in the sky, it is precisely the clear distinction between emotion and reason, thinking that it is rationality, but in fact it is already in the emotional context.

Her mind drifted and immediately pulled it back, looking at Shen Qingyi intently, "Sister." There was a laugh in his voice, and he was soft...... Suddenly, it was obvious that unconscious temperament had the upper hand.

Shen Qingyi raised her eyebrows and snorted, "...... in the future" Her voice was cool and cold, she didn't pinch her waist anymore, she raised her hand and pressed her heart instead, her eyes stared at her, faint, and her voice was also faint and long, "In the future, don't let me be sad." ”

Xiao Yan couldn't help but respond: "Okay." I thought that I would definitely not be intimate with others in the future, whether she and Shen Qingyi were together or not...... Knowing her affection, she won't do anything that makes her sad.

Xiao Yan knew in her heart that she treated Shen Qingyi differently after all.

Shen Qingyi raised his hand to wrap his arms around her neck, Xiao Yan didn't let go of his hand, still holding her waist, but his arm was slightly loosened, and he continued to speak. The practice of desire.

"This is a chance, but also a danger, and after grinding with Qianshan senior, there is a problem with my state of mind, to be exact, it is not a problem, but a cultivation color. The state that will inevitably appear in the sky is amplified by the sensitivity to sound pornography, especially for the person who already appreciates and likes it in the heart, and is more susceptible to emotional temptation. ”

Xiao Yan paused for a moment, and also said frankly that he went back to Chang'an to see Li Yuzhen, and he was also moved by her feelings and heart.

Shen Qingyi snorted coldly, raised his hand on her ear, twisted it, twisted it again.

Xiao Yan couldn't help laughing, and immediately stopped, with a straight face, "I know what my love for Zhaohua is." ”

Shen Qingyi wasn't really annoyed, because she understood.

It's not that I tolerate your badness because I love you, but I fall in love with you because you're all good."

She is like this, and so is Xiao Yan.

The person they want to love must be the best in their hearts, and all the character and behavior are what they like, and there is nothing bad about it.

Li Yuzhen has a lot of good things, but there are also bad things, maybe in the eyes of the Tang Dynasty nobles, domineering and wanton is nothing, and it is also an anecdote for a beauty to bring another beauty to the couch, but in the eyes of Shen Qingyi and Xiao Yan, who have similar moral principles, it is an unacceptable bad point.

"Originally, this was an opportunity to practice," said Xiao Yan. Desire is greater than the danger of opportunity, "as long as I am in color. If you want to successfully break through the realm, you will have the possibility of comprehending the breakthrough of the Dao realm. It's just that I didn't think ......"

"I'm emotionally attracted to my sister." She sighed slightly, but her expression was not annoyed, her eyes looked at Shen Qingyi, her black eyes were like the purest glass, pure and transparent, so that people could see her heart at a glance.

Her voice was upright and serious, she was seriously talking about her affection for Shen Qingyi, and she was also seriously talking about emotional issues, "If I fall in love with someone, I must fall in love with all the qualities of that person." There is nothing bad about my sister in my heart, and if I am emotional about you, I like all of you. In my model of the love factor, all the elements of my sister are right. ”

She didn't seem to be talking about love, but arguing about a science question, and Shen Qingyi also looked normal, as if there was nothing strange about such an argument.

The two of them said that their feelings were not touching at this time.

Xiao Yan said: "But I can't be sure, my feelings for my sister and these feelings in my heart are not affected at all. The influence of desire, after all, its influence on the temperament is unconscious, and it will fit the desires of the human heart, making people think that this is their own heart. ”

The human heart longs for perfection in color. What I want to see and think of will be the most perfect thing I subconsciously desire. At this time, Xiao Yan looked at Shen Qingyi, she was the most perfect appearance in her heart, everything was what she liked.

It's like a filter, filtering out all the bad things, and retouching them is what you want to see. Xiao Yan didn't know if he was wearing this filter in his eyes. Although she felt that Shen Qingyi was indeed all right...... But is this "indeed" really unaffected?

After all, Shen Qingyi is the most compatible with her heart, and Xiao Yan will be eager to walk with her in her heart, and even have a closer relationship - this is also possible.

Body in color. In the sky, Xiao Yan is already suspicious, this color is also all kinds of ideas, confusing people's hearts.

Cultivation is a lonely path, because there is no one to practice for you, but human beings are social animals, and their nature will still crave the presence of companions. Li Yuzhen and Murong Jue are similar to Xiao Yan in some qualities, and the two sides reflect each other's spirits, so they attract each other and become companions of the Great Dao. And in color. In the realm of lust, Shen Qingyi has become Xiao Yan's most complete spiritual reflection, because they have more spiritual fit, and that feeling is a wonderful feeling that Xiao Yan has never experienced, heartbeat, joy, and yearning for it, and then love is naturally born...... Xiao Yan reminded himself that this is color. Lustful, but still can't help but immerse himself in feelings...... Temperament always suppresses reason.

So she can't stay with Shen Qingyi anymore, the more she stays, the more uncontrollable her temperament becomes.

Xiao Yan expressed his emotions and concerns, and sighed: "I can't bear to leave, but I must leave." Even the unbearable in my heart at this time can't be sure how much is colored. Lust for the influence of the day.

Shen Qingyi looked at her, his eyes were full of joy, and he said with a smile: "People who love each other are similar. ”

Some people may disagree, because there are also people who fall in love with someone who is completely different from themselves, but for Shen Qingyi and Xiao Yan, this sentence must be true.

She and Xiao Yan are similar.

Including emotionally.

It is difficult for them to be emotional, if they are emotional to a person, they must rationally analyze, what factors are emotional for each other, to determine whether it is love, and not because of this emotional domination, "love is love", this reason is impossible for them, which is classified as sensory attraction and sensual stimulation, can only be a momentary heartbeat and not love. Only a rational soul fit can become love.

Xiao Yan's eyes were soft, and he smiled knowingly, saying that he had read the book all night last night, and when he said the title of the book, Shen Qingyi also smiled, and the two looked at each other, and they both had a hearty sense of spiritual connection.

After looking at each other for a long time, Shen Qingyi said, "How long will it take?" ”

Xiao Yan groaned and said, "Maybe half a month, maybe a month, or two months, I can't say." ”

The matter of Dao realm comprehension, I really can't say, and she doesn't know that she is in color. How long will it take for the sky to break the boundary?

Shen Qingyi was silent, just looking at her, with deep affection and affection.

Xiao Yan's heart was hot, and he said, "I'll come back when I think clearly." ”

Come back when you've figured it out...... It's not "come again".

The subtle semantic differences have already leaked Xiao Yan's heart.

Shen Qingyi's eyes were radiant and moving, as if the light of the early morning was condensed in her eyes, but her voice was soft, "I'll wait for you to come back." ”

Xiao Yan suppressed the word "good" and said, "Yes." ”

The chest is like a stratus cloud, reluctant to give up, and different from the previous parting, like lotus silk implicated, wanting to break but constantly.

Shen Qingyi was decisive, and pulled her back, "Go early and come back early." ”

On the way, he threatened her: "You have to think carefully and don't say no!" "Don't say I'm in love! I live a long life, so don't curse me. ”

Raising his eyebrows at her: "Dan Xiu lives longer than Wu." "You who cultivate martial arts are the ones who march on the tip of the sword."

She said all the words, Xiao Yan was speechless and didn't dare to refute.

Sister, you're right.

What else can you say besides saying this, no matter how honest it is, it also depends on the situation, right now, at this time...... She's better be smart.

……

Chunyang Peak belongs to Taiqing Palace, in the easternmost part of Tianmu Mountain.

The Taoist people under the mountain passed up, and after a while, a handsome young Taoist priest swept down the mountain and made a mockery to Xiao Yan, saying that he was ordered by the Taoist to take her up the mountain.

The last time Xiao Yan was directly taken by Daoyangzi to the half-mountain of Chunyangfeng, and did not enter Daoyangzi's "cave", at this time, with this Taoist priest went eastward after going up the mountain, crossed the bamboo sea, crossed the forest sea, entered a mountain valley, went north along the beautiful and quiet valley road, went out of the valley, and suddenly opened up, but saw: a large alpine meadow wind and green waves, flowers like stars, oblique rocks in a thousand postures, surrounding a green lake, such as a large piece of natural jade embedded in it.

The edge of the jade lake is a large garden-like garden, a long trestle bridge stretches into the lake, Daoyangzi stands idly on the trestle to hang silk fishing, still wearing a white robe, fine and dusty, slender and chic like a sword hidden in the sheath, and like a fairy jade person standing idlely, the attitude is leisurely and like the clouds drifting and free...... Just one silhouette makes people feel refreshed and yearn for it.

Xiao Yan couldn't help but be surprised, only to feel that now this is the legendary "Xiaoyao Sword Immortal Pure Yang Zhenren" in the book, and the last few times they met, they only felt the Yang Sword Intent, and even suppressed the grace and handsomeness of this Daojun, and it was not until this time that he knew what it meant to be free.

It's a real escape.

It seems that everything in the world is unhindered by him, but it is not ruthless indifference, but the nature of watching flowers bloom and bloom and the four seasons are sometimes in decline, just like the river of time, carrying the years but not staying for the years, and flowing forward eternally.

This is the way of the Greatness...... Xiao Yan vaguely felt that he had touched a little bit of the meaning of being too upright, being too forgetful was not ruthless, but he would not be in love. Affectionate but not moved, naturally not affected by all things. But...... This was not the way she wanted. To be happy when you get together, to be sad when you part, to drink when you are happy, to cry when you are sad, this is what is alive.

At this time, Taishang Dao is like a glass of white water in Xiao Yan's eyes, and it is leisurely, but it has no taste.

She wants to have a situation and break the color. Lust for God!

Xiao Yan raised his eyebrows for a while, and said goodbye to the young Taoist priest who led the way, and then straightened forward, his posture was like a little poplar in spring.

She stopped before walking to the trestle, straightened her clothes, and then walked up to the trestle, stopped when she was about a zhang away from Mr. Lu, saluted respectfully, and said with her divine sense in order not to alarm the fishermen: [The younger generation has no thoughts to meet Mr. Lu. 】

Daoyangzi didn't look back, only raised his hand and waved lightly, Xiao Yan walked forward, walked to the position behind Mr. Lu and was three feet away, close and respectful, and stood with his hands down.

Daoyangzi's mind moved, and a fishing rod inserted in the lake flew over, Xiao Yan reached out to catch it, and saw that the fishing rod was hanging but not hooking, and blinked, how to fish? …… Learn Jiang Taigong fishing, will the willing take the bait? These fish won't be entertained, and they won't be baited if they don't see the filling.

Daoyangzi looked back at her, her long eyebrows were slanted, and her eyebrows were smiling, graceful and swaying.

Xiao Yan's eyebrows were straight and motionless.

Dao Yangzi suddenly smiled, his handsome and romantic demeanor disappeared, returned to his Xiaoxiao immortal posture, and said, "You are determined." And he said, "Not definitely." ”

Xiao Yan listened, "Please advise Mr. Lu." ”

Daoyangzi was sprinkled, "Not only to teach, but also to be regarded as a half-teacher, just like the children of Fengzhong, he is called Daojun." ”

"Yes, Daojun."

……

Daojun said, "You can fish." ”

Xiao Yan said, "Yes." ”

She cantilevered her unbaited rod and caught the fish seriously.

Of course, the fish will not be hooked, not to mention that there is no hook, but there are curious fish to bite the hanging wire, Xiao Yan does not move with the fishing rod, as quiet as a clay wood carving.

Doyoko didn't care about her, and left in style.

Xiao Yan stood by the lake and fished, from morning to afternoon, and from afternoon to sunset, until night fell and the stars lit up. On the second day, the sun began to rise, and it was evening.

Then, another day.

Xiao Yan stood quietly and continued to fish.

Daojun called her fishing, which has a deep meaning.

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Concentrate:

Huzhou is Wuxing County (the Tang Dynasty set the name of the state, which used to be the name of the county), when it comes to the county to which a surname belongs, the Tang people are still accustomed to using the county name, which represents the root of a surname, or the glory.