On the ninth day of the first lunar month, Murong Jue stabilized the realm and went out.

Xiao Yan stood at the door of the stone house, greeting her with a smile, her eyebrows and eyes were as wet as a spring mountain, as clean as an ice peak snow lotus, but there was no sense of coldness, but as clear as a warm winter, only the light in her eyes flowed, and there was a faint melancholy.

Murong Jue glanced at her a few times and laughed, "Are you stuck in a snow ditch and can't climb out?" ”

Xiao Yan sighed, "My problem is, I don't want to climb out." ”

Although the words were sad, the smile on her face was dissolving, soft and soft, as if fragrant with honey, completely in love and did not want to come out.

The two of them talked as they walked outside.

Xiao Yan talked about her recent troubles, and laughed that she was now trapped in Baoshan.

Murong Jue shook his head in his heart and said, "My ruthlessness, you can't learn." ”

Xiao Yan's eyes froze.

Murong Jue said: "After getting it, there is no sorrow and no joy." ”

Murong Jue is talking about her love for Xiao Yan.

"Can you do it?"

Gain and then give up......

Xiao Yan's expression froze, and she wanted her to give up on Shen Qingyi? …… Kill her.

Murong Jue's voice was naturally cold, colder than the deep snow on the ground.

"Seven emotions are moved but the heart is not moving, indifferent but not shocked."

"The heart is at ease without desire, carefree and fearless."

This is Murong Jue's ruthlessness.

There is affection but the heart is not moving, so the affection goes, and it is indifferent and unfazed.

There is affection but no desire, so love is worry-free, love is fearless, because if you are not obsessed with getting, you will not be afraid of losing. Even if relatives pass away in front of her eyes, even if her best friends fall in front of her eyes, she is like flying flowers and falling snow, and she feels the coldness of life disappearing in her heart, but there is no sadness or pain, because life and death are the rules of heaven and nature in her heart, and if it cannot become eternal, it will inevitably pass, it is just a matter of time. It is like the grass on the plain, one year old and one withered, just like the flowers of the four seasons blooming and falling, flourishing and withering. If the heart follows nature, it will not be happy because of things and sad because of itself.

Xiao Yan sighed and shook his head after contemplating.

The senior is right, her ruthlessness, she really can't learn.

Her emotions are also moving, and if she has affection, she has desires, and she is a deep obsession.

I hope to love that person forever.

Love is not terrible, what is terrible is attachment.

And love is the most fiery and sinking of all feelings.

Once you sink, you will become obsessed.

Murong Jue's "heart follows nature", she can't do it.

And most importantly...... She didn't want to do it.

Her love is unwilling to be broken.

……

"I've been thinking about it these days, what kind of love is the most beloved love."

The love of love is not in words, but in the heart, in action, and persevering.

So what is the love of love?

Xiao Yan loves her mother the most, that is, she wants to grow to a height comparable to her mother.

Xiao Yan loves his friends, that is where the love lies, even if he dies, he will also tend to be.

Xiao Yan loves Shen Qingyi the most, that is, in his lifetime, he will not be separated from her.

……

And among these beloved ones, only love is connected to eternity.

However, the most fearful thing in life is eternity.

The "eternity" of "staying together forever" itself is difficult to last forever - because it will eventually be lost: perhaps the years are long and the love will eventually fade, or perhaps in the face of the rule of life and death, no matter how deep the love is, it must be parting in the end.

This will be the test that Xiao Yan will face in the illusion of the heart, in the illusion, a hundred years and a thousand years of time are just a few snaps of a finger, and the parting of life and death will be the abyss that suddenly descends when the love is burning like glue.

How much I love you, how much pain will hurt when I lose you, like a raging flame penetrating the body, like an iron spear piercing the heart, like a sharp knife tearing through the body, the heart is sad and unconscious, sinking into the abyss without waking up, I only wish to let the darkness take away me, and maybe I can meet her in time in the long river of time and space......

The most powerful thing in the Heart Demon Realm is that it can magnify people's feelings and pain to a hundred times and a thousand times, and under the extreme grief of sudden loss, Xiao Yan doesn't dare to say that he can bear it.

“…… At least, I can't now. ”

The two walked side by side in the snow, the snow creaking under the boots, and the cool and fresh snow breath poured into her lungs, making her heart calm in the heat.

"I'm thinking, how to love her, is the deepest love?"

Xiao Yan didn't say ruthless.

She didn't want to be indifferent to Shen Qingyi at all.

With such a strong love, only by returning the same strong love can Xiao Yan feel at ease and happy.

Just thinking that being a little less affectionate towards Shen Qingyi would make Shen Qingyi sad, Xiao Yan felt that he was sad first.

If you really love someone, you don't want her to suffer a little heartache, you just want to give her your whole heart, and hold all the beauty in the world in front of her.

Her love rises late, but once it takes root, it is like the roots of a towering tree sinking into the ground, stable and deep; It is like a stream jumping down from the mountains happily, singing all the way, falling into the river, and the soup is hot. Every time she thinks of Shen Qingyi's love for her for all these years of forbearance, and thinks of her cold and lonely under the moon, wandering and chaotic, she feels heartache, and she can't let Shen Qingyi experience this pain again, she only feels that she has to treat Shen Qingyi's love with strong love, just like a gorgeous sea of flowers, beautiful mountains and rivers, hot springs, surging rivers, those warm, beautiful, and surging colors must be painted in their love, so that Shen Qingyi's life will always bloom in flowers.

Xiao Yan felt that she loved Shen Qingyi the most, so she wanted to make her life bloom more beautifully, and let their years be brilliant.

A-Niang said that to love someone is to make her life gorgeous.

Xiao Yan remembered it deeply.

Xiao Yan's love for Shen Qingyi at this time is like the scorching sun magma, not the slowness of the gurgling stream that has been precipitated by the long years together, they are in a period of passionate love, this kind of relationship is surging and unrestrained, and because they parted soon after the love, the accumulation of affection and the bitter lovesickness make this feeling more desired, just like the magma rolling under the volcano is surging to erupt.

Xiao Yan didn't dare to be idle, she would miss Shen Qingyi when she was idle, miss her cold breath, miss her clear eyes, miss her cold voice and call her Ah Yan...... She fantasized about hugging her into her arms, her breath was cold and her breath was hot, her skin was soft and smooth, Xiao Yan imagined that she would stop immediately when she came here, and she felt that it was torture for herself, and in her letter to Shen Qingyi, she said, "Missing Qingqing is like a flame that can be burned", if Shen Qingyi appeared by her side at this time, she didn't feel that she could restrain herself.

A few nights she even had a spring dream, and in the dream she lingered on the couch with Shen Qingyi, and after she woke up, she had to recite the Qingjing Sutra to dispel the desire for Shen Qingyi in her heart.

She will write a letter to Shen Qingyi every night, the love words will never be exhausted, and the lovesickness will never be exhausted, but the pen flows out like this, and she feels that the love is like honey syrup, thick like syrup just out of the pot, scooping up a spoonful of silk is silky, and the inextricable threads cannot be broken.

"I think I'm in for it."

Xiao Yan said her feelings to Murong Jue frankly, and the fiery emotions flowed in her veins, but breathing the cold snow on the snowy mountains, her heart was as calm and tranquil as snow water, and the murmuring glacial water of Murong Jue silently intersected, which was the spiritual exchange and understanding of the best friends in the depths of silence.

Murong looked up at the snow peak, which was still hundreds of zhang high, and commented: "You are now spending the Demon Tribulation, and you really can't survive it." ”

The Buddhist scriptures say: Because of love, there is sorrow, and because of love, there is fear. The deeper the love, the deeper the obsession, the more fearful and terrifying the loss...... If you can't break the barrier, how can you get through it?

Xiao Yan looked at the snow peak, looked at his feet again, and said with a smile: "These two thousand zhang snow mountains, we have walked up step by step, and we have also climbed to two-thirds. I'm not in a hurry, I take it step by step, and I can always get out. ”

Murong Jue looked up at Xuefeng and thought for a while, then said, "It's better to reach the top." ”

Since you can't go down now, let's go to the top.

Xiao Yan was stunned for a moment, and then understood the meaning of Murong Jue's words.

If you can't break the attachment, then let the love go further, make the relationship more intense, and reach the peak.

When the love is extremely high, the deeper the love will be, and of course it will be more difficult to break the attachment - but Murong Jue has always faced the dangerous peak, the more difficult it is, the more she takes that road, of course, the advice she gives is also facing the dangerous peak.

Xiao Yan thought about it and felt that it made sense.

It's just, however, how can her relationship with Shen Qingyi go further? They are now separated from each other, and they can't even get along, how can they get better? Moreover, her father still has a knot in his heart for Qingyi, and it is estimated that the two have not had any hope of getting married for a year and a half, not to mention that they are still at war.

“…… The fastest, after the end of the Yanzhou War. She said with a worried brow.

Murong Jue looked at her strangely, "What does this have to do with your father?" Just you and her. You want it, she wants it, just do it. ”

Do......

Xiao Yan looked at Murong Jue blankly: ...... What does the senior mean?

Her expression suddenly became embarrassed, and a flash of crimson flashed on her fair and handsome face.

It's like the most beautiful Xiuchuan dyed with rouge clouds.

Such a special color made Murong Jue's pale eyes freeze for a moment, and then said very firmly: "Shen Qingyi must have wanted you for a long time." ”

"......" Xiao Yan reached out to support his forehead.

Senior, you can speak less directly.

Murong Jue was more direct, "One kiss, two touches, three does, where have you go?" ”

The corners of Xiao Yan's mouth twitched.

One kiss, two touches, three do......

She just hugged Shen Qingyi...... A kiss...... No.

She coughed lightly uncomfortably, and her eyes, which had always been clean and clear, were a little embarrassed, and her eyes looked at the snow mountain as if she was looking at a flower, but she didn't look at Murong Jue.

Murong Jue's eyes were incredible, looking at her as if he saw a saint bathed in moral holy light, "You haven't kissed her until now, have you?" ”

Xiao Yan turned his face to look at her, his expression was extremely serious, and his voice was extremely solemn, indicating that this kind of question was too personal to refuse to answer.

Murong Jue sneered at her lightly, raising his eyebrows.

"Xiao Wunian, your temperament is really unbelievable!" Murong Jue criticized her coldly, "You've done it many times when you have the time to think about it. ”

The words are direct, brutal and powerful.

Xiao Yan's face turned red.

Murong Jue was silent for a moment, and suddenly said, "Xiao Wunian, you won't be no." ”

There was a smile in the cold voice.

Xiao Yan glared at her.

Murong Jue suggested with a sincere face, "I have a picture of the spring palace of the Murong family, do you want it?" It's an album of girls and girls painted by the elders of the family.,I've turned it over before.,There's a lot of poses.。 I wanted to do it with you. Murong Jue expressed his previous regrets. Of course, she has no lust for Xiao Yan now, and her friendship is about to be exhausted.

"......" Xiao Yan's eyebrows were cramped, but his face was steaming and cloudy, pink like a peach blossom in March, scorching its glory.

"I'll leave the picture in the palace, and I'll ask you to go back and get it for you, no, I'll go back and get it for you."

"Don't." Xiao Yan was shocked and hurriedly stopped it.

Murong Jue looked at her suspiciously, "Are you sure you really will?" ”

In Murong Jue's heart, Xiao Yan is a pure little white sheep.

Xiao Yan's forehead jumped, she couldn't say that she had done it and had experience, Murong Jue asked who she had done it with, did she have to say that she had done it with Li Yuzhen day to night, gritting his teeth, and said angrily: "Fight." ”

Murong Jue looked at her with a pair of cold eyes.

"Are you sure?"

……

The result was that Xiao Yan was beaten hard.

After Murong Jue was promoted to the congenital, the gap between Xiao Yan and her was no longer the previous "there is a gap but you can fight", but a one-sided beating.

Murong is by no means an ordinary congenital, when he encounters an ordinary congenital, he can still challenge beyond the level with Xiao Yan's strength exceeding more than ten times that of the Cave True Realm, but when he encounters Murong Jue, who can also challenge beyond the level in the innate, the gap between the two is exponentially widened.

However, it was not in vain to be beaten, Murong Jue's comprehension of the Dao of Destruction was more profound after he entered the Innate Realm, and what Xiao Yan faced with was also a stronger Sword Intent of Destruction, which made her have a further understanding of the Dao of Destruction.

Because of Xiao Yan's previous fusion of the way of life and the way of death, the previous comprehension of the self-created endless life exercise has advanced to the next level, and the direct manifestation is that the speed of healing of her wounds has accelerated, and even the bloody qi on Murong Jue's sword has not had a strong impact on her wounds - but this means that before, the blood demon on the sword after Murong Jue's promotion has also been upgraded, resulting in devouring qi, if it weren't for Xiao Yan's integration of the way of life and death and further comprehension of the life and death exercises, this devouring qi would damage her muscles and bones and erode her viscera. Of course, there was also the reason why Murong refused to keep her hand, so her injuries this time were not so serious, and she recovered after only three or four days of recuperation.

During the Lantern Festival on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Xiao Yan was well injured. Murong Jue came to see her and said, "I have a gift for you." ”

Snow Muscle holds an agarwood box in her icy hands.

Xiao Yan suddenly had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, when I opened it, there was a sixteen-page picture album inside.

The corners of Xiao Yan's mouth twitched, she could only open it under Murong Jue's cold-like gaze, and she wanted to support her forehead after turning the page, if she let Qingyi know that Murong Jue gave her the Spring Palace Map, she would definitely look good...... Xiao Yan thought about it in his heart.

"Senior, I really don't need to ......"

Before he finished speaking, Murong Jue had already left in white clothes, leaving only a transmission in his consciousness: [You think about it carefully. 】

Xiao Yan: "......"

Senior, come back quickly!