253 The Pain of Modernity
"Auntie, Mom and Dad said I wasn't their own, they said I was your daughter! Although I know that they can't lie to me. However, I really couldn't accept it for a while! I ...... "In the garden on the roof of Leng Qiuyu's villa, Leng Qiuyu skillfully washed the gongfu tea and made the gongfu tea. Shangguan Wan'er thought about Ouyang Jin in the dining room just now and asked her to change her name to Leng Qiuyu's mother, and she explained to her anxiously.
"Xin'er, I know you need time! I can understand your current feelings, I'm sorry for you, let's not discuss this matter today! Now, if there's anything you want to know, you can ask me, and I'll tell you the truth, okay? After a while, Leng Qiuyu had already brewed the tea set with boiling water and brewed the tea. She handed a cup to Shangguan Wan'er and said to her with a smile.
"Auntie, I want to know what happened when I woke up?" Since Leng Qiuyu doesn't care about whether she changes her mouth and calls her mother, she herself has nothing to let go. Shangguan Wan'er saw that Leng Qiuyu turned the topic to the topic, so she also asked her straight to the point.
"Xin'er, it's been so long since this matter, why did you suddenly ask again? And most importantly, aren't you already okay now? Aren't those things all important? I didn't expect Shangguan Wan'er to be obsessed with this matter, Leng Qiuyu didn't answer her words directly, but asked her what she was puzzled about. She wanted to find out what Shangguan Wan'er wanted to know about those things, so that she could decide whether to sue her or not! If there is no need to sue her, why should you say it to make people sad?
"But, auntie, you all think I'm completely recovered, and my memory is still stuck in that moment, and until now I don't remember anything that happened to me before. You think I'm okay because you don't think those memories matter to me. But how important it is to me, you know? Over the years, I've often had the same nightmare of myself standing alone on the edge of a cliff in a red dress. I don't know what the hell happened at the time, and I don't know why I'm there. Every time I was in a dream, I would cry so much that I would wake up and still feel as if I had lost something very important, and then I would be in a trance for several days, as if I was about to die! Shangguan Wan'er knew that if she didn't tell the truth, Leng Qiuyu wouldn't treat her sincerely. So, she said one thing that she had been baffling her for so many years. When it came to her truest feelings, she began to cry with excitement. Shouldn't she be thrilled after being suppressed for so long and finally finding someone who is willing to listen to her inner voice?
"Xin'er, don't cry! It's just a dream, don't be afraid! Xin'er wants to get back her previous memories, just help you, don't cry! Seeing Shangguan Wan'er crying like this at the moment, Leng Qiuyu actually felt a little helpless. This child actually hid such a huge pain in his heart, which she had never expected. She hugged the child in front of her tightly in her arms, comforting her vigorously and telling her not to cry! Isn't this dream occasionally seen in my own dreams? Suddenly, a question flashed in Leng Qiuyu's mind.
However, this thought was fleeting in Leng Qiuyu's mind. At the moment, she didn't have that much energy to think about her own business. The person in front of her needs comfort more than herself. She missed too much for this child, and now she doesn't want to miss it again. She wants to comfort her well and be her strong spiritual backing.
"At that time, the doctor said, ah, you may have to lie in bed for the rest of your life and never wake up again! I discussed with your parents and planned to take you abroad for treatment, after all, people's medical skills abroad are much more advanced than our country's, and there may be a glimmer of hope. When we were all ready to take you to the United States the next day, a Taoist came to me and taught me some ways to wake you up! Shangguan Wan'er's inquiry brought Leng Qiuyu's thoughts back to two years ago, and that scene still stayed in the depths of her memory.
"Do you know this Dao Master?" It turns out that what Xinxi said is true, I can't imagine that there is really such a magical character in this world!
"I don't know, it was he who found my office on his own! I didn't believe in these Taoists in the first place, I was afraid that they would think of some useless ways to cheat money, I don't care about money, I was afraid that they would delay your treatment time. But this Taoist priest is different from other Taoist priests who cheat money, at that time I was really anxious to cure your illness and believed him, but I didn't expect you to really wake up with his help! Even though it has been so long, Leng Qiuyu still has lingering palpitations when he recalls it now. As she spoke, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Why did you take me to the hospital when I woke up?" Shangguan Wan'er continued to ask Leng Qiuyu.
"You woke up, but you seemed scared when you woke up! After that, you passed out again, and we had to send you to the hospital for emergency treatment! Leng Qiuyu recalled the scene at that time and replied to Shangguan Wan'er.
"I see! Can you still find that Taoist priest now? Shangguan Wan'er asked Leng Qiuyu again.
"Ever since you woke up, that Taoist priest has been gone! He had left me a phone number before, and when I called it later, it was empty! Leng Qiu restrained her feelings, she wiped the tears on her face with the palm of her hand, and calmly replied to Shangguan Wan'er's words.
"Since that Taoist priest can wake me up from a coma, then he must have a way to restore my memory! Auntie, did you say yes? After knowing the ins and outs of the whole matter, Shangguan Wan'er knew that she might not be able to find the Taoist priest at all with her own strength. If Leng Qiuyu was willing to help her, this matter would be much easier. She said her thoughts and asked Leng Qiuyu rhetorically.
"Xin'er, don't worry, I will definitely send someone to help you find the whereabouts of this Dao Master!" It turned out that the child wanted to retrieve her own memories of the past, how could she, as a mother, let this matter go? As long as she can help Xin'er recover her lost memories, don't say that she wants to help her find someone, she is willing to go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire! She owes this child so much!