When Blood Eagle went upstairs, he saw a quiet Bo Jinghan.

That kind of quiet, which makes people feel depressed at the same time, will faintly exude a little pain in the heart.

There is subtle pity, but more because of the love hidden behind the quiet, which makes people feel particularly distressed.

“cynthia……”

Knock on the door and come in.

Blood Eagle's face was less respectful, but more friendly.

It's not like in the past, always with a detached attitude towards people.

The familiar voice made Bo Jinghan, who was caught in the memory, quickly come to his senses.

She rolled her eyes and squinted in the direction of the Blood Eagle.

His eyebrows were slightly furrowed, and he looked him up and down, then he closed his eyes without a trace and lowered his eyes. Turning his head to look into the distance again, he stared quietly out the window.

But although the eyes were fixed on the window, those who knew her well knew that her mind was not outside at all.

Knock, knock, knock......

The tips of your fingers tap lightly on the tabletop.

The rhythmic sound of hitting, I don't know if it's a coincidence, actually echoed the footsteps of the blood eagle approaching.

One step, one step at a time.

As he approached, the Blood Eagle had just paused when he heard the sound that was clear and pleasant, but made people's hearts sink suddenly.

"Blood Eagle, I've always felt like a masked man. I have a lot of masks, one layer peeled off, and one layer underneath. Layer upon layer, hide yourself. Because I don't want to be discovered by others, my truest side, because I'm afraid that my feelings will be exposed and I will bring trouble to myself. And because of the training in the past few years, I have become accustomed to this kind of self. But now, I'm tired, and I've finally found a harbor where I can let go of those masks, those hypocrisies, and be my truest self. However, I found that I didn't even know what kind of me was real. I can't find my true face anymore, even in the face of Lu Yan, I ......"

Touching her somewhat stiff face, Bo Jinghan bet that her smile at the moment must be the most standard and warm.

From a distance, it feels very close.

But she knows that with such a self, even she feels very alienated.

"How so? Cynthia, you are in Bo Lao, in front of Bo Junchen, you are a very real existence. In the eyes of the two little ones, she is also a gentle and loving mother. As far as your friends are concerned, you have also done your best, considerate and caring. Needless to say, Miss Yun in front of her is an example. And treat subordinates, such as Aze, such as me......"

"You're wrong."

Without waiting for Blood Eagle to finish speaking, Bo Jinghan shook his head with a smile and interrupted directly: "In front of my grandfather and uncle, I don't dare to relax my vigilance. Yes, they love me very much, but my grandfather loves me and cultivates me, so that I can carry the entire Bo family in the future. Uncle's favor is mixed with a bit of selfishness. Can't you see that you've been following me all these years? All along, he regarded me as a warm summer. He is kind to me, and many times he wants to find the shadow of Nuan Xia in me. And I don't dare to show them my full true side. ”

In the past five years, there has not been a day when she has not lived diligently.

Even when facing her loved ones, she is used to wearing a light mask according to their standards.

So much so that now she is almost lost......

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