Chapter 70: The Missing Corner
The missing corner of Chapter 70
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After school
Outside the window, the breeze blew on the wide palm-like leaves of the birch trees, and suddenly, as if playing a wind chime, the melodious bell sound sprinkled throughout the department, and together with the previous two sounds, formed a harmonious melody......
Today's ministry is still harmonious and calm, but it is a little too 'quiet'.
The girl who usually argues about 'Xiaoxue' and 'Xiaoxue' whenever she has time, talks about good topics, and then shows a simple smirk, hasn't appeared in this department for nearly a week, and with her disappearance, there are obvious changes in this department.
Like a bicycle with a missing chain, the ministry is no longer intact and unable to move forward...... If you want to move forward, you can only get out of the car and push it.
On the car, only a lonely hinge remains, drawing useless circles.
Looking out the window at the birch tree swaying slightly, as if beckoning, Bi Qigu was a little unsettled, and the pages opened in his hand had no intention of reading, for no reason, he always felt that the silent air in the department seemed to accuse him, and denounced the stupid things he had done, obviously since just now, the other two had not said a word of blame, but he had this feeling.
From time to time, the wind gradually became stronger, the branches and dry leaves began to sway, the bells began to become chaotic, and the windows also swayed with the sound of the whirring wind.
“...... The wind is blowing," in order to break the wordless pressure, Biqigu said.
"Indeed"
Yuuji, who was writing something, replied briefly.
"Well, yes."
So said Miss Under the Snow, who was still staring at the book without raising her head.
Although I could probably expect this kind of cold situation, Hikiya once again deeply realized how tricky communication between people is, probably...... Mother of Heaven (Kouhu, the old lady is not dead yet!!--Mother Hachiman), your son will probably not be able to learn in his whole life, and it is so difficult to communicate and get along with humans and other creatures happily!!
When he sighed like this in his heart, he remembered that when the girl was still there, he always forced a smile, and in the dangerous situation of erupting craters on all sides, he tried to use clumsy language to play a round for everyone, and used a simple smile as a lubricant...... For everything the girl had done, he couldn't help but feel a little respectful in his heart, and at the same time felt a little annoyed by his previous behavior.
That's not what I envisioned...... Sure enough, I shouldn't have been so rude to her in the first place, what happened that day, I should have expressed it more appropriately and tactfully! The young man felt a little irritable, and scratched his hair in annoyance.
In the boy's imagination,A current girl like Yui Yui Yubihama,She won't change her interpersonal relationship because of a low-level guy like herself.,After all, the relationship between her serving the ministry is more between the snow girl and the 'pseudo' lonely boy of the childhood sweetheart.,It stands to reason that she shouldn't disappear from the ministry because of such a little embarrassment with an inconsequential person like herself.,Leave the other two friends alone.。
At most, it should become--the club activities should still continue, but the embarrassed two people will try to minimize contact with the other party and ignore each other as much as possible - so that the situation of 'everyone is happy' is right, but the immediate consequences are something he did not expect
However, there are no regrets.
If Paul Kochakin is steel that has been refined by hundreds of times, then he is the real gold that has been finally cultivated after crossing countless 'battlefields (black history)'. In the endless 'killing (delusion)' and 'hard work (humiliation)', I finally practiced the title of [Lonely Master], and it is definitely not just a matter of saying it, maybe the situation is a bit sad, maybe other aspects are still as cowardly as ordinary people...... But if he wants to accept this kind of degraded care, hypocritical gentleness, it is a fundamental denial of the existence of Hikiya Hachiman, which is absolutely intolerable.
So, there will be no regrets
Although there is still a trace of guilt for the girl in my heart, I ......
While Hikiya was thinking about it, a ding, ding, ding, ding-ding message bell suddenly sounded, and it came from the direction under the snow.
I saw her quickly pick up the phone and press it, and quickly browsed the information on it, but ...... But he sighed as if he wanted to hold something, but he probably couldn't convey anything with such a weak sigh.
"What's wrong, under the snow?" asked Yuji knowingly.
Yubihama said that she may not come today, the day before yesterday she went to the animal clinic for a check-up, and yesterday she had something at home...... If you look like that, I'm afraid you won't be here today. He sighed under the snow, which explained the situation, and his black bangs covered most of his expression, making him look like he was not in a good mood.
Or ...... I don't think it will come again. Biqigu put away the book in his hand and interjected, his calm tone leaning towards affirmation.
Unconsciously distanced, unconsciously cut off communication, and then, unconsciously, became never to see each other again. Whether it's elementary school classmates or middle school classmates, everyone doesn't see each other anymore. And Yubihama will probably do the same. This kind of thing has been seen more than Qigu, and it is no longer strange.
"Not coming? But...... What's the matter? Anyway, it's just an inexplicable guy who suddenly plugged into the ministry halfway, isn't it? Without her, she doesn't have to worry about this and that, so embarrassing. "It's not the same as one of the people involved, the attitude of another good friend (Ji) friend is different, and the smile on Yuji's face is still the same,
It's quite plain.,It doesn't seem to have any opinion on this matter.,Instead, he raised his hands and praised it.。
"Announce, aren't she and you childhood sweethearts?...... And it's just by name. - Why?...... Isn't your relationship quite close?
"Ha ......" sighed heavily, Yuji said, "Didn't I tell you? I said between her and I was a childhood sweetheart, in fact, it was only limited to the age before the fifth grade of elementary school, and in the next seven or eight years, we rarely saw each other, and even if we met, we couldn't speak, and in the past few years when I went to study abroad, I haven't even met once." ”
"Then why ......"
"You should understand the reason...... Yuji glanced meaningfully at Hikiya before continuing to speak.
"That kid is so gentle...... Obviously, seven or eight years have passed, even if they were really close friends before, the relationship has almost been completely wiped out after such a long time. ...... But,After hearing that I was going back to school,,,So stupidly ran over.,Smiled and said to me, 'Let's start over.,I'm going to be friends with Yuji again' or something,It's really ......" The boy's lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to complain a few words, but in the end he reluctantly closed up, after all, it was too much to complain about such a gentle girl.
Listening to Yuji's words, his face was cloudy and uncertain under the snow, as if he was thinking about something.
Like, it's too similar, whether it's that expression or that word, it's too similar.
I already knew that Yuji Itai was a teenager who was very similar to himself. Sometimes Bi Qi Gu himself is surprised, but the two people who are completely different seem to have many similarities in ideas and concepts, and they are also classmates in the same school, and they are partners in the same department, which is too similar and too coincidental - people can't help but have such a nonsensical idea as 'it was a trap deliberately set by someone'.
Later, a series of actions of the boy also caught his attention - for example, in addition to the normal communication of the ministry department, the boy would also take care of himself from time to time, who was at the bottom of the lonely, and for example, he had no value in getting people close to him, and he didn't remember doing anything like that, but the boy often unilaterally narrowed the distance between the two sides (now called him Hachiman)......
These strange and almost completely conflicting behaviors of Lonely caused Hikiya to be suspicious and shaken for a while after 'that incident', thinking that he might be the same as Yubihama......
However, thinking of Yuuji's identity - a returnee international student, and he knew himself long before he and Yubihama met.
If you want to insist that people deliberately returned from the United States to go to high school because they saved a puppy, and then deliberately became friends with themselves - this kind of self-consciousness is inevitably too secondary, and Biqigu, who has long been out of that stage and thinks he is mature, will naturally not do it.
Although there are still some doubts, but at present, I can only bury them in my heart.
"Well...... It's that guy's style!!" Echo said the same thing, and Hikiya once again skimmed over the empty space where there seemed to be a girl's silly smile.
Ah, you can't be fooled by that kind of thing, Yubihama's gentleness is a gentleness to everyone, that false gentleness......
"That kind of gentleness, I don't need to be heck!!" The sudden words interrupted Bi Qigu's thoughts, he looked in the direction of the voice in surprise, only to see Yuji clenching his fists like playing with a child's temper, "What's the matter, I don't have pity enough to need mercy, so I broke in on my own, is it to say that I am pitiful? Are you pitying me?...... I don't need it. ”
......
Bi Qigu was stunned, the scene in front of him was not so much déjà vu as it had happened a week ago. The striking resemblance made him a little uneasy, just like the king who had seen Hamlet's dream scene, and his heart was a little uncertain, full of panic and fear that his mind would be seen through by others, and the truth would be discovered.
Indeed, Yuuji's remarks are very correct, in the eyes of Bi Qigu, he can't wait to raise his hands and feet to praise, you say he, how can he be so right? This is really too appetizing for me, it can't be wrong, isn't it?
But he couldn't help but panic in his heart, as if he had to face up to his humility and ugliness under the persecution of the world, which was very uncomfortable.