Chapter 159

Speaking of which, in fact, Yuan Changqing is a very insecure person, so he always wants to control everything around him within his control. But things are not always as good as they should be, not to mention that Shanniang is not a good temperament, just this pregnancy made him very sad.

At the beginning of Shanniang's pregnancy, he asked books everywhere about pregnancy knowledge. But later, after some research, he felt that "it is better to believe in books than to have no books", so he asked those old women who had experience in childbirth and raising children. Some old women said, of course, the bigger the better, the bigger it means that the child is healthier, but the young woman who met in Heng Tianxiang told him that it was difficult to raise a big belly, and the adults did not say that the child may not grow strong...... This time, Yuan Tanhua made a difficulty, staring at Shanniang's stomach every day, because she was afraid that she would not eat well, and she was afraid that she would eat too well...... That tangled energy, Shanniang couldn't help but feel uncomfortable for him.

Generally speaking, Shanniang tries to understand his uneasy mood, as long as it is within the range she can bear, as long as he is not too outrageous, she is willing to let him toss, just to calm his heart. But although Yuan Changqing looks like a dusty birth, he is actually a little paranoid in his temperament, and he is always left or right when he encounters things, and he has no golden mean. At the beginning, listening to the old woman's words, he felt that his belly was good, so he forced Shanniang to eat and eat like a duck every day, but now he heard that his belly is too big and it is difficult to give birth, and he is so frightened that he stares at Shanniang every day and tells her to move...... In the past, Shanniang wanted to go out, he didn't say anything, there was always disapproval in his eyes, but now that she didn't go out for two days, he began to ask her if she wanted to go out for a spin......

Even if Shanniang loves to be lively, there is no reason to go out to meet friends every day. What's more, now that the weather is going to the middle of summer, who likes to go out and bask in the sun?!

At the beginning of June, Shanniang's pregnancy entered the seventh month, and her belly finally looked about the same size as someone else's seven-month belly. Shanniang was very satisfied, but Yuan Changqing, the "master", began to worry about whether her belly was too big......

On this day, the eldest grandson of the Yongning Hou family was full moon, and Yili handed a post to the Tanhua Mansion - it is a coincidence that the Shen family got married four months earlier than Shanniang, and the child came exactly four months earlier than her, so now she is still pregnant here, and she has been born there.

To say that the Yongning Hou Mansion also knows that it is inconvenient for Shanniang to go out now, and it is just a matter of courtesy to hand over the post, but Yuan Changqing is worried that Shanniang has not moved much recently, and always fools her to go around the mansion, "I just want to ask your sister Shen about her birth." ”

Although Shanniang had two experiences in childbirth in her previous life, in the end, it had been too long, and she had already forgotten most of the original experience, and when she heard Yuan Changqing say this, she couldn't help but be moved. In addition, there had just been a rain the day before the Yongning Hou Mansion invited guests, and the weather was exceptionally cool, and when the fifth wife sent a mother to deliver food, the mother inadvertently said that the wife also planned to go to the Yongning Hou Mansion to eat full moon wine, and Shanniang replied to the post saying that she was going.

When Shanniang arrived, the fifth wife had already arrived first—speaking of which, the Shen family should also be regarded as a student of the fifth wife. Because Shen is also an embroidery lover, and has the same quiet temperament as Mrs. Five, she is very close to Mrs. Five. Before giving birth to a child, the jade embroidery that I learned from the fifth wife, even the Queen Mother praised it for "having a little look".

When she entered, Mrs. Yongning Hou was talking to Mrs. Five. As soon as she saw her, Mrs. Yongning Hou stretched her neck to look behind Shanniang, and said with a smile: "Didn't you bring your tail today?" ”

Yuan Changqing's sticky Shanniang has now become a joke of everyone. Shanniang pursed her lips and smiled: "I was dragged outside by the Hou Ye to eat and drink." He asked again, "What about Sister Shen and the child?" ”

A lady next to her smiled and said: "That's right, let Mrs. Tanhua also be happy, and catch up with Ming'er to give birth to a big fat boy." ”

Shanniang blinked, smiled and said nothing, and the fifth lady took over and said with a smile: "Our eldest man is different from others, he is looking forward to having a girl, and he shouts at Shan'er's stomach all day long that the girl is long and the girl is short." ”

That's true. Shanniang thought that he was relieving her heart, and didn't want Yuan Changqing to really like girls more than boys, and even laughed and said: "Give birth to a daughter, I spoil the two of you alone, give birth to a boy, and I want to divide you in half to that stinky boy, so I won't do it!" ”

While talking, I saw the eldest princess holding the child in her arms, Shen and Lu Jiujin followed behind her, and several people came out of the room laughing.

Princess Celestia likes children, but she doesn't want to marry again, so now she gives all her love for children to the children in the orphanage. That Lu Jiujin was busy with the fundraising every day. Instead, Shanniang, who brought them into the orphanage and the fundraiser, rarely went over to help because of her body.

Like the eldest princess, Shanniang is also a child who likes children, so she smiled and leaned over to look at the white and chubby little baby. If it weren't for the rule that a pregnant woman should not hold a child, she would have carried the child over.

Seeing her greedy look, the eldest princess smiled and said, "Don't worry, it's only a few months away." When the melon is ripe, there is a time for you to hug. Everyone laughed and asked Shanniang's reaction.

Shanniang propped up her waist and smiled: "This child is extremely well-behaved, since the first day, he has not reacted, and he has not even spit out a mouthful of water." ”

One woman laughed, "Not necessarily. I was like this at first, but when I was about to give birth, I reacted and threw up all over the place. ”

Another woman said: "My daughter-in-law is even worse, she has been vomiting since she was pregnant, and she vomited until she gave birth, and she was thin into a handful of bones......

The women gathered together to eat the full moon wine, and the topic naturally revolved around pregnancy and childbirth. And most of the women here have given birth and raised, so they each talked about their own conditions during childbirth, this said how hard it was when she was pregnant, and how dangerous it was when she gave birth.

Shanniang listened silently to everyone's discussions, but in her heart she was trying to recall the things she had forgotten about in her previous life. I don't know if it's because time has passed too long, or if the new memory has replaced the old one, Shan Niang couldn't remember the appearance of the two children before, and now she has even forgotten what the situation was when she was pregnant with those two children. At most, I only vaguely remember that when she gave birth to the first one, she tossed for six hours, and when she gave birth to the second, it was as easy as a fart......

"Did it scare you?" Suddenly, Shen leaned over and asked her.

"What?" Shanniang turned back.

Shen, who was also white and chubby in the confinement, tilted his head and looked at her and said, "You look scared." ”

Shanniang didn't want to tell her, what she was afraid of was not the reason that Shen thought she was.

"It's okay," Shen looked like a person who had come over, patted her arm and comforted her: "Don't listen to their foolishness, it was hard when you were born, but when the child is born, as soon as you see the child, you will immediately forget all the hardships." ”

"That's right!"

Shen's words were immediately unanimously approved by everyone. So the women in the room began to compare their children with each other when they were born. Then, the weight of Lu Jiujin when he was born nine catties once again became a topic of ridicule for everyone......

When everyone laughed, Shanniang looked at her stomach and was silent for a while. When she held those two children for the first time, she forgot what kind of mood she felt......

Is this one in the stomach the one in the previous life? If it was really the one in her previous life, she would have a lot of things to ask him - was she really so bad to him? Why did he hold such a grudge against her? Is it when she has done so many wrong things to him, and she has not done it right? He, like his Lao Tzu, thinks when he gives her empty decent respect in front of people, but ignores her existence in the future? Was he completely disappointed in her?! Also, what did he think after she died? Did he ever regret doing that to her?

Shanniang knows these questions, and she is afraid that she will never know the answers in this life.

Then, in an unexpected situation, she learned the answer in another way......

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On the way back from the Changning Hou Mansion, Yuan Changqing asked Shanniang about the situation of Shen's birth, and Shanniang was moved by Shen's words and remembered her previous life, and was depressed, so she unceremoniously pushed Yuan Changqing back, "That's someone else's daughter-in-law, what do you care about her so much?!" ”

Yuan Changqing choked, paused, and then said with a little grievance: "I don't want to inquire clearly, when you give birth, I will know what to do." ”

Shanniang was silent, then frowned arrogantly, and said angrily: "What a trouble! It's just a belly, and it's born with, how can there be so many things you think! ”

As her body became heavier and heavier, Shanniang's temper became more and more rising. Yuan Changqing didn't dare to provoke her, he only looked at her faintly with dark eyes, paused, and then muttered in a low voice like an angry daughter-in-law: "If I can give birth, I really want to be my next life." Then he cautiously reached over and put it on her belly, and said with a little envy: "I really want to know what it is like for a child to grow up in his own body......

In fact, every time Shanniang made a nameless fire at Yuan Changqing, she always regretted it. Now seeing his cautious appearance, she couldn't help but regret it again. "So what?!" She bit her lip, suddenly turned her head to look out the window, and muttered, "When you are pregnant with him, you feel like he is a part of you." But after he was born, he had nothing to do with you anymore...... "You give him a qiē that you think is the best, but that may not be what he wants." What you give, he doesn't want, and what he wants, maybe is exactly what you don't want him to have. You take what he wants, he won't remember how much you gave him, he will only remember what you took......

People are always selfish, and people's eyes often only see their own little gains and losses, just like she feels that she is paying for him, but she can't see the things he has to give up because of her arbitrariness...... No, in fact, thinking deeper, it should be said that she is not paying for him, but she is paying for herself. She wanted him to be what she wanted him to be, but not by his will, to be the person he wanted to be...... So, from this point of view, she probably has no reason to blame him, she is not a good mother, and he is not a good son......

When Shanniang talked to Yuan Changqing about that "dream", she deliberately brought out the worst things she had ever done. So about the child, Yuan Changqing only knew a rough idea, and when she felt it at this time, he was only confused, "What are you talking about?" He asked.

Shanniang came back to her senses, shook her head, put her hand on his hand, looked at her stomach and frowned: "I was just thinking, he is quite good to stay in his stomach at this time, I don't know what he will look like after birth, and whether he will grow crooked when he grows up......"

"No!" Before she could finish her sentence, he categorically interrupted her. "Our children will never grow crooked! I will nurture her carefully. "—a look that I can't even listen to if it's not good." By the way," he suddenly remembered something, took out a carefully folded line from the purse around his waist and handed it to Shanniang, "I dreamed of it last night, and I said that I would show it to you in the morning, but I forgot it." Look at it, is it okay? ”

Shanniang opened the Fang Sheng, only to see the word "Xia" written on the note in the style of a beautiful hairpin.

Shanniang blinked, feeling slightly embarrassed - Xia, Xuehua is also ......

Sure enough, the shameless Yuan Changqing leaned into her ear and said: "This word is good, 'Evening rain becomes jade', isn't it just the time to have her, it's just right to use it as her name, Yuan Yi ......"

Shanniang's face flushed, and the boredom in her stomach disappeared immediately, so she bumped him with her elbow, and looked at him with slightly slanted eyes: "I'm embarrassed to use it as a name, and in the future, the child will ask the origin of this name, and see if you have the face to say!" ”

Her silky appearance made Yuan Changqing's heart itch for a while, and she was about to lean over to do something while she grabbed her chin.

Shan Niang guessed his intentions, hit him with the shoulder again, and turned her head sideways to avoid his hand, but just through the car window, she saw that across the road, a tall and thin young man in military uniform was being blocked by a girl carrying a bamboo basket.

Shanniang was stunned, immediately pointed over there, pulled Yuan Changqing and said, "Look, Hou Rui!" ”

Yuan Changqing looked up, and saw Hou Rui looking at the girl with a look of surprise. The girl hurriedly dodged and hid behind Hou Rui. In the blink of an eye, Hou Rui and the girl were surrounded by a few gangster-looking people.

Without waiting for Shanniang to speak, Yuan Changqing immediately knocked on the wall of the car, and the strong wind driving drove the carriage to the side of the road to stop, and the two of them silently watched the movement across the road through the car window.

I saw Hou Rui stretching out his arm to stop the girl behind him, talking to the gangsters, and then several people got entangled and pushed into the alley next to him.

Yuan Changqing knew that Shanniang, like the fifth master, had the temperament of "protecting calves", so he patted Shanniang's hand comfortingly, and said, "You wait in the car, I'll take a look." ”

To Yuan Changqing's surprise, Shanniang grabbed him, looked out of the car window without looking back, and whispered, "Don't go yet." ”

Because, she saw a face she had seen in her previous life, the face of their mother and son splitting...... Although the man was already in his forties at that time, and he was only in his twenties at this time, the disgusting black hairs on his forehead still made her recognize this person at a glance.