Mu Zhiyu narrowed his eyes slightly, and the crimson color on his face gradually faded, and that heavy look made Murong Lingche's heart suddenly tighten, and a few traces of apprehension appeared out of thin air. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Mu Zhiyu raised his eyes to meet his gaze, those black eyes did not have the folds and brilliance of Fang Cai, but he was a little more uneasy, sighed secretly, and slowly spoke.

"In the past few months, so much has happened, even if I was as calm as me, I almost fell into endless despair. It is always said that things are impermanent, and what has happened cannot be reversed, but I cannot treat it as if everything has not happened. They died for me, they hurt for me, and every time I think about it, my heart is like a thorn in it, and no matter how I pull it out, it will be deeply rooted......"

Murong Lingche's eyes flashed with pity, and without saying anything, he hugged her tightly in his arms.

He understood everything she said, and he could understand it even better, in the world before her, all men were created equal, and no one was obliged to sacrifice for whom.

Her kindness comforted him and made him feel distressed. However, life still has to be lived, everything has to look ahead, and she can't always keep these sad and unhappy past events in her heart.

However, before he could say anything, Mu Zhiyu said in a deep voice: "In fact, sometimes, I have been thinking about why I have been trying hard not to bear anyone, but I have never been able to have a clear conscience. ”

Mu Zhiyu's gaze was a little deep, and there was a little sadness.

"If it weren't for me, Luo Haozhe would have left the palace that he hated since he was a child, and he wouldn't have been blown to pieces. If it weren't for me, Shui Mo Xuan wouldn't have to suppress his heart all day long, and he still doesn't want to marry. ”

Mu Zhiyu's eyes were full of sadness, and tears slipped down silently, choking and saying: "They have all paid a lot for me, I can't do it without thinking about them, thinking of Luo Haozhe's somewhat vicissitudes of face when Luo Xi said goodbye, and the gloomy but forced smile of Shui Moxuan when he left......

"I can't do it, I really can't do it... I can no longer simply love you in my heart like before, but now I have a little room for other men......"

Mu Zhiyu cried uncontrollably, her choked voice was intermittent, even so, Murong Lingche understood the meaning of her words.

She loves him, but now she can't promise to leave her whole heart to him, and she also leaves a small corner for other men, does she feel ashamed of him because of this?

Murong Lingche sighed, gently wiped her tears, and rested her head on her wide chest.

Although he felt very uncomfortable in his heart, he was not angry to hear her words. Shui Mo Xuan and Luo Haozhe have paid no less for her than his, her heart is not a stone, how can she be indifferent?

Even he himself was scared, feared. He was afraid that she would fall in love with Shui Mo Xuan and fall into the tenderness he gave.

However, she has always been consistent with her affection, so what is he dissatisfied with? They were just people who had passed by in a hurry in her life, but could never stay again, leaving some traces in her heart, recording everything they had truly done for her, why not?

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless. She is still so kind.

To them, she is just guilty, but she is a truly unforgettable true love for him, what else is he to worry about?

Mu Zhiyu was in his arms, and the crying gradually became quieter, but from his long silence, her heart became even more uneasy.

He's going to be angry, right? What man would allow his woman to think of other men, even if only because of guilt. Thinking about it, she suddenly didn't know how to face him.

She once thought about burying these words in her heart and never mentioning them again, but she couldn't bear to hide it from him, even now, she never regretted it, the most important thing for two people to be together is not to trust each other and be honest with each other?

"Yu'er, you don't have to feel ashamed of me. I get it. It is precisely because of you, who are affectionate, righteous and kind, that I have Mu Zhiyu, whom Murong Lingche falls in love with. ”

Murong Lingche's words sounded low in her ears, and the gentle voice could not hear the slightest dissatisfaction or even anger, which surprised Mu Zhiyu at the same time, but also inevitably had a trace of warmth and sweetness.

Looking up at him, he pursed his lips and asked cautiously, "Don't you really blame me?" ”

Murong Lingche pinched her nose, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "Blame you? Do you blame you for valuing love and righteousness, or do you blame you for telling you what you have in your heart? Don't be cranky, my little fool! ”

Mu Zhiyu was a little embarrassed by what he said, but it seemed that she was cautious.

Pillowed on his arm, her eyes flashed with many strange lights, whether it was everything in the previous life, or everything encountered in this life, for her now, it was the past, maybe she should try to let go.

Always holding on to those sad things in the past, isn't it an obsession?

While she sighed at others, how could she have thought that she was also a person who couldn't let go easily. However, after all, it is necessary to let go and live your own life. If you are always so sentimental, while hurting others and hurting yourself, no matter how good your days are, you will be unhappy by yourself.

What's more, she would never be like this in the past.

Mu Zhiyu, who was calm and resolute and indifferent and confident before, seemed to have been smoothed out by Qianfeng Haoye's sharp and sharp claws, and became a little melancholy and even cringed.

How could she keep going like this?

As a woman standing side by side with Murong Lingche, how could she be broken by Qianfeng Haoye?

It's time for her to regain her wings and soar into the skies again!

The two of them relieved each other's worries, dispelled their doubts, and decided not to mention the matter again in the future and live their lives with peace of mind.

I lay down for a while, feeling hungry, and then got up. After bathing and changing clothes, it was already after noon.

At this time of the day, Mu Zhiyu was about to wake up from a nap.

Sitting in the dining hall of the outer hall of Fengqi Palace, watching the palace people bring meals inside and out, and no one showed any look on their faces, Zi Su and Qing Dai were serving them to eat, even so, Mu Zhiyu also felt that his face was like fire, and he was very uncomfortable.

At this time, I got up to eat, and I didn't have to think about it to know what they were doing, although the palace people didn't say anything, I was afraid that they couldn't help but laugh in their hearts.

But that cheeky and unserious guy is sitting upright at the moment, eating meals elegantly, looking full of spring breeze, without the slightest embarrassment on her face, but against the faint look of surprise on her face, it seems that she is a little childish.

When did she become so defenseless in front of him? (To be continued.) )