At the beginning of April, my mother was hospitalized, and I had been catching a cold and was in a bad state. What's more troublesome is that there is something in the mother's liver, which is basically not bad, but it needs to be transferred, accompanied, and even operated on. At present, I am burdened with a heavy mortgage, and I have a lot of living expenses for my family, and if I go to accompany me, it will lead to the loss of financial resources, or even losses. My wife has to take care of two children, one is not in kindergarten, the other is in the first grade, and she has to pick up and drop off four times a day, and she is also responsible for housework, grocery shopping, cooking, bathing the children, washing clothes, etc.

Saying this, it is also a bit of a complaint, at present, it is generally accused of unfilial piety, many people seem to think of a way to accompany the whole process, mother raised you so big, are you embarrassed not to accompany and take care of? You don't have time, don't you still have a wife? Because I started to repay the mortgage in July last year, the quality of life has plummeted, I don't dare, and I am not embarrassed to say that the money I earn every month is only enough for expenses, and I haven't even paid a cent for the decoration of the new house at the end of the year.

This is also why the recent complaints about the troubles caused by the two children, in addition to the mental pressure, the financial pressure also exists. Due to marriage, buying a house and other problems, my mother did not pay for it, and at the same time heard that we were going to have a second child, she immediately transferred her savings to a six-year fixed term, in some ways my mother is not very good, and the difference is very big compared to the mother of the textbook. It's hard to convince your wife to improve your mother's quality of life by lowering the quality of life of your two children. can't reach the profound realm of burying children and serving their mothers.

I was hospitalized last year because of nasal polyp hyperplasia, cold virus or fungus entering the ear, causing otitis media, and the doctor explained that the cold is likely to recur otitis media. At the beginning of April, I was very nervous and it was impossible for me to go to the hospital again under the current circumstances. I didn't run away, I was still hit, and I didn't dare to say it, so I bought some medicine and ate it secretly. Fortunately, the rhinitis was controlled, and the hearing began to recover a few days ago, and the symptoms of otitis media were reduced.

It's not that there is no fighting spirit at this age, but I don't dare to fight, and I don't even dare to get sick. If you don't work hard, you can only stick to those few dollars, stay up, and you can't see any hope for the future. As each day passes, the pressure of survival not only does not decrease, but increases day by day. I miss the time when one person was full and the whole family was not hungry. Nostalgic for the freedom of the newlyweds.

Houses, children, medical care, pension, and education are the current mountains in society, and I have no responsibility to say a word, if there is a rich woman who has struggled for ten years to marry you, from it. If you are still young, seize any opportunity to fight, and don't be afraid of failure, because even if you have the opportunity to fight in the future, you may not dare to fight. Life is not a novel, you are not the protagonist, you do not have an undefeated aura.

Codewords are a kind of happiness, so that you can get rid of all the pressure after ten o'clock in the evening and concentrate on one thing, so the probability of breaking off is not high, and it is really very difficult to make up for this month. Help me review the manuscript Xiaoxiao knows very well, the review in March is 70,000 or 80,000 words, and the review this month is 10,000 or 20,000.

PS: Who said that shrimp is always not bad for those few dollars, who am I anxious about. After July 2015, the shrimp was no longer qualified to say this. (To be continued.) )