Chapter 15: When I Wake Up

ps: It's been a double shift for three days in a row, and I admire myself. Seeing that I am working so hard, everyone must support me a lot, thank you. ps, thank you book friend Grim Reaper Legion for falling and harmony in the chaos The two of them each rewarded 100 Quge www.biquge.info coins, and thank you to the friend who paid for my monthly pass, thank you.

Familiar dreams, familiar deserts. For a hundred years, I have never fled from here, I wander here forever.

Every night for a hundred years, I have stepped on such yellow sand, looking at such a silver moon, and the feeling when stepping on the sand has long been engraved in the depths of my soul, and I can never forget it for a moment.

"This time, is it the turn of the earth?" I felt the urge to laugh at the scene in front of me, which would have caused a deep shock to ordinary people. Even if the scene is shocking, if it can be seen every night and every dream, it will lose its due shocking power, and even take on a strange funny.

"Hahahaha. I couldn't help but laugh wildly at the black, round, door-like black hole with a radius of ten meters at the edge of the wound of the earth, but I slowly fell to my knees, slowly bent down, and rubbed my face against the rough gravel vigorously.

"Kyle, Kyle. A gentle voice came from behind me, a gentle hand resting lightly on my back, and without looking back, that heroic and resolute face appeared in front of my eyes, an extremely determined, unflinching face: "Poor Kyle, why do you still come here every day?"

"yes, why? I want to know. I stopped torturing my face and looked up at the sky stupidly: "Why whenever I thought I had fled." Familiar dreams remind me that I will never leave?"

"I thought. Look at my past and you can be saved. I was right, but I was wrong. ”

"Facing the past and facing myself can indeed give me the courage to face my mistakes, face my sins, and let me no longer run away, but these will not allow me to be redeemed, and I will not be able to get rid of my sinking."

"I face the world with my true heart. I no longer hide my shortcomings, no longer hide my feelings, no longer hide my desires, meet friends I met in the past, they all say that I am like a different person, ha, in fact, they can't know, my heart has not changed, remorse and self-blame still continue to gnaw at my heart. I'm still imprisoned here, never to escape. ”

"I know that this qiē is the reward I deserve, the sins I have committed. I have to endure eternal pain and remorse, but when I see them, I am so jealous. ”

"They also have a sad past. They obviously have desolation and remorse, and they obviously have anger and anger. But why can they laugh so happily every day, and why can they live so freely every day?"

"Every time I see their smiling faces. My remorse will increase, maybe, we could have spent every day happily like them, but unfortunately, every qiē was ruined by me, wasn't it?"

"That's my sin. ”

I sat in the desert like a madman, muttering crazy things that others might not understand. This is my dream, and only here can I express my vulnerability and despair.

"Poor Kyle. "You hugged me from behind, and the warm embrace made me feel like I had gone back to the past, back to the days before the last battle, so that I could enjoy your tenderness again after a hundred years. Familiar embrace, familiar movements, familiar hair, all the qiē are so familiar, so familiar that I can't help choking.

"My Nelly, my love. I closed my eyes and greedily enjoyed this moment that could only have been dreamed. Yes, I have lost you forever, forever, forever, irretrievably. The sweetness, the warmth, and the love of the past were all buried by my own hands, and now all that is left is eternal loneliness and endless nightmares.

"My love, I miss you. My voice can only be heard by myself, and my thoughts can only be felt by myself: "Even though I am a sinner, even if I have made unforgivable mistakes, I still want to sue you, I miss you." ”

"I'm sorry to you, maybe I can only sue you like this in my dreams. I hope to hold your hand again, look up at the night sky side by side with you again, and fight against strong enemies back to back with you again. It's a pity, this qiē can only appear in a dream, even if you are still there, you will not forgive me, forgive this cowardly and despicable me, not to mention, you have ...... It's gone. ”

"I'm sorry, my loved one, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

"My Kyle, my love, my partner. Your voice is still so familiar, low and with a peculiar rhythm that you won't get tired of hearing it no matter how many times you hear it: "Is it really only because of remorse and self-reproach that you can't escape from here?

"Who the hell are you?" my body trembled, trembling uncontrollably, and a thought that I had never dared to imagine suddenly swirled in my head: "You're not just a phantom?"

"You're wrong, I'm just a shadow, I'm just a memory, I'm just a dream, just the dream you crave the most. I can even feel your breath blowing in my ears like a breeze on a summer night: "It's time, it's time for you to wake up, goodbye, my love." ”

Pannis woke up to the dim morning light.

Sitting up, holding the quilt and staring blankly at the morning light outside the window, Pannis just sat like this, without speaking or moving. After doing this for a long time, Pannis let out a soft sigh, a shallow sigh with a sadness that bordered on substance.

"Is it my dream that I crave the most?" Pannis smiled self-deprecatingly, "My longing is really extravagant, hehe." ”

"Brother Pannis, you're awake, I'm hungry, when are we going to have breakfast?"

Sudden voice. Pannis, who had just half got up from the bed, was so frightened that he fell to the ground: "An'an An'an, why are you here?"

The little banshee sat cross-legged in the air. Big eyes twinkled, rather curious, as Pannis slapped himself on the ground. He seemed to have developed a strong interest in this movement, and he also imitated Pannis's appearance and spread his limbs on the ground, and said with a self-consciously amusing giggle, "Of course I am here, brother, have you forgotten? ”

Yes, Pannis remembered at once. Yesterday was the first day after the New Year, and after half an all-night stroll outside in the early morning, everyone went home and fell asleep. After getting up in the afternoon, no one went out, and the family spent a leisurely afternoon lazily in the western-style house. Like a group of ordinary people, they lie in bed and drink tea and fight, completely putting aside the pressure of the life of professionals, completely forgetting about the battle, and enjoying this difficult holiday.

But before going to bed at night, the little banshee Anne suddenly had an awkward trouble, and had to pester Pannis to sleep in his room, although Pannis was resolutely opposed, but little Annie teary-eyed took out the reason that she used to lie in bed with her parents every New Year, and Pannis had to agree in the murderous eyes of other girls. Of course. The main Pannis was also afraid that Anne would make further requests, such as that she was sleeping with her parents, so he asked Pannis to find her a mother immediately.

"Huhu, I really forgot. Scared me. Pannis smiled helplessly, and stretched out his arms to the little banshee who was still lying on the ground pretending to be a carpet: "Let's go, let's go cook breakfast together." ”

The little banshee happily flew into the air. Happily threw himself into Pannis's arms and sat on his arm, pointing to the door like a commander: "Target kitchen." Let's go!"

When I went downstairs, I found that the magic energy lamp downstairs based on the entire energy system of the Western-style pavilion had been turned on. The living room, which had been in a mess last night, had been cleaned up as usual, and all the furniture had been covered with dust-proof cloths or newspapers, but the living room was empty, except for the rhythmic shouts and the sound of metal crashing faintly coming from the small training ground behind the Western-style pavilion.

"It's Sister Catherine doing morning exercises. "Sister Catherine really worked hard, and she would train for hours every day at home. ”

"What people want to get, they have to pay for it. A few of them are already attacking the Golden Rank at such a young age, and everyone is envious and jealous of them, but who can know the price they pay behind them?" Pannis sighed and said softly, "Who can see Catherine's arms and legs hidden under the armor, those cumulative scars that can't be erased even by healing magic, and those bones that you know have been broken and healed countless times when you touch them? Who can know that the magical genius is immersed in headaches all day long, and he can't even move without magic?" Who would have thought that a genius-like pastor would sink forever in the endless darkness of pain and despair, and it was precisely because of this that her faith in hope became more and more indestructible. ”

"Brother Pannis, so strict. The little banshee laughed and tore Pannis's face into a strange expression.

"Yes, I've been here for a long time, and I can always hear people outside talking about their jealousy of the lucky ones, but unfortunately they don't understand that they may be lucky to get talent, but there is no lucky way to play talent. ”

"What about you, Brother Pennis?" Anne changed her expression for Pennis, who was now struggling with his new hairstyle, "Why can't you see Brother Pennis, you pay for your current ability?"

"I? I've already paid the price. Pannis laughed self-deprecatingly again: "Whether it's dreams or reality, I've paid an unbearable price." ”

"Bang. The entrance door of the Western-style pavilion was slammed open, and Lina ran in waving her right hand, holding a roll of newspaper in her hand: "I didn't pick up the newspaper yesterday, it's a big deal, something is wrong." ”

"What's the matter?" asked Pannis, lazily, "Has the wedding been canceled?"

"No, much more than that. Lina shoved the newspaper into Pannis's hand: "Look, the heart of the years was stolen the night before yesterday. ”

Pannis was stunned for a moment, unfolded the newspaper, and the front page read with a huge headline: The Heart of Time mysteriously withdrew from the auction and was suspected of being stolen. Below the headline is dense small print, which describes the details and the current progress of the investigation. Of course, to sum it up in the simplest words, the progress of the current tracking is no progress.

"Well, I think I get it. Pannis said with a strange expression: "I finally understand what it means that one or two people told us that they needed to do something that night and delayed. ”

"I seem to understand what you say. Lina's expression immediately became strange: "It turned out to be these two guys, no wonder such a simple commission also asked them to come together." ”