Chapter Eighty-Three: Forgotten Memories

(ps: Let's change a chapter first.,The number of words is a little small.,Sure enough, the words shouldn't be too full.,After the classmates visited, they were Kavin otz|||..) ,Let's see if I can get out of the second chapter today.,If you can't get out, postpone it.

Thank you Star EX for the big reward, I feel deserved)

What appeared in front of Yuji and them was an incomparable beauty.

The smooth black hair, the delicate and transparent snow-white skin, and the upright appearance, every smile and smile seem to come from the hand of God, the beauty is incredible, and the smile on the face is even more favorable.

Such a woman, if not deliberately, is simply like the embodiment of the female ideal in the hearts of men, and her body and gestures are full of fatal attraction to the poppy of the opposite sex.

However, an ideal is an ideal after all, and if it can be achieved so easily, then it does not deserve to be called an ideal.

Whether it's her well-trained camouflage smile or what kind of little devil personality is hidden under her bright face, it's as if she has been slashed into the depths of her memory with a carving knife, and she has burned it more than once, which is the same for Yuji and Yukino.

"Snow under the snow, Yang under the snow...... Sister...... Is that so?"

Slowly and quietly spit out the words, Yuji showed a bitter look.

I thought that memory would gradually blur and confuse with the dissiding of time, and eventually become like seeing flowers in the fog and seeing the moon in the clouds, except for being able to draw a mottled mark in the corner of life, there is nothing left left. But the reality is clearly not what one predicts.

Yes, when he heard that familiar voice, Yuuji's mind had already uncontrollably appeared with the voice and smile of the person who came, and the memories of the past were like a raging flood, and they rushed towards the center called the center of emotion one after another, and it was a situation that seemed to destroy everything.

Under the snow, Yang Nai is the name of this beauty who always disguises herself.

That's right, just by listening to the name, you can guess that Xue Nai and Yang Nai, with the same surname Xue Xia, the same outstanding appearance and talent, and the same impressive two girls...... They are a pair of sisters.

It's like the trajectory of fate, my sister and my sister, after three years, the same high school, the same class, and even the back seat of Yuji are exactly the same, which really can't help but sigh at the magic of fate.

Maybe I should have guessed it a long time ago, and I should have guessed it when I first heard the name Yukino under the snow

Probably not because I can't remember it, but because the owner of the memory deliberately avoids all this.

Yuji understands his situation very well, and his head is also very clear, but it is precisely because he understands this that he smiles bitterly.

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The high school life in the past is really not a pleasant memory for Yuji.

If you imagine it a little, you can understand that in this short academic year, you have to complete all the subjects in three years of high school, get a visa to go abroad, and obtain admission to Stanford University......

Which of these goals does not require a lot of time and energy, and which one does not require countless efforts to accomplish?

With so much pressure, how can high school life be enjoyable all the time?

......

However, even if it is unpleasant, it is Yuuji's own decision.

It's not a shake M, it's not a masochist.

Like most ordinary people in the world, Yuji doesn't like loneliness, and he hates feelings like loneliness and sadness.

But this unpleasantness is necessary, this punishment is necessary, it is his punishment for his sincere act of trampling on others.

As he once said to Yukina, when he was in junior high school, he once conducted a psychological experiment himself--using human behavior and psychological knowledge and theories to arm himself, and by changing his behavior, he made himself popular.

The results of the experiment were undoubtedly successful.

By seeing through the psychology, seeking good fortune and avoiding harm, retaining evaluation, and being sleek...... Yuuji has almost achieved the highest achievement in the current world - whether it is an excellent student with top grades, a classmate with a perverse personality, or a bad-looking student, he has gained friendship and respect, and it only took him a year.

However, he could not respond to the sincere smiling faces and understanding expressions of his friends, and he could only remain silent in the face of his friends who had always delivered sincerity and laughter......

He clearly understands in his heart that the popular 'Itai Yuji' is just a fake, and the fake can't be sincere.

Therefore, Yuer, who only got it but couldn't reciprocate, could only choose to escape in embarrassment - after the second year of junior high school, he directly skipped a grade and entered the general martial arts high school

Leaving behind the friendship and emotion of many friends, he ran away, unable to reciprocate, and could only choose to punish himself instead.

Compared with the popular 'fake' and the unpopular 'true self', he can only vent his lonely resentment by punishing himself.

Now, it seems that only punishment can make him feel a little better.

It was with this feeling that he came to high school -- with the consciousness of accepting punishment

The rest of the story is pretty much the same as in the essay.

Basically, every day is in the classroom, library, and apartment. forced himself to bury himself in the sea of books, desperately reading and studying, even if he learned that his head was dizzy, he continued, and he still continued to want to hit the wall with his head in pain

After all, punishment is meaningless if it is not painful.

With no friends, no communication, and no entertainment, Yuuji, who has been dancing on the tight wire rope, has nerves like this fragile wire string, which seems to be about to break at any moment

However, just when this loneliness and anguish were competing to occupy the heart, it was when the strings of reason were about to break that a girl appeared.

'Looking back and smiling, the six palaces have no color' Now that I think about it, that's probably what I used to describe that girl

Even with the mentality of rejecting everything at the beginning, I have to admit that the girl is indeed a big beauty, her name is - Yono under the snow, and she is also the head of the first-grade international liberal arts class.

In fact, for Yuuji, the 'first meeting' with Yono was more than a month after the start of school, and before that, no matter how beautiful she was, a classmate, or a class president, it all had nothing to do with it.