Chapter 43: Guilt or Innocence

"You can't go, I can't take care of your current situation. Valen said with a smile, looking at Charles's hesitant expression, he knew what he was thinking, and Valen directly cut off Charles's thoughts.

Misha leaned over and looked at Charles and asked seriously, "Charles, do you still want to leave with a body like yours?"

Obviously it was just a woman, but it made Charles feel extraordinary courage, so he could only give up the idea of leaving and shook his head with a smile, Misha got the answer he wanted and smiled proudly.

Valen leaves, of course, the direction will definitely not be the dormitory······

Charles and Misha were the only ones left in the room, but they both had the same thoughts, and they both thought it was a good opportunity to tell each other what they thought.

"That-"

The two of them spoke at the same time, looked at each other, and smiled at the same time for a while.

"Let's talk about it first. Misha smiled softly, straightened the strands of hair in her ears, and the slightly nervous mood became calm because of the smile.

Charles shook his head: "Let's talk first, teacher." Charles was afraid that if he said it, Misha's gentle smile would never bloom to him again, no, maybe he shouldn't have such a luxury.

Misha nodded and asked, "Charles, you only have your father in the family, and your mother has been ······ very early"

Charles nodded, not understanding what Misha-sensei meant.

"If you don't dislike it, Teacher Misha be your mother, you say... How?" Teacher Misha wrapped her fingers nervously like a little girl, after all, although she was already a handful of years, she didn't have a child, and now she finally had a son, could she not be nervous.

After Misha finished speaking, she looked elsewhere, but she didn't hear Charles's answer for a long time and turned her head in confusion, but Charles looked at herself blankly, Misha felt a loss in her heart, and said with a forced smile: "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't want to, Teacher Misha doesn't mean to force it." ”

"No!" Charles suddenly shouted excitedly, tearing his back with such force that he gasped coldly, causing Misha to blame for it.

The pain subsided, Charles fell silent again, Misha didn't ask questions, just quietly waited for Charles to give him an answer.

Charles knew that he couldn't make excuses anymore, and Charles, who was under the pressure of heavy guilt, was about to breathe, so he said it, everything he said was solved, the endless nightmares every night, and Mr. Misha's care for an ugly person like himself were all solved.

"Misha-sensei, I have something I want to tell you, after saying that, no matter what your attitude is, I will not complain even if you kick me out of this room immediately, and the last thing I ask you is that the person you tell me about the matter can be dealt with lightly. Charles said softly, but the content was so heavy, and Misha sat unconsciously upright, listening carefully to what Charles was about to narrate.

Charles began to tell, the original and carefully, from his original distorted personality, Kirkel's death, Giles's tolerance and kindness, and the change of feelings in the face of Valen, everything was said in Charles's most gentle tone.

When the last word came out of Charles's mouth, he closed his eyes, but his heart was extremely comfortable, and his whole body seemed to be fished out of the water, a different kind of lightness filled Charles's whole body, this feeling... It's like... Liberation...

Charles's heart is extremely calm, no matter what kind of cold eyes Misha looks at him, no matter how disgusted he is in her room, Charles will not blame Teacher Misha, slowly opened his eyes and looked at Teacher Misha, the originally calm heart became panicked, Charles expected many situations, but he did not expect Teacher Misha - she cried.

"Misha-sensei?!······ you" Charles didn't know what to say, and couldn't say anything comforting.

Misha didn't expect Charles's upbringing to be even more cruel than she imagined, she was alone since she was a child, she was left aside by her father's side, and there was only silence when she returned home, and there was no one in the huge family who could be close to her, and besides, wasn't this so-called mistake imposed on Charles by her father? No! There was another person, Giles!

Misha has always felt that Giles is not a good person, but she doesn't think it's bad, at most it's just lazy to eat, but she didn't expect her scheming to be so deep, but Charles still believes in him so much, Misha rubbed Charles's head, and the pear blossom said something familiar: "Silly boy, silly child." ”

Without Giles, there may be no Charles now, Misha has mixed feelings in her heart, and this truth can't be said. Of course, Misha knew better, and when he said it, Charles didn't believe it, and only hoped that Giles wouldn't treat this poor child like this.

"Misha-sensei, why don't you hate me, if it weren't for me, Kirkel wouldn't have died, maybe your favorite student is him now, but I'll kill your student, I-"

Misha hugged Charles gently, stroked the back of Charles's head and said in the softest voice: "Child, you didn't do anything, you were just a child at the time, you didn't make any mistakes, but the play between children was infinitely magnified into terrible things, this is the way adults think, it's the mistakes of adults, it has nothing to do with you, and besides, there is only one of my best students, Charles, no one else." ”

"Is there really not?" Charles asked, the uncertainty in his voice so distressing, like a creature that had been bruised and bruised touching its own scar again.

"Really, if a person kills someone to get money, in order to buy food for his son, this person is of course guilty of great evil, but is his son at fault?" Misha looked up, smiling and looking at Charles softly.

Charles shook his head, thought for a moment and said again in an uncertain tone: "But Mr. Giles said that it was my fault, if it weren't for me, Kirkel wouldn't have died, it was I who hurt him." ”

"If I say that your Teacher Giles is wrong, will you listen to it?"

"I don't know, I don't know!" Charles became confused, what the teacher who had been taking good care of him said was wrong, which made Charles accept it.

"Don't know, Charles, don't think about it, if you still have something on your mind, just tell Teacher Misha, Teacher Misha is your mother, you know?"

Charles nodded vigorously, very happy in his heart, thinking that he had a mother, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth could not be recovered.