Chapter 505: Ling Xuan'er's Past
On the cloud cliff, the graceful figure looks so cold and arrogant, with black hair fluttering, white clothes fluttering, and orange clouds floating in front of you, but this beauty can only be the foil of the figure!
This scene is like the most beautiful picture in the world, which makes people involuntarily feel suffocated!
Not only Ling Yayun, but also Ling Lingfei's heart couldn't help but be a little stunned.
"We've finally met, are you satisfied now?" The cold words sounded, not in tune with the soft scene in front of them, and the owner of the figure slowly turned around, and a beautiful face appeared in front of the two of them
The reason why Ling Yayun wanted to see Ling Xuan'er, in addition to the reason for the style, there was actually another layer of comparative psychology, she was also from the Ling family, she was very confident that she would not be worse than others, but at this time she knew that she was wrong, she and Ling Xuan'er had no comparison at all, not at all, just that cold temperament had almost overwhelmed her.
Ling Lingfei didn't notice Ling Yayun's abnormality, the corners of his eyes were moist for some time, and his voice became a little trembling: "After so many years, you are finally willing to see me, uncle is really happy, you have really grown up." β
Ling Xuan'er sneered and said, "I didn't admit that you were my uncle, the reason why I was willing to see you was to let you leave here quickly and not disturb my life again."
Also, put away the ridiculous tears in the corners of your eyes, it was very disgusting to me. β
Ling Lingfei wiped the corners of his eyes and said with a smile: "I'm already very happy to see me, how can I expect you to call me uncle again, I really didn't do well back then, I have had a hard time because of guilt over the years, I really hope you can forgive me." β
Ling Yayun came back to her senses from Ling Xuan'er's shock, and glanced at Ling Lingfei in surprise, you must know that Ling Lingfei is a world-famous peak powerhouse, so that he can say this, what kind of past is there between him and Ling Xuan'er?
"Forgive? You let me forgive you? It's one of the funniest jokes I've ever heard. A mocking smile appeared on Ling Xuan'er's beautiful face: "You feel guilty? Are you really sad? If it's all true, then I can tell you I'm happy." β
Ling Lingfei sighed deeply and said, "Xuan'er, do you really refuse to forgive me?" I know that it was me who was wrong at the beginning, but after all, it's all in the past, isn't it, why are you immersed in that past.
I owe you all these years, and I am willing to pay you back slowly in the rest of my life, you are like my child, how can I not love you. β
Ling Xuan'er smiled, with a hint of bitterness in her smile: "Go home, do you mean the Brown Pupil Ling family? You are mistaken, that is not my home, my home is here, in the Xianyun Sect, in the Tianfu Mountain! Don't tell me you love me, because you don't deserve it!"
In fact, I should thank you even more, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have met the teacher, the teacher, the brothers and sisters, and the genre.
These people who are so important to me are all given to me by you, and I really thank you. β
"Xuan'er, how can you forgive me?" Ling Lingfei's emotions had become a little excited: "There is a reason why I did that in the first place!"
Ling Xuan'er didn't seem to hear Ling Lingfei's words, she raised her head slightly, looked at the boundless sky and said: "I remember that I was only three years old at that time, an age that I could just remember, I didn't have any worries every day except for cultivation, I could pester my father and mother to tell me stories, I could let them take me around to play, I remember it very clearly, I laughed very happily at that time."
And in addition to my father, the person who loves me the most in the family is you, you will bring me delicious food every day, and you will play with me, at that time I liked you very much, every day my uncle and uncle kept calling, very naΓ―ve, right, this is the one thing I regret the most. β
Ling Lingfei and Ling Yayun didn't speak, quietly listening to Ling Xuan'er talk about her past.
"Then one day, my father and mother went out to do the family mission, and I thought they would be the same as before, and it wouldn't be long before they would come back, but suddenly one day, you told me that they were dead.
I thought you were joking, and a little angry, but the expressions on your and your people's faces let me know that it wasn't a joke, and that I really don't have a father and mother.
I cried for three whole days, and I was only three years old, forcing myself to accept such a cruel reality, and I did it, although it was still very uncomfortable, but I finally stopped crying.
I walked around the house, trying to find something related to my parents, and walked around, and every corner seemed to be full of their figures, and I couldn't bear it, and then I thought of you.
You are the dearest and most beloved person in the world in addition to my father, I said to myself at the time, without my father and mother, I still have an uncle, he will love me as much as my father! Then I found you, and threw myself into your arms with my head and cried, crying very fiercely, but you sat there blankly, did not hug me, and did not say a word to me.
Although I feel uncomfortable, I also feel a little strange, I came out of your arms, but I saw your cold gaze, I was suddenly a little scared, I was afraid that you would also leave me, if there was no more you, my world would really be nothing"
Ling Lingfei's eyes were moistened with tears again, his fists were clenched tightly, and even his body couldn't stop trembling.
"You looked at me, and then said something like this: 'Xuan'er, your father and your mother are gone, the Ling family can no longer be regarded as a home for you, and continuing to stay will only make you more sad, I'll send you away and go to Xianyun Sect.' β
I tell you that I don't want to leave the Ling family, that place has my most unforgettable memories, I want to continue to stay there, even if I am just an ordinary little girl, I want to stay, I don't go to the Immortal Cloud Sect.
You rejected me, you refused completely, you asked me to pack up my things, and you would send me away the next day, and you also fulfilled your words, you took me away from the Ling family early the next morning, I didn't cry, because my heart was dead at that time, and I knew that my uncle had lost me.
When I came to the Immortal Cloud Sect, I met my teacher, and I didn't really like him at that time, because he looked fierce, and I was a little scared.
At that time, you said to me, 'This is where you will live in the future, you have to live here and get along with everyone.' β
Then you turned around and left me to someone else, looking at your back, I felt that you were so strange, so strange that I couldn't recognize it, is this really my uncle?
But I still have a glimmer of hope in my heart, I look at your back and cry out in my heart: 'Uncle, can you take me away, I don't want to stay in this place, I want to go home, go back to the place where I have always lived, even if there is no longer my father and mother, no longer your love!'
You rejected me again without even replying, saying, 'Xuan'er, I just said that this is where you will live in the future, and I will not take you back'
You are gone, that sentence keeps echoing in my mind, at that moment I really feel that the whole world has collapsed, the people who love me the most and the people I love the most have left me, can you understand that feeling, it is really worse than death!
I trust you so much, but in the end you lost me, that's why I hate you so much, even now! No matter what you do, I will never forgive you!"
Tears spread all over his face, Ling Lingfei's appearance seemed to become old in an instant, this was the first time he heard Ling Xuan'er tell her experience, he felt like a butcher, killing Ling Xuan'er in the past with his own hands!
He finally knew why Ling Xuan'er's eyes hid the coldness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, this was because she regarded herself as the only support in this world, and this only support abandoned her when she needed it most, took her to a completely strange place, and started a completely strange life, how cruel is this?!
Ling Yayun, who was standing on the side, was also completely stunned, she couldn't imagine that Ling Xuan'er actually had such a past, she couldn't help but think about what kind of feeling she would feel if she was abandoned by the person she loved the most, would she forgive him?
Ling Xuan'er's tears also covered her face at some point, and her gaze at Ling Lingfei was still cold, and she said, "Actually, I have tried to forgive you, but every time this thought appears, the last words you said to me will echo in my mind, and then the idea of forgiving you will disappear, and I will hate you even more."
But while hating you, I am really grateful to you, because you sent me to the Xianyun Sect, even if I have no blood relationship with the teacher, they are all my family and have given me a lot of love!
And I know they're different from you, because they're not going to leave me behind for the rest of their lives!!"
Ling Lingfei sat down paralyzed, his hands clutching his head fiercely, full of endless remorse
21: Actually, people are like this, if they don't lose it, they may not be able to get it, and because of this, there will be Ling Xuan'er of the Xianyun Sect today, it is enough that she is very happy in Tianfu Mountain, I am very moved.