Chapter 13: His Expectations
The summer grove is filled with a smell of vitality, the air is far more vivid than the city, the green branches and leaves swaying in the wind, the tireless chirping summer cicadas, and the light through the treetops, you can vaguely see groups of children gathering together to discuss the direction on the signs. There were arguments and quarrels, but the children's faces were full of happy smiles.
The troubles that children at this age can experience are no bigger than a new toy or a bag of snacks can buy, and they come and go as fast as they come. Since there aren't too many things to worry about and don't have too many concerns, they tend to be more open than adults. At such a wholehearted and unreserved age, being able to share the joy with your partners will not be a fake.
"That's great!" Yuji couldn't help but let out such an admiration. Although he had never experienced such joy firsthand, the smiles on the children's faces were infectious.
"yes, yes, I think so too. Elementary school students are so good, they feel very young and energetic~" It was the household department of the current group who expressed his approval of Yuuji's exclamation, and he and Yuji hadn't said a word before that. Suddenly accosted by a stranger so violently, Yu Eryi didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Ah, ......" - can only be so vaguely perfunctory
"Oops~ I realized when I looked at it like this!I feel like our high school students have become uncles~" Although in the face of everyone's not enthusiastic or even cold reactions, Tobe still did not stop expressing his feelings. "Time flies!"
Being able to say his feelings so bluntly.,And with unfamiliar people kind talk.,From this, Tobe may be a good person.,It's just that his straightforward (stupid?) speaking habit is a bit reckless in Yuji's opinion.,Although you're in a society of free speech.,But people are always responsible for their own speech.。
"Hey, don't say that, okay?"
“...... According to you, isn't that person an old woman?"
"No, no, I didn't mean that, Yukiko, you misunderstood!"
Under Miura's somewhat unpleasant intimidation, Tobe hurriedly changed his words, and he looked like he was a servant of the queen to please him. Hawkers, who made him speak so carelessly, don't you know that the most taboo for girls is age, getting older, wrinkles and other topics?
Ah~ It doesn't matter what happens to the household...... No one is interested anyway!
Speaking of which, although Mr. Hiratsuka said that he wanted them to take care of these elementary school students so that they would not have any accidents, in fact, the commission was surprisingly simple, and there was not much work that needed to be done.
Maybe it's because the teachers had already taught (intimidation?) before they came, there aren't many bear children who dare to break the ban and venture around in the woods, and all they need to do is follow the line of elementary school students and take care of any teams that are too far behind.
Due to the small amount of work, everyone simply got together.
"But when I was an elementary school student, I thought high school students were like adults. ”
Totsuka continued the topic of Tobe and said with nostalgia. Komachi listened, put his index finger to his chin, tilted his head to the side and said:
"Well, even from the eyes of Komachi now, high school students look like adults, but ...... Except for the elder brother. ”
"Hey, what do you mean by me?" Hearing Komachi say this, Hikiya was suddenly a little dissatisfied, "I often complain, love to lie, and do dirty things, aren't I more like an adult?"
"Small business ......" Yubihama couldn't help but be stunned, "It turns out that you have such a sad image of adults in your impression?"
"Hah...... Haha~~, Hachiman-senpai's jokes are really funny...... Isn't it, brother?"
...... Since it's a joke, you don't have to laugh so forcefully, Mitsuki! Yuji shook his head helplessly.
"Just because I'm like this, it's stupid to think that everyone is the same as me. Under the snow on the side, as usual, Qigu spat out cold sarcasm.
Bi Qigu retorted not to be outdone, "What, you're not qualified to talk about me when it comes to this, right?" glared at the dead fish, he continued, "Just because the world doesn't meet the fairness and honesty you imagined, so you want to change the whole world or something, you're too self-centered, right......?" It's just too much for secondary two diseases and paranoia, isn't it?"
Crackling~~ There was a sound of dead branches being trampled off beside him. If you get closer, you can see the raging blizzard behind the snow.
"Secondary 2 Disease...... Who are you talking about?"
“...... No, nothing."
......
Looking at the scene in front of him, he suddenly remembered that he seemed to have seen a similar conversation in the ministry a month ago, and Yuji couldn't help but smile, and then shook his head slightly.
Looking up at the trees, through the gaps in the leaves, you can see a clear blue sky dotted with white clouds, and in that blue background, a few birds fly by from time to time, and there is a burst of chirping.
"The naïve eye often can't see clearly. The bird spread its wings and flew towards the sky with a fervent hope, but all of a sudden it touched the barbed wire and fell" Slightly blocking the dazzling sunlight with his right hand, Yuji continued, "The so-called maturity should be able to bear any situation that occurs in life, keep calm, and face even unfortunate and painful things;
Don't be taboo after making mistakes, but use mistakes to constantly correct yourself and improve yourself;
At all times, we must have an indifferent heart and learn to cultivate ourselves;
Be diligent in seeking knowledge, and constantly use new knowledge to improve yourself;
The so-called growth, the so-called intelligence, the so-called maturity, is probably nothing more than that. ”
......
This...... Is it the image of 'maturity' in his heart?
After listening to Yuji's words, I couldn't help but think about it under the snow. Although he had long understood the difference in philosophy between himself and that person, and that the so-called 'common belief' was nothing more than a pseudonym, he still felt a sense of loss under the snow, as if there was something far away in his heart.
"Ah, again, such an irrefutable argument...... It's really like your style, Wasai!" After a moment of silence, Hikiya suddenly spoke.
"Hmm~ Is it a little unacceptable?" Yuji pinched his chin and said as if he was a little distressed, "Maybe it's a little stereotyped, but this is my heartfelt thought!"
"Well, there's nothing unacceptable, after all, it's Itai's style!" Bi Qigu waved his hand, indicating that he had long been used to it.
Although anyone can talk about this kind of thing, Biqigu doesn't listen to it a lot in life, the future, ideals or something are the daily talk of the group of current people in the class, and I often hear them talk, but unlike the group of people who said 'I want to be a big boss' and 'become a super star' with a playful attitude, he felt nauseous and wanted to vomit, but the teenager opposite would not let him have such thoughts.
As a lonely guy who has been excluded from the group for many years, Biqigu is still very confident in his years of experience in human observation, although the handsome appearance and ideal light guy are still a little dazzling to Lonely, but unlike the group of naïve guys who don't understand reality, at least Yuji has been working towards his goal; although the people who work hard are also a little dazzling, but the people who are willing to work hard are not annoying. ...... Anyway, it's better than the guy under the snow who is so confident that there is no boundary.
"However, the 'mature' adults you are talking about cannot exist in reality. ”
Suddenly, there was a voice from the side
Guimu Guima, still holding the PFP as usual, stroked as he walked, and helped his glasses He continued, "Because what you said is too much like a character that only exists in the second dimension, it's too perfect...... So it can't exist, well, that's it!" he said, nodding his head.
Forehead...... Is the second dimension equal to perfection, isn't this guy poisoned too deeply? Bi Qigu on the side couldn't help but drip cold sweat.
"Perfect ......"
"You're right, it's really impossible for such a perfect person to exist" In the face of Guima's denial, Yuji was not angry, "But if I want to make it a goal, I will ...... one day"
......
"Well, what will happen one day?" Faced with Yuji's silence for a long time without replying, Guima asked a little strangely.
The words were interrupted suddenly, not because Yuuji had changed his mind, but because he was thinking-
In the past ten years, whether it is acting or learning or something else, he has indeed been moving in this direction, yes, but to be honest, I haven't seen any hope of success until now-
A long time had passed since that incident, and he had read a lot of books on psychology, but he still fainted at the sight of elementary school students—not calm enough
Although he had learned acting skills and learned a lot of new abilities, he was still forced to be helpless by Yu-Gi-Oh in that game, resulting in breaking Kazukino's 'promise' - not being 'strong' enough
Even I have doubts about this belief, so I still swear that it's okay?
Thinking so, Yuji shook his head slightly, as if denying his current situation.
"No, nothing, forget what I said. ”
......
Is that what you're expecting?
"If this demand is what you expect, then I will break that illusion!hehehe~~"
"Eh, what is Brother God talking about?"
"Ah, nothing ......"
——Ah, the top 2 classic lines I want to tell the most, I wanted to say it once a long time ago.