204 This time, I will try to live for you!
Night Thousand City never thought that Xu Zhiai would come over at night.
She had been here many times today, and although the two of them hadn't communicated anything, she still appeared several times, and now at this point, she actually came again, which was something that Night Thousand City didn't expect at all.
Now, it was late at night, still at the same time as last night, and as soon as she came in, she turned on the light, and the room was bright.
Ye Qiancheng looked at her, her mood was very complicated, and she couldn't help but shout to her, "Beloved ......"
Xu Zhiai has already told the people outside to let them leave first, and no one will come to disturb them.
She ignored Night Thousand City's call and walked over to him and looked at him.
Ye Qiancheng couldn't tell what she was thinking from her face, but the look in her eyes now made him frown involuntarily, and his heart chuckled.
Her eyes were a little familiar, as if she had just met... Ashamed...
When Xu Zhiai was stunned, he suddenly pursed his lips and smiled, his smile was as bright as a flower, which made him even more unable to come back to his senses.
It had been a long time since he had seen her smile so happily, all genuinely, not with those deceitful smirks.
But why was she laughing? He couldn't figure it out, and his heart was alarmed.
"Beloved, you ......" he cleared his throat and struggled to sit up, the lying position really made him feel insecure at all.
But at this time, Xu Zhiai reached out and pushed his chest, pushed him back down, and didn't let him get up, and the smile on his lips deepened, "Don't get up, you have to lie down anyway, don't waste time." ”
"What?!" Night Thousand City frowned, what was she going to do?
Xu Zhiai quickly let him know what he wanted to do, and unceremoniously climbed up and sat on his lower belly.
At that moment, Ye Qiancheng's face changed again, if he didn't know what she wanted to do, he wouldn't be a man!
It's just that he thought she had already done it yesterday and this thing was over, but he didn't expect her to come back tonight!
"Wait!" Night Thousand City quickly grabbed her wrist and looked at her with a frown, "Beloved, why are you here again......?"
"Don't tell me you can't!" Xu Zhiai interrupted him, and he couldn't allow him to refuse, and raised his eyebrows, "I also said yesterday, this is what you owe me! And you're going to the United States for treatment, and if you go, you won't have a chance, I have to hurry!"
Ye Qiancheng's face turned blue and red when he heard this, he didn't expect her to be so straightforward at all!
"Xiao Ai, why are you so obsessed with this? I don't want you to welcome the birth of a child alone again!" he couldn't help but roar at her with red eyes.
It's not that he doesn't want her, it's not that he doesn't want her, he longs for her both physically and mentally, but is it time now? He can't guarantee her future! He doesn't want her to suffer that loneliness again!
He is not a good husband or a good father, but at least, he can't promise her now, he can't give her a future, and he doesn't want her to suffer that kind of suffering that she shouldn't have to endure!
Hearing this, Xu Zhiai stopped his movements and looked at him, "Since you don't want to, then you can give me an effort to live! If you really want to make up for it, you will give me life! Only when you live can there be hope, and when you die, there is really nothing!"
In the end, she couldn't control her eyes, reddened, and burst into tears.
"Beloved ......" Ye Qiancheng was very sad in his heart, he looked at her like this, and his heart was also tortured, very uncomfortable, very painful.
He wants to be with her for the rest of his life, and he doesn't want to leave her alone, but, is it possible?
Xu Zhiai suddenly shook his hand, and said to him with a firm gaze, "Night Thousand City, you listen to me, if you dare to give up and try it once, I will definitely not spare you!"
Ye Qiancheng looked at her and didn't speak, but held her hand behind her back, tightly, and didn't let go.
At that moment, Xu Zhiai finally felt that her heart was alive again, and a full of warmth spread from her limbs, but what she wanted to do would not stop.
Daughter, she just has to have a daughter!
After that, Xu Zhiai was like yesterday, and after regaining his calm, he got out of bed to tidy up his clothes and prepare to go back.
Ye Qiancheng subconsciously reached out and pinched his legs, suddenly a little resentful, and looked down on himself, how did he become so cowardly?
Now, he wanted to ask her not to leave, but he couldn't, so he could only sit on the bed and watch her leave him, panicking in his heart.
"Beloved!" he shouted to her as she was about to leave, "Don't go!"
Xu Zhiai paused, his heart trembled, and then turned to look at him, "Why do you want me not to leave? Aren't you just driving me away like before? Don't you want to see me?"
She just couldn't resist to shoot arrows at him, and she was still angry about his previous attitude towards her, and from time to time she took it out and poked him in the chest.
Sure enough, after hearing her words, Ye Qiancheng's face changed, and his expression was a little gloomy, he also knew that he was not qualified, he hurt her so deeply, how could she forgive him?
It's just that he really wants to hold her and let her stay by his side with him.
Xu Zhiai stared at him for a while, and only saw his gloomy and sad expression, but she didn't say a word that satisfied her, she couldn't help but curse a few words in her heart, and finally exhaled, and then walked back.
Night Thousand City's eyes were staring at her, not dodging.
Xu Zhiai was already standing in front of him, stretched out his hand to hold his handsome face, and said to him seriously, "Night Thousand City, this time, for me, for the sake of the children, you must overcome everything and live well!"
Night Thousand City reached out to cover her hand, then nodded, "I promise you." ”
This is the first time after the reunion, Xu Zhiai feels that the hearts of the two of them are so close.
This night, she didn't go back, and called Lian Chuyi to ask her to help take care of the child.
Of course, the first day of junior high gossiped and wanted to ask her how she was, but she didn't say anything, just smiled, and hung up the phone after a few words.
She was now occupying the bed in Night Thousand City, and he, sitting beside her, stared at her with hot eyes, listening to her talk on the phone, some words came to his lips, but in the end he swallowed back selfishly and said nothing.
After Xu Zhiai finished the call, he looked sideways at him and asked directly, "What do you want to say?"
He's been looking at himself for so long, how could she not know?
Ye Qiancheng lowered his eyes, and he couldn't say anything, after all, he didn't want to.
Xu Zhiai glanced at him, and didn't force him, but just said to him, "If you are still unwilling to talk to me openly, then it is really boring for me to stay!"
When Ye Qiancheng heard this, he was shocked, and quickly reached out and grabbed her wrist, "Don't go!"
Xu Zhiai didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.
Ye Qiancheng sighed slightly, and then said a little embarrassedly, "Actually, it's nothing, I just wanted to say that if the child needs you, you can go back, but I also want you, I don't want you to leave, so I selfishly don't say anything." ”
Xu Zhiai looked at him quietly like this, listening to his words, suddenly, he felt that his eyes were a little hot, and his heart was a little excited, and suddenly he didn't say anything, and threw himself directly into his arms and hugged his neck tightly.
Ye Qiancheng also hugged her, gently rubbed her face with her cheek, and whispered, "You don't know how much I miss you, but I don't want you to see me like this, I can die at any time! I'm sorry, I know you won't agree with me, think I'm a bastard, don't understand your feelings, I'm really a bastard, I'm selfish, I'm self-righteous, it's normal for you to be angry, it's normal for you to beat and scold! I want to make amends, but I can't do anything now, but I promise you, I will work hard, for you and the children, I will definitely work hard, believe me!"
Now, the only promise that can be given is that.
But this is enough to make Xu Zhiai's eyes red, and he wants to cry again!
She buried her head in his bosom, and did not speak, nor raised her head, so that she would not show her stuff.
With such a fragile appearance, I didn't want him to see it at all.
Night Thousand City kissed her forehead again, "This time, I will try to live for you!"
......
Last night, the two of them opened their hearts seriously and had a good chat, they were actually very clear about each other's feelings, and Xu Zhiai gradually felt a little relieved, otherwise he would not have stayed here to accompany him all night.
When she woke up in the morning, she was lying in his arms, raised her eyes, and saw his handsome face that fascinated her, even if she was now a little thin and haggard because of the pain on her body, and she had changed such a board inch, but it still did not damage his beauty, and he was still a cool and handsome mature man.
Xu Zhiai stared at him intently for a while, she hadn't looked at him from this angle for so many years, and now this posture made her a little excited, and her eyes quickly turned red.
At this time, Night Thousand City also opened its eyes, and the two of them looked at each other.
Night Qiancheng's phoenix eyes were dyed with tenderness, and the big palm fell on her cheek, and she whispered, "Morning!"
Xu Zhiai couldn't hold back, and immediately leaned over to him and kissed him on the lips, and then, it was the turn of Night Thousand City that couldn't hold back.
Suddenly, Ye Qiancheng frowned, let go of her and reached out to rub her temples, but the blue tendons on his forehead came out, but he was forbearing.
The pain was familiar, and he knew exactly what he was doing.
It's sick!
Xu Zhiai also noticed his abnormality for the first time, and immediately sat up from the bed with a calm face and pressed the bed bell, seeing that he had begun to hold his head and moan in pain, she quickly pressed his temples lightly without panic, wanting to relieve his pain.
This was the first time she had seen him sick, and she could endure it from the beginning to the end, and she couldn't hold back the pain at all, so that he couldn't hold back the yelling and then moaning in pain, and his head seemed to be split in half, and he was so painful that he wanted to hit the wall and die immediately.
"Night Thousand City!" Xu Zhiai looked at him rolling on the bed in pain, very worried,
She subconsciously reached out to help his fleshy temples, but at that moment, he slapped her hand open, covered his head and yelled at her, "Get out!"
The back of her hand suddenly hurt hotly, but she couldn't care about it now, and when she saw him hit the table, she immediately rushed over and hugged him to prevent him from messing around, and not letting him hurt herself.
The doctor and nurse rushed in and immediately gave him an injection, but before the effect of the drug had taken effect, he was still rolling in pain, pounding his head vigorously to stop the pain.
Xu Zhiai was scared to death by him, and hurriedly called the doctor to catch him and stop him.
It took a lot of effort to suppress him and prevent him from continuing to do things that hurt him.
After the effect of the drug took effect, he gradually stopped, but by the end, he was already soaked as if he had been fished out of water.
Xu Zhiai also sat on the chair next to him panting, looking at the dying man on the bed in a daze.
She had never seen Ye Qiancheng show such an expression, and he would never let himself become so weak, but now he had no way to control it, and it was too late to hide anything.
The needle has the ingredient of sleeping, so gradually, he fell asleep.
Xu Zhiai helped him adjust his posture with red eyes, and then helped him pull the quilt up, and then raised his eyes to look at Dr. Li and asked, "Is his current condition very serious? Does he usually have seizures like this? Is there any way to relieve his pain? Also, how many times a day does he get sick?"
Dr. Li answered her questions one by one, "It is indeed very serious now, with time, he will only get more and more serious, and now there is no way to really help him relieve the pain, this injection can only relieve the pain, but now there are too many injections, and the medicine is gradually not working, and it is impossible to rely on injections all the time, the fundamental problem still has to be solved, otherwise, it is still useless! Also, he has been sick more and more recently, which means that he is really getting more and more serious, and your family members still need to stay with him more and take good care of him." ”
After Xu Zhiai listened, his whole heart was wooden, and he nodded, there was no popularity in his eyes.
After Dr. Li went out with the nurse, she sat alone and stared at him, every time she thought of his painful appearance just now, she wanted to cry, she didn't know how he had survived the past four years, she just thought about it and felt very uncomfortable in her chest.
Those words that don't forgive him seem to be nothing at all in the face of his illness.
He's like this, how can she punish him ruthlessly?
When Ye Qiancheng woke up, Xu Zhiai had already called Cong Yi and asked him to arrange to send Ye Qiancheng out for treatment as soon as possible, and there was no way to delay it!
If the operation really fails and he dies on the operating table, it will be better than watching him suffer so much every day, staying up day by day, and slowly dying!
If he still had to die in the end, she only wanted him to leave safely.
"Beloved ......" Night Thousand City has just woken up, and it is still a little foggy.
Xu Zhiai grabbed his hand and smiled at him, "I'm here." ”
Ye Qiancheng came to his senses, he held her hand tightly and didn't let go, his eyes were also on her, as if he wanted to take her seriously, and after reading it, he said that she kept it in mind, if there was a next life, he hoped that he could meet her in the next life.
After a long time, he spoke, his voice a little hoarse, "Did it scare you a little?"
Xu Zhiai shook his head, "No, you want to scare me too?"
Night Thousand City tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled, he knew she was comforting him.
His eyes casually caught a glimpse of the back of her hand, his brow furrowed, and he pulled her hand to him, struggling to sit up.
Xu Zhiai hurriedly went to help him up, but he immediately grabbed her hand back, looked at the red and swollen area, and asked her with a frown, "Did I get it?"
Xu Zhiai also noticed that her hand was indeed hit by him just now, but she didn't expect it to be so serious, it was really a little swollen, and now she feels a little painful.
She glanced up at him, saw the worry and self-blame in his eyes, and then smiled, "It doesn't hurt." ”
Compared to his pain, her pain was nothing at all.
But Ye Qiancheng was very heartbroken and blamed himself, he knew that he would be able to do anything when he got sick, and said to her with gloomy eyes, "I'm sorry, I hurt you." ”
Xu Zhiai shook his head, reached over and held his face, looked into his eyes, and said to him seriously, "Enough, I know you didn't mean it, I forgive you! In the future, you don't want to do anything that makes me sad and sad, I'll forgive you! Can you do it?"
Ye Qiancheng looked at her, his heart was very bitter, he didn't know if he would have a future at all.
But he smiled and nodded, "I'll do it." ”
The only thing he could do now was to put a smile on her face and do his best to fulfill all her wishes.
Xu Zhiai smiled at him, and then asked him to lie down and rest, Ye Qiancheng lay down, and with her company, he did fall asleep soon.
After Xu Zhiai fell asleep, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and the corners of his mouth slowly fell down, becoming a straight line, looking at him in a daze.
Why did God give him back to her, but once again put her in the face of the possibility of losing him?
Did she do something wrong and deserve to be punished? God, can't she give him another chance?
Xu Zhiai stayed with him in the hospital all day, and called Han Qiulin to tell her that she couldn't go back to the company for the time being, and that she would call her if she had something, and she gave her full authority for unimportant things.
Then, Cong Yi also came at noon.
He told Xu Zhiai about going to the United States, everything is ready, and he can leave tomorrow at the earliest.
Xu Zhiai took a breath and nodded, indicating that he understood.
Cong Yi looked at her, "Sister-in-law, you also know that the operation may not be successful, maybe Qiancheng will leave like this, you have to be mentally prepared! ”
If you don't have surgery, you may be alive a little longer.
Cong Yi also knew that his words were a little cruel, but Xu Zhiai was very strong, his face did not show anything, and nodded, "I know, but no matter what, the operation still has to be done!"
Maybe before, she had thought that it would be better not to have surgery, anyway, the success rate was so low, what if she really died like this? But after seeing him sick today, she didn't have this kind of thought.
If he hadn't had surgery, he would have been in such pain all the time, and she didn't want him to suffer that pain anymore!
Either die or live, and it will definitely not let him live in pain.
Cong Yi nodded, "Okay, I know, then let's leave tomorrow!"
Xu Zhiai nodded in agreement, "Okay!"
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