Chapter 58, I can't let you go
Chu Han's heart was very painful and angry at the same time, at this moment, his brain just thought that he didn't want Han Xue to be with a gangster like Wan Fei, in fact, who could he be happy with Han Xue, because he already had Han Xue's place in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it.
Zifeng finally waited for his two buddies, he stepped forward and just wanted to speak, he found that Chu Han's face was ugly, he quickly asked, "Chu Han, what's wrong with you?"
"It's fine. ”
Zifeng looked at Jade Dragon's body, and he knew that he could find some answers from here: "Jade Dragon, what's wrong with Chu Han?"
Seeing that he asked himself, Yulong hurriedly pulled Zifeng aside and whispered, "He saw Han Xue and Wan Fei together." ”
"What? How is this possible?"
"Really. ”
Zifeng, who heard the news, couldn't believe it for a while, he didn't expect things to turn out like this, and he didn't expect things to turn out like this, since he broke up.
"Chu Han, let's go in and talk. After Zifeng finished speaking, he turned around and entered the bar, and Chu Han and Yulong followed.
"Chu Han, you're here. Xiaoyu, who was arranging work, saw Chu Han's arrival and hurriedly stepped forward to say hello.
"Hello Xiaoyu. Chu Han replied lightly.
"Xiaoyu, you go get us some beer. Zifeng's opening also made Xiaoyu turn around and leave.
A seat near the window, where three people sat down. Zifeng looked at Chu Han and said, "Chu Han, there are some things that you can't control. ”
"I know, but I was the only one who tortured herself like this. After Chu Han finished speaking, he looked out the window.
"Everyone used to persuade you to be with Han Xue, but you just refused, now that Han Xue has left you, your heart is unbalanced again, you are really self-inflicted!"
Chu Han didn't speak, because he didn't understand Zifeng's words. The view from the window is so unsightly, except for the iron walls, there are lifeless creatures.
"Chu Han has something on his mind?" asked Xiaoyu as he put the wine on the table.
"Hmm. ”
"What's wrong?"
"Heartache. Chu Han didn't take his eyes off the window as he spoke, maybe his heart was one with the scenery outside the window at the moment.
"Broken in love?" Xiaoyu asked.
Xiaoyu's words were obviously pouring salt on Chu Han's wounds, and Zifeng quickly stopped her from continuing: "Xiaoyu. Go clean up, we'll talk for a while. ”
"Oh, okay. Xiaoyu left a little unwillingly.
Zifeng skillfully opened a bottle of beer and handed it to Chu Han, and Chu Han took it skillfully. Zifeng didn't speak at the moment. Because he knew what Chu Han would do next. In one breath, Chu Han swallowed a bottle of beer.
"Brother Feng, why do you say I'm like this, I don't understand it myself. When Han Xue was by my side, I tried my best to push her away. Now that she's really gone, my heart is reluctant again. After Chu Han finished speaking, he opened the second bottle of wine.
"You just can't afford to put it down. Zifeng said and took a sip of himself.
"Put it down, hehe, how can you put it down?" Chu Han shook his head helplessly, and soon put an empty wine bottle on the table again. Fortunately, the beer in the bar was in small bottles, otherwise Chu Han would have been unable to stand it for a long time after drinking two bottles like this.
Zifeng stood up and walked behind Chu Han, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Chu Han, if one day Xia Lan also leaves you, what will you do?"
"No, Xia Lan won't leave me. ”
"I said what if. ”
"No ifs. ”
"Well, your heart hurts for Han Xue now. So if Xia Lan knew, would she be heartbroken because of what you are doing now?"
"This ......"
"Even if you persuade Han Xue to come back, you are the same as before, what can you give her?"
"I just treat her like a buddy. ”
"Is this what Han Xue wants?"
"This ......"
"Han Xue doesn't want anything like a good buddy or a good friend, she wants her own love, did you give it?"
"I ......"
"You can't give it. ”
Chu Han lowered his head, because every word of Zifeng's words was stuck into his heart like a knife.
"Zifeng is right. Seeing that Chu Han was about to be persuaded, Yulong also interjected.
"Chu Han, there are some people who must be forgotten, otherwise you will lose more. Zifeng walked back to his place and said.
"But I really can't forget it. Chu Han pinched his head fiercely.
"Then try to forget. Even if it's heartbreaking, forget it. Zifeng's eyes at this time carried a kind of perseverance, a kind of invincible perseverance.
Chu Han stopped talking again, he continued to drink his third bottle of wine, and at this moment he could only anesthetize himself.
Xiaoyu stood in the distance and watched the three people chat. At this moment, she deeply felt that her heart was full of an impulse, an impulse to be with Zifeng.
"Xiaoyu, bring some more wine. Zifeng's words were like an order to Xiaoyu at the moment, and of course he was also willing to serve his sweetheart.
With the opening of the bar, Chu Han was also a little dizzy. Yulong wanted to take him back to the dormitory, but was stopped by Hua Qian, who came out of playing mahjong. Of course, Hua Qian's purpose is also very simple. That is to understand the unhappy breakup between Chu Han and their younger brother yesterday.
"Chu Han, what happened between you and my brother yesterday?" Hua Qian asked Chu Han when Zifeng went to prepare her song.
"You should ask your brother. The sadness and the effect of alcohol made Chu Han's words to Hua Qian not so polite. Hua Qian didn't seem angry, she continued: "I asked, and he didn't tell me. ”
"Hehe, Hua Qian, let me ask you a question, if two people who really love each other come together after all kinds of obstacles, are you still willing to break them up?" Chu Han's words made Yulong lower his head, because the ups and downs of his love with Lin Xi had really exhausted him.
"My brother broke up with you or your friends?" Hua Qian was really smart, she heard what Chu Han meant.
"That's him. ”
"Jade Dragon?"
"Hmm. ”
"Jade Dragon, what the hell is going on with you and me?" Hua Qian's focus at the moment was completely on Jade Dragon's body.
"Hua Qian, your brother also likes Lin Xi. The jade dragon lowered his head and said this.
"Didn't he know you were Lin Xi's boyfriend?"
"Yes. ”
"Then why did he do it?"
"You should ask your brother. Chu Han's interjection was still so unkind, because he would never allow himself to be hit again on the issue of Yulong and Lin Xi.
When the atmosphere was a little awkward, Zifeng came to the stage. He picked up the mike and said, "I don't want to talk about guitar today, I just want to sing a song to my buddy and hope that he will come out of his loss." After speaking, the music sounded, and Zifeng also attached a song "Let Go" to the notes:
"In the heavy rain
I just remembered the scene of the breakup
Turn around and shed tears
Accidentally let you see
Let it go
Don't look like a broken lotus root
No reminiscences, no greetings
And don't be ordinary friends
Say goodbye to cherish
Wandering and false language
Say a thousand things and ten thousand
It's not like you're going to be separated from me yet
Too much depression
It was in my chest for a long time
Too much sting
I can't open my mouth in my heart
This time
Come and go as you please......"
Zifeng's singing voice drifted into Chu Han's ears. He understood what Zifeng meant. Now that he has emptied his mind and just listened to the song, maybe he can't find a way to let go, but at least now he will give his brain and heart a break for a while.
Hua Qian listened to Zifeng's song. I also forget about the unhappiness just now, because everyone likes to pursue their own happy things. Zifeng's every move on the stage was deeply imprinted into the hearts of the two girls, but the identities and status of these two people are very different.
After Zifeng finished singing, he walked off the stage. Xiaoyu hurriedly ran over and handed over a glass of juice in his hand. said: "Zifeng, moisten your throat." ”
"Thank you Xiaoyu, I won't drink juice anymore, go and drink with Hua Qian and them. ”
"Oh. Xiaoyu was a little unhappy, but she didn't say much.
Zifeng sat down next to Hua Qian and said to Chu Han: "Chu Han, my heart doesn't hurt so much, right?"
"It's okay, maybe I drank a little too much and had a headache. ”
"Then you can go back to school. ”
"Hmm. Chu Han stood up after speaking, he just wanted to leave and suddenly remembered something, so he walked to Hua Qian's side and said, "Hua Qian." I really want to make Huayang a friend, provided that he doesn't fight Lin Xi's idea again. ”
"Well, I'll advise him. Hua Qian was also open-minded, she knew that Hua Yang was not doing right, so she decided to stand on the side of the jade dragon.
"Thank you. After Chu Han finished speaking, he and Yulong walked out of the bar.
It was already dark, and relying on the dim street lamp, Chu Han and Yulong walked towards the school. "It's all over. Chu Han said as he walked.
"What's the end?" asked Jade Dragon.
"I think all the unhappiness is coming to an end. ”
"I want that too. ”
"Yulong, I had a terrible dream when I was at home during the Chinese New Year, do you want to hear it?"
"Hmm. ”
"I dreamed that you and Lin Xi went far, far away. ”
"Hehe, are we going to separate sooner or later?"
"You didn't understand what I meant. I ......"
"I know what you mean, can't we just keep in touch after graduation? Besides, graduation is still far away. Jade Dragon interrupted Chu Han's words.
"Well, hopefully it's just a dream. Chu Han stopped talking. His dreams were indeed terrifying, and even he himself found them incredible.
As they walked back to their dorms, they were horrified by what they saw, everything in the morning was staggering, and even his lovely glass was now in pieces on the ground. "What's the matter?" asked Chu Han.
One morning lay on his bed, covering his head with the quilt over his head as he had just started school. He didn't answer Chu Han's question. Zhang Da hurriedly walked to Chu Han's side and said, "It's awkward to have trouble with Ruojun." ”
"Why?"
"I just know a rough idea. It seems that one morning found Ruojun and Li Xiao to go to the movies. ”
"Li Xiao?"
"Hmm. ”
"Is this kid on the bar with us, he just let Lin Xi go, and now he is here to grab Yichen's girlfriend again, didn't I beat him enough last time." ”
"Who knows what this kid thinks. ”
"One morning, get up, don't sleep in your pocket, we'll go to him now. Chu Han's anger that had just been suppressed was now stimulated by the events of the morning. (To be continued.) )