"With this sincerity, the Buddha should be a little moved, and then, although there are ups and downs in our lives, we can still be together......" After a pause, Bai Lijing continued: "However, the Buddha may not have time to care about us ordinary people, and he has seen some people become unrecognizable and completely unrecognizable......

In the dark, Mo Wen listened quietly, but his face became more and more unsightly. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info She was willing to tell him the story of her and her old lover, and said it so sincerely and compassionately, should he be grateful for her honesty and lack of scheming, or should he just reach out and strangle her now?

Bai Lijing suddenly sniffed and said with a smile: "It's like many years have passed all of a sudden, and the people I knew before have begun to become strangers, so ...... Shouldn't you know it? If you can't give it for a long time, why give that moment of beauty? Let me think that this is the whole life, he will not change, I will not change, he will get old, I will get old, but why...... Why ......"

Mo Wen heard that she was crying, turned sideways, hugged her into his arms with long arms, and buried her face in his chest, unlike the usual resistance and retreat, Baili Jing crouched in his arms and cried silently, hot tears flowed down Mo Wen's clothes into his chest, and his skin was wet.

What she saw during the day, the heart that she had been hiding for a long time finally broke out, even if there was a person around her who couldn't help her at all, but she could tell him her grievances and pain, her heart was so desolate and colic, and the feeling of being able to vent wantonly, she had never had in the past month.

Why did Han Ye become so resolute now, Lutaishan He has never been a competitive person, even if he has the best martial arts, he never bullies the weak, every senior brother respects him very much, and the master also likes him. Such a tolerant, introverted and flawless person, he actually fought with her dearest relatives in front of her on the Buddha's birthday, his birthday!

can't be a husband and wife, a lover, a brother and sister, maybe it's all her fault, it's not good enough, she makes him hopeless. In the past, Han Ye was so gentle and generous to a stranger, why did he refuse to let go of her relatives?

When she fell in love, she had mentioned Hehe to him countless times, and when Hehe returned to Beijing to report on his work, he also helped her build a tall snowman with ice and snow without disgust, he has always played a unique and irreplaceable position by her side, he has held her in the palm of his hand for so long, and now what is the great reason for him to hold such a grudge against her?

That bloody sword feud?

Or is it the aggressiveness of the Manchu Dynasty before the civil and military forces?

Why do people who love each other end up in this situation, and even strangers can't do it? Han Ye's body is branded with such words - Jing Xiaobai is close.

The more she cried, the more choked she became, the wounds on her left wrist that had healed were in severe pain, Mo Wen hugged her tighter, his broad palm stroked her soft long hair from top to bottom, and when he lowered his head slightly, the warm lips were imprinted on her forehead.

The placket on her chest was completely soaked, but her tears still didn't mean to stop, Mo Wen sighed, no woman had ever dared to be so presumptuous in front of him, let alone cry wet his clothes. But the position of his heart rose slightly at the moment, and he was almost about to blurt out-

"Don't cry, if you want to be long, I will give you a long time, although I have never seen a long time, but I am willing to give it a try, but it is just ...... Stop crying. ”

However, he opened his mouth but couldn't say a word, and when he reacted, he realized that the promise he almost uttered was completely unthinking, which made him himself slightly stunned.

The spring in Jiangnan is very short, it passed in the blink of an eye, and in early April, it has actually gradually warmed up. Bailijing was immersed in the overwhelming emotions and couldn't extricate herself, so naturally she didn't pay attention, and only asked bitterly. Since the last time he held her in the bath, just holding her hand now will make him **, let alone hugging her as intimately as at this moment?

Do sick seedlings have desires?

Mo Wen suddenly remembered this question.

Some.

Even if the eunuch is mutilated, he will have desires when he sees a woman in his prime, and perhaps the sick man is more eager to vent because he is being mocked because of his weak body, and the woman comes in handy, regardless of whether he has feelings for that woman or not.

Holding back the ** who was about to move, Mo Wen exhaled deeply, and then lowered his head to find that the woman in his arms was already asleep, his two hands were half-loosely grabbing the clothes on his chest, and there were tears rolling down his cheeks.

How did he scoop himself up and compare himself with the eunuchs? Just to prove that you can vent your surging beastly desires?

Mo Wen couldn't laugh or cry, he lay down first, and then moved the face of the person in his arms from the soaked right chest to the clean left chest, close to the beating position of the heart. This was the first time he didn't need to play any tricks, but she took the initiative to sleep in his arms. I don't know if his heart is a little pressed by her face, or if his heart is really full, he actually thinks this taste is particularly unique.

Holding her face with one hand, wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes with his fingertips, Mo Wen lowered his head and kissed her on the lips.

Fool, there are so many men in the world, he doesn't want you, why are you still so rare about him? Just throw it away, what's worth remembering?

The wind in the second half of the night gently blew across the bed curtain, and Bailijing was half-asleep and half-awake, feeling the cool wetness on her lips and the wordless tenderness of the people around her. Her limbs are strong, and she can deal with a group of men with her bare hands, but her heart is too sick to chase anyone who runs tirelessly regardless of face, and she doesn't dare to love anyone recklessly and recklessly-

When the sound world is full of harshness, resentment, or bitter worry, this silent tenderness is like a tiny needle, piercing silently from her heart, an inch deep every day.

……

April 12, according to the custom, is the usual dynasty again.

After the imperial examination, it was the martial arts, when the last dynasty, the military department of the squire played the martial arts to Emperor Jingyuan, introduced the directors of the provinces, as well as the qualifications of the sons of the courtiers in Beijing, and finally invited Emperor Jingyuan to attend the juju competition on April 15.

Although Situ He's injury has not fully recovered, he is no longer hindered in walking, so Chang Chao is also among the hundred officials, because he has been demoted to three levels in a row, and today he is wearing a four-rank military general's court uniform. After listening to the squire of the military department introduce the Keju competition, his lowered phoenix eyes flickered slightly.

However, today's Chang Dynasty is different from last time, and there is a very unfamiliar face, he is obviously not used to wearing a black gauze hat, and he is not used to wearing the regular court clothes, and has been making hats and clothes in the main hall, which finally caused Emperor Jingyuan's dissatisfaction, his eyes looked over like a torch, and asked: "Li Shu, I haven't opened my mouth yet, what do you say?" ”

Li Shu suddenly heard his name, hurriedly came out of the civil and military officials, knelt on the ground, and said, "Minister...... The minister had nothing to say. ”

The hundreds of officials in the court all looked back at him, and whispered a little, Uncle Li Guo hurriedly bowed down and explained to Emperor Jing Yuan: "Your Majesty, the first time you go to the court, you will inevitably be nervous in the face of the holy face, please atone for your sins." ”

After hearing this, Emperor Jing Yuan nodded tolerantly and smiled: "I see." It's a young man. Then he said to the civil and military officials: "I have the ability to teach the bell and drum of Uncle Li, so such a talent cannot be buried." After thinking about it for a few days, I decided to merge the Teaching Workshop Division and the Bell and Drum Division into the 'Celebrant Division', with Li Shu as the director, and I will take office from now on. ”

Uncle Li's short and chubby body immediately bowed down: "Thank you for your grace." ”

Whether Li Shu is singing on the stage, or playing tricks off the stage, his kung fu is first-class, but he can't go to the court alone, and now when he sees such a majestic formation, he has long lost any interest in talking, and he is also timid in the action office, and he is uncomfortable all over.

Only then did he retreat to his position, breathe a sigh of relief, and secretly raised his eyes to look at Emperor Jingyuan on the throne, but he looked at the Gao Gonggong on the side with a slightly strange look. ”

Yang Hong, the official of the Ministry of Officials, was an old minister in the court, quite prestigious, and his son Yang Feng was the commander of the forbidden army, specializing in guarding the imperial city and the safety of His Majesty. The Ministry of Officials is the head of the six departments of the imperial court, and the Ministry of Officials is naturally the heaviest, and it is not something that anyone can afford to shoulder.

With this play, Emperor Jing Yuan was naturally happy, and said with a smile: "Lord Yang, please speak." ”

Yang Hong is upright, although he and Generalissimo Situ ignore each other, but they look down on the Li family even more, he said bluntly: "Etiquette and music mislead the country, the first emperor and the bell and drum division can only come in handy when worshipping the heavens and ancestors, but now His Majesty has merged the two divisions of the bell and drum workshop, which is to promote the music of bells and drums." I am afraid that not only among the courtiers, but also among the people, will cause a flamboyant wind, which is very unfavorable to the eternal prosperity of our country. The minister implored His Majesty to retract his order and control the courtesy and pleasure in the palace. ”

Yang Hong's remarks, although he did not mention the names of either Uncle Li and Li Shu, it was tantamount to a slap in the face of Uncle Li Guo, and there was no shortage of Uncle Li's protégés in the court, however, no one dared to be the first bird when the old minister Yang Hong played, so the court was silent, waiting for Emperor Jingyuan's reaction.

When Emperor Jingyuan was the prince, he was well-known for his gentleness, did not learn and did not know, and was most concerned about the matter of the Lile Workshop, when the first emperor was in power, he was relegated to the Beijun Mansion because he was keen on the joy of the workshop, and now the biological mother of the Seventh Highness, Li Guifei, is a teacher of the Workshop Leji.

After Emperor Jingyuan ascended the throne, the local opera troupes of the states and counties of Daxing Kingdom entered Beijing in an endless stream, singing for it in the palace, and in the past 17 years, the identity of the folk opera has changed greatly compared with the previous dynasty, if it is sung well, it becomes a horn, and it will be highly sought after by the people.

However, in the eyes of Yang Hong and other well-behaved Confucian scholars, they still regard the drama as an unpopular thing, and if the monarch indulges in it for a long time, it will only bring disaster to the country and the people, so the differences between the monarch and the minister are deepening.

Everyone was waiting for Emperor Jingyuan to get angry, but they didn't want him to laugh unhurriedly, and said: "What Lord Yang said is extremely true, for the country and the people, hard work is high, I am very pleased. Gao Xian, write it down, reward Lord Yang with 10,000 taels of silver. I'm a little hungry, so let's retreat. ”

After that, Emperor Jingyuan got up and left the throne, Yang Hong was ready for the worst, but he was not afraid to die, but His Majesty had such a move, and was about to speak again, in front of the throne, Gao Xian had already opened his throat and said: "Retreat-chao-"

The ministers had to kneel down in response: "Long live my emperor, long live, long live!" ”

When Yang Hong and the others got up again, the shadow of Emperor Jingyuan had disappeared from the hall, Yang Hong had to sigh heavily, and a short and fat figure beside him walked over in a first-class civil official uniform, swaggering, his small eyes narrowed into a small slit, and he smiled tepidly: "The old man is really envious of Lord Yang, he casually said that he got ten thousand taels of silver, dare to love Your Majesty is Chrysostom, Lord Yang, you are Yinkou?" ”

Yang Hong snorted and looked away, not wanting to look at him at all.

Uncle Li Guo was still laughing in his ear: "Lord Yang, those who know the times are Junjie, you should worry less about snacks!" ”

When Li Shu heard the word "retreat from the dynasty", it was like he had been released from prison, his legs trembled weakly, and he trembled so much on the first day of the court, and he must not be scared to death in the future? How many dares does he have enough to toss? But the old immortal of his family wanted to find the noble concubine Niangniang to ask His Majesty for the positions of these two divisions, and I don't know which tendon was wrong, this is not to seek a future for him at all, it is clearly to give him his life!

A few of Uncle Li's protégés came over to congratulate Li Shu, Li Shu didn't even remember their names and looks, only knew how to thank them, and put on a smile on his face, and when Situ He walked past him, Li Shu grabbed him, approached him and whispered: "He, I feel that this is not good!" ”

Situ He looked at Li Shu's court clothes and asked casually, "What's wrong?" This errand is good, you can not only sing, but also have a half-official position, the best of both worlds. ”

"Sizzle, I can't say......" Li Shu touched his chin, stepped out of the threshold with Situ He, and said in a low voice: "Gao Xian's eyes just now looked at me and was not quite right, Ye thought, I haven't touched him since that day in Fahua Temple, could it be that he scolded him two eunuchs in his dream, he has telepathy and then holds a grudge?" Today, the court specially scooped his eyes and stared at the master? ”

Situ He never felt that Li Shu was serious in speaking, so he rarely paid attention to it, and all he was thinking about now was the Keju competition in three days.

When I got out of the threshold of the Xuanzheng Palace, I saw the Fu Gonggong of Weiyang Palace waiting there, looking at him with a smile on his face. Situ He raised his feet and walked over, turned around and waved his hand to Li Shu: "Aunt is looking for me, you can go first." ”

Li Shu didn't look at the road well, he almost hit the red paint pillar, scolded Situ He with hatred in his mouth, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Han Ye walking in front. If it weren't for the court, Li Shu would have always been quite able to mix, and he could get acquainted with anyone he saw, leaving aside the grievances between Jing Xiaobai and Han Ye, he was also his cousin-in-law no matter what he said, and he should say hello.

"Cousin-in-law." Li Shu thought so, and just called out.

When Han Ye heard this, he turned his head, his jade-like face was neither sad nor joyful, he bent his lips slightly, and said with a smile: "Cousin Shu, congratulations on entering the court." ”

When it came to becoming an official in the court, Li Shu was a little uncomfortable, and he was panicked, and as soon as Han Ye spoke, Li Shu remembered that he had always felt that Han Ye was not very easy to get along with.

After all, Situ He and Jing Xiaobai grew up with him since childhood, when they were children, he knew everything about the virtues and details of the two of them, and now they don't have any boundaries when they speak, and it doesn't matter if they lack morality at all, no one will take it seriously.

It's Han Ye, who was the sweetheart brought back by Jing Xiaobai last year, and was dragged by her to swagger through the market, others may not know, but their group is tired of seeing it. Li Shu saw Han Ye before Situ He, so before Situ He returned to Beijing to report on his work, he gloated and thought about how he would react if he was allowed to see Han Ye. As a result, the reaction was big enough, and the general of the Great Expedition couldn't wait to get drunk before he stopped.

Two months ago, Han Ye suddenly changed his identity and had a big trouble with Jing Xiaobai, although Li Shu didn't know the reason very well, but subconsciously he really didn't like to see Han Ye.

Although his Li Shu's outlook on life is to eat and drink well and have fun, but this play is also principled, even if you want to do this kind of thing, you have to do it above board, you can't wronged other girls, it's the last word to get together and disperse, isn't it?

"Hey, happy and happy!" Li Shu gave up his hand and also started an official relationship with him.

There seems to be nothing else to say.

Li Shu kept a smile on his face and asked, "Where is my cousin-in-law going?" ”

Han Ye's starry eyes were calm and waveless, and he replied lightly: "There is nothing that the Ministry of Rites can help, so I am thinking about going down to walk around, or, to drink." ”

Li Shu has always speculated more about men's psychology than women, Han Ye is so outspoken, Li Shu inexplicably feels that there is a little bit of loneliness in his answer, but this loneliness disappears very quickly, fleeting, and people can't catch it if they want to.

Li Shu said with a smile: "I'm also very idle on this errand, but cousin-in-law, you also saw that the first time I went to the court, before the new official took office, I was consulted in front of the saint." If it goes on like this, I'm afraid the black gauze hat on my head will soon be gone. But it's okay if you don't have to get up so early to rush to the court......"

As he spoke, he yawned.

Han Ye's faint smile seemed to grow on his face, and it had not changed, and he was also handsome when he wore court clothes, and he threw out Li Shu for several streets. Suddenly, Han Yeyao pointed to the front and said, "Cousin Shu, that father-in-law seems to be waiting for you." ”

Li Shu followed his finger and saw a eunuch standing there, and he immediately said "oh": "Yes! Right! Right! He came to me, from the former Bell and Drum Division, and took me to the newly established Master of Ceremonies to have a look. As he spoke, he quickened his pace and went down the steps: "Cousin-in-law, I've taken a step ahead for my brother, and we'll talk later." ”

Han Ye bowed his head politely and watched Li Shu walk away.

The courtiers went down to the court, and went to all kinds of places, some would eat the "morning food" rewarded by the saint in the palace, communicate with people and stay until noon, some would go back to the house to make up for sleep and then go to the yamen, and some went directly to the yamen, and an idle errand like Han Ye still had nothing to do regardless of whether he went to the yamen or not.

Everyone seems to have a way out, how to go further, how to take a step back, and it is okay to be an official and make a show. The loneliest loneliness in the whole world is like this, no one around is standing by his side, every word that the Buddha says will not be taken to heart, he can't go where he wants to go, he can't do what he wants to do, he can't see the people he wants to see, and he can't break free from the shackles all over his body.

"Han Ye, you are not even allowed to leave me as a shadow!"

"Han Ye, I was wrong, I shouldn't have secretly gone to Bibo Pavilion without listening to you yesterday, will I take you with me next time?"

"Han Ye, I'm too willful, I stick to you every day, always pestering you, it's my fault. Also, I don't know how to play chess, calligraphy and painting, but if you like it, I'll learn it...... Oh, I'm so unshitty, I'm always messing around with those boys, I won't be in the future, I'm not crazy with them...... If it weren't for these faults, what did I do wrong that made you suddenly dislike me? You tell me I'll change it...... I've changed them all......"

She chased all the way from the moat, pulled his white sleeve in front of the Jinyang Palace, and the noble and invincible first princess put down all her body and begged him. It's not the coquettish and arrogant coquettish of the past, but really humble to the bones, the bright black eyes are full of tears that will not fall, obviously crying choked, but he didn't dare to cry, for fear that he would think she was unreasonable and entangled.

There was a scratched wound on the back of his hand that was oozing blood, and his fingers tugged at his sleeve with six points of force, not daring to let go of his hand, nor daring to clench it......

couldn't wait for his response for a long time, the tears in her eyes gathered more and more, and finally the big ones fell, she was still smiling, with joy: "Han Ye, I have thought about what gift to give you, this year, I ......"

One foot of his hand was inside the door and one foot outside the door, and finally, he interrupted her in a loud voice: "What I want to say, I have already made it clear, Han Ye is the one who is going to marry a wife, and he doesn't want to have anything to do with others anymore, from now on, don't come to Jinyang Palace." ”

As he spoke, he withdrew his hand, and crossed the threshold with his other foot, but the door behind her slammed shut, shutting her out.