Bai Lijing's sentence made Jun Zhi's heart confused, he was no longer the halfway husband who only had the name of husband and wife with her and had no husband and wife, he knew her well enough to hear the despair in her words. This despair www.biquge.info not because she remembered the dead Mo Wen, she didn't debunk his identity, but she didn't believe anyone or anything in front of her.

She waited for him to explain.

If he had been open and honest with her at this moment, she might not be able to live again, Jun Zhi had to laugh, but he could no longer be rude and evil in the Turkic tent that day, he forced himself to calm down: "I said that day when your husband died, I would marry you, do you remember?" If you take me for him, I don't mind. ”

Bai Lijing looked into his eyes and seemed to believe him: "Yes, of course you are not him, when he dies, what he will say is only my name......"

Jun Zhi did not breathe a sigh of relief because of this, but became more and more nervous, waiting for her to curl the corners of his lips, and then said: "It doesn't matter who you are, I won't ask again, since you are willing to try to save me three times and twice, I will ask you for one thing......"

"You say, if only I could do it." There was no more banter in Jun Zhi's eyes, and those terrifying eyes looked at her for a moment.

No matter how affectionate her eyes were, she couldn't change her mind, her eyes faded, and she laughed: "Many people say they love me, for how I endure and how I suffer miserably, my life is only this one, and if I return them, it will be a hundred, right?" ”

Her hand pulled over Jun Zhi's arm, he was at her mercy, and the cold palm she was familiar with was aimed at her face: "Kill me, it is considered a favor for me, if there is an afterlife, I will pay you back." ”

Her peerless beauty has a cruel beauty even if it withers, but the words she said undoubtedly stabbed Jun Zhixin in the mouth.

The secret passage was narrow, only allowing the two of them to pass sideways, and the Peacock Black Eagle Gui Jiu and the others did not dare to stay away, so they could hear the conversation between the two clearly, and they all held their breath and said nothing.

After a moment of silence, Jun Zhi shook his head: "Only this one, I can't do it." ”

He withdrew the hand she was holding, but did not abandon her, his big strong hand gently brushed her hair, and finally stayed on the side of her face, rubbing carefully: "I have waited for a past life, and I don't want to wait for you in an afterlife." I only want you in this life and this life. ”

Without waiting for Bailijing to answer, he picked her up again, and walked towards the end of the secret passage without hesitation.

Unlike Mo Wen, Jun's stubbornness and domineering are ruthless, and his words are calm but unquestionable.

Baili Jing broke her leg when she jumped off the Medicine Tower, the pain forced her to wake up, she heard Jun Zhi's words clearly, but she didn't want to remember, she was held by him to the darkness of the unknown, the sky had completely collapsed, just like the eternal night at this moment.

The secret road that came out at dawn, the east Xingshengjing and the west Qin Chang'an were far away, and if they passed through the official road, they would inevitably be blocked, and if there were pursuers, they would eventually be trapped. As an envoy of Western Qin, Nie Ziling was eye-catching enough when he came, so he was forcibly left in Shengjing City and became a cover for them when they fled.

Jun Zhi and his entourage first walked Huaishui from the inconspicuous ferry, Huaishui entered the sea from west to east, several branches along the way, and the ferry in the west of Shengjing City was heavily guarded, but they were few people, and the peacock could be easy to face, and did not encounter any obstacles.

The farther west, the more open the waters, once you cross Lingbodu, according to Daqin, it is only a five-day drive.

The broken leg has been connected, Bailijing's left leg is straight, fixed, unable to move, she has been asleep for a few days, and when she woke up again, the first sentence she said was still to ask for her medicine.

Jun Zhi guarded her every step of the way, the tide in the river was approaching, the hull of the ship would inevitably shake, and when he saw her move, he held down her legs.

"Where's the medicine?" Bai Lijing asked, her voice hoarse and unpleasant.

Jun Zhi had already learned the effect of the medicine from the peacock, pursed his lips and said, "The medicine has been eaten, don't take it again." ”

Bai Lijing's eyes looked at him fixedly, and when she heard his words, her originally calm face changed instantly, and she flipped through her clothes in a panic to find it.

Her clothes have been changed by Jun Zhi, she couldn't even touch the medicine bottle, her arms were empty, her emotions were out of control in an instant, her eyes were red, and she didn't care what she had at hand, she picked it up and smashed it towards Jun Zhi: "Give it back to me!" Who let you move my stuff! ”

It was a stove for her to keep out the cold, she threw it, shook the charcoal ash all over the ground, Jun Zhi's body was full of charcoal sparks, he dodged and avoided it, but Bailijing regarded him as an enemy, more hateful than the enemy: "Give it to me!" You give it back to me! Give me my medicine back! ”

Her upper body had already sat up, and she lifted the quilt to look everywhere, and in order to avoid people's eyes, the things on the boat were simple, and she turned over the rough quilts and pillows, but she couldn't find anything, and she was so anxious that she had to throw herself out of bed again.

Jun Zhi only heard about the properties of medicine, but he didn't know that it would make people's temperament change greatly, he stood aside and observed her for a long time, and finally stepped forward to hug her: "Don't make trouble, don't take medicine, don't take medicine anymore......"

She had made trouble before, but no matter how ruthless she was, she didn't just bite him, kick him, hit him, and she didn't have any sense of proportion, her fingers scratched Jun Zhi's face fiercely, she didn't care whether the face under the skin mask of others was so beautiful that it tarnished the mountains and rivers, she couldn't see anything, she just wanted her medicine.

"What are you! Get the hell out of here! Give me medicine! Bai Lijing shouted frantically, her voice tearing and painful.

"Master......"

When the peacock and the black hawk heard the commotion, they thought something was wrong, and when they opened the hatch, they saw that the room was full of, almost everything was smashed, and even their master's face had three bloody marks - fingernails scratched from the side of his face to his neck.

The beauty's face was scratched, although it was still beautiful, but it was mixed with a hint of cruelty and charm.

While they were at a loss, Jun Zhi clamped the arms of the mad woman, held her firmly in his arms, and let her bite his chest, his lips pursed tightly, and he said without opening his mouth: "Get out!" ”

The peacock black eagle glanced at each other, and saw that the man's expression was forbearing, and he was already furious, and the woman in his arms was unkempt and insane, they did not dare to disobey the emperor's order, so they had to close the hatch again and exit.

Jun Zhi's blood loss is not a play, in the past, Bailijing always remembered that he never dared to let him bleed, but at this time, he completely ignored it, whether he was moving his hands or mouth, he was ruthless.

Her sharp teeth sank into the flesh, Jun Zhi snorted in pain, and forcibly held up her face with one hand, and the fingers that clamped her chin used a little force.

He was originally a tyrannical person, and the gentleness and harmlessness disguised by Bo Yan's appearance were never his nature, and when he was angry, even the strength between his fingers was a little out of proportion.

Bai Lijing was forced to look up at him, her teeth were stained with his blood, her dark eyes were cloudy, damp water, she looked at him, but she couldn't see him, repeating the only thing she remembered: "Give me medicine, give me ...... Or, kill me. ”

The anger was extinguished in an instant, Jun Zhi let go of her chin and leaned over her lips, he didn't care whether she knew who he was, whether the blood on his face was painful or not, and said condescendingly: "I'll make your medicine, good, don't make ...... trouble"

The waves in the river beat against the hull of the ship, and in the messy cabin, Bailijing was bound to death, unable to make any resistance, she suddenly didn't want to resist, Jun Zhi felt her obedience, and he liked her obedience.

I couldn't tell who was treating whom, Bailijing was in terrible pain, but her mind was a little clearer, and she heard the man's whispers in her ears, she wrapped her back tightly, and suddenly laughed and cried.

Jun Zhi lifted up and looked into her eyes, a drop of sweat running down his forehead and across his scratched face.

Bailijing cried and laughed again, her expression was very strange, she raised her hand to stroke Jun Zhi's face, her fingertips brushed gently, she had hurt her throat when she was making a fuss just now, her voice was no longer as crisp and beautiful as before, and she said something that seemed to have nothing to do with her: "I just knew that I was poisoned, and I can only share a bed with one man for the rest of my life, if you are my second man, why didn't I die?" Well? ”

After listening to her question, Jun Zhi tensed all over, his throat rolled, and suddenly he was out of words, she was willing to follow him obediently and without resistance, was it because she wanted to die, or did she want to force him to admit that he was "Mo Wen"? If he hadn't been "Mo Wen", she would have died, and if he had been "Mo Wen", what would she want?

What else is there to be intoxicated with Fengyue, even a love is heart-shattering, Jun Zhi is silent, but those black eyes look at her. After nearly ten months of concealment, his silence has been tacit.

He also pretended to be calm and pressed his hand on his cheek: "Whoever I am, you are only my wife." ”

The last string on Bailijing's heart has been torn off, she does not avoid Jun Zhi's gaze, she also looks back at his eyes steadily: "I lost my parents, I lost everything, I thought that at least you were dead, even if you lost everything, you may still be ......real" She smiled sadly, the look in her eyes slowly faded, and finally asked cruelly: "Why didn't you die?" Kindness? Why didn't he die? ”

She wasn't questioning him, she was just questioning herself, the only place in her heart that had not collapsed completely collapsed, extinguishing the only remaining firefly in this world.

Everyone was lying to her, they were lying to her when she thought she was doing something wrong, and when she thought she had finally done it right, all of them became liars...... Even a sick man who died tragically in front of her, bleeding from the sword through her chest, was able to cover her alive at this moment, doing what only her husband could do.

She remembered many past events, including Mo Wen's confrontation with her before her tragic death, her mind was not as good as theirs, she thought that she had untied a link, and they set another ring for her, using death to design her. Mo Wen was so smart that he could even come and go freely in the Turkic military camp, and he had never told her the truth since the first night they got married. Ten months of deception, she has only now seen through it.

"Jing'er, listen to me." Jun Zhi hugged her tightly and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but he didn't know where to start when he explained.

Bai Lijing cruelly hooked the corners of her lips and sneered, her fingers swept across his scratched face, a long one, spread from his face to the side of his neck, and exclaimed: "Beautiful, really beautiful, you are so beautiful, so powerful, why hide under a woman's skirt and pretend to be cowardly?" Yes, I am clever, I am self-inflicted, I can't blame you, I am self-righteous from beginning to end...... However, your face, I look at it is really disgusting, the more I look at it, the more disgusting it becomes, even more disgusting than remembering Mo Wen's face. Aren't you dumb? Isn't it just writing and drawing? You are so hard-hearted, you have to pick the most ruthless way to die when you die, why don't you pretend to be deaf and dumb for the rest of your life? ”

What she said was angry, but it wasn't like angry at all, Jun Zhi knew how angry and painful she was, and he didn't care about her at all, even if she let him die, disgusted with his most beautiful appearance in the world of Kyushu.

He didn't explain anything anymore, just forced her to listen to him, "I love you, whether I'm ugly or beautiful or dirty or disgusting, I love you." ”

"Hahahaha......" Bai Lijing suddenly laughed when she heard this, she was intimate with him, leaving almost no gaps, and her eyes showed a bit of unusual bewitchment: "You love me?" But I don't love you, what I love is the Mo Wen who pretended to be deaf and dumb and was useless and hid behind my back, trembling and dying miserably...... Who are you? Hahahaha! ”

She laughed, remembering the cold hand she had kissed before the burial, tears rained down, her body involuntarily curled up into a ball, and she asked repeatedly, "Who are you?" "The voice is inaudible.

Jun Zhi was forced by her to say nothing, he thought about the past she remembered, there was no trace of harshness, only distress and guilt, he shrunk her body in his arms, his throat trembled, he wanted to call her name but couldn't. After being silent for a while, he kissed her ear and whispered, "...... I am your husband. I love you. ”

If she doesn't say a word or respond to him, the "I love you" can't save her.