Chapter 41 Pain, Deep into the Bone Marrow
In the past, Ye Zi was forced to leave him by his family, but now Murong Yan left by herself, but can Ye Jintian blame her? Is Ye Jintian qualified to blame her?
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So, what qualifications does Ye Jintian have to blame her, and what identity does he use to blame her? He is not Murong Yan's person, what decision does Murong Yan make, and what can he interfere with?
Although Ye Jintian persuaded himself not to blame Murong Yan so much, as soon as he thought of the scene where Murong Yan didn't even look back when he left, remembered the scene when Murong Yan was shy and asked him to call himself Yan'er, remembered the scene when they once met a black anaconda falling into the water and the two held hands, and remembered the scene of the unconscious Murong Yan lying in his arms, his heart hurt incompremely, and it hurt into the bone marrow and deep into the soul.
Ye Jintian stood up, his hands clenched into fists, and the fire attribute spiritual power urged violently, pouring his fists towards him.
Bang!
His fists carried terrifying destructive power and the incomparably deep pain and helplessness in his heart and slammed into the ground, shaking it to the ground with a deafening loud noise.
Ye Jintian smashed his fist on the ground again, shaking the mud sticking to the water on the ground and flying around, he looked at the sky and roared:
"Why? Why does the heavens play such tricks on people? ”
The pain in his heart was so severe that it brought pain to his body, and his heart, as if it had really been penetrated by something, had a labor pain that spread throughout his body with the flow of blood.
Only those who have truly experienced heart-wrenching pain can understand what it feels like to transfer psychological pain to physical pain.
This kind of pain, Ye Jintian had appeared once when Ye Zi left him, and now it is the second time, but this time, it is even more serious than that time.
It's like a person doing something, about to succeed, but suddenly failing again. So he tried to do it a second time, and at that point, he failed again.
At this time, the second failure brought him a much greater blow than the first time, and many people can accept the first failure of a thing, but they cannot accept the second failure in this matter.
When Ye Jintian had just stepped out of the shadow where Ye Zi had left, and was about to enter Murong Yan's ray of sunshine, he was brought into a deeper shadow.
No one else could accept this second blow.
At the beginning, Ye Zi left because he couldn't protect Ye Zi, and he admitted it without a spirit seal. But now, he has a spiritual seal, he has cultivation, he has found self-confidence, and he thinks that he has found the real right person in his life, but he didn't expect that this is the second joke God played on him.
This joke is much more cruel than the first.
Ye Jintian smashed the ground frantically, and the already soft ground was quickly shaken out of deep pits by Ye Jintian.
The wind, still frantic, tore at his mud-soaked coat and long hair.
The rain, still dripping, washed over his face and heart, which was full of pain and distorted.
Muddy water slid down his face and dripped onto the muddy ground, and he didn't know how many tears were mixed in.
"When there is no strong strength, whether it is family, friendship, or love, it is all vain to us."
Murong Yan's cold face and these cold words surfaced in his heart over and over again, and they also pierced his heart over and over again.
Ye Zi left, Lin Xin'er was arrested, and now Murong Yan has to commit herself to others for the sake of the family's enmity, for Ye Jintian, who has no strength, family, friendship, and love are all vain.
Only what can be kept is real.
Ye Jintian stopped his hand that was waving and smashing to the ground, he slowly stood up and looked in the direction Murong Yan left, his eyes were as cold as a knife.
Since he is not strong enough now, what is the use of giving up on himself here?
It may be understandable that Ye Zi left him to give up on himself, because he didn't have a spirit seal at that time, but now he not only has a spirit seal, but also has a strange thing like the Heavenly Sinking Seal to help, what qualifications does he have to give up on himself?
Since you can't get back what you've lost, you have to find a way to keep what you have now and in the future.
Ye Jintian's complexion gradually returned to calm, although there was a kind of indifference and coldness in this calm, but after all, there was a little less hideous pain.
Maybe this pain is just hidden in the deepest part of his heart, but, at least now, his face is calm.
The rain slowly subsided.
His clothes were already soaked, and his face was covered with mud marks, and he looked very embarrassed, but if anyone could see through his heart, he would definitely find that his heart was ten times more embarrassed than this!
But at this moment, after all, no one can see through his heart.
Ye Jintian used the wood attribute spiritual power to control the meridian injuries in his body, and he worked hard to cultivate the belief of joining the inner gate of the Guining Sect, and he was countless points firmer than before.
Perhaps only by staying in Guining Sect can he never forget this pain, so as to spur himself to make progress.
Xiao Li in front of him walked from the sixth peak with Su Tannian's left hand, and when he saw Ye Jintian covered in mud, he guessed something, and couldn't help but look pained, and asked, "Big brother, you already know about Murong Yan?"
When Ye Jintian heard this, he turned his head to look over, Xiao Li was holding Su Tannian's hand, Su Tannian was half-snuggling against Xiao Li's shoulder, this scene made Ye Jintian's calm heart flash a few traces of pain: "Yes, I know." ”
"Brother Ye, Ayan, she can't help herself, don't blame her......" Su Qiannian looked at Ye Jintian's appearance, and his face was a little unbearable.
When Ye Jintian heard this, his face suddenly turned cold: "Blame her? Who do I have to blame her? We just met in the water and had a few days of friendship. ”
Xiao Li let go of Su Qiannian's hand, came to Ye Jintian, put his hand on his shoulder, and there was a compelling momentum between his eyebrows: "Big brother, since you know this, then I don't need to say more, you should know what you should do now." Your sister Lin Xin'er is still missing, and everything your family has done to you......"
When Ye Jintian heard this, he smiled coldly at the corner of his mouth: "Don't worry, I know all this, and I will work harder than now in the future." Strength is the foundation of everything! ”
Xiao Li nodded, his eyes flashing with incomparable sincerity: "Even if your family abandons you, Miss Murong has left you." But no matter what, the three of us are already brothers, living and dying together, advancing and retreating together! ”
When Ye Jintian heard this, his cold heart finally felt a faint warmth, although he had known Xiao Li and Han Lian for a short time, they had a lifelong friendship.
He believed that everyone would betray him in the future, but these two brothers would not, not until death.
The rain finally stopped, and the thick dark clouds disappeared at some point.
The sky finally lit up again.
Ye Jintian drove the wood attribute spiritual power to remove all the dirt on his body, walked towards the twelfth peak, and said lightly: "Let's go, go back." ”
Xiao Li saw Ye Jintian as if nothing had happened, knowing that he had buried all the pain in his heart, he wanted to persuade Ye Jintian, but he found that he couldn't find the right words, so he had to sigh softly in his heart, and pulled Su Qiannian to follow......
Han Lian in the courtyard saw Ye Jintian coming back expressionlessly, in huge contrast with his look of anticipation and excitement when he went out, and couldn't help but be a little puzzled: "Big brother, why did you look like this, didn't it just rain and make you look like this?" ”
Ye Jintian smiled bitterly, didn't answer, and walked towards his house.
Han Lian was confused when he saw Ye Jintian's appearance, he couldn't figure out how Ye Jintian was fine when he went out, and now that's it. Seeing Xiao Li and Su Tannian coming in, he hurriedly leaned in and asked, "Third brother, what's wrong with the eldest brother, it seems like he has lost his soul, could it be that the heavy rain and thunder just now scared his soul?" ”
When Xiao Li heard this, his face sank, and his face was full of sadness, before he told Han Lian about Murong Yan.
As soon as Han Lian heard this, he immediately patted his thigh and said, "What is this Murong Yan, when the eldest brother risked his life to save her, but now she treats the eldest brother like this, has her conscience been eaten by dogs?" That what is the young master of the Guining Sect, the attraction is so great? ”
When Su Tannian heard Han Lian's words, his face was gloomy: "Brother Han, Murong Yan is at fault, but can she be blamed for this?" Her entire clan was wiped out, and now she doesn't even know who the murderer is, you say, does she have any other choice? In fact, her heart was even more painful than Brother Ye! ”
When Han Lian heard this, he thought of the contact he had with Murong Yan a few days ago, and he also knew that she was not a vain person, but he was stubborn, and there was no reason to take back what he said: "Forget it, women are troublesome anyway, I don't bother to argue with you." I just hope that the eldest brother will not be too sad. ”
When Xiao Li and Su Tannian heard this, they looked at Ye Jintian's door, their brows furrowed, and there was a faint look of worry on their faces.
At this moment, a faint sound of eagles came down from the top of the peak, as if it was in danger and calling for help.
"It's a little eagle!" Han Lian listened carefully, his face changed, and he said.
Immediately, Han Lian, Xiao Li, and Su Tannian came to the outside of the courtyard, and looked along the carving, only to see the small eagle on the peak flapping its wings and hovering at a low altitude, as if trapped by something.
Suddenly, a flash of fire flew out from under the eagle eagle and hit the eagle, and the eagle screamed miserably, and fell straight to the ground and disappeared.
"Something happened to Xiaodiao, you go up and take a look first, I'll call the eldest brother." Han Lian gave an order and ran towards the courtyard gate.
As soon as he entered the courtyard gate, Han Lian went straight to Ye Jintian's door: "Big brother, something happened to Xiaodiao, I'm afraid it was injured, hurry up and take a look." ”
When Ye Jintian in the room heard this, his face turned pale, and after a moment, he rushed out of the door: "Where is it?" ”
"The Peak." Han Lian looked anxious, pointed in the direction of the peak, and said.
"Let's go."
As soon as Ye Jintian finished speaking, his whole person disappeared in the courtyard.
The eagle was saved by the python when he saw its mother killed by a python when he was in the Black Wind Jungle, and in that eagle, he seemed to see his helpless self.
Therefore, the position of Xiao Diao in his heart is irreplaceable, and now that he heard that Xiao Diao had an accident, Ye Jintian was naturally very anxious.
Looking at the peak, Ye Jintian's face couldn't help but cold: "If someone dares to hurt you, I will have him pay back tenfold!" ”
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