【068】Go back to her

Coming out of Jin Moqing's room, Ling Yu walked on the cold and long corridor, every step seemed to be stepping on his broken heart, so painful. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

He wanted to vent, he wanted to run around the earth thousands of times in one breath, and finally he died of exhaustion and never woke up again. He wanted to cry, he wanted to find a place where no one lived, and he held his head and cried bitterly.

He didn't ask Jin Moqing who his biological mother was, nor did he ask why he was abandoned in an orphanage.

He didn't have the courage to ask, just as he didn't have the courage to accept and digest more tragedy at this moment.

He walked in despair, he didn't know where he was going, walking and walking, and when he found that there was no way to escape in front of him, he raised his eyes and saw Jin Ruge's door number.

Every pore on his body trembled slightly from the intense pain.

He knew that it was his heart that brought him back here.

He stretched out his fingers and touched the door panel in front of him gently, gently, gently, his eyes were so longing, so loving, as if he was touching the face of his beloved.

For a long time, he didn't have the courage to face her.

Gently closed his eyes, in his mind, on the tip of his heart, there was Jin Ruge's voice and smile.

She was coquettish, took his arm and said this and that; She may pout, feigning anger to please him; She may be playing tricks, playfully sticking out her tongue and refusing to admit her mistakes, she may be gentle, raise her hand to caress his face and say love to him.

Even, she will blur her eyes, panting and committing herself to him, bringing him warmth and happiness that she has never had.

However, because of this, now, he no longer dares to face her.

The dim light against the moonlight outside the window intertwined into a cold silver veil, wrapping all of Ling Yu's emotions tightly, tighter and tighter, the tighter it hurt, and finally when the pain was about to faint, the door was suddenly opened from the inside.

Jin Ruge was stunned, she just felt strange, why did Ling Yu go for so long and not come back, she would be afraid if she lived alone in the room, she wanted to go to the hall of the guest house to wait for him, looking forward to him.

Unexpectedly, I met him as soon as I opened the door.

"Huh? Why are you standing at the door and not coming in? ”

Jin Ruge was surprised and then full of surprises, grabbed his arm and dragged him in, then closed the door, holding him up and down like an octopus, she bit his lip on tiptoe, and invited sweetly in her mouth: "Yu, I had diarrhea yesterday, but I am much better today, we can love love." ”

Ling Yu frowned and clenched her teeth, no matter how she tossed and turned between his lips and teeth, she couldn't break into his mouth.

Jin Ruge gradually realized that something was wrong, and raised his head to look at him: "What's wrong?" ”

Ling Yu took a deep look at her, suddenly smiled, and touched her hair dotingly: "It's nothing, it's just that I'm very tired today and want to rest." You just wanted to go out and find me? ”

"That's right." Jin Ruge nestled in his arms, and his white little paws began to play with his Adam's apple: "You always don't come back, I'm panicked alone, so I want to go to the hall and wait for you." ”

Ling Yu's nose was sour, buried her head deep in her neck, and said shallowly: "Ruge, no one has ever been waiting for me in one place, no one has ever left a lamp for me, if I don't come back, she will be flustered." Never. Only you. ”

In the past, even if he tasted the warmth and coldness of the world, and returned to the place where he could shelter from the wind and rain, he was still alone, still barren and overgrown with weeds.

Jin Ruge touched the back of his head distressedly, and gently patted his back like a baby, so lingering, so affectionate: "Yu, don't think about the past anymore, we said that we will never be separated in the future." In the future, no matter where you go, I will wait for you, I will leave a light for you, I will let you know, as long as you don't come back to my side, I will panic. I'm not going to make you feel lonely anymore. ”

In an instant, Ling Yu burst into tears uncontrollably.

He hugged Jin Ruge and cried bitterly, thinking that no matter how overwhelmed his heart was, when facing her, he would hide her unhappy emotions just right.

But it turned out that his heart would uncontrollably choose his most instinctive emotional state when he met her.

Jin Ruge didn't think much about it at this moment.

She felt that he was just remembering the lonely past for a while, so she was emotional.

So, she smiled lightly and hummed a song in her mouth: "How many people have admired your appearance when you were young, but who can withstand the ruthless changes of the years, how many people have come and gone in your life, but with you in this life, I will be by your side。。。。。。 ”

The girl's sweet voice was mixed with the man's choked sobs, and it seemed as if time had been saved at once.

She sang softly over and over again, patting him on the back and coaxing him as before, letting his tears run wild.

When her voice was tired of singing, faintly hoarse, and when her arm was tired and very sour, he finally stopped.

He fell on the bed with her in his arms, and the two of them covered themselves with the quilt.

She didn't talk about having love with him again, because he had said that he was tired today.

This gesture is like every time they have hugged each other and slept in the past. Just when she thought he was asleep, his hoarse voice suddenly floated in the empty room, with a vague frosted texture, very moving.

"Ruge, before your grandfather said that he would move my household registration back to the Luo family, recognize me as an adopted son, and live in the Luo family's mansion as a child of the Luo family in the future."

Before his words fell, Jin Ruge became dissatisfied: "That's not good!" Then you'll be my legal uncle! Although my mother adopted you, she has never legalized her relationship with you, Ling Yu, you can't agree! ”

Jin Ruge finished speaking, raised his head, pinched his chin hard, and stared at him with a serious gaze. There was dissatisfaction in the clear big eyes, and there was also a warning: "Did you hear that?" Don't! ”

"Huh." Ling Yu suddenly smiled, a little bitter.

He wrapped his arms around her waist and looked at her cynically: "What if I really were your uncle, what do you think we should do?" ”

After speaking, he also pretended to smile easily, raised his hand to brush away her forehead hair, and tried his best to move naturally and have a teasing demeanor, which was a joke he made to her in anyone's eyes at the moment.

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