[174] If this is not love
With a quiet smile on the corner of her mouth, she picked up the sandwich and was about to take a bite, only to find that the edges of the toast were showing a hairy earthy yellow. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Meat floss?" She recognized this thing in surprise, and then raised her eyes to look at Ling Yu.
Ling Yu smiled warmly: "Well, this is baby pork floss, it tastes good, Xiao Qigui likes it very much, you can taste it." ”
Xiao Qigui sat next to Jin Ruge, for fear that she wouldn't believe it, so he called her, and then opened his big mouth and took a bite of the sandwich fiercely, chewing it vigorously, and nodding heavily while eating: "It's so delicious!" ”
Jin Ruge looked at her son's expectant eyes and wanted to take a bite, but she would never forget the childish and ridiculous promise she made with God when she was young.
Seeing the innocent and healthy Xiao Tianling, as well as the now sensible and cute Xiao Qigui, Jin Ruge is already quite satisfied.
She smiled apologetically, then put the sandwich in her hand on the table and said lightly, "I'm sorry, I don't eat meat." ”
In the later stages of pregnancy, she was mainly seafood-based in France, the doctor said that seafood is high in calcium, and many trace elements in it are very helpful for the brain development of the fetus.
After giving birth, she even gave up seafood.
once thought that if she was separated from the flesh in this life, she would die, but as a result, she did not die. once thought that if she left him in this life, she would go crazy, but as a result, she was not crazy.
The cruel reality is in front of us, and people in this world can indeed live without anyone.
Looking at the current situation, and thinking of their resolute love, the paleness of human nature made her feel powerless and stinging.
"Mom, you don't eat meat?" Xiao Qigui swallowed the food in his mouth, and then looked at her with a look of surprise: "It's amazing!" Daddy doesn't eat meat either! The meat at home is mine! ”
Jin Ruge was stunned when he heard this, looked at his son's determined eyes, and then turned his head to look at Ling Yu.
How could he not eat meat?
Ling Yuwan smiled, and something that coexisted with enchantment and sincerity bloomed on his face, which softened Jin Ruge's heart in an instant.
He gently pushed the small plate of sandwiches in front of him forward and pushed it in front of Jin Ruge: "Eat this, there is no meat floss in this." ”
After speaking, he pushed Jin Ruge's original one in front of Xiao Qigui and said, "Xiao Qigui will eat two today, okay?" ”
"Uh-huh!" The little guy nodded desperately, and the action of biting on the sandwich gradually accelerated.
Jin Ruge picked up the sandwich in front of him and looked at it, with a piece of tomato, a piece of cheese, a piece of lettuce, and a piece of egg in the middle, it was very fresh and natural, and there was really no meat.
frowned: "You, why don't you eat meat?" ”
Ling Yujiao's beautiful figure leaned back in the chair naturally and lazily, and her pupils saw the enchanting mist lingering in a vague whirlpool, Jin Ruge only glanced at it, and couldn't take her eyes off it anymore.
The corners of his mouth lifted slightly, and such a smile looked doting but desolate: "Because I know that you will not eat meat in the past few years, as if I know that you still love me deeply at the moment." In this world, it is true that anyone who is separated can live, but it is only the body that lives, and it is the soul that destroys. ”
Jin Ruge was stunned when he heard this, he said in a very determined tone that he knew that she still loved him, but without a trace of showing off, it was so heartwarming that he looked at her with a faint gaze, and he could see the palest place in the depths of her soul at a glance.
Instinctively tightened his collar again, Jin Ruge felt embarrassed to be seen through.
Ling Yu also said: "The reason why our bodies are still alive is because our souls have never been separated in the past three years. If this is not love, then what is it? ”
Jin Ruge's eyes were wet all of a sudden, since the reunion last night to the present, her heart has been repeatedly teased by him on the verge of indulgence.
She thought she had let go, but now she knew that she was just letting go of her body, but her soul was still in love.
Turning his face away in embarrassment, Jin Ruge's mood collapsed a little.
Ling Yu blinked, got up quietly, and then walked lightly to her side to stand, regardless of her resistance, he took her tightly into his arms and kissed her forehead.
"It's tiring to wander outside, if you can't let go of the outside world, it's okay to go out to broaden your horizons and enrich your life. However, here is your man, your son, no matter how beautiful it is outside, remember to go home. ”
Jin Ruge was taken into Ling Yu's arms like this, the warm breath, and the tolerant words, sounded as if she was a playful child.
However, isn't the relationship between them an unbridgeable chasm? If she stays, what can she do? Will you be a lover with him for life?
One day, outsiders will know that there is still a child between them, that child calls Jin Ruge his mother, and Jin Ruge's uncle his father, such a wealthy scandal can almost destroy the lintel of Jin Luo's two families, and it is enough to disillusion everyone's future.
Her sons, two innocent and innocent children, will also be spurned by others.
Thinking of the children's pure and expectant eyes, so beautiful and so pleasing, she would be worried even when she saw her sons frowning, how could she be willing to let her sons become the target of attacks by outsiders? They are still too young, and the road ahead is still long!
Even though Ling Yu said it was emotional, Jin Ruge also had her last resort.
If the time goes back to three years ago, if they really had a way to go at that time, she would definitely go hand in hand with Ling Yu, even if she didn't hesitate to die, she could follow him to escape to Seoul, which is already the best proof.
But now that she has grown up, she has become more thoughtful in the face of her girlhood's rebellious determination.
She knew that she couldn't, and neither could she with him.
"Uncle, in my heart, what I was with you three years ago will be the best memory of my life."
Ling Yu's face stiffened slightly when he heard this.
God knows, what he wants is not only the memory of three years ago, but also the future with her and her son for the rest of his life.
"It's not enough like a song." Ling Yu kissed the hair on the top of her head emotionally, sniffed the faint fragrance that belonged to her, and looked intoxicated: "I said, I have fallen into it, and you have to be in this life, I am addicted, and you can't be alone!" ”
After speaking, Ling Yu suddenly let go of her cleanly, got up and went around to the sofa to get his coat and the car keys on the coffee table: "Let's go, go to the hospital!" ”