Chapter 43: Struggle

Ye Ling can pretend again, and when she walked into Yin Zibo's office, her face was quite unnatural.

Yin Zibo is strange, Ye Ling is always smiling and gentlemanly in normal times, especially on occasions related to official business: "Brother Ye, what's wrong." ”

Ye Ling hurriedly smiled slightly: "It's okay." Mr. Ling is very professional, very level, and admirable. ”

Yin Zibo was proud for a while: It seems that this kid is suffocated today. "That's from our company. Yin Zibo was proud, as if it was himself who made Ye Ling deflated.

Ye Ling can only choose to be speechless for this kind of shameless and unaware pseudo-simple behavior.

The two sat down and chatted for a while, and went to lunch together. He Gang's secretary arranged the dinner in a four-star hotel diagonally across from the Crown Tower. At the banquet, everyone should laugh and talk, and the guests and hosts enjoyed themselves. Everyone on the crown side unanimously promised Ye Ling: the bidding is just a formality, and this business will definitely be done for Xinye.

Ye Ling secretly scolded her mother in her heart, thanked her vigorously, and at the same time patted her chest and bragged, promising to let the crown go public, and ensuring that the stock price would be sold high.

Ye Ling couldn't help but glared at Ling Ran with her eyes: You did a good thing, okay, tonight, let's settle the old accounts and new hatreds together, it's been five years, the hatred is full of hatred, and the spring breeze and jade dew are looking for the mandarin couple Dream Ye Ling's lower body was swollen and painful, and red silk suddenly appeared on his eyes.

Ling Ran and Ye Ling were only sitting next to He Gang, as soon as he saw the bloodshot in his eyes, he knew what Ye Ling was thinking, and couldn't help but feel ashamed, in the past, the two would often eat halfway through the banquet, find an excuse to sneak out, and look for a place to carry people regardless of whether they were good or bad. Because it was in full swing, within 5 minutes, Ye Ling was able to make Ling Ran **, the years of burning passion, the full satisfaction Ling Ran didn't dare to look at Ye Ling, so she had to half-bow her head.

Because of the bidding, Ye Ling was desperately marketing throughout the banquet. Those who do investment banks practice "art" and "internal strength" by boasting about themselves and patting customers' sycophants. Ye Ling has been an investment bank for more than ten years, and he can start a company by himself at a young age, so he is naturally one of the best, a meal, Ye Ling talked eloquently, and the sky fell, and he patted the ass of several high-ranking officials present at the crown, but he was eloquent, the wording was elegant, the demeanor was calm, he did not give people a sense of compulsion at all, and he did not seem to have a price drop at all, the most meaty words and sentences came out of his mouth, they were all sincere, and the most nonsense inside information was leaked by him in a low voice, which gave people endless confidence.

In fact, all of Ye Ling's nonsense can be summed up in a few sentences:

1 My company is the best, the first in the industry.

2 crowns are the best, first in the industry,

3. Crown entrusts our company to do the IPO is the best, the first in the industry.

Ling Ran had to admire: this kid is the one who can blow the cowhide so fresh and refined.

The meal lasted until more than two o'clock in the afternoon, everyone got up and went back to the Crown Building, and when they walked to the first floor to wait for the elevator, He Gang, Yin Bai and others shook hands with Ye Ling and said goodbye, but Ling Ran said that he would personally send Ye Ling to the car.

Yin Zibo was unhappy, why: "Then I'll also go and send Brother Ye to the car." ”

Ling Ran pursed her lips and franted: "Mr. Yin, I'll send Mr. Ye, why are you embarrassed to be a light bulb in it." ”

Yin Zibo was stunned: "What? What do you mean?" "Yin Zibo is so angry, isn't it just two boxes of chocolates and a pot of flowers, I gave you a week of roses.

Ling Ran rolled her eyes at him.

He Gang couldn't help but smile.

The elevator down came first, and Ling Ran tugged at Ye Ling's sleeve: "Mr. Ye, let's go." ”

Ye Ling smiled and followed Ling Ran into the elevator. Yin Zibo couldn't help but want to squeeze inside, but was pulled by He Gang: "What are you doing, I can't understand people's words." People don't want light bulbs. ”

Ling Ran turned around, rolled her eyes at Yin Zibo again, and raised her chin high.

Yin Zibo vomited blood.

The stainless steel door closes slowly, and the elevator descends. Ling Ran's smile immediately disappeared from his face: "Mr. Ye, you take back this key." I will never step through that door again in this life. Ling Ran took out the key from her bag and handed it to Ye Ling.

Ye Ling didn't accept it, "I will definitely be home at 9 o'clock tonight." If the room is empty, the heart is empty, I will wait, anyway, I have been waiting for five years, I will wait forever, until one day, in the dead of night, she returns. ”

Ling Ran stuffed the key into his suit pocket: "Then you wait, anyway, it won't prevent you from continuing to get married and divorced." Okay, it's here, Mr. Ye, 88"

Ye Ling stepped out of the elevator with one foot, took out the key with one hand, and threw it back: "Take this key, if it's later than 9 o'clock, open the door and come in by yourself, strip naked, climb directly into my bed, lick it for me first, and then sit in by yourself." Tonight, you take the initiative. ”

The key fell on the granite floor of the elevator with a "ding" sound, and Ling Ran wanted to fly up and kick the key out, but the door was already slowly closed.

Ling Ran was furious: "Ye Ling, **you." "After scolding, I came back to my senses, damn, this scolding is bad, this kid is waiting for me to him like this. Ling Ran was so angry, grandma's, it became a reward for him.

The elevator rose to the 28th floor, and Ling Ran wanted to ignore the key on the ground, but in the end, she picked it up and put it in the inner layer of the bag.

Ling Ran returned to his office, and before his ass could sit firmly, Yin Zibo paced in, his hands in the pockets of his suit trousers, and his face seemed to be smiling: "Mr. Ling, send Mr. Ye downstairs, what did you whisper." ”

Ling Ran's heart suddenly moved: "Mr. Ye said that he had nothing to do at nine o'clock tonight, and asked me if I would like to go to the health center to go to the spa together." ”

Yin Zibo's eyes immediately rounded: "Are you going or not?" ”

Ling Ran smiled, glanced at Yin Zibo in a charming manner, snorted his throat, and dragged out his voice: "What do you say?"

Yin Zibo immediately said: "Mr. Ling, if you go, I will go too, and everyone will go together." ”

Ling Ran rolled her eyes and pouted: "What, I want to play 3P." Is it possible? Realistic? Who are you and I? ”

Yin Zibo hurriedly said: "No, no, I really didn't think so, I am such a conservative and decent person, this kind of thing has never been touched." I mean, friends, you have nothing to do at night, you have fun together, and you can strengthen your relationship. ”

Ling Ran smiled: "That's okay, you can." But I have already rejected Mr. Ye just now, or you can call him again and ask him which spa to go to at 9 o'clock. ”

Yin Zibo believed it and took out his mobile phone to call Ye Ling.

Ye Ling was driving and paralleling: "What spa?"

"Mr. Ling said, at 9 o'clock in the evening, we will go to the spa together. Brother Ye, which spa, if you haven't decided which one, then I'll book it. ”

"What bubbles, I'm busy, don't go. Ye Ling was not angry, so she directly pinched the car phone.

Yin Zibo was angry: "Grandma's, forget this kid, he won't pull it down, let's go." Mr. Ling, I'll take you to a good place."

Ling Ran smiled narrowly: "Mr. Yin, since I have rejected Mr. Ye's separate invitation, will I accept you?" Okay, I want to work, Mr. Yin, please go back if you have nothing to do." ”

Yin Zibo was so angry that he smoked, and finally flattened the corners of his mouth, and walked out, all the way, all the way and scolded secretly: bitch, fuck, bitch. Ling Ran, I don't believe I can't get up to you.

Yin Zibo returned to the office and instructed the secretary to continue ordering flowers. The secretary pouted: "Mr. Yin, do you send it every day? It's enough to send it once a week, how can it be so easy to thank you." ”

Yin Zibo thinks about it, too. "Okay, once a week. ”

Ling Ran began to check various data on the Internet by herself, selected analogous companies, and estimated the market value of the crown, and the time passed minute by minute, and Ling Ran began to be inexplicably irritable.

Ye Ling's words repeatedly turned in his mind: before nine o'clock, I stripped naked, lay on the sofa, and posed, I was going to do it as soon as I entered the door; after nine o'clock, I opened the door and came in, stripped naked, climbed into my bed, licked me first, and then sat in.

Before nine o'clock, there were two ** pictures in the back of the head at nine o'clock, Ling Ran became more and more difficult to breathe, and her brain was a mess.

I can't stand it, I can't stand Ling Ran said to herself. picked up his mobile phone and hurriedly sent a text message to Shao Chengzhi: Chengzhi, can you give me a call? I love you, I miss you.

Shao Chengzhi was on a business trip in Beidaihe in the past two days, and Ling Ran didn't dare to call him rashly.

Sure enough, a minute later, Shao Chengzhi sent a text message back: I'm in a meeting, and I'll call you as soon as the meeting is over. I love you too, Ranran.

Ling Ran was in pain: Chengzhi, how much I need you now, even if I listen to your voice, I have always been willful, poor self-control, confused, and unable to resist the demons, I need you to help me be strong

There was silence in the office, how much uneasiness was hidden in this silence, every wisp of air was hinting at a dangerous fission, Ling Ran felt the hunger of her lips, the hunger of her skin, the hunger of **, every neuron was eager to be touched, kissed, and invaded Ling Ran muttered to herself: The doctor is right, my body has begun to prepare

U.S. companies have employee assistance programs, which are actually a kind of insurance that allows each employee to receive three free consultations on various legal and financial psychological aspects.

After Ling Ran and Bai Handsome lived together for nearly 5 years, she began to be depressed, on the one hand, she is getting older, such a sexual and unmarried person is not a matter after all, and her life should enter the next stop; Should you consider getting married? But Shi Bai handsome guy has no such intention, and he doesn't seem to have this **. So in order not to delay the course of his life, should he break up now, so that he can start to seek a serious relationship towards marriage, but he is so busy at work, 1416 hours a day, 7 days a week, limited social interaction, and the men in New York are so willing to sleep in vain, and they still pick and choose in vain, where to find the next stop in their lives?

After Ling Ran worked for more than ten hours, she was exhausted and couldn't sleep when she went home and lay in bed. Insomnia at night, dullness during the day, and having to pretend not to be dull when dull, so, a vicious circle colleague suggested seeing a psychiatrist to relieve anxiety. The psychiatrist recommends seeing marriage counseling for help. Marriage counseling and suggested going to a sexology expert to solve the confusion OK, Ling Ran turned around and engaged in it for a long time, the problem of work is the problem of disharmony in sex life, where is this

Ling Ran explained to the sexology expert: "Dear msxxx. My boyfriend is doing really well in bed, his organs are big, he's long-lasting, he's very skilled, he's not no, I've got**, I'm not frigid, I like **, I'm nymphomaniac"

"What is the reason for that, do you have ** or do you feel dissatisfied?"

"I once had a boyfriend" Ling Ran went around and around, struggling for half a month, and paid several bills in vain before telling the truth, "His time was very tight, so I was on call like a call girl, and refused to marry me." But every time I receive a call from him, I begin to feel that passion, that desire, so that my heart is full of ** for him, I just see his person, smell his breath, touch his hand, I am already completely wet, he is sometimes too busy, even have no time and space to insert, can only give a kiss on my lips in the lightest and most hurried, can make me **. Many times, I went to him, but he was unable to do it with me due to the conditions, but the more I did this, the more violent I felt, like the water of the whole sea being poured into a narrow well, and like the whole person being swept away by the waves of the tsunami, drowned and thrown to pieces."

Ling Ran translated "Watching the Tide with Constant Memories" to a sexology expert: Come to the sea of suspicion is empty, in the sound of drums on all faces; don't come to the dream to look at it, the dream is still cold.

"That's how I feel, it's stormy, it's turbulent. He can make me like this every time, no matter whether there is foreplay or not, no matter how short the time is, no matter how many times, I want to die, and the strangest thing is that each time is stronger than the last. Every time I leave him, I think, this time it's extreme, there's no more fierce, but next time it's, oh, it's really there, it's so magical."

The doctor nodded: "That's because our brains are like the motherboard of a computer, which can store good memories with chemicals." When you receive a call from him, your brain automatically loads this memory into the run, in the process of you running to him, your body has begun to prepare, your glands begin to secrete hormones, when you see him, your emotions are already on the last ** platform, so he touches lightly, and pushes you to a higher level"

"Then why can't my current boyfriend? He's bigger than him and longer than him. My current boyfriend can hold me out and make me feel small every time I enter, he can't even hit me too hard, because it hits my cervix, I feel uncomfortable with my ex, we fit perfectly, seamlessly, he just fills me up and gets into my deepest depths. My feeling is exactly that word: fulfill. The whole was filled with him, without any gaps, without any superfluity, everywhere close and thoughtful. The two became one. Every time he **, I feel like electricity, my nerves are crackling and bursting sparks, the beauty is wonderful, I can't express it in words, "Ling Ran is in pain, Ye Ling, I hate you to death, I hate you for the rest of my life."

"I see, it's like two boards in an imposition game, put together and fit just right, but when put together with other boards, you can't fit so well. In my more than 20 years in this industry, I have often heard my counselor say this, and by chance I met someone, and suddenly found that I was very consistent with myself, and the feeling was completely different from others. But from the perspective of the whole population, it is still a small probability event, because the number of sexual partners is always very limited, and it is difficult to have such a coincidence."

"He's read a lot of people, and there have been dozens of women before me, and he can't count them himself. Ling Ran explained, "After meeting me, he broke off with others, because others couldn't give him the same feeling." But so what, he still didn't give her what she wanted. For him, the real ** is to satisfy his ambitions. Sex, what is it, the lowest level of **

In fact, sex is the lowest **, the same as eating, drinking, and excreting, the most basic animal instinct. But Schopenhauer also said that in man, sexual pleasure is always so stubbornly associated with selectivity, and under certain characteristic conditions, it is strengthened into passionate affection, so that sex becomes a source of short-lived pleasure, but more intense and lasting suffering.

Ling Ran bit her lip in the office, the door of memory was accompanied by the increase in the concentration of hormones in the blood, opening little by little, all the pictures of the past overlapped into a string, and sent to Ling Ran's brain together, overwhelming: Ye Ling hugged her waist tightly, violently**, her hand grasped the curtain of the hotel's floor-to-ceiling window, almost saw it rip off; Ye Ling knelt on the bed, pushed her legs to her chest, the scented candle has been fragrant in the bedroom for five years, Ye Ling said: After you left, I was never satisfied. Ye Ling said: I have suffered a lot

Ling Ran endured the chaotic illusions in his mind: I have also suffered a lot, five years, I have never been satisfied, just like a puzzle board lost another but I can't climb into his bed again, as long as I do it again, I will want to go a second time, and I will fall into the same situation as before.

There were two voices arguing in Ling Ran's head. A voice said, "Do you want to climb into his bed and be a free chicken?"

Another voice said: So what, enjoy life, have fun in time, only he can make me want to die, no matter how hot it is.

A voice said: You are no longer a 22-year-old girl, you are 28 years old, you should be mature, you should be sensible. You have a fiancΓ© now, do you want to lose your marriage for this man who just wants to sleep with you and you don't want to marry you?

Another voice said: If you lose it, you will lose it, it's a big deal to find another one, the three-legged toad is not easy to find, and the three-legged man is running all over the street. I, Ling Ran, are I still worried that I won't be able to get married, but there is only one man who can give me such satisfaction.

A voice said: how long can he give you satisfaction, 3 months, 6 months. From the time you got your first official boyfriend, it took you 10 years to find such a person you are willing to marry and he is willing to marry, a person you admire and respect and you can trust for life, just for such a few months of carnal burial of someone who can spend this life with you, you calculate it yourself, the price and the benefits, whether it is a profit or a loss

Another voice said: He's not here tonight, after you steal it, wipe your mouth clean, he knows a fart.

A voice said: I went up tonight, what about tomorrow night, as long as you go again, you will want it every night, you have been a thief for a thousand years, there will always be a day when you are caught, and you will never recover. Moreover, how can you bear to deceive him, for the sake of a man who plays with you and abandons you to eat you as a free chicken, and cheats on your fiancΓ© who betrays you, a man whom you respect so much, a truly noble man.

Another voice said: 9 o'clock, 9 o'clock, 9 o'clock

Ling Ran couldn't wait to slap herself a few more times to sober herself up.

Ling Ran's phone suddenly vibrated twice. Ling Ran thought it was Shao Chengzhi who sent a text message, and hurriedly grabbed it in his hand, it turned out to be a text message sent by Ye Ling: I have been longing for too long, I have suppressed it for too long, I can't bear it anymore, I want to cum inside tonight, and I have prepared medicine for you.

Ling Ran slammed the phone on the table: Die.

But the brain didn't listen to the call, it was all the feeling of the moment when he and Ye Ling were in harmony with yin and yang, Ye Ling let out a dull roar, while advancing wildly towards her body, while biting her shoulder with his teeth, and then suddenly convulsions and spasms

Ling Ran wanted to cry without tears: Ye Ling, do I really owe you in my last life?

The mobile phone beeped, but it wasn't smashed by her just now, this time it was Shao Chengzhi calling: "Ran?"

"Chengzhi. Ling Ran's tears suddenly fell.

Shao Chengzhi was surprised: "What's wrong? ”

"It's okay, well, something. I'm not happy, I'm very, very unhappy" Ling Ran sniffed and swallowed her tears, "I miss you so much." Chengzhi, I don't want to be alone tonight, shall I go to you?"

Shao Chengzhi was silent for a second: "You have to go to work tomorrow, I'll go back to Beijing." Now that the meeting has just ended, I still have some work to deal with, and I will be back as soon as I am done. ”

"And what are you going to do tomorrow?"

"I'll drive myself back tomorrow morning, leave by 5 o'clock, and I'll be there by 8 o'clock. ”

"Then you're working too hard. ”

"It's okay, I'm a man. You're welcome. ”

"How did you get back?"

"Hit. Shao Chengzhi said, "Ranran, don't be unhappy." I'll call the hotel to prepare some seafood for me right now, and I'll bring it back together, crabs, fish, shrimp crawlers, all of them."

"Can you get there by 9 o'clock, and if you can't make it, I'll go to you." ”

Shao Chengzhi was a little puzzled, why he had to arrive before 9 o'clock: "I can definitely get there, from Beidaihe to Beijing, three hours at most is enough." ”

But Shao Chengzhi's work was not processed so quickly, and when he really set off, it was already more than 6 o'clock. Shao Chengzhi urged the driver to drive quickly all the way, while nibbling on instant noodles by himself. There was another jam on the Beijing-Harbin Expressway, and the anxious Shao Chengzhi jumped to his feet, and finally arrived at 9 o'clock and five minutes.

As soon as the door opened, Ling Ran pounced, hugged Shao Chengzhi's waist, buried his head in his chest, and burst into tears: "You are finally back." ”