Chapter 49: Uncontrollable
Originally, the mood of the holiday and the mood of seeing Xia Lan immediately made Chu Han very excited, but now this good mood has been changed by Han Xue. Chu Han was speechless, and helpless, now Han Xue couldn't listen to his words at all, he was a little disappointed, because in his impression, Han Xue was not this kind of person who did not listen to persuasion.
"Your dishes. When the two stopped arguing, the waiter hurriedly put the meal ordered by Chu Han on the table as if he had found a good time.
"Let's eat. After Han Xue finished speaking, she picked up the chopsticks and ate first.
"Han Xue, do you listen to me?" Chu Han didn't seem to want to give up, because he thought that Han Xue had calmed down for a while, and now he should be able to turn around, but he was disappointed, Han Xue slammed the chopsticks in his hand on the table and said, "Don't say it again." ”
Chu Han was frightened, because it was the first time he had seen Han Xue have such a big temper, so he hurriedly said, "Han Xue, don't be angry first." ”
"Chu Han, let me ask you, have you thought about it for me?" Han Xue didn't stop getting angry.
"I thought about it. ”
"Hehe, have you thought about it? Do you know what it's like to be alone in a home you hate?"
"I ......"
"You say. ”
"It's uncomfortable. ”
"Do you know what it's like to be in your own village and be sneered at by others?"
"It's uncomfortable. ”
"Do you know what it's like to have a child without a father?"
"It's uncomfortable. ”
"And do you know what it's like to have a mom who doesn't do her job all day?"
"It's uncomfortable. ”
"And you're still insisting on letting me go home?"
"This ...... But she's your mother after all. ”
"Hehe, Chu Han, I didn't expect you to be so ruthless. Han Xue's eyes were full of hatred for Chu Han at the moment, and this hatred was like transferring her hatred for her mother to Chu Han, she got up and ran out of the hotel. Chu Han hurriedly settled the money and chased it out.
Han Xue ran in the same direction as last time, that is, the Canal Bridge. But what was different this time was that it was daytime, and Chu Han could clearly see Han Xue running in front.
"Han Xue, you wait for me later. Chu Han shouted while chasing.
"Oops. Suddenly, Han Xue, who was running in front, fell, Chu Han hurriedly quickened his pace, and soon he came to Han Xue's side.
"Are you alright?" Han Xue. Chu Han squatted beside Han Xue and asked, but at this moment, where could Han Xue still care about answering, she covered her feet, her face was very painful.
"I'll see. Chu Han held up Han Xue's feet as he spoke, touched it gently, and only heard Han Xue's "oops", Chu Han didn't dare to move anymore.
"Shall I take you to the hospital?"
"Leave me alone. ”
"Your foot hurts. ”
"You go away. ”
"I can't leave it alone. Chu Han said and lifted Han Xue up from the ground, he put one of Han Xue's arms on his shoulder, and said, "Han Xue, you move, see if you can move." ”
Although Han Xue didn't promise Chu Han verbally, she still endured the pain and moved her feet, and as she moved slowly, the pain in her feet became lighter and lighter. But at this moment, Han Xue deliberately pretended to be in pain, and Chu Han's sweat was about to flow down.
"Okay, don't move, it's so painful and moving, it looks like it's a fracture, I'll take you to the hospital right away."
"I'm not going. ”
"When is it, and you're still angry with me. ”
"I'm not going. ”
"No, I can't. Chu Han was no longer verbose, he forcibly picked up Han Xue on his back and walked slowly in the direction of the hospital. Han Xue, who was lying on Chu Han's back, wanted to laugh, but she controlled it, and she asked like a child, "Chu Han, can I go to your house?"
"It's not that I won't let you go, it's not appropriate. ”
"What's out of place. ”
"You think, you go to my house, so many relatives eat at my house during the Chinese New Year, how can I introduce you, the most important thing is how I introduce you to my mother and Xia Lan. Chu Han was indeed a little too anxious to explain now, so much so that he said Xia Lan's name directly. After finishing speaking, Chu Han regretted it, but now it was too late, Han Xue spoke: "Chu Han, you let me down." ”
"No, your foot hurts. ”
"You don't have to worry about it. ”
Chu Han wanted to say something more, but Han Xue slid down from Chu Han's back vigorously, Han Xue's strength was really great, and she got down from Chu Han's back.
"Let's go. Han Xue stood on the ground and said to Chu Han.
"Your feet ......"
"Let's go. ”
"Han Xue, I ......"
"Chu Han, I'm a homeless person, and the reason why you didn't let me go to your house was because of Xia Lan, hehe. Han Xue's tears fell, and it seemed that Xia Lan's blow was much worse than that of her mother.
"Han Xue, you said it was serious, I ......"
"Chu Han, let me ask you, what do you think of me?"
"Good friends. ”
"Hehe, good friend, you don't think that's the case at all, you have been making me Xia Lan's shadow, you kicked me far away when Xia Lan appeared, and when Xia Lan disappeared, you asked me to play Xia Lan's role. ”
"I didn't. ”
"Do you think I'm cheap?" Han Xue became more and more excited.
"Han Xue, don't talk about yourself like that. ”
"Do you think I can't live without you?"
"Nope. ”
"You. ”
"Han Xue ......"
Just when Chu Han wanted to speak, Han Xue had already slapped Chu Han in the face hard, and Han Xue continued to shout, "I'll let you go." ”
"Han Xue, you really think wrong......"
This time Chu Han wanted to explain again, Han Xue's slap still interrupted him, and after the beating, Han Xue didn't feel sorry for Chu Han in front of her, she was still shouting: "I'll tell you, Chu Han, we're over, these two slaps are what you owe me, and now we're both clear." ”
"Han Xue ......"
"Get out, get out. ”
Chu Han was scared because of Han Xue's madness. He didn't dare to stay any longer, he didn't know what kind of extreme things Han Xue would do, Chu Han was only thinking at this moment, maybe he could leave here so that Han Xue's mood could stabilize.
Chu Han ran away, leaving Han Xue, who seemed to be born for loneliness, squatted on the ground and cried. Chu Han, who was tired of running, stopped, he punched himself in the chest fiercely, and at this moment his heart seemed to have two selves in conversation: "Chu Han, you bastard, you promised not to let Han Xue suffer anymore, what are you doing now?"
"I ...... I can't. ”
"You're a coward. ”
"It's not. ”
"Don't think I don't know what you think, you just want to give Xia Lan a complete you after meeting her on annual leave, without any worries. ”
"It's not. ”
"You're still hard-mouthed, then let me ask you, why don't you go back and see Han Xue now?"
"I want her to be quiet. ”
"Fart, you just want her to completely die and leave you completely, so you can prove your love for her in front of Xia Lan. ”
"No, it's not like that. ”
"Okay, you go back now and tell Han Xue that you like her. ”
"I'm not going. ”
"You selfish villain. ”
"I'm not selfish, I'm not selfish......" Chu Han shouted while standing on the road, and he shouted as he punched his fist in the air. He didn't care what the passers-by next to him thought of him now, at this moment he just wanted to defeat the self who scolded him.
Love, which made Han Xue sad at the moment, made Chu Han crazy and couldn't even believe it. The cold air and bare tree trunks mean that this season is not the harvest season, so love also needs to hibernate in winter, otherwise it will really freeze to death.
Chu Han, who was no longer crazy, slowly walked back to the dormitory, and now the atmosphere in the dormitory was very different from his mood. Seeing Chu Han enter the door in this state, everyone was very puzzled, and Zhang Da spoke: "Chu Han, what's wrong with you?"
"I didn't ...... It's nothing. Chu Han replied with his head down.
"I'm not happy on vacation. Zifeng said that since Zifeng had a new goal to pursue, his mood was much better than when he had just fallen out of love.
"Hehe, happy, I forgot what it was. Chu Han sat on Guoqiang's bed, leaned his back against the wall, and said in a deep voice.
"What's wrong with you?" Chu Han's words made Zhang Da feel the seriousness of the matter.
"Dago, do you say I'm a bastard?"
"It's not. ”
"Hehe, how do I feel like a bastard right now. ”
"Are you stimulated by something? ”
Chu Han didn't answer, he looked at the bed board on the top bunk, took a deep breath and spit it out.
"Chu Han, don't torture yourself, just say what you have on your mind, and see if we can help you. ”
"It's okay, don't talk about it, I want to sleep for a while. ”
"Well, then you should rest for a while. ”
Chu Han took off his shoes and climbed into his bed. At this moment, he wanted to comfort himself, he thought about a lot of movie characters, especially those who started out as bad guys and then became good guys, but these characters didn't seem to alleviate his guilt. Suddenly, a person appeared in his mind, but this person made him a lot easier, of course, this person was Xia Lan. He thought about the scene when Xia Lan went to his house to chat with his mother, Chu Han wanted to laugh a little, but he didn't laugh because he was asleep.
In the dormitory, Chu Han spent the last night of the year in a coma, because this has an advantage, that is, he doesn't have to think about how Han Xue is doing now.
The sun gave face to the students who went home, it rose, and it smiled brightly. Unlike the start of the school year, the current students are walking outside the school with their own luggage without their parents.
Everyone left one after another, and of course they would be blessed by their good buddies before leaving. Chu Han walked out of the school gate, got into a taxi, and ran towards the bus station.
The car set off on time, and Chu Han's mind now flashed countless pictures in the past six months, of course, the most was Han Xue. He was now worried about Han Xue's annual leave, but he didn't dare to call Han Xue again because he knew that the result would be the same.
"Half a year, why are there so many things!" Chu Han sighed quietly, and after sighing, he leaned his head on his back and simply fell asleep.