Xia Lan had long been nowhere to be found by the moat, Chu Han refused to give up, he stopped a taxi and arrived at the neighborhood he was familiar with as quickly as possible. As soon as the door opened, Chu Han spoke: "Auntie, is Xia Lan back?"

"Chu Han, come in. She came back, and somehow locked herself in the house. ”

"Can I go see her?"

"Okay, go ahead, I'm cooking, you can stay here and eat at noon." ”

"No, just talk to her and leave. ”

"Oh, then there you go. ”

Chu Han walked to Xia Lan's door and knocked lightly on the door, but there was no reaction inside. Chu Han didn't know what to do for a while, but then Xia Lan's mother came over, she knocked on the door and shouted, "Xia Lan, open the door, Chu Han is here." ”

"Let him go. Xia Lan's voice finally came from inside the house.

"Why are you so rude?" Xia Lan's mother scolded Xia Lan inside.

"Auntie, go get busy, I'll do it. ”

"Okay, then I'll go buy some food. Xia Lan's mother may have guessed what was going on, and she gave herself a reason to leave the space for her two children.

"Xia Lan, open the door, okay?"

"What else is there to say?"

"I figured it out. ”

"Think of what?"

"The person I like is you, I have never changed in my heart, I asked myself well, I can only fit you in my heart. As soon as Chu Han's words were finished, Xia Lan suddenly opened the door, Chu Han wanted to continue to say something, but Xia Lan's hard slap had already made his face painful. "What do you think of us? Can we be at your mercy? You can choose whoever you want?"

"No, Xia Lan, you listen to my explanation. ”

"What else is there to explain? Chu Han, you are too self-righteous, do you think we won't be able to live without you? You come here and choose me now, where do you put Han Xue? Can she let you hurt?"

"No, I ......"

"You're just selfish, or you're the selfish person, you struggle. I can forgive you, but I can't forgive you for disrespecting girls. Is it true that if you have feelings, Han Xue and I don't have feelings? Is it true that if you have a choice, Han Xue and I have no choice?"

Chu Han's heart was full of self-blame when Xia Lan said it. But Xia Lan didn't mean to give up: "Chu Han, if a person gives a promise, you have to keep it, whether this girl is your love or not, if from the beginning." You don't love this girl, why deceive her?"

"I'm sorry. ”

"You don't need to apologize to me, and I don't have anything that you need to apologize for, since you chose Han Xue, why don't you cherish it? Do you want to choose between the two of us? Your choice has already been made, since you chose her, why don't you cherish it?"

"But...... I...... I can't bear you. ”

"Hehe, selfish. ”

"Not selfish, I've always loved you until now. ”

"I don't want to hear it. Please go. ”

"Xia Lan, can you give me this last choice?"

"You don't deserve it. ”

"I'm just going to have one last chance this time. ”

"I'm sorry, the last one has already been given. ”

"Can't I really choose my own happiness?"

"That's none of my business, because I've already chosen, I choose to let go, and I don't like a boyfriend who is not assertive and responsible. ”

"You misunderstood me. ”

"Hehe, didn't you hurt Han Xue by confessing to me here now? Where is your sense of responsibility for her?"

"I don't like her. ”

"Joke, hehe, then why did you choose her?"

"I just think she's pathetic. ”

"Huh. I think the most pitiful person is you. , don't let me see you again. With a "bang", the door closed again, and Chu Han's heart was very uncomfortable. He understood that his current actions had made Xia Lan look down on him deeply. He was gone, leaving the girl he loved. Along the way, Chu Han was deeply blaming himself, not only for hurting Xia Lan, but also for Han Xue.

The road is not long, but Chu Han has walked for a long time. Along the way, he thought about what Xia Lan said to himself, maybe just like Xia Lan said, he was too self-righteous and selfish. Chu Han, who returned home, sat on the sofa, and his mother hurriedly walked over: "Chu Han, what's going on?"

"Mom, don't ask, I'm messed up. ”

"En, this is what Han Xue asked me to give you. Chu Han's mother said and took out a folded piece of paper, and Chu Han slowly took it: "By the way, Han Xue is resting, right?"

"No, gone. ”

"Gone, where did you go?"

"She said that she went back to school, and I couldn't keep it no matter how much I persuaded her, and she cried a lot. ”

"When did you leave?" asked Han Xueluo, who got up from the sofa suddenly.

"It's been two hours. ”

"Why didn't you say it earlier?" Chu Han finished speaking, holding the letter left by Han Xue in his hand and running out of the door. He flagged down a taxi and headed straight to the station. Just like looking for Xia Lan by the river, there is no shadow of Han Xue at the station at this moment. Chu Han was aggrieved and angry, but he didn't know how to vent it. He slowly opened Han Xue's letter:

Chu Han, I was already back at school when I saw this letter. I'm fine, please rest assured, I know you are reluctant to Xia Lan, and I also know that it was a mistake for me to come this time, because we were too impulsive. But I'm still very happy, this is the happiest time for me, thank you.

In just a few words, Chu Han's tears were uncontrollable, he lost, lost the person he loved the most and the person who loved him the most. He knew that all this was self-inflicted, and he didn't even think about who he really needed. Chu Han was relieved, everything was not so urgent, he was a lot easier, this ease was also accompanied by more intense heartache than before, he did not use his own painkiller method, because he understood that it was useless to use, there was no way to use this pain.

Zifeng, who didn't go home, basically shuttled between bars and rented houses, and other places didn't seem to have any attraction to him, and his low mood was something that everyone saw in their eyes, but no one asked him why, maybe everyone had guessed it. Repeating the same thing every day, Zifeng is also used to it. It was another afternoon, Zifeng arrived early, he knew that the mahjong room that used to be very lively no longer existed, he picked up a bottle of beer and found a table to sit down. Looking at the scorching sun outside the window, he slowly drank the beer in his hand. With the stop of a car outside the window, Zifeng knew that the proprietress of this bar had arrived. Instead of greeting him like the others, he took his gaze back and stared at the bottle in his hand.

"Zifeng, did you arrive so early?" the proprietress greeted Zifeng in the distance after entering the door.

"Hmm. ”

"Come, I'll talk to you about something. ”

"Oh. After Zifeng finished speaking, he didn't leave immediately, but poured all the remaining wine into his stomach at once. Zi Feng has been to this boss's office many times, but today she suddenly felt a little heavy. "You sit first. The proprietress politely poured water. Soon a cup of tea was placed in front of Zifeng, but Zifeng refused: "I'll drink this." Zifeng pointed to the bottle of beer he had taken when he came in.

"Hehe, okay. ”

"I also have something I want to talk to my sister. Zifeng spoke first.

"Oh, then you go first. ”

"Can I sing my own songs in a bar?"

"What?" Sister Huang didn't hear clearly, but she couldn't believe her ears.

"I wrote a song, maybe not well, but I wanted to try. ”

"Really?" Sister Huang was surprised.

"Hmm. ”

"Show me. ”

"Oh. Zifeng said and took out a song she had written in so many days from her pocket, and Sister Huang took it and looked at it. "I know that if we don't sing well, it may affect our business, so I'm here to ask for your opinion. Zifeng explained.

"It's very well written!Zifeng, you're amazing!".

"I just wanted to try. ”

"This song of yours is a love song, who is it for?" Sister Huang asked with a smile.

"No, it's just scribbling by yourself. ”

"Okay, since you don't want to say that I won't ask, you can try it tonight. ”

"Well, thank you, Sister Huang. By the way, what do you want to talk to me about?"

"Have you contacted Hua Qian recently?"

"No, what's wrong?" When he heard the name, Zifeng suddenly couldn't sit still. Sister Huang saw that he was anxious, and hurriedly said: "I also heard that her factory is gone." ”

"What's the point?"

"It's going out of business. ”

"Why?"

"It's like it's because of her dad. ”

"What happened to her dad?"

"It seems that I have committed a crime and have been arrested. ”

"What?" Zifeng couldn't believe it for a while, because the amount of information was too big: "How can this be?"

"The world is impermanent!" Sister Huang did not answer, but just gave her own insights on life.

"What about Hua Qian now?" Other things and people are not his concern for Zi Feng, and he only has Hua Qian in his heart now.

"I don't know, I'm telling you now that I just want you to call her. ”

"I'll go right away. At this moment, Zifeng couldn't take care of a lot of the previous unhappiness with Hua Qian, he ran out of the bar and dialed the number that he hadn't contacted for a long time.

"Zifeng, is that you?"

"Hua Qian, are you okay?"

"I'm fine. ”

"I want to see you. ”

"I'm sorry, I don't have time. ”

"I know you're bad. ”

"Is there anything else? I'm busy. ”

"Hua Qian......" Without waiting for Zi Feng to finish speaking, Hua Qian had already hung up the phone, Zi Feng could hear it, Hua Qian's voice was very haggard, this kind of haggard made people feel distressed. (To be continued.) )