Chapter 36: An Eventful Season
Two months after the operation, Grandma Li passed away. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Before she died, she suffered a lot of sins day and night, because of physical discomfort and pain, she screamed day and night, and also made the juniors who took care of her suffer a lot with her. Her death is actually a relief, but due to the limitations of her own knowledge and cultural level and out of ignorance and fear of death, she is unwilling and afraid to die like this, causing herself and everyone to suffer a lot of sins, and finally after suffering all kinds of suffering in the world.
Li Sheng's mother is not in good health, she has diabetes, her blood sugar and blood pressure are usually high, during the funeral, the customs of her hometown, you must cry to be filial, Li Sheng's mother was finally buried by the old lady, her body collapsed immediately, she was dizzy, and she was unsteady on her feet, and Li Sheng immediately went through the hospitalization procedures for her mother.
Because Kong Ling agrees with the Buddhist theory of cause and effect reincarnation, she has an unusual understanding of death, she thinks that the death of Grandma Li Sheng is a relief for everyone, and there is nothing to be sad about, so she just wishes the grandmother a good go in her heart, and will not pretend to be sad and cry like the old family.
Kong Ling is also very worried about her mother-in-law's physical condition, she hopes that the old lady is in good health and can take care of herself, so that she and Li Sheng's burden can be lighter, but the old lady is weak, but her personality is competitive and does not admit defeat. Such an old lady, like to pay, in the eyes of outsiders is a good person, but there are a lot of complaints and grievances inside, like to control others, according to their own rules to ask others how, if others can not act according to her needs, she has a lot of complaints in her heart, there are complaints she will not express directly, forbearance in the heart, these negative emotions because of long-term suppression, can not be released, thus causing an attack on the body, the body is weak, the character is strong, such a state, also Li Sheng headache, but can not change.
Li Sheng was busy taking care of his sick mother in the hospital, while Kong Ling took care of the life and study of the two children, and the whole family was in a state of disorder and chaos. Of course, the exchange of information with Levi was also interrupted. Life in this state is not life, it can only be counted as survival. In addition to physical fatigue, what is even more uncomfortable is the heavy pressure on the soul, which makes people unable to see where the hope is. Kong Ling felt like he was about to collapse.