In a corner of the classroom, there was such a student, their name was Li Mu. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info usually speaks little and doesn't like to communicate with everyone. However, after reading the article. He felt that he should not be silent anymore, as if he could do something.

Give yourself courage and slowly stand up.

Chu Yaxuan's vision on the podium was very wide, and she immediately noticed him. "Li Mu, do you have any questions?" Regarding Li Mu's actions today, Chu Yaxuan was very surprised. She knows every student in her class and knows their temperament. Li Mu is different from other students who are few words, and it is no exaggeration to say that he seems to have some autistic tendencies.

Chu Yaxuan also communicated with him, but it was useless, Li Mu always locked him in his own space and didn't like to contact others.

"Teacher Chu, thank you for letting me see this article. Although you are reluctant to tell me who the author is, please help me thank him. Really, thank you very much. He made me discover my own worth! ”

Hearing this, Chu Yaxuan was a little surprised. There have been many unsuccessful communications, but now, an article can change a person!

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After school, Chu Yaxuan returned home and sat on the edge of the desk with a serious face. Next to her stood a teenager, but this teenager was Li Mu who was changed by the article in the classroom.

"Li Mu, can you tell the teacher now?"

"Yes, teacher, I'll show it to you now."

"Oh! Show me, what's that? ”

Li Mu took out his mobile phone, and after that, he tinkered for a while and handed it to Chu Yaxuan.

Chu Yaxuan took it and looked at it.

Love without regrets!

What is it.

Opus!

Essay?

Chu Yaxuan looked at it seriously.

I, Zhang Yin, used to be a young man with great ambitions. Gambling occasionally, focusing on the study of card skills. Today is a very important day in my life, and it may change the intellectual thinking that I am proud of. However, in order not to leave yourself with regrets, even if you are willful once.

On this day, it was the wedding of the girl who had fallen in love. But she didn't invite me, and I still insisted on coming uninvited. Of course, I'm not as "married" as everyone thinks. I'm here today as a makeup artist, and I'm going to make the girl I love look like in my heart.

This is a story from five years ago. At that time, I was still a gambler, and she was my best friend Ai Li's cousin Li Ying. I don't know what kind of madness this kid is smoking, so I have to introduce his cousin to me. Personally, I am very much against meeting myself or Aili's relatives, a gambler lives in a dark world after all, and I don't want to break the peace and stability of ordinary people.

Coincidentally, I'm not the kind of boy who believes in love at first sight. However, this thing of affection is really beyond my imagination. The first time I met her, her image planted a seed in me. Although I was able to surprise myself in the casino, I was unspeakably shy in front of a strange girl. So, after a day of contact, I didn't communicate much with her. But even so, Li Ying is deeply rooted in my heart, and I can't get rid of it.

It is said that falling in love with someone can affect your mind. There is no reason for that. If you don't practice every few days, the technique will really regress. But I want to get this girl, who do I care. In the evening, I chatted freely with her on social platforms, because across the Internet, I didn't have the shyness I had when I was face-to-face. Of course, I won't talk like other people flirt with girls and use words to get her attention, because I don't understand. We talked about some trivial things in life, told each other about happy and unhappy things, and by the way, we also cared about her from the weather.

About two weeks or so, I tried to ask her out. What I didn't expect was that it would succeed. I guess she's a foodie, and she can't resist the temptation of food. However, when I met her again, I was shy again. I had thought of a good language and a good topic, but when we met, my mind was blank. This meeting did not bring her the happiness I expected. But for me, it was a beautiful encounter.

The second time, we met together to climb the mountain. That day, I always felt like I was a boy and I had to do something for her. For example, share a little weight on her body. However, she didn't give me any chance at any other time, except for the temporary laces that asked me to help her carry her bag. Even if I had already helped her carry it, he would ask me to give it back to her in very firm terms. And I didn't dare say anything, as if her words could hold me down.

Because I am a gambler, I am surprised that no one is invincible in the casino, and my psychological gambling skills are my strength, and I have a lonely desire to lose. I am very confident in my psychology academics, and during the two meetings, I have been trying to use my own mental skills to dissect her mental activities and observe her attitude towards me. But none of this seems to be of any use. In front of her, my psychology was completely ignored by her, or I couldn't do it at all. I analyzed several of her mentalities, but I really don't know what kind of attitude she has. Perhaps, when you fall in love with someone, it will really confuse your mind.

I haven't seen her since. However, these two meetings. It made me like the life of ordinary people, and compared with the intrigue and fear in the gambling world, the ordinary lifestyle seems more stable and harmonious. On this day, I made a vow to myself not to step into the gambling world again. And, use your skills to help those who are addicted to gambling. Let them feel the trick of gambling fraud, so that they can quit gambling and retract from gambling. I think this is also an atonement for the mistakes we have made!

When I picked up the cards again, I realized that my skills were not as good as before. These days, the contact with Li Ying has wasted his card skills.

I was pinned between reason and desire, and desire made me always think about the development of my relationship with Li Ying. But reason told me that if I went to Li Ying, I would not have time to practice my card skills, and if my card skills declined, I would not be able to complete my dream of anti-gambling.

Later, my proud reason easily overcame desire. Because in the face of love and dreams, I chose my dreams without hesitation.

Finally, I sent her a text message, a confessional text message. Whether she succeeds or not, I will no longer ask about her. Of course, no matter what the outcome is, there are pros and cons for me. After all, it's really hard to take care of love and dreams at the same time.

The next day, I received a reply from her, as if in a hesitant manner. Maybe my words came too suddenly, so that she, who is usually vigorous and resolute, became overwhelmed in this matter. Maybe she was thinking about the pros and cons of this matter, after all, she was very cautious. Of course, I don't have time to wait for her to think about it, because what I want to accomplish is not overnight, it needs to be accumulated slowly and prepared for a long time. So I had to make a decision as soon as possible. When prudence meets reason, it must be fruitless. So, I told her bluntly that I had given up and that I was going to do what I had to do. By the way, I also confessed my identity to her. The previous promise to accompany her to the Comic Con was naturally put on hold by me.

On this day, I started my anti-gambling career. In addition, I have a high level of card skills, so my career has been quite smooth. The gradual spread of fame, news interviews, and TV guests made me almost a star in the entire gambling world. It has also gathered a large number of fans. The former thousand kings of China, the current anti-gambling warriors, were hated by everyone today, and now they are liked by everyone, and my identity has also come to a big reversal.

However, in my heart, there is still such a girl. Now, my dream has been realized, and I have encountered many problems in the midterm, I have been difficult, confused, and even almost killed a few times. I also put aside a lot of distractions. However, it was as if such a girl had taken root in my heart, and no matter what my experience was, I could not wave it away. I have always been a boy with severe aesthetic fatigue, and Li Yin's delicate appearance is not top-notch. But I just don't know what's going on, for many years, her image is still deeply imprinted in my heart.

She's getting married, no, I can't let myself have regrets. Even if you see her again, you can send her a blessing. I used my prominent status as an anti-gambling warrior to simply communicate with the wedding company and successfully became her makeup artist. Even if I have a serious sensitivity to dust, I have to sketch her as the image I want to see the most.

The white church, carefully furnished, shows elegance and warmth. I carried my makeup case and slowly walked into the dressing room. In fact, after I gave up pursuing her, I used psychology to analyze her attitude towards me. This time, I was able to analyze it handy. During the two meetings, it turned out that she was also very concerned about my opinion. If someone as cautious as she had no feelings for me at all, I'm afraid she would have rejected it mercilessly. Why hesitate. But I don't regret it sensibly, I just have a little regret in my life. And I'm going to make up for that today.

Entering the locker room, when she saw me, she frowned. Maybe she's wondering why my makeup artist would be a man. I walked over with a smile on my face. "Hello, Ms. Li Ying! Please accept that I plan your outfit next. ”

"Is that you?" When she recognized me, she looked a little surprised and a little confused.

"It's me!" I nodded, and when I saw her again, she was dressed in a beautiful dress and was about to become someone else's woman, and I was really a little sad inside. "You have told me that meaningless ideals will always be defeated by reality. But I have always believed that since I have my own dreams, I must work hard to persevere. ”

"Are you here to bury me?" She also knew that I had accomplished my dream.

"No, I'm here to put on your makeup."

I confidently opened the box and pulled out a series of foundations and creams. I had to look professional so that I could gain her trust and become the image I wanted to see.

I practice a lot, so my hand speed is very fast. Examine, pull, cut, draw, play. My hands raced across her face. It looks like I'm more professional. I don't know anything about makeup, but it doesn't have much difficulty just turning into the image I want to see.

“Beautiful。” When I was done, I admired my masterpiece with satisfaction. I brought the vanity mirror to her. She looked at it and said, "Make do." I said, "You're still the same as before." ”

My heart has arrived, and I don't care if she understands it or not. Although she doesn't belong to me, I will no longer have any regrets, at least I did what I wanted.

Las Vegas, I've done the anti-gambling program abroad. Here, anti-gambling work will be more difficult to carry out. Because legal gambling involves the interests of many more people.

One day, my personal assistant came to my office. She told me that on the day of the wedding, after I came out of the dressing room, Li Ying didn't know what to do.

Listening to her words, I fell into a long contemplation......