I've now found that maybe I'm really not the right person to do it, sometimes writing a chapter for five or six hours or more, sitting in front of a computer for at least twelve hours a day, sometimes fifteen or sixteen hours...... This book is really tiring to write like never before. There is no rest time at all www.biquge.info pen %fun %ge, and sometimes I really want to smash the keyboard and smash the computer......

The key thing is that not only did my family not understand, but I was in a bad mood, and not only did I not say a good word when I wanted to rest, but they also fired at me in turn......

To sum it up, it can be summed up in one sentence: "You shouldn't do this business without doing your job!"

In fact, it is difficult for me to understand the thinking of my parents' generation - just find a job to get around, find a random woman to marry, and then live a casual life.

So why do I want to live?!Does it make sense?

There are some things that I obviously like, so why should I give them up?

There are some things that I obviously want, why can't I go for them?

There are some things, obviously unwilling, why can I only be a bystander?!

In this world, whose brilliance is not made by hard work?

I write twelve hours a day, fifteen hours a day, am I not tired? Of course I am tired!

Why boil?!

Because this is the profession I have chosen, and it is also the last thing I want to give up in my life!

In this life, I want to do this one thing well, is it difficult to understand?

Why do some people never understand......

People really don't have to be what they should be at what age.

What stage of life you have reached has nothing to do with age, only with mentality.

Some people only learn to skydive at the age of 83, and some people can climb Mount Everest at the age of 80......

This era is really different from the past, many things, as long as you want to do it, and work hard to do it, there will be good results in the end.

I don't think that finding a job in peace, getting married, having children, and living an ordinary life will be the path I choose.

I hope that one day, I will be able to write a book that is a big hit and watch it be adapted into an anime. Then one day in the future, I have a child, and I can tell him/her that this cartoon is based on my father's story.

I also believe that all efforts will not be disappointed. The present bitterness and tiredness will bloom and bear delicious fruits one day in the future!

I really want to keep going down this path......