"My heart is cold, what's wrong. Qin Kainan glanced at her, and then took it back: "Is it because you have been secretly in love with me for a long time?"

Shi Xinliang withdrew his gaze from that person and smiled: "Yes." ”

Once again, the atmosphere was lively.

In the crowd, a man dressed casually was very eye-catching, his eyes never left Shi Xinliang's body for a moment, just looked at her like looking at a long-lost relative, for a long time, he didn't move, until the ceremony finally ended.

Shi Xinliang stepped down, and walked in the direction of the man, for some reason, her intuition told her that Shen Mo would suddenly appear here, something must have happened, and it shouldn't be a trivial matter.

Qin Kainan didn't worry about her, and with her, he still held her waist with one hand, which seemed to be a very intimate move on the surface, but in fact, part of the reason was because she stepped on a pair of shoes with a very high height today, beware of her falling because she was not used to walking in a hurry.

"Hello, Sister Xinliang!" Shen Mo had already greeted him, and looked at Qin Kainan with some apologies: "Congratulations!"

"Why did you come here suddenly, I just saw you in the crowd, I thought I recognized the wrong person. "I don't know why, although the two of them don't have much contact, Shi Xinliang has a good impression of him.

"I, it's nothing, I just came here to do something, and I heard that you were having a wedding, so I came over. ”

"Thank you for your kindness, I'll have a good drink with you later!" Qin Kainan smiled a little deeply: "Who doesn't want more people to send blessings to their wedding, we welcome you to come." ”

Shen Mo smiled and didn't say anything.

"Let's go say hello to our friends, and Mr. Shen will do his own thing. ”

Qin Kainan threw down this sentence and left with Shi Xinliang in his arms, ignoring the entanglement and helplessness in his eyes on the side of Shen Mo.

There were a lot of guests, and they took care of them one by one and accepted everyone's blessings, but for some reason, they all had a little absent-mindedness on their faces.

Qin Kainan introduced his colleague to Shi Xinliang, and the two sides exchanged a few polite words, drinking red wine while looking for a suitable topic to talk about.

The other party is a pair of high-achieving students from the University of Political Science and Law, and the topics are mostly professional, Shi Xinliang listened to it boringly, and naturally his gaze passed through the crowd and fell on Shen Mo not far away, he sat on the seat alone, with a clear look of soul, and his eyes were a little out of focus and didn't know where to fall.

In her heart, she seemed to be filled with some bad premonitions, which made her whole person a little trance.

"My heart is cold, what's wrong, do you feel uncomfortable?"

Qin Kainan beside her interrupted her thoughts, still looking at her with such warmth.

"No, it's just that I suddenly saw an old friend, I'll go say hello, you guys are at your own convenience. After greeting a few guests, Shi Xinliang left quickly.

Because of her insistence on leaving, Qin Kainan's face instantly darkened.

"What's the matter, it's not a taste for the bride to leave you, I see, you're fascinated by your sister-in-law. The colleague next to him joked and slapped him on the shoulder, calling him back to reality.

Qin Kainan moved his gaze back from Shi Xinliang and smiled: "It's okay." ”

"The hero is sad to pass the beauty pass, I didn't expect you to have today. The colleague couldn't help but quip......

Shi Xinliang's steps were a little impatient, and there were a few times when he almost hit his feet, Shen Mo didn't notice her arrival, he hung his head and didn't know what he was thinking, the wine glass he was holding was a little tilted, and the red liquid had dripped to the outside of the glass, and he didn't even realize it.

The metal heel struck the ground, crisp and pleasant, and it was already close in front of him, and he finally looked up.

Shi Xinliang met his tangled eyebrows and eyes, and lost his mind for a moment, his appearance really looked like a person, which made her heart sink, there are really so many coincidences in this world, a bit like a vulgar routine in film and television dramas.

"Why are you here, there are so many people who need to be greeted, and besides, I see that your husband is watching you very closely!" Shen Mo's half-joking tone seemed to be smiling.

Shi Xinliang sat opposite him and blurted out, "What are you hiding from me?"

"No, we don't know each other, what do you think I can hide from you?"

"Don't you know me, it seems that you have been deliberately close to me all along, so I've known each other for a few years, how can I be considered an old friend, why can't some words be put on the table, don't say that you are close to me because of Zixiao's relationship?"

Shen Mo smiled a little embarrassedly, shook his head, refused to say anything, and seemed to look at Qin Kainan not far away inadvertently, he was projecting his gaze, absentmindedly dealing with a few friends.

"Is that the one who asked you to come to me?"

Shi Xinliang forced to ask, she originally wanted to say, is there something wrong with that person, it is more reasonable to ask like that, isn't it, unless this is the case, how can he remember the existence of his daughter, after all, a few years ago, their father and daughter had already broken off their righteousness, right?

He had slandered her like that not long before her mother's death, and when she thought about it, she felt panicked in her heart, and felt that she had no reason to forgive him in her life.

The so-called flesh and blood affection is actually far from that man, isn't it?

Shen Mo was stunned for a moment, smiled bitterly, nodded, and still didn't speak.

"Do you still refuse to say it?" Shi Xinliang's eyes were covered with tears, he looked directly into his eyes, and asked, "What should I call you, brother, right?"

An unfamiliar title doesn't give people any intimate feeling, it just feels harsh, and the people who listen to it all feel the same way.

Shen Mo finally looked at her, his eyes were still entangled, and he shook his head for a while: "It's because you think about it too much, he has an illness, cerebral infarction, and then he can only walk on crutches, so I often mention you recently, I'll see if you can take the time to see him, but unfortunately it happened to catch up with your wedding, in this case, I really can't say it." ”

When you're sick and have trouble moving, do you think of her?

Shi Xinliang hesitated for a moment, but still shook his head decisively: "No, he is that person, he won't think of me because of this, you are lying, you are lying to me at all, don't think that I don't know him, no matter what, I grew up by his side for fourteen years, I won't know him less than you." ”

Shen Mo still smiled bitterly, yes, he was by her side for fourteen years, until he entered prison, he completely left her, and how could he know him better than her.

"Since you're here, say it if you have something to say, isn't he going to die, I think if it weren't for this, you wouldn't have come to me, and he wouldn't have remembered me, we became strangers more than ten years ago, and we couldn't talk about any father-daughter relationship at all, I think this, you know better than anyone else?"

The past has been dusted, but it is inevitable that those memories will be mentioned sometimes.

Shi Xinliang's eyes seemed to appear in her youth, she listened to her parents' fierce arguments and quarrels across a wall, she wandered helplessly on the street, like a ghost without a home, and then she stopped outside Qin Kainan's office, hesitated, entangled, and raised her hand again and again.

She rang out again, and in the dusk of that rainy night, her steps staggered, and she walked towards the tumbling river, despair like the merciless river, completely drowning her.

"Tell me, what's going on, it's not just sick, right?"

Shen Mo was suddenly extremely annoyed, he regretted that he shouldn't have come here, even if he came, knowing that she was at today's wedding, he shouldn't have appeared here, disturbing her hard-won happiness.

Of course, she doesn't love Qin Kainan, but this man is good to her, isn't it, and they should be very happy.

Today, she is a bride, she should not reminisce about the painful past at this time, and she should not face the cruel reality.

It's all your own fault, isn't it?

Thinking like this, Shen Mo had already stood up: "My heart is cold, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my selfishness, it's me who is wrong, you and him have nothing to do with him a few years ago, no matter how he looks, he has nothing to do with you, you can be your bride with peace of mind, I wish you happiness, I'm leaving." ”

didn't give the other party a chance to refuse, he turned around and left, but Shi Xinliang was faster than him, grabbed his clothes, his strength was not as strong as his, and his high heels were unstable, so he staggered two steps and almost fell: "You give me back, is it too late to leave at this time, since you came, it's good to make it clear, what's wrong with him?"

"I said it had nothing to do with you, why do you bother?"

"It's okay, how can it be okay, you know how much I hate him, so, I'd love to see what he was like before he died, then I'll go with you. ”

In a moment's impatience, both sides raised their volumes, attracting the eyes of the people around, after all, this heroine is today's bride, absolutely attractive enough, many people are already looking at them with suspicious eyes, and whispering something in a voice that is not low or low.

Qin Kainan had already noticed the situation here and walked over quickly.

Shen Mo couldn't break free of Shi Xinliang's hand, so he had to stand in place: "You are insincere, do you still want to see him, I'll go back tomorrow, let's go together, now, let it go, or are you really willing to mess up your wedding?"

Wedding, Shi Xinliang smiled bitterly, it's just a wedding, what's important?

The living are always looking for their own fun, but the dying people have let go of all the stubbornness and persistence, pride and conceit, people always have to die, mom is dead, grandpa is dead, now, dad is also dead, all hatred has become meaningless because of the advent of death, isn't it?

Qin Kainan had already approached, half-grabbed Shi Xinliang's body, which was slightly trembling because of excitement, and looked at Shen Mo in front of him angrily: "Don't you think it's too late for you to say this now, you know that today our wedding, you are still here, what do you mean?"

"I'm sorry!"

Shen Mo's voice lowered, indeed, he was wrong today, very wrong.

But now, it's too late to regret it, everything is irreparable, Shi Xinliang can't just give up like that, seeing her emotional excitement like this, there is no need for this wedding to continue.

"I'll go with you right away. ”

Shi Xinliang had already made up his mind, threw off the pair of high heels in two times, and pulled Shen Mo out.

Qin Kainan stiffened his face, turned around and said a few words to a few friends, and hurriedly followed, while tearing down the bright flower on his chest that symbolized the identity of the groom and throwing it to the ground.

The originally lively and festive wedding scene was silent for a moment, and it was very fast, but it was noisy again.

But today's heroes and heroines can't take care of so much.

Out of the gate of the hotel, someone had already driven Qin Kainan's car over, and the three of them got into the car together.

The weather was not very cold, Shi Xinliang, who was wearing a thin wedding dress, still felt that the cold had penetrated into his internal organs, and he couldn't help hugging his shoulders.

Qin Kainan intimately put his blazer on her, and then moved his eyes to the window.

From beginning to end, he, the "victim", did not express any dissatisfaction with his new wife, but in his eyes, a layer of fog has been cast.

Who would want to see such a scene at their wedding?

originally thought that they had known each other for many years and could exchange for working together, but it seemed that everything was not so easy.

The wedding he was looking forward to may end up being nothing more than a moon and a mirror.

Shi Xinliang's heart was like a mess, she didn't know what to say to him at the moment, any apology became undoubted, but if she didn't say anything, she felt really uneasy.

He has always been the person she is most reluctant to hurt, but today, she has made him so ugly, maybe it won't take tomorrow morning for him to become the focus of everyone's eyes, such a famous person, how precious the image is to him She knows.

But it's come to this point that everything is irreversible, isn't it?

Shi Xinliang felt that what she was doing was a bit unbelievable now, obviously, between Qin Kainan and her nominal father, she should cherish the person who should be taken care of and should be maintained and cared about, is he not, but, why did he choose the latter?

She couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't figure it out, but this question was simply an unsolvable equation.

Why are there so many coincidences in this world?

Is it her or is it him?

The car drove fast and sped along the highway.

It's just two cities not far apart, and it shouldn't take more than two hours to arrive at such a speed.

The scenery outside the window became strange little by little, reversing rapidly, as if the life she had experienced passed so fast that she had left no trace of it.

"What the hell is going on with him. In order to free himself from the guilt, Shi Xinliang shifted the topic to another person.

Shen Mo sighed: "I had a cerebral infarction before, and then my body was not so flexible, but I could still walk on crutches, and my family hired someone to take care of him, but he was very embarrassed, so he had to run out secretly, and as a result, there was a car accident." ”

He didn't say the next words, but Shi Xinliang had already guessed the result.

"When did this happen?"

"Early this morning. ”

It's been a few hours since the early hours of the morning, I don't know, if he can still hold on.

Several people were silent and said no more.

If it is a very serious injury, then such a time difference can be enough to separate a person's life and death forever.

Shi Xinliang felt that his heart was beating fast at this moment.

Why, he didn't think of himself when he was sick, but it had to be like this?

Qin Kainan moved his body, but his eyes still didn't retract from the car window, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Cold-hearted, you see him, don't say anything, too... It's too heavy!" Shen Mo hesitated a little and said his worries: "Actually, he has always been thinking about you in his heart, no matter how you say it, he is also yours, isn't his biological father?"

A strange and long-lost title, father? Shi Xinliang smiled, but she laughed extremely hard, she really couldn't call him "father" anymore......

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