225 Long song, I am the one who bears you
It turns out that there is such a big difference between loving and not loving.
If the true love words are simply confused, she actually believed him a little. As her father expected, the emperor didn't treat her sincerely.
Xiao Yu's throat was choked again, but he bit his lips tightly, his sharp teeth were eager to be embedded in the lip flap, and he pierced two blood holes in his lips, his hand exerted force on her wrist, Xiao Yu laughed at herself coldly, and before pulling down her hand, he quickly pulled out his hand, why humiliate himself again?
In the past, she hadn't been able to fight Chu Changge when she pretended to have a stomachache, and today she should have expected that there would be no change.
Her hand trembling slightly, then slowly leaned into the futon at her side, pulled it to herself, and lay down silently and quietly, burrowing into the quilt, and hugging herself tightly.
Without his warmth, she can only warm herself by herself.
The room was very quiet, so quiet that you could hear the sound of his own light breathing, and the sound of his clothes squirming, without a moment's lingering, followed by the sound of hurried footsteps.
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On the other side, Murong Yan followed Tinghe to the Jiaofang Palace.
Chu Changge, who was sitting at the table, looked a little haggard under the dim candlelight, and was anxious to wait, poured another glass of wine, and poured it down, she wasn't sure if the person would come?
Since Qin Xiaoyu's Yanxia Lake disaster did not die, Murong Yan took Qin Xiaoyu to the Qianqing Palace to stay, that is the emperor's solitary residence, what woman can sleep on the dragon bed? And Qin Xiaoyu is good, she slept for two months, and what is even more unbelievable is that the person really wants to marry her as a concubine, she has a hunch that if she doesn't do it again, then that person's heart will really not come back.
Her hand resting on the edge of the table squeezed tighter and tighter, full of resentment and jealousy.
At this time, the door of the hall was pushed open forcefully, and a gust of night wind came, Chu Changge turned his head and saw that it was Tinghe who came with Murong Yan, the man lifted his robe and walked in, it seemed that his face was also in a hurry, she knew that the person still cared about her, and when she heard that she was feeling unwell, she really came over from the woman to look at herself.
Although she was weak, she also quickly stood up and walked towards the comer, Xu Yin walked too fast, and Xu was a little drunk, so she accidentally stepped on the skirt of the ground, and she stumbled and was about to fall, an arm in front of her grabbed her in time, Chu Changge fell into the man's strong embrace, and gently raised his head to look at the face that she had been worried about for the past two months, his eyes were already full of soreness, "Ah Si, I knew that you would not ignore me." ”
The smell of wine on her body rushed into his nose, and Murong Yan frowned, where is her old illness?
"Listen to the lotus, help the queen to sit down. With such a cold command, Chu Changge's heart was fiercely raised, and when Murong Yan let go of her arm, she covered his hand with her backhand, but he said, still cold, "Since you have not recurred from your old illness and are drunk, it is better to rest." ”
She thought about it, and said unrelentingly, "My old illness has not recurred, so what? I am just drinking to drown my sorrows tonight." Do you know why I treat myself so harshly? It's not because of you? Since you knew that Qin Xiaoyu was pregnant with your flesh and blood, you didn't pay attention to me anymore, and didn't even bother to look at me. But we are also husband and wife, and we also have children, how can you bear to treat me like this, regardless of our dependence on each other for more than ten years? Regardless of my power for you, you have become such a ghost?"
Chu Changge mentioned these kindnesses again and again, how could he forget, how dare he forget?
Murong Yan was finally willing to look at her squarely, but his brows were wrinkled deeper, "Changge, I said that I would repay you for your kindness." What else do you want from me?"
It was because of her kindness that he ruthlessly left Xiaoyu, no matter whether the woman was really sick or not, considering this kindness, he should have come to see her.
However, it's just a matter of looking.
Chu Changge smiled bitterly in her heart, she would never have thought that she had today, and between her and this pro-plum sweetheart, she needed to repeatedly mention the favor of the past in order to make him look at each other.
The bitterness in his mouth went straight to the bottom of his heart, and he held back the tears in his eyes, "Ah Si, if I didn't lie that I was sick, could you come and see me?" I just want us to have a good talk, you can stay and have a good meal with me, you haven't eaten dinner yet, right?"
According to the news she could reach, this man finished discussing important matters with the minister, and it was useless to have dinner, so he went to Qin Xiaoyu, and he didn't even have time to report to him.
Murong glanced at the table, and there were already a few side dishes on the table, which looked delicate and chic.
Chu Changge ordered Tinghe to take a clean cup and pour wine for him.
She glanced up at Murong Yan, and at a glance she could see the impatience between his eyebrows, it seemed that he had no intention of staying to eat with me.
"Are you going to abandon me?"
There was indeed such a plan, Murong Yan walked in step by step, and only said, "Changge-" but his words were interrupted by Chu Changge, "Ah Si, don't be so ruthless to me, is it okay? It's just a meal, you have been with her for two whole months, just to accompany me for a meal, is it difficult for you?"
"Good, a meal. ”
He lifted his robe and sat down, Chu Changge handed the wine glass to him, and he still didn't feel a tingling pain in his heart, obviously the two of them were close at hand, but it was like the end of the world.
What went wrong that they would take this path called a stranger?
I didn't want to drink, because I was afraid that the little woman would mind, but I still didn't want Chu Changge to be embarrassed, so I swallowed it in one gulp, so that I could speak more smoothly in the next words.
He put down the wine glass and looked directly at Chu Changge, Chu Changge felt that there was still his unique aggressiveness in this soft gaze, she bit her lip, quickly got up and sat on his lap, hugged the man tightly, and sealed his thin lips in one gulp.
The man frowned and pushed her away, "Changge! don't be like this-" Realizing that the next words would make Chu Changge even more embarrassed, he stopped suddenly.
"Don't be so shameless?"
Chu Changge smiled brightly, it was a rainy night, and the scattered moonlight rubbed into the yellowed candlelight and spilled in through the thin paper window, hitting half of her face that had been retouched by delicate makeup.
The more she smiled like that, the more he panicked in his heart.
Chu Changge is so smart, how could he not know that when he came here, in addition to that loss of care, it was more sympathy.
"Ah Si, I know you don't plan to ask me anymore. ”
If he was going to touch her, why was she already a queen, living in this Jiaofang Palace, just like living in a cold palace, so far, he had never even taken the initiative to kiss her.
Now she finally understands why Qin Nanxin gave this place to her so generously, presumably Qin Nanxin had long expected that she would follow in her footsteps, Qin Nanxin, Qin Nanxin is really insidious.
With just one sentence, tears stumbled out of the corners of her eyes.
"It's just, at least leave me something more, so that I won't be so lonely in the future. ”
Murong Fan would still wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, warm and tactful, but Chu Changge knew that this Murong Fan was no longer the Murong Fan who only loved her before.
"Whatever you want, as long as I have it, I can give it to you. ”
"Ah Si, give me another child. I only beg you to give me another child, even if in the future, you will never touch me again, then I have no regrets. ”
Suddenly, Murong Yan stiffened and looked at the woman in front of him in disbelief. For Chu Changge's various kindnesses in his childhood, he thought that as long as he had it, he was really willing to give it to her.
He pushed her away and slowly stood up, "Chu Changge, before I met her, I thought I only loved you, but some people are like drugs, and they can be addicted to them as soon as they are contaminated. Chu Changge, even if I die in this life, I will protect your mother and son, in the palace, as long as you are willing to stay, you will always be my queen, and your child will also have his due status. ”
Maybe it's okay to come today, just make a decision!
Chu Changge stiffened, his pupils widened, he only said "your child", not "our child", maybe he had discovered something.
No, no, Chu Changge forced himself to calm down, crying poignantly, and met his iceberg-like cold eyes, "It's just a child, you can't give it to me, yes or no?" Isn't this man ridiculous, he is willing to give her the best in the world, his posterior, and even his life, but he can't touch her again, but now she's like a fictitious queen, what's the point of being inappropriate?
Suddenly, she remembered the heart-rending helplessness and heartache that Qin Nanxin personally wrote a letter of resignation for him to stamp, she still laughed at Qin Nanxin at the beginning, but now? If Qin Nanxin knew that she was treated equally coldly by him, would she turn around and laugh at herself?
"Ah Si, did I choose you just for the sake of the posterior? I just want my husband's love. Chu Changge was so sad and angry that he was almost dumb and trembling as he said this.
At this moment, Murong Yan didn't dare to look at Chu Changge who was so grieving, afraid that if he looked at it more, he would agree to her request.
Finally, he turned his back to her and whispered, "Changge, I lost you." ”
As he spoke, he walked in the direction of the door, but as soon as he took a step, he realized that something was wrong with his body, and he paused, thinking that he was just a little tired from sleeping late for days, and left here without stopping for a moment.
And he looked behind him at Chu Changge, who was leaving step by step, with a triumphant smile in his tearful eyes, and said to himself, "Ah Si, don't blame me, I just want another child, I know how I beg you, it's useless, if I don't have to, I won't use this trick." ”
Tinghe said, "Niangniang, do you think that medicine will be useful?"
"That person is the best at refining Gu, didn't Qin Xiaoyu just fall for his Golden Silkworm Gu, no matter how high her medical skills are, she can't solve the Golden Silkworm Gu. And the Gu I gave to the emperor is an Acacia Gu, that Gu worm is made from my blood for two months, no matter who the woman in his heart is, it will all be dispelled by this Gu poison, and from now on I will be the only one in his heart. ”
Listening to He, I saw that Chu Changge's face was full of hideous smiles, which made people feel cold, this lovesick Gu can control people's hearts well, but it can damage the longevity of the person in the Gu, this queen mother really did everything to get the emperor, and she could listen to her instructions, "Go and bring the eunuch clothes prepared by the palace, doesn't that person love fake eunuchs the most? ”
"Yes. Tinghe replied respectfully, and immediately took the clothes that had been prepared and changed them for her.
After dressing, the corners of her mouth hooked up a deeper sneer, "Let's go." ”
Tonight was just the beginning, she had to go and have a good meeting with Murong Yan for a while, and he didn't believe that Murong Yan would not be moved by her.
In the cup of wine given to Murong Yan, she not only gave Acacia Gu, but also the world's No. 1 coquettish medicine, as long as people can't resist it, presumably he has already had a seizure at this time.
It was rainy outside, Chu Changge was dressed in a eunuch suit, and approached with a small umbrella, if he didn't look carefully, who would know that this person was the queen's mother.
Wang Zhongren was guarding outside the Qianqing Palace, he saw that the emperor's face was not very normal, he thought that he was not very comfortable, and was about to ask the imperial doctor to come and have a look, but he happened to meet Chu Changge who came over, at first Wang Zhongren was still surprised, Chu Changge only said, "The emperor wants the palace to wear like this, and he is still waiting for me inside." ”
Wang Zhongren was suspicious, but this woman was the queen, and she didn't dare to disobey, so she had to let her in, and she also ordered all the people in the Qianqing Palace to retreat, leaving only Tinghe alone.
"The old slave should go and say goodbye. ”
How could Chu Changge allow this old thing to spoil his good deeds?
The words were sharp, "Why, doesn't Chief Wang even believe the words of this palace?"
Wang Zhongren hunched his back, "Letter, letter, the minions and others will retire." But he was never at ease, the emperor really looked like he was sick.
Closed the hall again and walked towards the inner room, and at this time, Murong Yan's face was flushed, and his clothes had been torn messily by him, faintly revealing the strong muscles on his chest, Chu Changge immediately smiled, it seems that this poison attacks much faster than Gu poison.
When Murong Yan saw it, he wanted to order the eunuch to leave, but the eunuch was very bold and only smiled, "Ah Si, it's me." ”
There are only two people in this world who will call him that, one is Chu Changge, and the other is Qin Xiaoyu.
As she spoke, she took off the eunuch hat on her head, and her long black and beautiful hair fell loosely and fell down on her shoulders, half-concealing and approaching gently, "I'm Xiaoyu." ”
Murong Yan had a pair of red eyes, and asked suspiciously, "Xiaoyu, why are you here?"
Chu Changge slowly stepped forward and hugged the hot man hard, "Ah Si, you passed me over, have you forgotten? ”
Murong Fan was poisoned by Qin Xiaoyu, so she was enchanted for Murong Yan.
Chu Changge knew that he had committed a crime for this love to the extreme, but once he did some things, he couldn't stop it, no matter what means he used, she had to keep this man, she had paid so much for him, she couldn't do it all in vain, absolutely not.
Her hand had reached into his open shirt and slowly caressed his muscular body, how long had she not been so close to him?
Unbuttoned his shirt, the dark blue eunuch uniform slowly faded off, and only a bright red belly pocket was worn inside, which was particularly eye-catching.
Murong Yan stared at her chest tightly, the appearance of the woman in front of him was already blurred, like a small fish, but not like a small fish, for example, this woman's Hun looked like it was sagging a little more than a small fish, a little like a woman who had given birth to a child.
He was hesitating, forcibly suppressing the desire that was about to erupt in his body, picked up the clothes on the ground, and gently draped them on her shoulders, "This spring is unexpected, I will feel distressed if you freeze." Besides, I've already asked you once, and I don't dare to be greedy. ”
Murong Yan treated her three years ago as gently as she did tonight, but after leaving for a short time, this person's gentleness gave everything to other women, even if he was the most powerful drug, he still didn't think about that woman. He was so careful that he was afraid of hurting the child in the woman's womb.
"But I want you, and I can't wait. ”
She said the most unscrupulous words, and waved the ugly eunuch uniform on her shoulder, if it weren't for this man's liking, she wouldn't have pretended to be a little eunuch, again, she stuck to his blazing chest, Murong Yan's body shook, the woman knew that he couldn't hold it anymore, all he lacked was a small flame burning on the grassland, she took the initiative to kiss his lips again, this time after a moment of hesitation, he hugged her slender waist and kissed her hard.
The woman took advantage of the situation and pushed the man who was burning on the bed with almost no effort.
All the clothes were peeled off by her one by one, and she was so naked in his eyes, provoking a stronger bath fire, so she entered with the trend.
Wang Zhongren went to worry about the emperor's dragon body, and pulled the virtuous concubine Niangniang who had gone to bed, Xiaoyu didn't want to come, but Wang Zhongren refused to leave, and said that Chu Changge was unusually today, pretending to be a eunuch, and he also retired the palace people in the Qianqing Palace, maybe he would eat the emperor.
Xiaoyu was not at ease after all, so he agreed to come and take a look, so as to see if the emperor was really as sick as Wang Zhongren said?
Tinghe, who was guarding the door of the hall, saw Wang Zhongren and Qin Xiaoyu coming, so he immediately gave a salute, "Slave and maid see Concubine Xian." ”
Xiao Yu squinted at Tinghe, and was about to push the door in, but was stopped, "Concubine Xian, the queen has a password, no one can go in." "--- off topic---
Let me explain to you that the original introduction was the dormitory, but the dormitory is a forbidden word and cannot appear in the introduction, so it was changed to the study at the request of the editor. Therefore, Chu Changge pretended to be a little eunuch and entered the emperor's bedroom.
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