"What's wrong with him, what's wrong with him?" Looking at the tightly closed door, Shi Xinliang felt that his head was "buzzing", and his body staggered, if it wasn't for Cheng Gefan helping him on the side, he would almost fall.

"I called you last night, you turned off the phone, and you've been rescuing for more than three hours. Monkey"

Someone gave her an answer, an unfamiliar voice.

"That, sister-in-law, don't get excited, Lawyer Qin is auspicious, it will be fine" Cheng Gefan persuaded nervously, while helping her to sit on the chair.

This is just a feeble lie to comfort people on the verge of despair.

No one does not know this truth, and Ji people may not have widowhood.

Shi Xinliang smiled bitterly, laughed and laughed, and burst into tears, out of control, and the broken threads and beads flowed non-stop.

"Sister-in-law, sister-in-law, don't cry, our nephew is still in your belly, it's not good for the child. ”

But at this moment, no amount of comfort could soothe her desperate heart, she just cried and couldn't listen to anyone's words.

She remembered that year, she was faced with a mother who beat her father who was addicted to drugs and lost her mind.

She remembered, asked for help everywhere, and after running into walls everywhere, she timidly came to the little-known Qin's law firm, which had just opened.

She remembered that when he saw her for the first time, he smiled warmly and brightly: "Classmate, do you have something to do, I can help you." ”

At the age of fourteen, she was a minor, and no lawyer wanted to help her in this case - without the knowledge that her mother was still in the hospital at the time.

But he took it, and he said, "I won't take you a penny." ”

He also said: "Drug rehabilitation relies on his own perseverance, and he has failed to quit drugs again and again, mainly due to his own reasons. ”

He also said: "If he goes on like this, sooner or later your mother will be ruined in his hands, and you need to stand up and protect her, and I will support you to the end." ”

That lawsuit became the focus of discussion on the streets and alleys at that time.

She became a femme fatale in the eyes of many people - no, she was a girl then.

People can't see the bloody scenes staged in the cold "home" in the shady walls, nor can they hear the sadness of her lonely and helpless girl waking up from nightmares again and again in the middle of the night, let alone the despair and pathos hidden behind her indifferent eyes.

People will only point fingers at her based on their own judgment, and once again destroy and torture her broken heart.

She could hardly stand the heat and coldness of the world, and she had thoughts of suicide again and again.

However, fortunately, there was a Qin Kainan by her side at that time.

He is like an indestructible wall, sheltering her from the wind and rain at all times, and like a holy sun in the sky, giving her infinite warmth.

She could scarcely imagine how she would go through the rest of her life if he disappeared from her life.

She was tired of crying, and looked at the door that was still closed, silent, like a soulless shell.

At some point, one more person came around, wrapped a heavy coat around her, sighed, and sat down next to her.

She didn't look back, she wasn't in the mood to know who the man was, but she wrapped the coat that would give her some warmth—she was really afraid of the cold.

Waiting is extremely tormenting, but it makes people have no choice.

I don't know how long it had been, but the door that had cut off hope finally opened, so the anxious people rushed over and surrounded the doctors and nurses.

"How is it, is Lawyer Qin okay?"

"Is he awake?"

"Shall we go in and see him?"

......

Although the attending doctor looked tired, he patiently explained: "There is no danger to life for the time being, but the person has not woken up, we will do our best."

Although separated by a human wall, Shi Xinliang still heard the doctor's words clearly.

The fear in my heart disappeared all at once, but I still looked blank.

He still didn't wake up, he still didn't wake up, he didn't get out of danger.

People didn't wake up and needed to stay in the intensive care unit and no one was allowed to visit, so everyone left one after another.

All of a sudden, silence returned.

"Let's go get something to eat"

The man next to him came with a tired and hoarse voice, and Shi Xinliang realized that it was Zheng Weixi.

It must have been Cheng Gefan who told him about this matter, so he was not at ease, so he put down the company's affairs and ran over.

After such a toss, she had no appetite at all, so she shook her head.

"It's okay if you're hungry, but the child needs nutrition, even if you're not hungry, you have to eat a little" The man was patient, and his voice was rarely soft.

"Child, you only have children in your eyes, when did you put yourself in my shoes, do you know, if Uncle Qin can't be saved, if I can't see him for the last time, I will live in repentance for the rest of my life, why do you turn me off, why don't you respect me, what else do you have in your eyes besides children?"

Shi Xinliang suddenly spoke, with tears on his face, looking at the man in front of him.

Zheng Weixi moved his lips and wanted to say something, but he didn't speak, and finally just sighed.

There was a suffocating dreary air in the air, and neither of them spoke again.

In the middle of the night, the people around him got up and left, leaving a faint, unwavering sentence.

"The body is given by the parents, and you have no reason to spoil your body, let alone have any right to be irresponsible for a child who has not yet been formed. No one wants to see Qin Kainan have an accident, but haven't you thought about it, and no one wants to see you and your child have an accident. The reason why we talk about children is because you don't know how to cherish yourself, have you ever thought that I am nervous about you, but it is actually better than you being nervous Qin Kainan"

Shi Xinliang looked at the lonely and departing back in a daze, her heart hurt, and a deep self-blame drowned her.

Is she wrong, is she wrong?

What he said is obviously so reasonable, but is it also right for him to turn off his mobile phone?

......

In the empty corridor, Shi Xinliang silently looked at the figure who was still sleeping in the care room, and his heart was as cold as this ruthless winter night.

Qin Kainan and Zheng Weixi have always been indispensable in her life.

In all fairness, she couldn't decide which of the two was more important.

She loves her husband, although this kind of love suffers from gains and losses, she respects Qin Kainan, although after the last time he confessed, this feeling is a little embarrassing.

When Su Tutu appeared in front of her, Shi Xinliang was taken aback.

She is a single mother and has a job, how can she have time to run over?

Su Tutu is still a peerless appearance, dressed up beautifully and movingly, and covered in jewels: "My heart is cold, I don't know that you have been so bad lately, and your husband scared me when he called me - I've been busy with my own affairs, and I haven't been able to contact you recently, I'm sorry."

Sure enough, it was Zheng Weixi who called her over, and sure enough, he didn't worry about being alone.

I was annoyed that I had just lost my temper with him, and at the same time, I was relieved of too much depression in my heart because of the arrival of my friend.

"How are you doing?"

"Fortunately, the doctor introduced by your husband is very good, the child has been taken care of by him and the nanny, and I can work wholeheartedly, which is good. Su Tu's image has come out of the shadow of the past, and he has regained his previous confidence and calmness when he raised his hands and feet.

Shi Xinliang was worried about her, is it really a long-term plan for such a person to live as he wants, when her youth is gone, what else will she use as her capital to pursue a luxurious life?

Such a high-minded and arrogant person has long lost her former outlook on life, but can she say that she is depraved?

Speaking of returning to it, isn't it because you love the wrong person, because your life is so wrong?

"Tutu, find a trustworthy man to marry, your age is not too young, if you delay it like this, when you are old and have no capital, what are you going to do?"

Shi Xinliang also wanted to tell her the fact that Xiao Qingcheng had married the daughter of a divorced real estate developer, but when the words came to her mouth, she couldn't say anything, because she knew that she had never let go of that negative man in her heart.

Often the people who seem to be arrogant on the surface are actually the people who can't afford to put it down.

"The way I look, will a good man either?" Su Tutu took out a cigarette, lit it, and let the curling smoke linger in front of her, sighing: "Don't talk about me, I am blinded by love, and I am to blame, but you are different, you have married the man you love, and he has accepted you, why don't you know how to cherish it, you are not afraid that one day you will really lose him, will you regret it?"

Shi Xin was stunned for a moment, what did she mean when she said that he had accepted herself?

After getting married, he was really good to himself and took good care of him, but how could he change the fact that he had someone else in his heart?

Wishful thinking on their own

The love of a moth to a fire is in vain, isn't it?

Su Tutu sighed again: "You are the person in charge, do you know, when you didn't marry him, you thought that as long as the woman standing next to him was you, it would be enough." married him, and expected him to fall in love with you with all his heart. He begins to have feelings for you, but you are still not confident that this is true, and you are suspicious of it. You're not a person who doesn't know how to be satisfied, but why are you so insatiable emotionally, everyone can see that he's good to you, and you can't feel it yourself?"

Shi Xinliang was silent, she couldn't argue, could it be that she was wrong, she was too unconfident, too nervous about this marriage, and too much about him, so she would be unreasonable again and again......