Charles didn't have any intention of justifying, because it was meaningless, since An Shounong had already investigated in such detail, he still wanted to defend himself in weak words, but he was just deceiving himself, so now Charles is only silent.

"Charles, at first I thought that this child had done something, and I was thinking about whether my choice was wrong, but then what happened changed my concept dramatically, this child was willing to bear twenty lashes for his teacher's money, this is the punishment of many accidental deaths, but this child accepted it so calmly? This changed my impression of this child again. ”

Charles smiled bitterly: "That's just the punishment that a sinner deserves." ”

An Shounong's eyes lit up and he suddenly said: "Yes! That's it! Is it a thing to kill people from the same village with this kind of thought? Every time he attends a banquet with Giles, he often sits in the corner and doesn't say a word, and he only has one friend at school, and this person seems to have never enjoyed it, but has been receiving some kind of punishment for himself, combined with the fact that his father is now accidentally killed because of smuggling curved stones, the murderer is already obvious to Giles's words. ”

"Shouldn't I be punished, Lord Anshounon, and I'm afraid Kirkel wouldn't have died at all if it weren't for me, wouldn't I? Why do you all say it's not my fault······? Charles watched with tears in his eyes as An Shounon wanted an answer, an answer that anyone could accept.

"Ah, who said it wasn't your fault? Of course it's your fault, as you said, if it weren't for you, Kirker might not have died, and he might have become a genius magician, just like Valen, who would have been admired by thousands of people in the future, and you would have spent your life as an ordinary magician, do you think?"

Charles' tears stopped instantly when he heard An Shounong's words, and nodded.

"Then why are you still alive? Go to death? You have been dead for a hundred years, and you have no sins, you know? Maybe because of your repentant attitude, the goddess of Hanqing will make an exception and accept your soul and commit suicide. An Shounong said coldly, pointing to the wall and saying, "If you hit it, everything will disappear." ”

Charles followed An Shounong's finger and looked at the wall on the side, his pupils constricted slightly, but this raised step could not be sold.

"Don't think too much of yourself, you're just living to make yourself feel guilt-free, you don't think you're at fault, you're just grafting the resentment you did towards your father, resenting your father for doing such a thing, because you can't kill your own father at all, it seems that punishing yourself is just hurting others, do you want to make yourself cared for? Do you want to show your hurt heart? disgusting!"

"Not really. ”

"When you were friends with Valen, did you also hope to be able to win his attention with your weak appearance, and the expression of being hurt makes the friendship between friends closer and more insidious!"

"Not really. ”

"It's said that you've had a girlfriend, but it's only been a few weeks, and sure enough, this kind of hurt expression is most likely to be liked by that kind of ignorant little girl?

"Shut up!"

Charles angrily grabbed An Shounong for the first time and had the urge to hit someone, but when he saw An Shounong's kind and smiling face, the fist in his hand stopped again.

"You see how good this is, although the old man likes your insight and decision-making ability very much, but as a young man, how can you not even have blood and vitality like an old man like me?" An Shounong said.

"An Shounong, you are really ······" Charles let go of his hand and got out of the angry emotion, of course, he heard it, the words just now were just provoking himself, I don't know why, Charles instantly understood Pulit's feelings, once he came into contact with An Shounong, he always felt that it was difficult to raise respect for him.

"Yes, it's right to call An Shounong, isn't it much more comfortable in my heart?" An Shounong asked.

"Yes, thank you, but it's likely that my anger is the reason why you have opened the deepest wound in my heart. Charles smiled relievedly.

When Misha persuaded Charles, Charles had vaguely changed, but Charles didn't want to admit that once he admitted it, his teacher might become a completely different teacher image from his heart, but An Shounong now used the sharpest words to instantly puncture the last layer of his fantasy protective film.

Thinking back to what the teacher said to himself, 'I will bear your sins together', it seems so ridiculous now, but he just wants to use himself to get money, but he is just using himself to get status, and he is saying it so high-soundingly.

"However, he was also my teacher. Charles smiled and said, "I'm trying to change Mr. Giles, although I don't know how it works." ”

"Then you're going to have to come on. An Shounong smiled, and then asked again: "Now you don't have any worries, to hell with the past, every day thinking about the old man's old bones won't live long at all, how can I agree." ”

Charles looked at An Shounon's bewitching expression that didn't match his age, and thought to himself, it seemed good to be a student of An Shounon.

Charles bowed deeply to An Shounon and said, "Even if the student agrees, the school curriculum will not be able to let go, learning magic is not only because of Valen, but also my dream when I was a child, I hope Teacher An Shounon understands." ”

An Shounong was overjoyed when he heard Charles's name for himself, and knew that Charles finally agreed: "Don't care, you can come whenever you want, the old man is welcome at any time, after all, after graduating from Nas Academy, you will listen to me in the future, I am not in a hurry at all, by the way, there is no need to change the title, An Shounong can do it." ”

Charles also understood An Shounon's strange temper, and nodded with a smile without saying anything, as An Shounon said, this is the only way to stand on top of the court with Valen.

"I won't use these **** anymore, and I don't have time to teach you politics, law, etiquette and other things that need to be learned, because I'm already anxious about what you passed back. An Shounong had a headache when he thought of the mountain-high documents on his desk, and he hurriedly left after complaining, not even having time to say goodbye.

Charles returned to class, everyone looked at Charles inexplicably and felt weird, there was a feeling that Charles who went out and came in didn't seem to be the same, if the previous Charles was a dull stone, then the current Charles is a wordless black jade, the former will only be boring, but the latter will be appreciated.

Misha felt this change the most, how could Charles's mother not notice the change in her child, so the whole morning of the lesson was full of mistakes, but thanks to the fact that others did not pay much attention to the course and did not understand the course, this was quietly completed.

At noon, Charles came to Misha's place as usual and enjoyed his mother's dishes.

Charles cut off a piece of meat and put it in his mouth, looking at Misha's unmoving plate, staring at himself without blinking, inexplicably funny.

"Mom, didn't you say you wouldn't ask if I didn't want to?"

"I didn't ask, I just looked at you. Misha looked at me in surprise and said.

Charles thought to himself: "What an old man, still such a child." Thinking in his heart, he said with a smile on his face: "Then Mom, what do you want to know, I will tell you." ”

Misha instantly smiled and asked: "Mom doesn't ask much, it's like thinking about who has such a great ability to make you different in an instant, now you will definitely be very popular with girls, there is only one word difference between dull and quiet, but it is very different, is it because of the power of love!?"

Charles couldn't help but smile, and the pieces of meat on the fork in his hand fell off: "Mom, is this the only thing you can imagine? ”

"You mean... I thought he was asking you about your thunder, what did he say to you?" Misha was very curious, no matter how much she tried to persuade her, it was useless, but just one conversation turned Charles upside down, and Misha was dissatisfied with being a mother.

"Actually, it's just that An Shounong scolded me and made me sober up, although I still remember those things deeply, but I am not disturbed, An Shounong is really powerful. Charles said with a smile.

The use of harsh words, which seemed to be cursing and mocking, actually made Charles wake up from his life of self-pity, and Charles also had a gratitude to An Shounong in his heart.

Misha said dissatisfiedly: "As a mother, I don't have a big role for an outsider, so I'm not happy." He pursed his lips and looked unhappy. In fact, there will be unhappiness there, Misha's heart finally blossomed, and when she saw the change in her child, her heart overflowed with joy, and she also had a sense of gratitude to Lord An Shounon and Charles.

With Charles's insight, he could naturally see that Misha was just joking, so he put the fork's piece of meat in his mouth.

"Knock knock. ”

There was a knock at the door, and Misha wondered if her social circle was so small, who could find her?

Misha walked to the door with strange feelings, and asked Charles if he looked good, looking like a girl in her first love. When I opened the door, a stiff smile suddenly hung on the corners of my mouth.