Chapter 204: Unfortunately, we are not young anymore
"Tutu, does it have to be like this, no matter what?"
Halfway through Xiao Qingcheng's words, he stopped, and looked to the side Dongdong, who was also looking at him.
Between them, there's a child, isn't it?
But he can't mention that he abandoned his wife and children at the beginning, and violated his conscience to play the role of a negative man.
Shi Xinliang didn't want to mix between the two of them today, Xiao Qingcheng has not been happy all these years, the husband and wife look like they are separated, and she also knows it, but when she heard him mention Dongdong, she felt that it was really ridiculous.
If it weren't for this child, they would have come to this point
During the time when Su Tutu left the Xiao family, only she saw how bleak she was.
"Xiao Qingcheng, when you chose to give up Dongdong, how decisive you were, and now you are embarrassed to talk about the child, and you really open your mouth."
Xiao Qingcheng's face was very pale, and he was silent for a while.
Su Tutu smiled: "What do you do, we have long been strangers." β
Her gaze swept over Xiao Qingcheng as if she were nothing, and she still had the arrogance of a wealthy family, but she showed an old face, not without contempt.
Some people, on the surface, live a glamorous life, but in fact, they are condemned by their conscience every day.
Some people, although they have been embarrassed and down, she still has a proud soul.
No one can choose their fate, but everyone has the right to choose how to take the road under their feet.
Until now, Su Tutu doesn't feel that he did anything wrong and took the wrong path.
The only fault is that she shouldn't be so obsessed with this man.
used to be young and not more important, and would give up everything for a liking, but now that I think about it, it's really not worth it.
On the way back, only two children were still chattering.
met someone they shouldn't have met, and the two adults were a little unhappy at the moment.
In the past, there are always too many helplessness, and every time I think about it, I feel that my heart is not a good taste.
Shi Xinliang sighed: "Tutu, don't think too much, such a man is not worth anything." β
"Of course he doesn't deserve it, a man who doesn't take responsibility. β
There was a rare hint of amazement on Su Tutu's face.
"So, do you hate him?"
"Why hate, there's no need for that, I should still thank him, thank him for teaching me such a vivid lesson, otherwise, I'm still the same person who can't see human nature clearly, naΓ―ve, simple and self-righteous. β
Shi Xinliang felt that compared with Tutu, he was really lucky, at least the men he met were not negative men like Xiao Qingcheng.
"Cold-hearted, actually, I really want to persuade you. β
Su Tutu suddenly said in an extremely solemn tone, looking at Shi Xinliang.
"Persuade me, persuade me what"
"I haven't been able to understand why you want to entangle with Zheng Weixi, is he really worth it, if you choose Qin Kainan earlier, wouldn't you be very happy"
Of course, Su Tutu knows Shi Xinliang, and knows her feelings for Zheng Weixi more clearly.
However, it is wisest to choose the people you will spend your life with, the people who love you and the people you love.
If she hadn't been obsessed with Xiao Qingcheng at the beginning, would she have become what she is now?
Shi Xinliang smiled and was speechless.
Her gaze drifted away little by little, across the road, not far from the hospital where Qinglan lived, and I heard that she was recovering well and should be discharged soon.
She was scared and she was discharged.
Why, she's in good health, isn't there no reason to pester Zheng Weixi
However, after she comes out, what will she do, will she leave, will she still choose to go to the United States, then, Chenchen, she won't take him away, take him to another distant country, and it will be difficult for her to see him.
In my heart, I can't tell the panic.
Zheng Weixi once promised her, there was no need to question it, but she always felt that she had no bottom in her heart.
"Just when I didn't say it, don't take it to heart. Sututu realized something was wrong with her.
Shi Xinliang didn't answer her, because at this moment, her attention was on the three people walking on the side of the road not far away.
Men, majestic and handsome, with that
Tang's innate arrogance.
Woman, beautiful, gentle, everyone's beautiful temperament is undoubted.
And the child between them is lively, cute, and not as mature and wise as children of the same age.
Through the non-stop traffic, she looked at the harmonious scene in a daze, and in her mind, she couldn't tell the feeling.
A promise is just a promise, a verbal check.
Unless the dust really falls, who can guarantee that it will not be possible to change the original intention
Even the person who gave her the promise was Zheng Weixi.
His first love, in his heart, has an irreplaceable place, and she is not unclear.
And Qinglan has an undeniable elegant temperament, she is not only beautiful, not only smart, intellectual, gentle, she is really good.
Shi Xinliang suffered from gains and losses again, she felt that she really didn't have any advantage to compete with that woman.
Su Tutu followed her line of sight and looked over, his face immediately changed, and he rushed to the other side of the road without saying anything, Shi Xinliang could not react to what was going on, and the person was already gone.
She couldn't help but smile bitterly, Su Tutu was still the same Su Tutu as before, the changes had changed, and the changes were not too much.
Because she had to take care of her two children, she didn't rush over.
Zheng Weixi was holding Chenchen's hand and was talking to Qinglan about something, looking quite in a good mood.
It gives people the feeling that it is a happy picture of a family of three.
Su Tutu looked at this scene and felt even more angry.
"Ha, Zheng Weixi, I haven't seen your shadow for two days, I'm alive and easy. β
Both Jung Wei-hee and Qinglan were a little surprised because of her sudden appearance.
"I think, you misunderstood, Weixi and I just took the child out for a walk, nothing else. β
Qinglan didn't know Su Tutu, but she had already seen Shi Xinliang walking across the road with her child, and immediately understood, eager to explain something.
"I'm also strange, it's like a family, is this really good" Su Tutu didn't give up, she had a posture of asking for guilt, she really felt unconvinced for Shi Xinliang, such an arrogant junior, it's the first time I've seen it, bullying other people's children doesn't count, but also bullying other people's husbands, what is this.
Qinglan wanted to say something, but Zheng Weixi took the first step to take over: "Su Tutu, don't exaggerate here." β
"I'm exaggerating, don't you want to think about your wife's feelings, this woman has been hospitalized for half a month, you have been guarding her for half a month, what are people outside talking about, do you know, that is, Shi Xinliang is fascinated by you, no matter what, I believe you, and if I change someone else, I won't agree to it a long time ago. β
Zheng Weixi wanted to say something, but when he saw Shi Xinliang approaching, he didn't speak.
Qinglan couldn't help but argue: "Don't say it so ugly, we don't have anything, we just go out for a walk together, friends for so many years, is it too much?"
"Heh, friends for so many years, so close, no matter how long you are friends, you have to consider the feelings of others, you know what you have done, don't you feel ashamed?"
Su Tutu was aggressive, and when she thought about Chenchen, she couldn't get angry.
If the confrontation continues, I really don't know what other ugly things she will say.
Fortunately, Shi Xinliang rushed over at this time.
"I'm sorry, Tutu, she drank today. β
excused her with such an excuse, and left while pulling Sututu.
Even if she feels uncomfortable in her heart, she doesn't want to be a model of jealousy, her sunny posture is high, she is a little taller than her.
Su Tutu was angry, although he left reluctantly, but because of Shi Xinliang's insistence, he still compromised and left with her, and he didn't forget to glance at Zheng Weixi fiercely.
Qinglan looked at the distant backs of a few people, and lost her mind for a while.
Su Tutu almost told the fact that Chenchen was not her child, and her heart was hanging in her throat at that time.
How can she not be afraid, even if she is deceiving herself, she is willing to continue like this.
She wasn't worried that others knew the truth, she was only afraid that her Chenchen knew all this, and she was very afraid, afraid that he would be sad and sad, afraid that he would, hate her selfish mother.
It's just that the paper will never contain the fire.
She is not one to see the situation clearly.
"Sututu is a cannonball, don't be like her. β
Zheng Weixi saw that her face was not good-looking, so he persuaded her.
"She's right, Weixi, you said, if you know one day that I lied to you, will you hate me?"
Qinglan squatted down, patted the dust on Chenchen's clothes, and then carefully tidied up the collar of his clothes for him, and opened his mouth leisurely.
If there is, it is really difficult to export.
Zheng Weixi didn't answer her immediately, hesitated for a moment, and sighed: "Don't you already know the answer." β
"I'm not sure, maybe what I'm seeing is all my delusion. β
Qinglan avoided his gaze, and looked at the cafΓ© outside the hospital with some distraction, a window facing the street, reflecting the familiar figure of the man, leisurely sipping coffee in the cup.
Perhaps, that person is the most cherished in her life.
The best, not everyone has it, for example, he Zheng Weixi.
Letting go is liberation, and persistence is one's own torture of oneself.
No one disagrees with this truth, but no one wants to let go easily.
Many times, it is often the head that breaks the bleeding before she is willing to turn back, just like her at this moment.
"In my heart, you will always be inseparable from evil, if it wasn't for your parting at the beginning, or the sky would fall, I wouldn't let go. β
Zheng Weixi's words were earnest.
Qinglan's tears fell at that moment, and with his words, what reason did she have to continue to linger
At the beginning, everything at the beginning, what was still mentioned in it, no one can go back to the past, the only thing that can be grasped is the future.
"Weixi, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have bullied you for so long, I shouldn't be so selfish"
Zheng Weixi looked at her and smiled: "I think this is what I should do, in a sense, she and I owe you." β
Qinglan smiled bitterly, whether they owed her, or she owed them, this account was not clear in any way.
At the beginning, if she sent the child to him as soon as possible, then, perhaps, he and Shi Xinliang would not have to wait until today to get together
Wrong and right have long been decided.
Zheng Weixi looked at the time: "Let's go, find a place to eat, I haven't had a good meal with you for a long time." β
Qinglan nodded: "Yes, at the beginning, we ate together almost every day, and at that time, we had an appetite for anything, unlike now." β
"It's nice to be young, but unfortunately, we're not young anymore. Zheng Weixi had a sad tone, when they were young, they were so simple, but now, everything has changed
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