48. Déjà vu (3)
"What do you mean by this, that is, the arrow in the Old Summer Palace in the past was made by someone you found?" The Empress Dowager Cixi thought about it and then said. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"You finally thought of me? It's me, yes, as long as you die," the Empress Dowager Ci'an said, "I'm just like the Empress Dowager Kangci, rightfully becoming the emperor's adoptive mother, whether the curtain is hanging or not, the emperor is filial and respectful to me alone, my only mother, that's what I thought at that time, so I found someone to do it, but unfortunately, it fell short." The Empress Dowager Ci'an's words were full of regret.
"At that time, I died, and you and the emperor were fish and meat on the chopping board of Sushun," the Empress Dowager Cixi looked at Ci'an in disbelief, "You can see what they look like." ”
"So later, I felt that it was a good thing that you didn't die, sister, at least the domineering Sushun on the surface had fallen," the Empress Dowager Ci'an said with a smile, "No one dares to be disrespectful to me on the surface." ”
"But actually," the Empress Dowager Ci'an slowly stood up and looked at Cixi, she had never stared at the Empress Dowager Cixi for such an impolite long time, "Everyone looks down on me, they all respect the west, that An Dehai in your palace actually dares to disobey my orders, the villains of the Internal Affairs Mansion know that the west wind overwhelms the east wind, and I am still in charge of the power of the six palaces!" Of course, I don't care about these people, the most ridiculous thing is my father! The Empress Dowager Ci'an looked disgusted, "After receiving your favor and promotion, he actually entered the palace and ordered me to serve the queen mother, he has completely forgotten that I am his biological daughter!" ”
"Yes, I don't want to live in your shadow all my life, just like Emperor Yingzong, and he doesn't want to live under you, the great queen mother, the queen mother, so he died young, sister, you make me jealous, you know? You are perfect, and I have nothing," the Empress Dowager Ci'an said fiercely, "Everything is given to me by you, and it was given to me by you who don't want it!" ”
"You can talk to me directly," the Empress Dowager Cixi silently, "I am not a stingy person, the emperor likes you, thinks you are gentle and amiable, I sometimes feel uncomfortable in my heart, but I think about it in a blink of an eye, I usually have no time, you get along with him more, I only have gratitude, there is absolutely no charity, you just need to tell me directly, so I said you don't understand me." ”
"So I want you to know how terrible it will be for the person you ignore to have a seizure, and so will De Ling, and so will I, I have made an appointment with Prince Yu and others, and I want to take away everything you have, and see what it looks like when you lose everything," Empress Dowager Ci'an said, "It's a pity that those two people can't support the wall in the mud, and when you are sick, they haven't killed you yet, and let you escape, it's really stupid." ”
"It's not that they're stupid, it's that you're stupid," Empress Dowager Cixi turned around and sat down slowly, her face was gloomy, she was obviously tired, "You are plotting with the tiger, Tang Wufu They didn't help me because they were afraid of my power, but they really felt that I was a good person, so they would help me, and you were the same, if you explain to me, I will agree to any request." ”
"I want you to give me the throne of Emperor Wenzong, do you agree? I want you to give me Emperor Yingzong's mother-in-law, do you agree? I'm going to give me half of the curtain to listen to the government, and honor the east, will you agree? The Empress Dowager Ci'an asked three questions in a row.
Empress Dowager Cixi was slightly shocked, "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”
The Empress Dowager Ci'an stood dumbfounded, "I often dream in my dreams that I am the queen, the queen mother!" It is the Empress Dowager Ci'an who listens to the government, not the empty empress dowager like today. Empress Dowager Ci'an stared at Cixi, "You took all this, I naturally want to ask you to take it back, hahaha," Empress Dowager Ci'an suddenly laughed, "Although I am defeated now, you are almost the same, Emperor Yingzong is the heir, you have nothing, and your life's hard work and hope are gone." ”
Empress Dowager Ci'an's laughter was particularly frightening at night, and Empress Dowager Cixi sighed, "You are still saying such angry things at this time, and you don't want to tell the truth," she looked at Empress Dowager Ci'an's face, "You really don't regret it?" Don't you regret letting Emperor Yingzong become the heir? ”
The moonlight shone faintly, just like the night of March 15, the Empress Dowager Ci'an's laughter slowly lowered, slowly stopped laughing, and then choked up, "Yes," the corners of the Empress Dowager Ci'an's eyes slowly flowed out of tears, "Shengming Wuguo Empress Dowager, you are always so discerning, annoying people, Emperor Yingzong likes to be with me the most, don't I really love Emperor Yingzong?" When he was in the sky, I cried and fainted in Xinuan Pavilion, but you went out and decided with the courtiers to weigh the dynasty, and you didn't care about your biological son at all! You can continue to weigh the system, or choose another emperor to inherit the throne, and then you will listen to the government, and I have no hope in this life, I can't wait to kill Deling with my own hands! Empress Dowager Ci'an slowly sat down on the ground, "For the heir of Emperor Yingzong, I think more seriously than you, I regret it," Empress Dowager Ci'an lowered her head, tears dripped on the wooden board, ticking and ticking, "I really regret it, I shouldn't have let those two thieves into the garden, I shouldn't have promised them, thinking that they would not infringe on Emperor Yingzong's heirs," Empress Dowager Ci'an raised her head, her eyes were red, "I'd rather die myself than Emperor Yingzong's heir, sister, do you believe it?" ”
Empress Dowager Cixi nodded, "I believe it." ”
"It's good if you believe it," Empress Dowager Ci'an knelt in front of Guanyin again, folded her hands, and prayed silently, "I am really happy that Prince Yu and Prince Rui were executed during the day, but the first evil here has not been removed, and I should also go on the road, isn't it?" She sighed, "Emperor Yingzong is so lonely under Jiuquan, although I am not angry, I can accompany him in the end." ”
"You don't want to ask your family?" The Empress Dowager Cixi also knelt down, faced Guanyin, and asked.
"My family members are all in the palace, and they are all dead," Empress Dowager Ci'an closed her eyes, "I entered the palace, and they have nothing to do with them outside, besides, I know my sister's style of doing things, and I will not implicate the innocent, and I am also a general, and you will not be sentenced to capital punishment easily." ”
The Empress Dowager Cixi folded her hands and knelt on the futon and bowed three times, "Today's edict only said that the two kings held you hostage, not that you are the head of the rebellion." You are the queen mother canonized by Emperor Yingzong, I can't say that Emperor Yingzong has no eyes, I can't let him be unfilial, and of course I can't disgrace the royal family, I want you to live. (To be continued.) )