Chapter 1473: Name
"You're thinking too much, I'm just seeing it. ”
"See?"
"Yes, I saw you clearly and knew that it wasn't worth it at all. ”
"I seem to be feeling lost?" said Lin San with a smirk.
This woman has long been accustomed to nonsense, and he will not believe a word of what she says. Some people act half-truths and half-truths, and some people have nine truths and one falsehood, but he is not sure whether this woman can achieve nine falsehoods and one truth.
In fact, even to this day, he still doesn't know what her original temperament and preferences are. This woman never seems to have shown her true side.
What's more, even if it's true?
Even if she really loved herself, what could she do? Love could solve everything? Love could be used as an excuse and shield for anything? Because of love, she could not blame the knife she stabbed in the past?
He has the leisure to accompany her to continue acting, just because he is really idle now.
"You're like this again, it seems that you can't hide anything, you can see through everything, but what do you know? It's ridiculous!" She, who was originally calm, seemed to be suddenly stimulated again, and hissed and scolded him again.
"Oh?
"You think you really know me?"
"I didn't, I didn't think about getting to know you at all, as long as I knew if you were good or not......" Lin San shrugged his shoulders, his patience was first-class, although he wanted to kill the other party, he could still maintain his demeanor before killing.
"So, people like you don't deserve it at all! People like you, no one will like them at all, because you are extremely selfish, and you only have yourself in your eyes!"
"How can you decide...... I won't have anyone like it anymore?" Lin San shook his head with a funny face, he felt that this kind of argument was really meaningless.
"You mean that stupid woman? Do you dare to let her see you as you are? You don't dare, you only dare to pretend to be what you used to be. Ha, why are you pretending? Don't you dare to see her as she is? Afraid of scaring her away?
Think about it after you committed this crime, did anyone think about helping you? Do you think I stopped it? I did intend to stop it, but in the end I realized that I was doing it too much, and everyone hated you and wished you were dead! Hahaha, why, because you are too a failure as a human being! You only calculate and use others, and never think for a moment for others!"
Her words stabbed a haze in Lin San's heart.
That's right, he himself has long found out that he seems to have failed too much in life for more than a year.
When he was in Xinyu City, there were not many people around him, but Qi Qi was willing to accompany him, and the workers of Qingshi Moving never minded helping him. When he was in the Second Academy, he had only one friend, Fu Bo, but he was a real best friend.
When he was on the battlefield of Chilou, although he didn't regard himself as a Bilan soldier, he still had comrades who were willing to help him block arrows together.
Even if it's Uncle Xue who is separated from herself, she shouldn't have hated herself, has she?
They are the pride of his heart, the torches that he comforts and warms himself in his heart many times. But now he suddenly thought, if it were the same person he has been for the past year and a half, would they still be his friends?
She was right, she didn't dare to let Qi Qi know that she had become the person she is now, because she was afraid that she would not be able to accept it.
"No matter how much I fail as a person, it seems that I have nothing to do with you. At least, I didn't treat you badly, you deserve it, and I've never been any less than you...... I haven't reneged on the agreement we made at the beginning, others have the right to hate me and hate me, but you don't!
He slowly raised the short knife in his hand, this conversation, he didn't want to continue.
"Haven't you been harsh......? Oh, I want to ask you, what's my name?"
This inexplicable question made Lin San frown: "What do you want to say?"
"You don't know, don't you? I've been with you for a year and a half, and during this time, I should be the closest person to you, right? But you don't even bother to ask my name. ”
Yes, he only knew that her name was Akan, and as for her real name, he really didn't ask. In his opinion, it didn't make any sense, and it wasn't to investigate her, as long as she could get things done, so why bother asking so much?
"And what's your real name?" he thought, if he knew his real name, he wouldn't have killed him clearly.
"I don't want to tell you. ”
"Oh. ”
"I thought you were a person who didn't care about other people's things, but it's relieved to think about it. But I didn't expect you to be so stupid when that woman arrived! Why did you never show it to me?"
"Is it necessary?"
"So it's not worth it to be nice to someone like you, isn't it? You never regarded me as your own person, the people around you, just as a tool......"
"Have you said enough? A dying man is still talking like this, do you think I'm going to let you go? You think beautifully! You can't change the fact that you betrayed me and wanted to kill me! Am I obligated to show any stupidity in front of you? What are you, do I owe you anything? You're just doing things for me! I'm not satisfied with the money, and I still want feelings? Doesn't it mean that bitches don't need feelings? Damn, you're asking for enough!"
Lin San finally lost his 'demeanor', this was the first time he got angry and roared for the first time tonight.
"Original...... It's just a bitch......" She slowly closed her eyes, and a drop of sparkle slipped from the corner of her right eye.
After a moment of silence, she was lifted up again uncontrollably by him. This time, she was no longer silent or struggling, and she didn't even open her eyes.
She was quickly tossed up by her, and fell again, sinking into the river along with the box of gold coins and jewels.
......
"Give me a good time, I don't want to go on like this. ”
It was the first thing she said to him when she woke up again. It wasn't a coma that night, and every time she woke up didn't mean the end of the nightmare.
She had resigned herself to her fate, and after experiencing too much of the fear of hovering on the brink of death, she began to think that death might really be a relief.
"You want to die?" After waking her up, Lin San stood up again.
Naturally, he wouldn't tell her that this time she hadn't been underwater for as long as the first time, otherwise she would have really died this time.
"Are you going to let me go?" she really didn't have any hope, no matter what he said, she would only think that the other party was deliberately destroying herself, deliberately making herself more miserable.
So much so that when she heard the next sentence, she couldn't react.
"You can get out. With a wave of his hand, he cut the 'rope' from her and took the box.
She sat up and stared at him blankly, as if trying to find out the real answer from his eyes, to judge whether the sentence was playing with herself. For example, deliberately pretending to let yourself go, so that you can be full of hope and surprise first, but in the end you still kill yourself and make yourself more desperate.
It's just that she couldn't see Lin San's eyes, because the other party was already facing away from her at this time.
"What do you mean...... Is it true? Not to lie to me?" she asked tentatively.
"What, do you wish it was fake?"
"No, no, no ......" she shook her hand busily, and at this moment the hatred temporarily faded, and the ecstasy filled her heart.
This time she was finally sure that he was not lying, that is, he really let himself go?
Could it be because of what he just said? But those words were deliberately stimulating him, and he didn't have any hope at all, didn't he? How could a person as ruthless as him be touched by those words? What's more, even if he was touched, it had nothing to do with letting himself go......
He's right, no matter what, he can't change the fact that he hurt him. If you were yourself, I'm afraid you would be more ruthless, he would be so merciful?
"Then stop talking nonsense, get out of here before I change my mind!"
"Why?" she couldn't help but blurt out, feeling that if she didn't understand the question, she wouldn't be able to feel at ease in the future. What if he comes to the door again in the future, will he have to hide in the middle of his life surrounded by a large group of masters?
Could it be like some of the 'fools' described in the books, who are afraid of killing each other and dirty their own hands?
"No, don't be busy rejoicing first. Don't think I don't know what you're thinking, you must hate me and want to get revenge. ”
At this time, where did she dare to show the slightest hatred, just look at the expression on her face, how pitiful and pitiful it was: "I, I won't, how dare I ......"
"You'd better not dare, I've planted a secret spiritual power in you, you should understand what that means. ”
"What does it mean?" her voice trembled again, how did she know what it meant, she didn't understand the cultivator's methods at all, the only realization she had was that it must be terrifying.
The first thing that came to her was the terrible stuff like a toxin that had to be cured once a month. Once you fall for that kind of means, you will really be controlled by the other party for a lifetime, and life is better than death.
"In the future, it's best not to do things that I don't want to see, otherwise if I urge that spiritual power, you will die an ugly death! Even if you are thousands of miles away, I know where you are!" Lin San coldly threatened her.
"Yes, yes, I would never dare to do what you don't want to see. She breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, it wasn't the kind of poison that couldn't live without him.
She had already decided that even if she spent a lot of money after she went back, she would ask the master of the Heavenly Realm to help her take a look and remove the secret spiritual power.
"You can go to the Heaven Realm master for help, but I'm afraid no one will be able to discover that spiritual power, let alone exorcise it for you. What she was thinking in her heart, Lin San couldn't guess it.
"I don't think so......" she inhaled as she winced and argued to herself.
What did he just say? Heaven Realm masters can't even solve it?
Of course she didn't know that Lin San was just scaring her. He doesn't have any spiritual power at all, so where else can he plant any spiritual power? This kind of means is just hearsay.
But this woman must be convinced, isn't she? After all, she has seen part of her own strength, and knows that she is not an ordinary person.
If you can't find it, it doesn't mean you don't!(To be continued.) )
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