Zhou Yan's expression was a little stiff.

After hearing Ning Shuang's questioning, he felt like lying for a moment.

But before the words came out, I saw the tears in the other party's eyes.

So he opened his mouth, but he could not say a word of deception.

When Guo Ningshuang saw him like this, her voice became choked, and she said, "Don't you dare to admit it?"

Zhou Yan smiled and said, "What are you doing asking this..."

There is really no confidence in this sentence.

Guo Ningshuang looked into his eyes and said, "Why don't you dare to face me? Because I'm not close enough to you? Because in your opinion, I'm not the one who can know your biggest secret?"

By the end, she was almost sobbing, and tears were streaming down her face.

Zhou Yan's heart ached slightly, and he shook his head.

"Then why!"

Guo Ningshuang couldn't help but grab the placket of his clothes, shook him, and said loudly: "Then why hide it from me! Do you know how sad I am? Do you know that I can't sleep all night long, and I will write down the story you told me over and over again." ”

"You can't bear to make me so sad? You don't even want to tell the truth when you're my student, you liar. ”

She was so emotional that she kept talking, choking on tears and snot.

"Because I have fallen. ”

Zhou Yan roared.

The room fell silent, the wind blew in softly, and the bed curtain swayed.

The books on the table are flipped and Juanxiu's handwriting is combined, a familiar story copied day and night.

The fragrance of ink is still in the air, faint, like a sorrow that can't be dissolved in autumn, like a candle that can't be burned in a cold night.

The sobbing stopped.

Uncle Kang pulled Zhou Yuanxiong and Zhou Wen upstairs to leave room for their privacy.

The sound of footsteps, soft shouts, and the sound of books falling all seemed to ring in the hearts of the two of them.

Then there was further silence.

The breath sounded in my ears, and my heart didn't stop.

I don't know how long it took before Guo Ningshuang wiped her tears and pinned her head to the side.

Zhou Yan sighed and said angrily: "I'm not the same Zhou Yan as before, I've changed." ”

"I don't have that sunshine anymore, and I'm not as optimistic anymore. ”

He looked at the stories copied on the table, piled them up one after another, shook his head lightly, and said: "You know, when a person experiences the killing of his lover, the bombardment of thunder and the erosion of cause and effect, the betrayal, the heart is dug out, and he is buried deep in the ground..."

"He's going to change when he wakes up. ”

Guo Ningshuang still didn't look at him, but his body trembled, crying silently.

Zhou Yan laughed at himself, shook his head and said, "Just let the previous me remain in your memory forever, isn't it?"

"Now I'm not clean, I'm even more depraved, I'm a dark ghost, and I'm a dark corpse. ”

"An avenger who grinds his teeth and sucks blood in the shadows, and a butcher who hides his murderous intentions at all times. ”

"Why should you..."

He suddenly stopped talking, because Guo Ningshuang Huo Ran turned his head to look at him.

There were tears in her eyes, her eyelashes were long, the bridge of her nose was wrinkled, and the corners of her mouth were slightly upturned.

She raised her lips lightly: "After saying so much, do you dare to hug me?"

In an instant, the sky swirled in my head, and the roar was endless.

The thoughts that have accumulated for an unknown amount of time, the emotions that have been suppressed for an unknown amount of time, have been accumulated until now after the struggle between life and death......

The barriers established by the estrangement, apprehension, and scruples in my heart were directly shattered by this gentle word.

Zhou Yan hugged her into his arms and hugged her tightly.

The soft body trembled gently, and Zhou Yan used all his strength, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.

"Woooooo

Guo Ningshuang cried, her head pressed against his chest, and tears wet his clothes.

"Liar, bad guy, you've hurt me..."

"I copied the story for you, I wrote a diary of what happened and burned it to you, and I also set up a spirit card for you, I did everything stupid..."

Choked sobs, staccato words, like tears and rain dripping into the chest.

Zhou Yan hugged her and said in a low voice, "So, you don't care?"

Guo Ningshuang said: "I care, I care very much, the moment I know that you are a degenerate, my heart is going to break." ”

Zhou Yan sighed and said, "What about now?"

"I care, but I don't hate you. ”

Guo Ningshuang raised his head, his eyes were red, and he buried soil on his chest and wiped his tears.

She whispered, "That night... The light is not bright, your depravity is not depraved, let me... Makes me feel... I don't know how to describe it. ”

Zhou Yan laughed and said, "I know how you feel, the light is not as noble as you imagined, and it has impacted your mind." ”

"In fact, apart from me, the only person who really stood up to help that night was Sima Ling. ”

Guo Ningshuang's face was a little gloomy, she leaned her head on his arms, and said, "Brother Zhou, I can't think about it so deeply for the time being, but... I don't think you're the bad guy anyway. ”

"At least you're willing to stand up and help Miss Mingyue. ”

She paused, and then said: "Maybe the shackles between light and darkness are too deep, and the students of the Taixue Palace are also quite angry. ”

"A lot of the rules are really slowly getting out of place. ”

Zhou Yan said: "So I need you to change." ”

"Poof!"

Guo Ningshuang couldn't help laughing, her eyes were bright, and she was as bright as water.

She whispered: "How can I have that ability, I just follow my heart, hoping to see something different." ”

Zhou Yan smiled and nodded.

What he didn't expect was that Ning Shuang was already so assertive, and embarked on a path that belonged to her.

In a sense, she is more clear and focused than she is.

Guo Ningshuang said: "Brother Zhou... What you just said, is it true?"

Zhou Yan said: "What is true?"

"Pierced heart, buried deep underground?"

Zhou Yan smiled, rubbed her head, and said, "Don't mention these things, at least I'm fine now, I have reshaped my body, and even my appearance has changed." ”

"yes. ”

Guo Ningshuang gestured and said, "You used to be half a head taller than me, but now you are half a head taller than me, and your skin is also darker, you used to have good skin." ”

Zhou Yan said: "Digging the heart and burial ground, washing the yin qi, scraping the bones for meat, so I said that I have changed." ”

Guo Ningshuang was extremely distressed when she heard this, and hurriedly hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice: "I know you want revenge, and I support you." ”

Zhou Yan said in a deep voice: "But the people I want to kill are not only the way of darkness, but also the way of light." ”

"All those who have been involved in this, I will kill. ”

Guo Ningshuang said: "They are so bad, why can't they be killed." ”

"It's good that you think so. ”

Zhou Yan sighed and said, "I didn't come to see you, I just didn't want you to get involved in my hatred, my resurrection was a miracle, so I didn't want to be unable to do anything." ”

Guo Ningshuang smiled: "Brother Zhou, I support you, although... I don't have much of the skills, but I've at least heard about it. ”

"Hahahaha. ”

Zhou Yan held her face and said, "You can teach in peace, follow your own path, and if you need help, just look for me." ”

"And my way, I'm going to walk on my own. ”

Guo Ningshuang said: "I can also help you." ”

Zhou Yan shook his head and said, "My matter is too complicated, there are too many crises, you can't participate." ”

Speaking of this, he held her hand and said, "I used to be the first day of the Sword Domain, and I will be the first day of the Sword Domain in the future, I want to reach a... The height that no one knows. ”

Guo Ningshuang said: "Why?"

Zhou Yan was stunned.

The words just now are words of emotion.

But I didn't expect Ning Shuang to ask the reason, and his eyes were very serious.

Zhou Yan was silent for a long time, and also thought about the reason seriously.

Finally, he whispered, "Because I don't want that night's incident to happen again, and I don't want today's chase to happen again." ”

"I don't want to let the people and things I cherish become tragedies and regrets, I don't want to disappoint people, and I don't want to let myself down. ”

There was a sparkle in his eyes, a deep brilliance, complex emotions intertwined, and gradually became pure and sharp.

He muttered, "I want to prove that I came into this world not as a mere symbol, but as a life. ”

"I want to prove that I deserve this body. ”

Low words, vague words, the content of the expression is complex and incomprehensible.

Guo Ningshuang couldn't understand it, but her eyes were shining, because she felt Zhou Yan's heart at the moment.

A short-lived ambition in life just appeared after the pain and reunion.