In the newspaper, of course, it was Zheng Weixi who reported.

However, unlike in the past, it is inseparable from the news of the two sessions of politics and business, this time, it is just a silhouette of his personal life, and the photos occupy most of the space, only a few short lines.

In the photo, there is one more child in the photo, cute, cool, such delicate facial features, people can conclude at a glance that they are father and son - the child is clearly a compressed version of Zheng Weixi.

Shi Xinliang didn't feel any surprise at first, after all, Chenchen is a very cute child, and after all, they are father and son, and it is very common for them to live together.

However, at the end, her face changed a little.

In the end, there are two photos, not two people, and there is one more woman in between, of course, that person is Qinglan.

In the photo, there is no ambiguity in their postures, but the kind of tender and sweet eyes that only people close to them have look so piercing.

What's more, the reporters' reports are even more explicit.

"The former president of the Zheng family, who intends to reunite with his first love, behaves intimately, and it is rumored that his ex-wife Shi Xinliang has been gone for a long time, or because of the discord between the two.

Qinglan, from a famous family, with a high degree of education and good temperament, once served as the editor-in-chief of a well-known Chinese magazine in the United States, is famous, has been an anchor, and is a smash hit, these two people are a perfect match, wait and see if they can come together.

Shi Xinliang sneered, it's really a strong combination, it sounds like such a match.

People in the world always like to gossip about other people's affairs, and they will never have time to sort out their feelings, what is the way.

So what about himself, he is indeed unworthy of him, he has no education, no background, just a useless vase.

Because of such a report, Shi Xinliang lost interest in continuing to read the newspaper.

Holding the mobile phone in his hand, he pressed out the familiar numbers again and again, deleted them again and again, and the cycle repeatedly.

When does it take so much courage to make a phone call?

It is like a prisoner waiting for the verdict to be pronounced, and he is as anxious about the outcome of the trial that will decide life and death.

In the end, she didn't dial that number.

Because, after sleeping, she just came out of her room rubbing her eyes, interrupting her aimless action, and called her: "Mom." ”

Shi Xinliang relieved himself from his extremely suppressed emotions: "What's the matter, baby sleeps well." ”

"Mom, I have nightmares. ”

She rarely had nightmares, and now there were tears in the corners of her eyes, and it was clear that this dream scared her a lot.

Shi Xinliang hugged her small body: "With my mother here, I'm not afraid, it's just a dream and it's not really what happened, just forget it." ”

"Mom, when are we going to find Daddy?"

"Looking for Dad, didn't you say that Dad will come over to accompany us after a while, he is very busy now, he has no time. ”

Shi Xinliang explained, in a dream alone, there is Zheng Weixi, I can't imagine that they can dream of him together, is it a coincidence or a sign of something?

"But I miss Daddy. ”

He continued to sniff and sob, apparently not able to wake up from the nightmare.

"Dad will be here soon, just wait, we don't have to run to him, you know that Mom has a little brother in her belly now, and she can't take the train." ”

"Then I'll go by myself, or let Aunt Ya'an send me, I'm going to protect my father." ”

Shi Xinliang was stunned for a moment, she was going to protect her father? What kind of dream did she have.

"Dad is very powerful, he doesn't need us to protect him. ”

"But, but I dreamed, I dreamed of him, I dreamed of someone stabbing him with a knife, a lot of blood, a lot of blood, I was afraid, I was afraid, mother"

Shi Xinliang looked at her crying daughter in a daze, and for a while, she couldn't say anything.

Her dream is so consistent with herself, so identical.

......

Qinglan had already booked a plane ticket and dealt with the matter here, leaving today.

The suitcase that has been packed stands in the corner, waiting for the owner to take it to a foreign land.

Chenchen was only picked up from Zheng Weixi last night, and the little guy has been sullen, and he hasn't even eaten breakfast, staring at the delicious breakfast and just not stretching out his hand.

Qinglan pushed a glass of warm milk in front of him: "If you don't want to eat, you have to drink the milk too." ”

"Mom, do we have to go?" asked Chenchen obediently taking the milk.

"Of course, this is not our home, and we must go back to the United States. ”

Chenchen sucked the milk, with a reluctant face, silent.

"Why don't you want to go, why, can't you bear Dad, since you can't help it, why don't you let him go with us?"

Qinglan glanced at her son, and couldn't help sighing, what she didn't want to leave was actually him, wasn't she the same?

In this life, there are many things and many people, who can't forget and give up for a lifetime, can't control their hearts, and know that they have no power to fight for it, but they still can't help but give up.

What's the point?

She had to force herself to let go, otherwise, she would never want to get out of his shadow for the rest of her life.

Dad said. Chenchen's tone was obviously low, and he pouted with a look of grievance: "He said that he couldn't go with us, he had to take care of his sister and brother, he said that I was a man, and that my mother was also very good, let me listen to my mother, let us live a good life, and he would go to see us when he had time." ”

When talking about the words manly, Chenchen deliberately bit into an accent, obviously, what his father said to him made him remember it deeply.

At this moment, Qinglan couldn't help but shed tears, she hurriedly stood up, turned around and went upstairs.

Qinglan stood in front of the window, looking at the building not far away, a flat window, the curtain was still half-pulled, I don't know if the people inside hadn't gotten up yet, or because they were sloppy, they didn't even pull it up at this time.

That man is now willing to give up his family business for the sake of another woman, and is willing to leave this city of right and wrong to live a relaxed and comfortable life that he has never lived before.

However, it is not for yourself.

If time can be reversed, she would rather give up her next long life, as long as she holds hands with him for a moment, she is also willing, but how is it possible, the past has passed, and she is willing to go back again, but he is already reluctant.

Tears were like beads of broken threads, wetting the immaculate makeup she had already painted.

"Mom, are you crying, why are you crying, and you can't bear Dad?"

I don't know when Chenchen came behind him, asked timidly, and handed her the tissue.

"No, Mommy's eyes are just lost in the sand. She deceived her child with words that she couldn't deceive, while covering up her slightly red and swollen eye bubbles with a tissue.

"Yes, Mom won't cry, Dad said Mom is very strong, as strong as Chenchen. ”

Qinglan couldn't help laughing, turned around, and kissed him on the little face: "Baby, do you have a good meal, go change your clothes by yourself, we're about to go, isn't there a lot of fun places in the United States, Mom will definitely take you to play when you go back." ”

The days without Zheng Weixi are certainly lonely and hesitant, but fortunately, she still has Chenchen, the well-behaved, sensible, smart and strong Chenchen, he may be as good as his father in the future, watching him grow up little by little is already a very fortunate thing, isn't it, why does she have to ask for too much?

I remember that there is a saying that when the world closes a door for you, it will also open a window for you, and with this window, there is still hope in life, isn't it?

Chenchen obediently went over to change clothes, Qinglan tidied up her makeup, and took a look at the time, it was still early, and it was too late to rush to the airport in about half an hour.

Involuntarily, she took out her phone.

She ordered today's plane, Zheng Weixi didn't know.

She didn't tell him, she thought he would ask, at least to see Chenchen off, if he had a heart, he should ask, but he didn't, he didn't say a word, although he knew in his heart that she had set a day to leave, and it would not be far away, he just ignored it all the time.

Is it because of deliberate avoidance or because you don't want to face it?

I thought it would be good to leave silently like this, and I didn't have to endure the pain of parting.

But at the moment when she was really about to leave, Qinglan suddenly couldn't control her heart, she was annoyed, she was annoyed why she didn't tell him, if he did, he might come over, at least he could meet one last time.

Her departure is unacceptable, and once she goes, she vows not to look back.

What he promised Chenchen was not necessarily countable, neither the address nor the phone, how he planned to find their mother and son in the crowded Los Angeles in the future, as slim as looking for a needle in a haystack.

She thought, he wouldn't go to see Chenchen, no.

So, she was going to tell him that she was leaving, and right away, she had a hint of luck in her heart, and maybe, he would come over.

Then, she will have no regrets.

The hand that dialed the phone was a little unresponsive, and even dialed the wrong number twice in a row.

Fortunately, the third time, the call finally worked.

Over there, a familiar male voice came: "Who?"

Two simple words proved that he didn't guess the identity of the person here.

Qinglan pursed her lips, she couldn't speak for a while, her heartbeat was like a chaotic drumbeat, which made her whole person tremble at once.

It turned out that when the love was deep, he was timid.

Silence, a moment of silence.

The man's deep magnetic voice sounded again: "It's Qinglan." ”

"It's me?"

"Call me suddenly, what's wrong?"

Yes, is there something, even if there is something, it is her own business, what does it have to do with him?

Time passed little by little in her hesitation, and at this moment, the taxi booked downstairs had arrived, and two shrill horns were reminding her employer that it was time to leave, and the plane was about to take off in half an hour, and she had no time to delay.

At such a critical moment, the other party came to a later sense: "Are you planning to leave, what, today's plane?"

It is much easier to answer questions than to state facts, and Qinglan's heart suddenly relaxed: "Yes, today's plane, take off at eight twenty, we will go to the airport immediately, and the driver is already waiting downstairs." ”

She was in no position to ask him to give her a ride, even if Chenchen was her reasonable excuse.

"Oh, then I wish you all the best of luck. ”

There is no turbulent tone, a sentence with no substantive meaning, like a friend who has been estranged for a long time, cold and indifferent when they meet, and even politeness has no sincerity in it.

Qinglan was stunned for a moment, he still didn't want to send himself, and he still didn't want to see him again.

Let it go so thoroughly.

"Thanks, then I'm going to catch a plane, goodbye. ”

She hung up the phone in a trance, and the flute sounded downstairs again, reminding her that time was running out.

Fortunately, everything was ready to stop, Chenchen also packed himself, and the mother and son went downstairs one after the other, got into the taxi that had been waiting for a long time downstairs, and headed in the direction of the airport.

I thought that it would not be long before they could land on the land of another country and start their new life, but what they never imagined was that they did not get their wish and did not have smooth sailing......

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