Chapter 163: Between him and her, there should be a wall

After a few simple sentences with the couple, Shi Xinliang went back to the ward directly, as expected, he had woken up, sat on the bed in a brand-new princess dress, and was very obedient with a little nurse reading the picture album.

"Mom, Auntie bought me a lot of good things"

It didn't look like she was in good spirits, and her eyes weren't very bright, but when she came back, she looked a little excited, and raised a hand to let her see her favorite toy.

Shi Xinliang thanked the nurse, and the little nurse went out to do her own business, and took the door intimately.

The room fell silent all of a sudden.

"Mom, are we still going today?"

"We're not leaving, we're going to stay here for a few days, don't you just like it here, and when you're cured, your mother will take you out to play, and then go back." ”

Shi Xinliang took the child in his arms and tried her forehead, which was not much burned, but her face was not good, and she was a little pale.

"Mom, when will Dad Qin come back, I miss him. ”

Shi Xinliang felt a little astringent in his heart, Qin Kainan had been gone for a while, and he was about to come back, not only thinking about him, but also thinking about him, right.

"Mom, Mom, are you and Dad Qin on WeChat, I want to talk to him, I'm sick, I want him to come back to see me. ”

I'm just struggling with this question.

She grew up almost under Qin Kainan's nose since she was a child, and naturally cultivated a deep feeling, and it is inevitable that she will miss it after a long time.

Shi Xinliang couldn't refuse his daughter, took out his mobile phone, and logged in to WeChat with numbers.

She rarely does this when she is fine, and she doesn't add any friends, and usually only chats with Qin Kainan and Ya'an.

After the landing was successful, the news of Ya'an jumped out one by one, asking her if she would go back today, and asking if she was okay, Lori was verbose like a housekeeper.

Shi Xinliang couldn't help but laugh, and replied: I just like it here and don't want to go back, I'll stay here for a few days, everything is fine, ask for a few days off for me.

If you look at it again, it's Qin Kainan's news, the previous ones are ordinary greetings, and in the last one, he wrote: The flight back to China the day after tomorrow, arrive home at noon, my birthday that day, remember to set the cake and celebrate it at night.

Shi Xinliang had a heartfelt smile on his face, the news was sent yesterday, which means that he can come back tomorrow.

"Mom, is Dad Qin coming back? Just looking at her expression, I couldn't wait for her to give the answer, and asked excitedly.

"Yes, he said he would be back tomorrow, just very happy. ”

"Of course, I'm going to die of happiness, and he will definitely bring me a lot of delicious food, do you say it's not a mother. Most of the time, a child's mind is stuck on the word "eating", and this moment is no exception, although her front is actually full of eating.

However, what Shi Xinliang couldn't have imagined was what kind of surprise she would give him on his birthday.

......

Zheng Weixi got off the train in the early hours of the morning.

He decided to come back after Cheng Gefan made a phone call, but he was attending a drinking party at the time and couldn't get out, so he had to wait until the end and came back by car in the middle of the night.

I didn't sleep all night, got out of the car and went directly to the hospital to see Mu Yifei, and Wei Wei, who had been guarding over there, saw him and was almost speechless in surprise.

"Didn't you say it would take four or five days to come back, why is it so fast?"

"There was something wrong with the company, so Cheng Gefan urged me back and wanted to go over. ”

Mu Yifei on the hospital bed opened his eyes weakly because he heard their voices, only for a moment, and then closed them weakly, as if he wanted to say something but didn't have the strength to say it, he only squirmed his lower lips, and then he didn't make any movement, like that, it was really overdrawn to the limit, and it could almost be described as dying.

Zheng Weixi couldn't help frowning, sighed, gently put down the high-end supplements he bought on the table, turned around and walked out of the ward, Wei Wei followed behind her, and carefully closed the door.

The doctor said it wouldn't last long. ”

"I can see it. ”

She seemed to have something to say, but she only said half of it at a time, and then she didn't say it. ”

Wei Wei's face is not good, she has lost a lot of weight in this period, and her whole person looks a lot haggard.

Zheng Weixi sighed: "I've worked hard for you this time, you also have to pay attention to rest, there are nurses in the hospital, you don't need to be comprehensive." ”

"However, every time it's just me by her side, he looks a little energetic, Weixi, mom, she's like this now, you just take time to spend more time with her, okay?"

Vivi's tone almost carried a hint of begging for the faΓ§ade.

Zheng Weixi looked at her: "I always feel that in her heart, there is not much place for me, and it is enough to have you." ”

"Do you really think in your heart, or do you not want to see her at all, Weixi, sometimes I really can't see through you, even if she is not your mother, after all, you have raised you for so many years, you are really ruthless, and you have been so estranged from him?"

Zheng Weixi didn't answer her: "I still have something to do, I'm leaving, come back at night"

"You're like this every time, aren't you excited to see her see you, can't you stay with her for a while" Wei Wei's eyes were already a little moist: "Or is it that she raised you and took care of you for so many years, and you called her mother for half her life, and you can't resist the hatred for her because of those things, and when it's time for her to close her eyes, you won't forgive her, right?"

Zheng Weixi's face turned white because of her words, but his eyes drifted to an unknown distance.

He has also asked himself more than once, does he hate or love this woman more?

When he questioned her identity for the first time, he was frightened of himself, but too many facts proved that Mu Yifei was not his biological mother, and Wei Wei was her daughter.

A lot of coincidences and conspiracies have created today's situation that is difficult for him to accept and has to accept.

Since then, he has only distanced himself from her, only avoidance.

"Weixi, you can accompany her more, just let me beg you"

There was almost a hint of pleading in Vivi's tone.

Zheng Weixi smiled, but laughed extremely hard: "Weiwei, if it weren't for that hotel oolong, in fact, you could still be my good sister, why, you must choose the same path as her, don't you really feel tired of the marriage you are forced to come?" Also, when you were trying your best to fight for your mother, didn't you think about my mother, when she was dying, her son was still in the dark, what were you doing at the time, why didn't you tell me the inside story of the matter, so that I wouldn't even see her for the last time?"

Wei Wei was stunned for a moment, his tone fell suddenly, and tears flowed from his eyes at that moment: "You never believed me, I really didn't mean to hide it from you, at that time, I didn't know her relationship with you, my mother didn't say it, she didn't say it." ”

Zheng Weixi looked at her coldly and turned to leave.

Wei Wei behind him chased: "Wei Xi, can you come over at night?"

He didn't answer, as if he hadn't heard at all, and strode away.

......

Shi Xinliang stood in front of the window, looking at the man downstairs who was in a hurry, a little distracted.

She was not surprised that he would come back, after all, Cheng Gefan would never hide what he knew. To her surprise, he had come back so quickly

After several meetings, she didn't look at him carefully.

In three years, he seems to be more masculine than before, his facial features are more profound, his description is more calm, and the momentum of being above others is more obvious, a model of a successful man.

Her eyes, following him, could no longer be taken away.

I thought that the baptism of time could dilute all the troubles and worries, the so-called unforgettable, the so-called unswerving, in fact, could not compete with each other's invisible injuries again and again.

But in fact, you can deceive others but you can't deceive yourself, and you can control your body but you can't control your heart.

"Mom, is Dad Qin back, didn't you say he didn't come back until noon?"

Shan Shan, who was reading a flipbook on the bed, raised his face and asked with some confusion.

They can't be discharged from the hospital, so naturally it is impossible to go back, so Shi Xinliang called Qin Kainan and told her that he had come to T City, so he said that he would come here too, otherwise it would be boring to celebrate his birthday alone.

In fact, although Qin Kainan has not taken on many cases in the past two years, his prestige is there, and he has made many friends, if a person celebrates a birthday, it is all a joke, and he has to hold a large-scale drinking party every year, and celebrate lively, but this time, he chose to come to T City just to accompany their mother and daughter.

Shi Xinliang didn't move, and she didn't turn around until the figure entered the door of the hospital and she couldn't see it anymore.

"It's not Dad Qin, it's the uncle who asked to eat KFC alone"

"Wow" didn't show much loss alone, it seems that her impression of Zheng Weixi is also good: "I like that uncle too, but why does my mother seem to hate him very much, he looks so handsome, even more handsome than Dad Qin"

Shi Xinliang couldn't help laughing, Zheng Weixi and Qin Kainan, I really can't say who looks better, it's just the same, they are all the kind of people who are very eye-catching in the crowd, no matter where they are, they have the effect of standing out from the crowd.

But alone, he actually said that he was more handsome than her father Qin.

Could it be that it is because of the connection between father and daughter?

"Mom didn't hate him, Mom just didn't like him. ”

"But I just like it. Holding his chin with one hand, he looked thoughtful: "Mom, is he coming to see me?"

Shi Xinliang didn't know how to answer this question, he should have come to see her, but if he wasn't sure that it was just his child, wouldn't he find something after a long time of contact?

If that's the case, what should I do?

Will he take the child away from him?

I heard that he didn't have any children yet.

I was a little apprehensive.

is only her only relative, and all the support in her life, she hardly dares to imagine how she will live without her, what kind of life it will be like like a year.

Perhaps, she should really consider leaving here far away with her child, but for some reason, she always felt a little reluctant in her heart, and she couldn't tell what she was reluctant to do.

Through the door, there was a faint sound of footsteps, which sounded familiar.

It seems that in the past three years, she has never forgotten every bit of him, and even the sound of her footsteps is familiar to her.

Some people are just passers-by in life, but some people, a look back, have already lived in your heart, maybe not only three or five years, but not necessarily forgotten in a lifetime.

The heartbeat is inexplicably faster.

The door was pushed open at this moment, and there was no knock.

Zheng Weixi carried a lot of snacks in his hand, and as soon as he came in, he spoke at Shan Shan who was looking at him on the hospital bed, with a rare smile on his face: "Alone, my uncle came to see you and bought you something delicious." ”

"Uncle, you're so nice"

With a childish face, he unceremoniously took the thing in his hand and tore the seal.

"Just, do you still want to eat, you've already eaten a lot. ”

Shi Xinliang tried to stop him, from early to now, he just ate snacks, never touched a mouthful of food, and if he continued to eat, he didn't even have to eat lunch.

"Mom, I'm so hungry" didn't intend to obey her at all.

"Let her eat it, I buy very nutritious things. Zheng Weixi smiled and spoke, and then said: "Why did you suddenly run over, just because you are obviously sick and not well, you are too irresponsible for the child." ”

His tone was obviously reproachful, but it didn't give the feeling of being hard.

"I didn't expect it to be like that. Shi Xinliang didn't look at him, lowered her head with a light face and fiddled with her mobile phone, looking at the messages sent to her by Ya'an, one by one, it was just some gossip without content, but she seemed to be doing something important, she was concentrating, and there were a few words written on her body and body, not to disturb others.

Zheng Weixi didn't mind her alienation, he just cared about talking to himself, one big and one small, two people can also talk happily, you say everything I say, and I am very happy.

Shi Xinliang couldn't help but glance at it, and was bumping into the other party's smiling eyebrows, and subconsciously lowered his head again, feeling like a thief.

It seems, in front of him, she seems to be back to before.

She will beat faster because of his first look, and she will stay awake all night because of his words, as long as it is related to him, she will pay special attention to it.

It turns out that everything is still the same as before.

She was still the woman who possessed him, stupid, stupid standing within his sight, refusing to leave, even if there was never a place for her in his eyes.

"My heart is cold, I see that your face is not good, why don't you go for a check-up, the doctor here is not bad"

Zheng Weixi suddenly opened his mouth and shifted the topic to her.

Indeed, she was not very comfortable.

After the rain, she was probably frozen, but at that time, she was only busy with a single thing, she and she didn't think about her body, but she got up early this day, and found a few cold medicines to eat, but now her head is still a little dizzy, but it should not be in the way, and the effect of the medicine should not come up yet.

"I'm fine, I've taken my medicine. ”

Of course, she felt that she should refuse his kindness, and she could only refuse.

There's a wall between him and her, isn't it?

She won't give herself any more room for illusions.

"It's okay for me to call the doctor over and you don't have anything to do with yourself, but, who will take care of the child, you really plan to hand her over to the nurse, now that the viral flu is spreading, it doesn't hurt to be careful, if you don't have money, I can borrow you"

The second half of his sentence was clearly joking, and the warm smile on his face lingered.

Shi Xinliang couldn't find a reason to refuse, he didn't say anything, he had already taken out his mobile phone and dialed the number, and explained simply: "It's like a symptom of a cold, find an expert to come over." ”

Cold, looking for a specialist?

This is the gap between the poor and the rich, thinking about the accident that happened when he was queuing up with a single person, and everything he experienced here in Cheng Gefan, Shi Xinliang felt a little emotional.

Over there, two people, one big and one small, continued to chatter.

Just sold Guanzi: "Uncle, do you know, someone will come back to see me later." ”

"Oh, who is it?"

"Guess what, I said you can't guess"

Zheng Weixi looked up at Shi Xinliang, she still lowered her head and flipped through her phone, as if she hadn't heard.

"Uncle really can't guess, so can you just tell uncle?"

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