Chapter 32: Pleasure
Ever since he set foot in Fuyuki City, Emiya Kiritsugu's heart has been filled with uncontrollable anger.
Anger against heroes, anger at those who aspire to heroes...... Abhorrence of the concept of "Heroic Spirit".
"Kiritsugu, you have humiliated Saber...... Is it because of the hatred of the Immortals?" asked Alice Phil.
"How is that possible? I don't get involved in business. I'm going to win the Holy Grail and use its power to save the world. I'm just going to take the most appropriate means in the course of the fight. ”
If Kenneth is allowed to live, it is possible that he will make a pact with the other Servants and make a comeback. Therefore, Kiritsugu wanted to kill him to prevent future troubles.
"In today's world, war cannot be avoided under any circumstances. Since it is necessary to solve the problem by killing, then solve everything in the shortest possible time with maximum efficiency and minimum sacrifice. It doesn't matter if you think I'm mean, justice can't save the world, and I'm not interested in that kind of thing. ”
“......”
Saber stared at Kenneth lying in a pool of blood and said, "Even if that's it, you ......"
She was about to speak her mind, but found that her voice was much calmer than she had imagined, and the Knight King realized that his feelings for Kiritsugu had turned from anger to pity.
(It is not the world that needs to be saved, but the man himself)
"Emiya Kiritsugu, I don't know what you've been through in the past to become so desperate. But that anger and lament are undoubtedly the things that only those who seek justice have. Kiritsugu, your original dream should be to become a 'partner in justice'. You should want to be the hero who saves the world more than anyone else, don't you?"
Hearing Saber's words, Kiritsugu's eyes as he looked at her changed, one that turned into one of extreme anger.
The sound of the engine disturbs the silence of dawn, and Maiya Kuyu drives a light van to pick up Kiritsugu.
He looked away from Saber and walked to the van without looking back.
"Kiritsugu...... Do you understand? Do you do evil for the sake of eradicating evil, and in the end all that remains will be evil. The anger and hatred that this causes will inevitably give birth to a new war. ”
Hearing the heavy words, Kiritsugu paused, as if to turn in response to Saber...... However, he finally changed his mind and looked at the night sky and said, "I am pursuing the Holy Grail in order to change the world with the power of miracles, to change the soul of mankind, and to bring this never-ending cycle to an end." ”
He said to himself, "It doesn't matter if you have to bear all the sins of this world, if that can save humanity, I will gladly accept it." ”
Hearing Kiritsugu's words, Reilly playfully said, "Willing to bear all the sins of the world? ”
"Does the Holy Grail choose its own master?" Rivien asked curiously.
"Of course. Reilly smiled and said, "The Holy Grail not only has its own will, but also its own wishes. ”
"Huh?" Rui Wen was shocked: "Isn't the Holy Grail a universal wish fulfillment machine?
"That wish cannot be fulfilled on its own. Reilly nodded.
"What is your wish?"
"Well...... this"
Reilly was about to say the wish for the Holy Grail when he was interrupted by Saber's exclamation.
"Alice Phil?!brace yourself!"
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As soon as he stepped into the chapel, Yan Feng Qili felt a breath of death.
The smell of blood and gunsmoke wafted through the air, and someone had done unforgivable evil deeds in this place.
Qili cautiously walked in, walked through the worship seats, and found the figure lying there near the altar.
"Father!"
Yan Feng Qili subconsciously let out an exclamation, and then pulled out two more black keys, because he saw Reilly and Rui Wen.
"Do you feel happy to see your father's corpse? ”
"What a joke!"
Yan Feng Qili was angry, but it was not because of Reilly's words, but because of the feelings that welled up in his own heart.
Qili is like a pedestrian hovering on the edge of the abyss, her mind full of fear and confusion.
It all has to be faced!
A voice full of majesty sounded in Qili's heart, admonishing him.
Yan Feng Qili, you must understand the feelings in your heart, you must acknowledge it. Because......
Tears.
Feeling the liquid flowing from her eyes, Qili pressed her face in amazement.
"It is a matter of course for human beings to weep in front of their father's body. But......" Reilly glanced thoughtfully at Qili and asked, "Is this tear from grief or ......?"
"Say no more!"
Qili waved her hand in vain, as if to drive the unethical emotion out of her heart.
"Don't you want to hear me? Let's take a look at the situation. ”
Reilly snapped his fingers, and a woman in a trench coat emerged from the air, holding an image crystal in her hand.
"Good work, Gore. ”
Reilly took the crystal from the girl's hand and poured his mana into it. The next moment, Kenneth's shooting of Father Rizheng was screened.
Seeing her father killed by a bullet, more tears welled up in Qili's eyes.
When was the last time I cried?
Yan Fengqili still remembers that it was three years ago, when his wife died.
The woman once said, "You love me. ”
His education from an early age told him that it was something that was not allowed.
You can't reflect on it, you can't reminisce about it, the feelings at that time are the source of sin that must be thrown into the abyss.
However, the image released by Reilly once again awakens the feelings sealed in the depths of his heart.
(This parting was far from the result I expected)
At that time, Qili thought so.
At the side of his dying wife, Qili saw what she longed for.
Want to ** this woman......
I want to see her more ** look
This woman is deeply in love with Yan Feng Qili and trusts him. In this respect, she and Father Lizheng are the same.
Of course, the essence of the person who completely misunderstood Qili is the same.
Therefore, Qili has been praying for ...... for these three years
(Before my father died, let me taste the highest joy in the world...... )
Like a wild beast in pursuit of blood food, Qili's soul longs for pleasure.
"That's what you want, Yan Feng Qili. Reilly said with a smile.
“...... Host...... The Lord begets people, educates people, and makes meritorious contributions in the world, and the true blessings of the Lord's preparation. I am here to serve the souls of the dead in purgatory Allah and believe in the Holy Religion......"
The next moment, the familiar prayer that I had to recite every day came out of my mouth, perhaps a kind of self-defense instinct. In this way, we return to the duties of the priesthood and restrain the hearts that are on the verge of falling apart.
"Forgive our sins as I forgive my enemies...... Please don't tempt me. May the Lord deliver us from our sins...... Amen. ”
The cursed truth in the tears that kept flowing down his cheeks was sealed to the other side of oblivion. She prayed for her father's blessings and made a cross on her chest.