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"You saved me. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" Shen Xingyue said: "If you hadn't defeated the black dragon, I would definitely have been eaten by him." ”
"But I know my sister is saving me." Shan Mengyao said seriously: "And when my sister couldn't defeat that monster, she still remembered to let me run and wanted to send me out, except for Uncle Wu, in the past few hundred years, only my sister has been so good to me." ”
Jin Yi has always stood vigilantly between the bath bucket and Shen Xingyue, after all, Shan Mengyao has such a ability to defy the sky after coming into contact with water, he can't help but be on guard. Now seeing that Shan Mengyao was calm and conscious, and he was very grateful to Shen Xingyue, he put his mind at ease, moved a stool and sat on the edge of the bathtub, looked at the water a few times intentionally or unintentionally, and secretly marveled in his heart.
Shan Mengyao was timid and sensitive, although Jin Yi consciously hid it very well, but he still let him notice it, and shrank into the water a little uncomfortably, and looked at Jin Yi timidly.
"Don't be afraid, that's my sister's good friend." Shen Xingyue hurriedly said: "Wu Chaoyang told me that you are just an ordinary child, and you have always longed to be an ordinary person, and he hopes that we can help you." ”
"Can my sister help me?" Shan Mengyao's eyes widened, his eyes were very big, his eyelashes were very long, because of the water droplets, they flashed and flashed, very delicate, look carefully, the facial features are very delicate, and they are even better looking than most girls. It's just that I'm still young now, and if I grow up, how many little girls will have to be fascinated.
"I want to help you." Shen Xingyue said: "But you have to tell me first, why did you become like this, this fishtail...... It's not innate. ”
Shan Mengyao shook his head, there was a trace of confusion in his eyes, and then he gloomed, and said in a low voice: "How can anyone have a fish's tail." It's not because someone needs it, and our lives are not worth anything. ”
This is a sad past, and it is especially sad for a child to tell this story.
Shen Xingyue needed to know Shan Mengyao's past and open his heart knot, but she didn't want him to be too sad, so she couldn't help but glance at Jin Yi.
Jin Yi understood at this moment and said, "Meng Yao, do you want to have a pair of legs like a normal person?" ”
"Like a normal person?" Shan Mengyao blinked, and was pulled out before he fell into sad memories: "Can I?" But I've had this fish tail for a long time, hundreds of years, and if I hadn't seen people walk on their legs, I'd have forgotten that people have two legs. ”
"Absolutely." Jin Yi said firmly: "Do you know why you can't be reincarnated in Windy City all the time, because you can't let go, there is a past in your heart that traps you, so that you can't get out no matter what, if you can come out, you can be reincarnated and start a new life." ”
"Reincarnation?" Unexpectedly, Shan Mengyao thought about it and said, "But I don't want to be reincarnated at all, I don't want to be a human being." I think everyone is so tired of living, they have no money, they don't have the next meal, and they sell their sons and daughters as goods. If you have money, you will do all the bad things, and there will be no good rewards in the future. I don't want to be a human anymore, but I don't want to be a cat or a dog, I don't know what I want to do......"
A trace of astonishment crossed Shen Xingyue's eyes, he didn't expect Shan Mengyao to have such an idea, if so, what trapped him in Windy City and became a resentful spirit was not the past that he couldn't get out of, but the obsession in his heart. Disgusted with everything because of the tragic encounter, so I don't want anything, I don't want to be anything. And because of this incomparably powerful idea, his soul will not disperse, and he will not be born or destroyed.
"I don't know what I want to be, so let's try slowly." Jin Yi said suddenly: "There are countless kinds of existence in the world, and there are countless ways to live, for people and gods, for immortals and for essence, you don't know which one is suitable for you, just try it one by one, if you don't like it, change it until you find what you like, how about it?" ”
Is that okay? Shen Xingyue glanced at Jin Yi suspiciously, is this a human being a demon or a fairy, and he doesn't get up early in the morning to choose clothes, can he really be so chic and comfortable, can he do whatever he wants?
"How?" Jin Yi didn't have the slightest joke: "Although you have lived for many years, you are still a child, you have seen all kinds of things in the world, but you are always limited to one place." There are still too many people you haven't seen and things you haven't seen, so how do you know that there is nothing in this world that is suitable for you? Just like me...... You know, I'm not a human being, I was born a bird, I lived thousands of years, I went to countless places, I went through a lot of things, I met a suitable person, I found a place I liked, and those I experienced, if you listen, you may think that you are definitely not the worst person in the world. ”
Jin Yi's past things, Shen Xingyue only knew a rough idea, and never heard him say it in detail, because it was an old scar that he had buried too deeply, although it had already healed now, and he also raised his eyebrows to save face and lining in front of the Feng clan, but it was not a happy thing after all, so there was no need to ask at the bottom of it. Not to mention that Shen Xingyue is not a gossip and curious person, even if he is, he will not base his curiosity on the pain of others.
When Jin Yi said that he was a bird, Shan Mengyao's eyes widened curiously, and he began to look carefully, after all, he was just a child, and he was still at the most curious age, although he had seen a lot of strange things in Shen Xingyue's consciousness over the years, but after all, it was mainly a ghost turned into after death, and there were few fox spirits and rabbit spirits, not to mention any fowl spirit transformed into elves.
Shan Mengyao muttered in disbelief: "You said you are a bird?" How is this possible? ”
"You can be a fish, why can't I be a bird?" Jin Yi dragged the chair closer: "I'm not only a bird, but also a very unusual bird, you know, I'm a phoenix." ”
"Huh?" Shan Mengyao was not only curious at this time, but was simply surprised, and his eyes were round: "The phoenix you are talking about, is it the kind of phoenix that is very beautiful and beautiful, colorful, and can fly very high?" ”
"Of course." Jin Yi Zhengse said: "There are several kinds of phoenixes in this world, and they are naturally the kind of legendary divine birds that are particularly majestic and beautiful, and can fly to the nine heavens with one wing." ”
After Jin Yi easily received a child's adoring and amazed gaze, he changed his tone and said: "But do you know, although I am a phoenix and are admired by thousands of people in the mortal world, when I was young, in my family, I didn't have a good time at all, and even, much worse than you." ”
Shen Xingyue blew lightly, blowing out most of the candles in the room, and the moonlight shone in, not bright but bright. She lay quietly on the soft mattress, listening to Jin Yi's magnetic voice talking about the past, saying that he was still the same as the average when he was born, but since the first time he was robbed by the thunder, he has been different, since then, the original relatives are no longer relatives, parents are no longer parents, brothers and sisters are no longer brothers and sisters, the past that should have made people feel very sad somehow made her feel very peaceful, listening to it, she fell asleep unconsciously.
This sleep was strangely solid and quiet, and when Shen Xingyue woke up, she saw that the room was already bright, and what came into her eyes was Jin Yi's familiar clothes.
The back is a little cold, the bed curtain has been lowered, obviously Jin Yi is applying medicine to her wounds, this time she is familiar with it, she was still a little restrained yesterday, and she is already very skillful at this time.
Shen Xingyue's side face moved, and Jin Yi immediately felt it, but the movements in his hand did not stop, and he whispered don't move.
Shen Xingyue immediately stopped moving, and then turned her head sideways to look at the bathtub, only to see that Shan Mengyao was still in the water, and she didn't fall asleep, but looked at her with wide eyes, as if waiting for her to wake up.
The bed curtain is lowered, although it is not tight, it is not transparent, so Shan Mengyao should only look at her as a vague shadow, but what is going on, Shen Xingyue moved her arm that was a little numb from lying on her stomach all night: "Did you two talk all night last night?" ”
"Pretty much." Jin Yidao: "The two of us had a good chat, and we fell in love." ”
What is the situation, Shen Xingyue only felt unbelievable and confused at the same time, and looked at Shan Mengyao again, even through the bed curtain, he could see that the expression on his face was quite approve, and he had a feeling of being like two people from yesterday.
Shan Mengyao is still a child, but because he has experienced too rough and tragic circumstances, from the first time Shen Xingyue saw him, he felt that this was a timid and cowardly child with sadness and darkness in his heart, of course, he was kind in his bones, which is also commendable, and maybe he can have such a huge strength, which has something to do with his innocent heart. All the souls that wanted to devour him not only did not succeed, but they were all shattered by him and disappeared into Shen Xingyue's consciousness.
But it's just a night's time, and it can even be said that it's only the middle of the night, but the feeling given by Shan Mengyao has changed. It's still an overly beautiful face for a boy, big eyes and long eyelashes, and still a little too pale skin because of years of soaking in water, but when he looks at himself with his hands on the edge of the bathtub, he seems to be much more cheerful than last night.
What happened last night, Shen Xingyue looked back suspiciously and wanted to glance at Jin Yi, but was pressed on the head: "Don't move, it'll be fine soon." ”
"Yes, sister, don't move." Shan Mengyao continued to speak like a little follower: "If a girl has a scar, it won't be beautiful." ”
Shen Xingyue was very funny: "How big are you, do you know what a beautiful girl is?" ”