Zhao Jiabin knew Jiang Ruoying's mood, so he sat outside and stuck it on the door on the other side.

"Xiaoying, before, I was ignorant, I was a bastard, and I had broken up with Li Qing. I've been looking for you all these years, and I know you're in Weishi, but I just can't muster up the courage to say sorry and say sorry. I don't love Li Qing at all, it's really a mistake between me and her, it's a physiological need. I think about the days without you, I think about it a lot, I can't let go of you in my heart, can you give me another chance? I want to love you and take care of you for the rest of my life. ”

Zhao Jiabin's words hit Jiang Ruoying's chest word by word, how could he be embarrassed to mention the relationship that humiliated her to the extreme.

"Can we start over?" Zhao Jiabin looked at Jiang Ruoying with burning eyes.

Jiang Ruoying lightly threw out three words: "There is no need." ”

"Xiaoying, over the years, I have been working hard so that one day, I can give you the best life. I have this ability now, can I give it a chance? ”

Zhao Jiabin's words are full of deep affection. It is reluctance and regret for Jiang Ruoying.

Jiang Ruoying didn't raise her eyes to look at him, but stared out of the car window, her voice was not loud, but very resolute: "Zhao Jiabin, we ended eight years ago, and in the past eight years, we have been strangers, so let's become strangers in the future." This is the best result. ”

This is obviously not the result that Zhao Jiabin wants.

"Xiaoying, I know that you have not been in love again over the years, I know that your heart is uncomfortable, I am willing to apologize, I am willing to make amends, I am willing to love you well for the rest of my life. Xiaoying, don't reject me, okay? ”

"Is this necessary?" Jiang Ruoying slowly turned her head and looked at Zhao Jiabin, "Do you think that after you hurt me so much, I can wipe my tears and continue to rebuild the old friendship with you?" OR DO YOU THINK IN YOUR HEART THAT I'M GOING TO GET IT, AND THERE'S NO OTHER CHOICE BUT YOU? ”

"No, it's not, Xiaoying, I never felt that way, maybe the ghost was confused at that time, I don't want to make excuses for the wrong things I did, wrong is wrong, I just ask you to give me a chance to make up for it slowly."

"Zhao Jiabin, it's impossible for us, as soon as I see you, it will make me think of those, those humiliating pasts, thinking of my stupidity, I don't want to think of that anymore, you know?" Jiang Ruoying's chest rose and fell, and she was a little excited.

Zhao Jiabin lowered his head silently, he knew that he had seriously injured her.

"Did you know how many jobs I had to work to earn your living expenses and tuition? Do you know how many hours of sleep I get every day at work? Do you know how many layers of skin my hands have taken off? You don't know! You think that's something I'm willing to give. That's right, at that time, I gave willingly, and I gave with joy. But, Zhao Jiabin, how did you do it, you and Chen Qing carried me behind my back, spent my money, spent the moon before and after, and spent the Spring Festival together. Did you even spend the money on condoms? Scenes of the past that Jiang Ruoying didn't want to think about were staged in front of her eyes like a rewind film.

"Xiaoying, I, I'm not in love with her, it's a physiological need, although you may not believe it now, but it's true, Xiaoying......"

Zhao Jiabin explained palely.

Jiang Ruoying shook her head, how could she believe Zhao Jiabin's nonsense: "Physiological needs? It's a shame that you still said that it's physiological needs. After graduating from high school, at that party, I wanted to give myself to you, how did you do it? You say, this would be a blasphemy of love? Hehe, naïve me, I actually believed it, why was I with Li Qing for physiological needs in a blink of an eye? Zhao Jiabin, it's just that you use me for Chiguoguo, and now you still have the face to talk to me and start over? Do you think I'm going to be stupid enough to fall into your trap again and let you take advantage of it again? No matter how stupid I Jiang Ruoying is, no matter how low my IQ is, I won't make the same mistake twice. ”

After speaking, Jiang Ruoying opened the car door, slammed it shut, and went straight into her car.

Lying on the steering wheel, Jiang Ruoying cried bitterly, and her memories were recalled again.

She and Zhao Jiabin got on well in the second year of high school, her grades were not very good, Zhao Jiabin was a top student in the class, and the teacher asked Zhao Jiabin to give Jiang Ruoying, who was lagging behind, a make-up class.

She knew that Zhao Jiabin's family background was not good, and every time she had lunch at noon, she would beat more, and give Zhao Jiabin almost all the meat, vegetables, and rice inside, and her lunch box always had only a little bit of rice, in her own words at the time, that is, to lose weight.

In her third year of high school, Jiang Ruoying was admitted to Weishi Drama Academy in advance, and without the pressure of the college entrance examination, her whole heart was spent on caring about Zhao Jiabin's food, clothing, housing and transportation.

Knowing that Zhao Jiabin's ambition is to study medicine, she soaks in the Internet every day, searching for which school has the best medical major.

At that time, Jiang Ruoying loved like a fool.

Jiang Ruoying shook her head, she didn't want to think about it anymore. Every bit of the past with Zhao Jiabin was an insult to her.

Starting the car, Jiang Ruoying turned around and drove towards her apartment.

The car was parked in the parking space of the apartment. As soon as he got out of the car, he saw Ahn Cheol-hee leaning against his car and smoking.

How did he get here? How did he know her apartment was here?

Seeing Jiang Ruoying get out of the car, An Zhexi threw away the cigarette butt in his hand and walked over quickly.

"Where did you go? How did you come back? Ahn Cheol-hee's eyes flashed with concern.

Jiang Ruoying replied lightly: "Something." ”

"Have you eaten?"

Jiang Ruoying touched her stomach, she was really, she forgot to eat dinner. I'm really hungry.

"Let's go back to making noodles."

"Instant noodles will hurt your stomach, your stomach hasn't been completely raised, I see there is a porridge shop opposite your community, let's go drink some porridge?" Ahn Cheol-hee consulted Jiang Ruoying's opinion.

Jiang Ruoying did not object. Nodding.

The two of them walked side by side to the outside of the community.

Looking at Jiang Ruoying, who was not in a high mood, An Zhexi asked, "Are you in a bad mood?" ”

"Nope."

Ahn Cheol-hee nodded, she didn't want to say, so he didn't ask.

Drinking the steaming porridge, Jiang Ruoying's stomach was warm, and she felt much better.

An Zhexi sat opposite Jiang Ruoying, and seemed to have been thinking for a long time, "I'm going to your company." ”

"Huh?" Jiang Ruoying raised her head and looked at An Zhexi inexplicably: "When?" ”

"Before you come back."

Before she came back, was that the time when she met Zhao Jiabin?

"You? Oh. ”

Jiang Ruoying lowered her head, still drinking porridge.

"He's Zhao Jiabin?"

Jiang Ruoying's hand holding the spoon stiffened and was stunned for a moment. Then he nodded.

"You guys?"

"I'm done. Let's go. Jiang Ruoying didn't give An Zhexi much time to ask.

Ahn Cheol-hee knew that she didn't want to talk to him about her private affairs. They're just friends, aren't they? Just ordinary friends.