Chapter 90: I won't leave our children with too many regrets

Even if he told him that the old man had been diagnosed with a serious heart disease and that he should not live for three or five years after the operation, he was indifferent, he only said hate, and said that he would not see him again if he died, it turned out that it was not that he did not want to see it, but because he was afraid, afraid that the sharp-eyed old man would see his deception, right, it must be. net

Zheng Weixi felt that a stream of heat in his eyes couldn't stop gushing out, and his heart was like a knife.

He was so stupid that he didn't even see his father's stoicism, didn't see the sadness and despair he hid behind his alienation and indifference, he really didn't deserve to be a son, he really didn't deserve it.

Cheng Gefan didn't know how to comfort him, and sighed: "I'll arrange it." ”

"Go back, I'll be alone. Zheng Weixi passed him and went directly to get the car.

"Hey, where are you going, I'll drive you. Cheng Gefan hurried two steps, it is dangerous for people who are in a bad mood to drive, not to mention that he has always loved to drive fast, so it is even more dangerous: "I think you should go back to accompany your grandfather, don't run around, you have to catch an early flight tomorrow, right?" ”

"I'm like this now, if I go back, do you think I can hide it from my grandfather?"

Zheng Weixi has already made a plan in his heart, go back later, say hello and leave tomorrow morning, grandpa will not be suspicious, his heart disease really can't withstand this shocking news, and he really doesn't have much acting skills to fool him.

Cheng Gefan was slightly stunned, this idea is good, it really can't go back now, but it's not safe to drive around without going back, right?

"Why don't I accompany you to drink!" Although drinking is not good for the body, but when people are drunk, they don't know anything, and after a big drunkenness, they don't know anything, which is much less dangerous than driving.

"I just want to be alone, you go, you have to drink and drink yourself!" Zheng Weixi had already arrived at the garage, got into the car, and slammed the car door on the side, and the car sped away with a smoke.

Cheng Gefan was stunned for a moment, hesitated, and then hurriedly drilled into his car and chased after him - it was really uneasy to let him toss like this alone, it seemed that he had to sacrifice his life to accompany the gentleman, but his car was driving too fast, his car skills were really bad, why did he fall so quickly?

Zheng Weixi looked at Cheng Gefan's sports car through the rearview mirror and gradually distanced himself from it, and then slowly slowed down, turned left and then right, until he was sure that he could no longer find him.

The car drove aimlessly on the increasingly deserted road, as if the owner of the car was a child who was lost because he couldn't find his way back.

Looking out of the car window, there are old people walking on the side of the road, sons supporting their fathers, children accompanying their grandmothers, and old couples staggering together, but they are full of a harmonious and friendly atmosphere. He was stunned, I don't know why, the pain in his heart was unspeakable, if, if it hadn't been for the accident a few years ago, their family should have been like this, he could also support his sick father, step by step, to give him the last warmth in his life, but everything is impossible for him.

couldn't help but sigh deeply, there was a hot liquid in his eyes dripping down, blocking his vision, and he couldn't tell what he could no longer distinguish, so he had to pull over slowly and stop for a long time before getting out of the car.

The chill of the night wind blew away the chaos in his mind, and the pain became clearer and clearer, leaning on an aspen, looking at the shimmering stars in the sky, blurring his vision, silent.

In all directions, it was quiet, and there was no sound.

It's like he is the only one in this world, lonely, helpless, suffering from the pain of skin and bones.

For a long time, it seems that there is a sound of footsteps from far and near, a little familiar.

He didn't move, waiting for the owner of the voice to come closer.

"The stars are so beautiful!" her voice was as indifferent as ever, as if she were saying it casually, without any purpose or reason.

"It's beautiful, then watch it with me!" He didn't want to speak, but for some reason he blurted out, her appearance inexplicably made him feel at ease, but he didn't know when this kind of affection was born.

Shi Xinliang approached him, leaned against him, staring at the stars in the night, but felt sullen in his heart.

Cheng Gefan finally found Zheng Weixi and called her with all her might, she was flustered for a while, she was worried, and she was a little scared, I don't know what kind of despair the man who has always been strong and calm will be after learning the news, and how she should comfort him.

But when she saw his lonely figure from afar, she knew what she should do—for she remembered the first time he saw her, and the gentle call "Let's be together" from behind her when she was desperate to die.

She said that the stars were beautiful, and that she was just trying to find an excuse to look at them with him.

He did as she wished, and she said let's go together.

Love in the eyes of some people is equivalent to money and material, and love in the eyes of some people is the idea of life and death and sharing weal and woe, such as her Shi Xinliang.

She felt that as long as she could stand by his side when he was in pain, even if she didn't say a word, did nothing, and was indifferent, it was enough.

Her love is so simple, just like this moment, it is enough.

In her eyes, something blurred her vision because of his pain, something burned her heart, making her hurt like him.

"The heart is cold. His voice was hoarse.

"Hmm. She replied shallowly.

"You and I came together because we were willing to be each other, right, we will grow old together, right, we won't be separated because of any excuse, right?"

Shi Xinliang was stunned for a moment, although she knew that she didn't get his heart, but she always felt that they would be together for a long time, he was not an irresponsible man, and she was not a half-hearted woman.

"We're not going to be like my mom and dad and don't leave our kids with too many regrets, right? ”

It turned out that he meant what he meant.

How could it be, she would be a person who stuck to her marriage, and he was the same, wouldn't he give up halfway like his mom and dad, and wouldn't hurt each other like her mom and dad.

"We're going to be happy, and we're not going to let our children be unhappy, you know how much I love you, don't you. ”

For the first time, she looked directly at him and said the word love, and her eyes shimmered with a touch of crystal.

Zheng Weixi lowered his head and looked into her eyes, under the night, her pale little face looked more beautiful and illusory, a little less cold, more melancholy, and the long eyelashes covered the water in her eyes, adding a trace of confusion, making his heart suddenly move, and he was a little hot.

He reached out and hugged her body tightly in his arms, as if this was the only way that her heartbeat would no longer be so disordered.

The sweet smell of lemon on her body filled his ears and nose, and he hung his head and sighed softly.

In this world, in addition to lovers, there are also people who can make you feel at ease, or the closest friend, or a woman who loves you deeply without regrets.

Zheng Weixi suddenly felt a little ashamed of himself for this idea, he is a man, how can a man be selfish like this?

After many years, he once recalled the gains and losses at this time, at that time, he only had empty hatred, and at that time, he finally understood that in fact, in his heart, he had already unconsciously fallen in love with this woman, and he was so inseparable, but he was still unaware.

Shi Xinliang's heart was extremely quiet, she liked the warmth in his arms, and preferred to be with him like this, sharing the sorrow in his heart—even though neither of them kept their mouths shut about it.

After a long time, she broke away from his arms and glanced at the watch she bought for him on his wrist, it was too late, and if she didn't go back at this time, Grandpa Zheng didn't know what she would worry about.

Zheng Weixi also looked at the time with her, and then the two of them smiled knowingly and got into the car together.

The car was moving very slowly and steadily, as if it was still nostalgic for something, and it was reluctant to leave.

"If you think it's inappropriate for us to get married at this time, I can talk to Grandpa Zheng. Shi Xinliang said lightly - when he encountered such a thing, he should not be willing to get married immediately.

"There's nothing out of place, and if the wedding date is changed, grandpa will think about it. ”

"You don't have to be so picky about the wedding, I'll just keep an eye on it here, you should concentrate on looking for your uncle. She suggested again.

Zheng Weixi was speechless, he also wanted to do this, although the sea of people is vast, even if he goes, it is equivalent to looking for a needle in a haystack, but if he is asked to wait for the news like this, he really can't stand it, and his heart is like frying.

But can he really leave?

The wedding date is approaching, if you disappear, grandpa will be the first to think, he is such a shrewd person, it is easy to guess the truth of the matter, it is absolutely impossible.

"I think I can ask an acquaintance to help me too. ”

He didn't speak, and she naturally knew what he was afraid of.

Zheng Weixi looked at her sideways, with a somewhat displeased expression: "No, you don't need to meddle in this matter!"

Shi Xinliang was stunned, why, why did he say that he didn't need to, shouldn't he do his part?

"In the past, I asked you not to associate with him, maybe it was a little selfish, it was my mistake, but in this matter, you can't go to him, I don't need anyone's help, many things, you don't understand, some people will help more and more, maybe as a friend, he is worthy of your trust, but when it comes to me, it is much more complicated. Zheng Weixi's tone was solemn and serious.

Of course, Shi Xinliang could hear who he was referring to.

Indeed, her so-called help is to find Qin Kainan, he has a wide connection, and it is easy to find someone.

But since Zheng Weixi refused so completely, she didn't insist anymore, because with her intuition, she felt that if she really mixed Qin Kainan in, maybe things would be very complicated, but why, she couldn't figure it out.

"Go back and go to bed early. I don't know when, the car has stopped, Zheng Weixi opened his mouth to remind her, while getting out of the car and pulling the car door for her.

Shi Xinliang didn't leave immediately: "I want to go with you tomorrow, okay?"

She didn't worry about him facing the cruel truth alone, she just wanted to be by his side.

Zheng Weixi was noncommittal, pulled her collar for her, and smiled: "Go back, I'm afraid my aunt is in a hurry!"

Unable to get an answer, she didn't move, stubbornly stood in place, looking at him, without speaking, the corners of her lips curled slightly. It's like a wayward child.

was a little speechless, Zheng Weixi finally expressed his attitude and smiled bitterly: "Actually, isn't the result the same whether you go or not, I already know it today, right?"

, Tomorrow is just to know more about things, there are a lot of things on your side, if we go together, grandpa knows that he is afraid that he will think about it again, obediently, I will come back in the evening. ”

He actually has a point, and it is.

"Well, okay, but you are not allowed to get rid of Cheng Gefan again. She compromised, but she still didn't feel at ease with her advice.

Zheng Weixi scratched her nose, grabbed her violently, picked up her face, and lingered on her lips for a while before speaking: "I didn't plan to take his troublesome ghost." ”

"Let's take him with you, he always goes to Zixiao for trouble, you have to take care of him for me in the future." Shi Xinliang suddenly remembered this.

"Is he looking for trouble with Zixiao? It's Zixiao's blessing to be able to show him eyes, and it's become a trouble? Throwing down this sentence, Zheng Weixi turned around, got into the car, and left.

Shi Xinliang stood in place, pondering his words repeatedly, and always wondered in his heart, is it good that Zixiao already has a boyfriend, it is very good to be silent, even if Cheng Gefan is also a good man, isn't it a good fortune to let him look at it, ridiculous......