109 Can a broken heart pretend to be fine?
(Cat flutter Chinese) Xu Zhiai was at a loss, she didn't want to choose these two paths.
Looking at her like this, Lian Chuyi was very worried, "Xiao Ai, don't ...... like this"
She is like this, and she is not like the Xu Zhiai she knows.
Xu Zhiai came back to his senses, and after patting his face, he raised his eyes and smiled at her, "I'm okay, it's okay, it's just the first year of junior high school, I don't want to choose the two paths you just said!"
Lian Chu asked, "Then what do you want?"
As her best friend, she supports her in all her ideas!
Xu Zhiai thought for a while, "Anyway, I'm his wife now, that woman is just his former degree no matter what, and I'm the rightful Mrs. Night, so I won't let her snatch the Night Thousand City away from me!
She said that she was in Top Gun, but she actually didn't have a spectrum in her heart, and she had no goal at all what to do.
Lian Chuyi immediately gave her a thumbs up, she was still confident in this disadvantage, she really admired her!
"Xiao Ai, if you need anything, just tell me, I will help you unconditionally!" Lian Chuyi patted her chest, her best friend is not for nothing!
Of course, Xu Zhiai was also polite, and put his arm around her shoulders to get together with her, "Actually, what I want to know most now is the past between Yeqiancheng and that woman, and now I can't figure out anything It's really uncomfortable, and I can't hold the initiative at all, but it's impossible for me to ask Yeqiancheng, especially at this time, it's just self-abuse, and he won't tell me if he asks, and he may still get angry!
Lian Chu listened to it, frowned, and retorted, "But didn't that person just say that he didn't know?"
Xu Zhiai rolled his eyes, "He said that if he doesn't know, you will believe it?
That guy is clearly lying, obviously!
Lian Chuyi glared at her a little embarrassedly, "I'm not stupid, okay! He didn't say it just now, how do you want him to say it!"
"Am I not with you?" Xu Zhiai said naturally.
She went to ask, of course Cong Yi couldn't tell him, that person's brotherhood for Night Thousand City was deep, and he wouldn't tell her anything that was unfavorable to Night Thousand City.
But she's different, hasn't Cong Yi been chasing her all the time?
As the object of Cong Yi's pursuit, Xu Zhiai wants to be willing to sacrifice a little bit to please him, coax him, or for the sake of Hongyan, he will kindly provide some clues!
She didn't expect him to say it all, but at least she had to let her know a little bit of it, right?
Even when Chu Yi heard her words, his eyes darkened, "Don't be kidding, how can I help with such a big matter!"
She wanted to push Xu Zhiai's hand away and continue to work, but Xu Zhiai still hugged her tightly and begged her, "Didn't you just say that you would look for you if you need it?"
"But that's not for me to go to Cong Yi's person!Xiao Ai, you clearly know that guy has bad thoughts about me, didn't you push me into the fire pit?" Even Chu Yi was very aggrieved, and she didn't mean to refuse to help, but for Cong Yi's person, she couldn't get to know him thoroughly!
Xu Zhiai didn't think there was anything, "I'm not letting you lust/seduce him, I'm just letting you coax him, you just need to sacrifice a little bit of hue, he will definitely be fascinated by you and willing to tell you!"
Even Chu Yi's face was still dark, no matter how she thought about it, she felt that this was an unreliable decision.
Xu Zhiai directly grabbed her hands and begged, almost kneeling, "First year, I beg you, except for you, no one can help me now!
"How can you be tortured to death so easily......"
"If you really don't help me, I'm really going to die!" Xu Zhiai's pitiful eyes said that the red will be red immediately, "I'm just pretending to be strong now, or do you really want to see me cry to you on the first day of junior high school?"
She is also telling the truth, her heart has long been shattered, and she has been in pain all the time, and she deliberately hid the wound in her heart.
As her best friend, it's impossible not to know.
Lian Chuyi looked at her, his eyes were full of helplessness, and finally he had to nod.
For her sake, she really gave up!
Who made them their best friends!
Seeing this, Xu Zhiai immediately showed a bright smile on his face, "You agreed?"
She was so happy that she immediately put her arms around her neck and kissed her on the cheek to express her gratitude.
Seeing her alive, even the first year of junior high school is relieved, at least she can laugh, which means that she is in a good mood now.
is for her, otherwise she wouldn't have gone to Cong Yi if she died!
......
Cong Yi left the hospital and first called Ruan Yelan, without any expression on his face.
However, no one answered the phone.
Cong Yi frowned, and hit again, but the result was still the same.
He rubbed his temples, took a deep breath, and finally drove to her house to find her.
Although he didn't want her to come back, but now that she had come back, and she was still his cousin, Yu Private, he still had to take care of her, and now, he was also a little worried about her.
They met today, and as for what the situation was, he couldn't know anything from Xu Zhiai's words.
When I came to Ruan Yelan's house, Cong Yi rang the bell, but no one came to open it, and there was no reaction at all.
Cong Yi took out his mobile phone again, and as a result, when he heard the ringtone that seemed to be ringing inside, he knew that she was at home.
"Ruan Yelan, I know you're at home, you open it for me!" he slapped vigorously, "Ruan Yelan, open!"
After slapping for a while, it opened, and Ruan Yelan, who was drunk, appeared in front of him, and hiccuped at him, full of the smell of wine.
Cong Yi's face immediately fell, and when he saw that she was still holding a bottle of wine in her hand, he immediately snatched it over and asked, "Ruan Yelan, what are you doing?"
Ruan Yelan leaned against the wall softly, staring at him with confused eyes, and suddenly smirked, "Cong Yi, why are you angry? Do you want to drink too? Then give you a drink, don't be angry, there are still a lot of them in there!"
With that, she staggered inside, and almost fell down several times.
Cong Yi followed her with a nervous face, protecting her all the way, until she threw herself into the sofa, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
He put aside the half-drunk bottle, and on the coffee table, there were several empty bottles.
His face was a little ugly, and when he saw her curled up on the sofa, he thought she looked pitiful.
Originally, there were a lot of blame words, but after seeing her like this, I couldn't say it.
Cong Yi was very helpless, and after sighing deeply, he sat on the sofa next to her, looked at her, and reached over to brush away the hair covering her cheeks, "I know that coming back is self-inflicted abuse, why do you want to come back? I shouldn't go to see him again, why do you want to kill myself? Make everyone unhappy, is this what you want? Yelan, tell me, what do you want to do?"
Ruan Yelan hugged her knees and looked ahead in a daze, her eyes were red, but she seemed to be much more awake than before, "I'm just...... I just want to love him, can't I?"
As soon as she finished speaking, two lines of clear tears flowed from her eyes, and she cried quietly, tears soaking her face.
Cong Yi frowned, took out a few tissues and handed them to her, "It's not that it's not possible, but it's not necessary, Qiancheng is already married! You have to remember that he is already a married man!"
Ruan Yelan suddenly raised her eyes and glared at him, "What if you get married? You can still break up after you get married, can't you?" I don't believe that Qiancheng really doesn't love me anymore, he's just angry with me, he still loves me!"
"Night Blue ......" For her stubbornness, Cong Yi didn't know what to say.
Ruan Yelan was still talking to herself, "How could he not love me? Our relationship for so many years in the past is gone? I was willful at the beginning, I didn't care about his feelings, and I just thought in a straight line in my heart whether he would tolerate me unconditionally, whether he would love me unconditionally, no matter what I became, whether he would always love me as he did at the beginning! It was my fault that I ignored him and would get hurt, so now that I am back, I want to atone for my sins, is he really not giving me a chance? β
By the end, she couldn't stop crying.
Cong Yi looked at her, speechless to comfort her, this path was chosen by her willfully from the beginning, hurting the person she loved the most, and now she regrets it, can she pretend to be okay with a broken heart?
Impossible.
It's just that Cong Yi didn't say anything to shock her confidence, he just looked at her crying silently.
"Cong Yi!" Ruan Yelan raised her eyes and looked at him with teary eyes, "Do you think it's best that I don't appear in front of him for the rest of my life? You also think I'm wrong, right? Or do you also think that I'm not worth asking him for a chance at all?"
Cong Yi also felt heartache when he looked at her like this, and after sighing, he sat beside her and hugged her in his arms, "Yelan, if Qiancheng is still single, I will help you say good things in front of him and create a chance for the two of you to get back together, but he belongs to other women now, if you love him, you can let him go! His life is very good now, don't bother anymore!"
This is not what Ruan Yelan wanted to hear at all, she kept shaking her head, kept saying no, withdrew from his arms, and glared at him with red eyes, "I thought at least you would help me, but you also think that I don't deserve him at all now, right?"
"That's not what I meant......"
"You get out!"
Ruan Yelan pointed and yelled at him loudly.
Cong Yi frowned, he knew that she had drunk too much, and he also knew that these were the pain in her heart, he really wanted to help her, but not to help her return to Night Thousand City.
He always felt that she and Night Thousand City were not suitable at all.
Ruan Yelan saw that he didn't move, so she ran over, pushed his chest and shouted to him, "You get out for me, get out!" I don't want to see you, you get out for me right away! It doesn't matter if I, Ruan Yelan, live or die! Get out of here!"
Cong Yi looked at her excitedly, all he had in his heart was pity, he grabbed her arm and just wanted to say a few more words, Ruan Yelan suddenly vomited at him, staining his clothes.
Cong Yi smelled the stench of vomit, that handsome face was already black, who did he provoke?
Ruan Yelan finished vomiting, and the whole person had no strength, if it wasn't for Cong Yi supporting her, she would have been sitting on the ground a long time ago.
Cong Yi helped her to sit on the sofa, took a tissue to wipe the corners of her mouth, then looked at her clothes, took a deep breath and walked to the bathroom inside.
By the time he got his clothes clean and came out again, Ruan Yelan had already fallen asleep on the sofa.
When she fell asleep, she no longer looked like she was hysterical when she was drunk.
Cong Yi knew very well why she was drunk just now, because she couldn't say a lot of words when she was sober, so she could only vent by getting drunk.
He stared at her for a while, then went into the room and took her a sheet, covered her gently, and looked at the table full of unopened wine, and finally helped her put it all away and throw it away.
He still hoped that she wouldn't drink too much and get herself drunk, but it wasn't really interesting.
After sorting out everything, Cong Yi left and closed her.
Ruan Yelan's tightly closed eyes suddenly shed two lines of tears.
......
Ye Qiancheng sat in the study all day, his mind was blank, in fact, he didn't think about anything, and when he came back to his senses, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.
He moved his muscles and bones, only then did he feel hungry, and suddenly remembered what Xu Zhiai said to him at noon, and he felt guilty in his heart.
He sighed, rubbed his temples, and then went out, went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and sure enough, it was full of food she had prepared.
He could imagine that she was in a bad mood when she was cooking for him, because he was in a bad mood today, and she was also affected.
He finished the meal, then sat down at the table and ate, looked at the mobile phone on the side, thought about it, and still didn't call Xu Zhiai.
At this point, he didn't know what to say.
He hadn't taken care of the matter himself, so how could he tell her, and what was he going to say?
The more I thought about it, the more irritable I became, and suddenly hated Ruan Yelan, this is gone, why do you want to come back?
As soon as he had eaten, Cong Yi's call came.
"Let's come out and get together later!" Cong Yi didn't mention Ruan Yelan's matter, he just asked him to come out, and some things could only be said clearly in person.
Ye Qiancheng also knew what he meant, so he responded, "Then it's later, wait in your store." β
"Wait!"
After hanging up the phone, Ye Qiancheng turned Xu Zhiai's phone out, hesitated again and again, and finally threw the phone on the table next to him, turned around and went back to the room.
Give him a moment, he needs to calm down.
Xu Zhiai has been staying in the hospital, staying with Lian Chuyi, and he doesn't want to go home, and he doesn't know what to say when he comes home.
What she was even more afraid of was that Night Thousand City didn't talk to her at all, she was speechless face to face, and that feeling made her feel uncomfortable just thinking about it.
She refused to think about it, even if she was deceiving herself, at least her mood was calm at this moment.
When Lian Chu got out of class, she followed her.
Lian Chuyi asked, "Then are you going to go home with me tonight and sleep with me?"
Xu Zhiai nodded immediately and grabbed her arm tightly, "Yes, I want to sleep with you, first year, you won't want me, right?"
Even the first year of junior high school was her safe haven, and if she didn't take her in, she would have nowhere else to go.
Lian Chuyi pursed his lips and smiled at her, of course he wouldn't want her!
"Then let's go, come home with me!, but you still have to call Night Thousand City, or he won't be able to look for you later!"
Xu Zhiai listened, pursed his lips, and slandered in his heart, that guy is now entangled with the previous degree, how can he still be in the mood to find her.
Maybe he didn't even know she wasn't at home now!
However, on the way back, she gritted her teeth and called him.
It's just that the phone rang for a long time, and finally it stopped automatically, and no one answered.
She bit her lower lip and looked at the phone that had been hung up, feeling melancholy.
Look, isn't this just that she doesn't even have time to answer her phone? She knows that she doesn't even need to make this call, and she is simply humiliating herself!
Lian Chu looked at her while driving, and saw the clue from her expression, "What, he didn't answer?"
Xu Zhiai took the phone back, and pretended to shrug his shoulders calmly, "I didn't answer, I'm busy." β
Even Chuyi looked at her and didn't say anything, at this time, it was useless to say more, because she was not the bell answerer.
When Xu Zhiai called Ye Qiancheng for a while, he was taking a shower, and when he came out, he picked up his phone and found that she had missed the call.
This time, he called her back directly without even thinking about it, Xu Zhiai took out his mobile phone and saw that it was him calling, and he was startled.
Lian Chu couldn't help but urge when he saw that she was still stunned, "Didn't you call you?
Xu Zhiai came back to his senses, and when he clicked the answer button, his low, magnetic voice as usual came from the phone, "What are you looking for me?"
Xu Zhiai pursed her lips, her expression was as indifferent as she was, "I'm going to spend the night at the Chu family tonight, so I'll tell you, you don't have to wait for me to go back." β
When Ye Qiancheng heard this, his brows suddenly tightened, "Why do you suddenly want to spend the night at her house......?"
"There's no reason, I just suddenly want to chat with my girlfriends on the night of my first year, I'll go back tomorrow!" Xu Zhiai interrupted him, not wanting to hear what he said later.
Night Thousand City was silent.
Xu Zhiai was also silent.
Anyway, she had already said everything she had to say, and now she had nothing to say.
After a long time, the voice of Night Thousand City came, "Be careful, I'll pick you up at noon tomorrow for dinner." β
Xu Zhiai lowered his eyes, did not agree directly, and replied ambiguously, "Let's talk about it tomorrow, I'll hang up the phone, goodbye!"
After speaking, he hung up the phone without waiting for him to say goodbye.
Lian Chu glanced at her and saw the sadness in her eyebrows and eyes that could not be concealed.
She thought about it for a while, and then said to her, "I don't have to be on duty tonight, or we should go to the movies today! There seem to be a few good movies released recently, and the two of us haven't tried to go to the movies together for a long time!"
She deliberately wanted to make her happy, Xu Zhiai also cleaned up her mood and nodded in agreement.
Night Qiancheng looked at the phone and groaned with a cold face for a while, then took the phone back and went out to the appointment with the car keys.
When he went to Renrenyi, Cong Yi was already waiting for him in the old place.
When the two brothers met, they didn't talk nonsense, as soon as Ye Qiancheng sat down, Cong Yi asked, "Have you seen Ye Lan?" 3Cp)3EββDigressionββ)3C/p)3E Xinkeng Seeking Collection: "There is a cute treasure at home, and the husband of the loyal dog has been captured" http:///a/1117980
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Chi Tian walked towards her step by step, and the closer she got, the deeper the smile on her face, and soon, she was blocked in front of the big bed, and there was no way out.
With a gentle push, she fell on the bed, and when she struggled to get up, he was already hanging above her, kneeling on one knee at her side, trapping her, "I thought about it seriously just now, if you really didn't seduce me, why did you appear in front of me three or four times? Cat flutter Chinese