readx;? Many people ask me where the material about the protagonist's character comes from, whether it is written according to the author's own character, in fact, most authors are basically mixed with their own personal feelings when creating the protagonist, and the protagonist's character is also very similar to the author himself, but when I created the protagonist, in addition to surrounding a part of my own core, I have to tell a little secret here today, whether it is the Demon World or the Void Killing God, including the current Burning Sky Soul Lord, there is another person's shadow in it, because he always does something I want to do but dare not do, and the protagonist of the story is also experiencing what I want to do but can't do, and today's biography will take you into this person. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Speaking of Liu Haiyu, I haven't seen him for more than four years, and I have always respected him as Brother Haiyu.

I have always been in touch, the university is two years higher than me, and it is rare for the relationship to show to this extent, he is in his twenties, quite a tough young man, in my eyes, he has an extra spirit that I dream of, and it is this energy that makes me envious.

When I first went to college, I knew within a few days that there was a madman named Liu Haiyu in my department, who was two years higher than me.

Many times, the world is so wonderful, some things, some people, look forward to him coming.

The arrival of Liu Haiyu made me feel a little disgusted.

After graduating from high school, I was used to going to bed early and getting up early, and I didn't have the habit of going to bed late when I just stepped into college, and I lay down at about half past ten in the dormitory, and I basically fell asleep at eleven o'clock, and for the first time, around ten forty, Liu Haiyu personally came to visit.

Almost all of them have already been lying down, the senior is coming, we naturally have to greet well, people who have been to college know that senior, this is a pronoun for a great character, no matter who you are, you see the senior, you are very convinced! If you are not convinced, you have to be convinced, and the senior is sacrosanct.

When he came, he sat on my bed, and at first impression, he was very talkative, and he didn't realize that there was a madman or anything like that, but he was so sleepy that I said hello, and I lay there motionless, and didn't say a word, and he stayed for about twenty minutes, and when he saw that we were going to sleep, he left. We turned off the lights and couldn't help but laugh and say a few words like illness, which was not scolding, after all, it was the first time we met, but we couldn't talk about liking it.

So, at a fixed time, in a fixed place, there are fixed people. Liu Haiyu always appeared after half past ten, staying for at least twenty minutes, persuading people to educate and talk about everything, we just echoed the voice, after all, we were not familiar with it, and it was an unreachable senior, just to meet and say hello and smile.

The most impressive time, at 10:40, he hadn't come yet, and his roommate laughed and said, "Hurry up and close the door, otherwise Liu Haiyu will come!" caused everyone to laugh, quite a bit of a wolf.

I learned from the mouth of the previous class that he was a madman. I am personally quiet, but I also like to observe and think quietly about things I am interested in, and when I heard that a madman immediately became my new target, I began to pay attention to it.

Later, the more I came into contact, the more I appeared, this is a fool. I have a kind of arrogance in my bones, or I don't show it, but I've been working hard, and once the existing people are like this, maybe the jealousy in my heart will arise spontaneously. Some unrealistic theories, some unbounded ideas, and some irrational behaviors all make me firmly believe that he is a fool.

After careful study, I gradually became less interested. The so-called madness is some immature performance, and there is no good feeling.

Less than a month,The student union wants to recruit new people,I have been the class president all the year round,Maybe I have a little tired,At the beginning of college,I didn't run for any position in the class,But more than a month,I feel a little unaccustomed,Maybe I'm used to it.,Actually, it's not.,The key is that I don't want someone to point to my nose to speak.,It's those seniors who don't eat the fireworks of the world.。

Then I had an idea in my heart again. Later, I heard that it was difficult to enter the student union, the competition was fierce, and the key was that someone had to lead it.

At this time, I thought of Liu Haiyu. He is the minister of the student union, and I remember that he was the minister of the graduate affairs department, so I had an acquaintance, and I reported it when I signed up, thinking that this time, it should be no problem, Liu Haiyu meets and talks almost every day.

That night, I wanted to wait for him to come to my dormitory, but I couldn't wait for him, so I called him around 9 o'clock, when he happened to be on the train, and I didn't know where he went, but I heard him say that he was no longer in the graduate affairs department, but as the head of the supervision department.

My heart sank, could it be that my goal of entering the student union was shattered?

I'm lazy, I'll admit it. But once I made up my mind to do something, I was determined to do it, and this time, I didn't wait, and made the decision to act immediately.

The next day, I went to find some seniors from the previous session, and in the end, I had a chance to change, so I changed the department of the campaign and changed it to Liu Haiyu's supervision department.

Liu Haiyu is back, he didn't think much of me, and he never said that he would take me to pretend to take me to fly, but I have an inexplicable confidence in my bones, as long as I want to do something, there is nothing I can't do.

Liu Haiyu mentions it twice occasionally. The hatred in my heart, I always thought that I found him, he should help me, but he didn't, everyone has a selfish side, now think about it, why should people help you, you still hate people one second, and the next second there are things to beg others, and you are not happy if people don't care, the world itself is fair, these things that are not there, now, have become a happy picture when they recall.

Get one's way. Unexpectedly succeeded, almost by virtue of his three-inch tongue, he succeeded in the election, although he is still a person who likes to be quiet.

I had more opportunities to get in touch with Liu Haiyu. However, he was not as close to himself as he imagined, maybe the two arrogant people didn't look at each other, so they inexplicably snubbed each other. Student council work generally doesn't require us new members to do it, instead, we just do some manual work. Besides, even if there are important things, Liu Haiyu is not at ease, or he can't do it himself, how to let us do it.

Now that I think about it, I really didn't do any work because there was a "Brother Jian" in the department who was a thousand times more active than me. At the same time, I also felt a little lost, I felt that this place was not for me, and I did not find my use, and I was not interested in it for a few days.

Thinking about it now, I laughed, who would have thought of myself who was lost at that time, who would have thought that the person who planned to mess around and mix up to what day would be able to persist in the student union for three years, and finally entered the presidium, maybe it was all because of Liu Haiyu's words.

I remember that Liu Haiyu had dinner together in the last year of the student union, and he himself said that he was tired of the work of the student union, but sometimes, some things, need to be done well, a person who can be thorough, in the future, can withstand the wind and rain and see the rainbow.

Maybe it's because of Liu Haiyu's words, including now, I am still a person who starts and finishes well, even if sometimes I have grievances, I am willing to break it and swallow it in my stomach, and I have to swallow it if I can't swallow it, because at that time, no one can help you.

After a long period of contact, I am also willing to make friends with Liu Haiyu. In addition to Liu Haiyu's liking to talk about some big truths, many aspects of him are worthy of recognition, the key is because he is getting along with people with his heart.

I have a habit that my friends need to be real, not real friends, I don't want them, and my friends are all real too. As long as you get along with me with your heart, I will also repay with this, even if you have the ability to be strong, but you are false, I will see no one but the same, no matter how many faults you have, but treat people with heart, I will also tolerate it.

Perhaps Brother Haiyu's title also started from the heart at that time.

Listening to Liu Haiyu chat is also a pleasure. He was talking, I was listening, sometimes I would echo a few sentences, at first I would be a little impatient, and then gradually I got used to it, and inexplicably, this kind of external release of arrogance in my bones is not exactly what I lack? Inexplicably, I actually have a trace of wanting to imitate.

At this time, the name of the madman also began to take root in my heart. Deeper contact, deeper understanding, crazy behavior, crazy speech, attracted me, and at the same time strengthened this friendship.

He has to prepare for the graduate school entrance examination, which is why he only returns to the dormitory after half past ten every time when the dormitory door is closed. Sometimes you go to his dormitory before eleven o'clock to look for it, almost can't find it, I heard that he is studying in the study room, and then I met him on campus a few times, he walks quietly alone, sometimes looking at the beauties around him, and occasionally chases over and ridicules a few words of gratuitous contempt when he rises, and I can't help but spit out: this madman.

Later, he was the one who gave up the graduate school entrance examination. Just about a month before the graduate school entrance examination, he suddenly came to me and said to go out for a walk, and I followed out. Around the campus, two big men walked slowly. Talking slowly, he was very emotional, inexplicably, I could understand how much pressure he had, because at that time, I was also under great pressure, that is, my father's illness. The moment Liu Haiyu told me that he was going to give up, I was very calm, although there was such an emotion in my heart that wanted to burst out, and I inexplicably wanted to scold: coward!

However, I didn't. Half of it is restraint, and half of it is emotion, reason tells me that this is Liu Haiyu. I know that all his decisions are not empty words, and I am sure that he must have struggled very much, and I can judge from his emotions, because at that time, we had known each other for a year and a half, and although we were not indistinguishable from each other, we could understand each other and know each other very well. If he gives up, I won't say anything, don't forget, Liu Haiyu, or Brother Haiyu!

I have more admiration in my heart.

Liu Haiyu was silent for a while. Perhaps the sleeping lion was a napping period. Inexplicably, someone called me a madman, when I first got this reputation, I was extremely happy, and finally released, madness is not something everyone can do, if you want to become a real madman, you must first have strong strength and be an admirable madman.

However, I am very unqualified.

I can't understand the true meaning of a madman. Maybe Liu Haiyu can't say why he is called crazy by others! Is it just because he is different from other people? So why do I have to be crazy and not stupid? So I can't say why, but I can feel that Liu Haiyu is crazy and I am not.

Liu Haiyu dares to openly flirt with beauties on the street, I don't dare Liu Haiyu dare to follow the strange beauty behind the ass and ask questions, I don't dare Liu Haiyu dare to stare at people motionless after seeing the beauty, until people lower their heads and dare not look at him, and I don't dare.

It's as if everything is about beauty. I can't do it, lust but not lewdness, this is the definition we give ourselves, and it is also an explanation to each other, although it feels a bit far-fetched, but that's what we do.

However, in the four years of college, I haven't heard that he has been in love, but I know that he is pursuing a girl, and I heard that he has said that he likes twenty girls, but it is true or false and cannot be verified, I don't seem to have asked, after all, emotional things, it is not easy to ask, but I know that the girl he is pursuing is not in love with him.

It's not an exaggeration to chase after you, and even things that are blocked at people's doors have been born. The reason for this may be his character, not so many people can accept his arrogance and uninhibited like me, but I believe that he deserves better, I am sure.

Approaching graduation, he is also confused, and he is also chasing. I accompanied him to the interview, and the two of them went to Tai'an, and there was rain that day, which may have already foreshadowed the ups and downs of this trip.

On the second day of the interview, we started our journey to Mount Tai. Maybe there is no haze, and I don't know what the result of the interview is, but he is just full of confidence, and I am also happy.

In about five hours, we reached the summit of Mount Tai. I had to admire his small body, which fell a lot behind me from a distance, and this was still deliberately waiting for me. Finally reached the top, I almost collapsed, but it is very meaningful that I stood on the top of Mount Tai, to a girl I have always loved said I like, simple and clear, of course, it ended in failure, perhaps the most intuitive goal of this trip is failure, but the meaning, now it seems, is extremely far-reaching, a trip, an epiphany, just after the return, I gave up chasing the girl with difficulty in my heart, and I may not be able to get back the original feeling, but my heart has always regarded her as a little sister, at that time, and still is。

Liu Haiyu was often out of school in the later period. I borrowed a few books from him, always trying to find a chance to return them to him, but when he was there, I forgot about it, so I kept it in my own hands until now.

The value of a book is like that, and its meaning is eternal. I still remember that he was studying in the library, called me over, gave me a book, and said it was very good, let me read it. I thought there was something big, but then I remembered his neurotic personality, smiled, took the book and returned to the dormitory, and after a total of less than ten words, I changed my clothes from the dormitory, ran to the library, and then went back again, not enough to toss.

While in school, he went to do telemarketing for a month. This is also what I heard him talk about later, I didn't even show up, he was not in school for more than a month, I always felt that he was elusive, and it was normal for him not to show up for a month, as if it was my birthday, and I wanted to have a meal with him, only to learn that he was not at school, perhaps, it was time to part.

We have discussed the value of university countless times, and I seem to have suggested that the current university is too impetuous, and he also agrees that the ultimate goal of both of us is to cherish the beautiful and not many four years, and now I have a new insight, the true meaning of university is enjoyment, gratuitous enjoyment, if you miss it, you will miss it, and if you miss it, you will never come back, and I will never get it back.

The time in college was very short, and the two years I spent with Liu Haiyu passed quickly, and I couldn't tell the truth, he left the school, and finally I sent him out of the school gate.

He didn't need me to go to the station to see him off, and he left, and just like that. It is said that every separation is for a better reunion, and a few years have passed in a blink of an eye, and I am still looking forward to the moment of reunion.

When he went to work, it was the moment when I fell into a trough, and I had mentioned my father's illness countless times, and I would write about it alone in the future.

At that time, it was the Spring Festival, and I told Liu Haiyu about it, and he also comforted me and persuaded me, at that time, I was not an exaggeration to say that I was grief-stricken, and I didn't tell anyone during the period, but I told Liu Haiyu, not that I had no friends, but after telling Liu Haiyu, I suddenly appeared, he was worried, I can't bring some troubled things to other people! So I chose to bear it myself, and didn't tell anyone else, so Liu Haiyu became the only person who could help me bear the pain.

I'm very grateful, I'm sorry, and I'm also very glad to have such a big brother!

Liu Haiyu's work. At the beginning, I was very excited, I could feel it, every time I talked to him on the phone, he was positive and optimistic, only occasionally complained, and still remembered his words before graduation: How about the annual salary within two years, it will be more than 100,000 yuan, right? It seems to be this number, it seems to be 200,000 yuan, or become a manager or something, after too long, I can't remember! At that time, the tone, behavior, everything, immature, Perversely, I was also made enthusiastic, in the first days of work, his mental state was very good, for him, I am not worried, even if he is Liu Haiyu, he is also Brother Haiyu.

But then, I couldn't help but feel a little worried. I thought he had completely forgotten the unruliness in school, and turned to completely annihilate in the melting pot of society, although so, it is not something I am worried about, because the melting pot of society is essential, and I also hope that he can come out of it completely, and at that time, he can be reborn.

still learned from classmates that Liu Haiyu is a madman.

After such a long time, the contact is quite frequent, but I happened to hear a classmate mention that after all, in the same major and industry, some of Liu Haiyu's behaviors at work make people have to recall his state when he was crazy.

I didn't want to ask, I should have guessed, a madman, how to change also takes a while, but in the end I asked, think about it, so many years of habits, so many years of character, how can you say that you can change. He explained to me that in the same way, there was a complaint in it, and maybe some of my current experience was summed up from him, because he said too much to me, and I listened too much.

I listened to his vent, and it can't be regarded as a vent, but during this time, I don't know if he lacks me a person to talk to.

Liu Haiyu is gone, and his ears may be quieter, but he can't find anyone who can drink and talk. When Liu Haiyu was in school, we would drink a few drinks together every few days, and I don't know how many times I drank in total, but what is certain is that I drank very happily every time, but the last time, in addition to being happy, there was also a trace of excitement.

Inexplicably disappeared for a while. It happened to be a year of work, he stayed in Tai'an for a year, I couldn't contact him during the July holiday, just like that, about one day in August, he gave me a message, I immediately called back, at that time, he had disappeared for more than a month, there was no news.

He still left Tai'an, the place that was once full of blood and infinite ambitions, and those dreams were defeated by reality after all. It took him more than a month to reflect and summarize. I'm not surprised, because he's Liu Haiyu! From his words, I also heard some vicissitudes and maturity, and my brain made up the picture at that time, like a white witch, as if there was a sense of a white head overnight, and Liu Haiyu, epiphany should also need such an experience!

When talking on the phone, he will still ask the girl he once chased, the girl later went back to school to repeat the postgraduate examination, I have also heard, everyone is the same, I have always paid attention to the little sister I once liked, when I think of or see the person in front of me, I will always feel inexplicable, not all love, just a little unwilling, some immature, some pain that is difficult to give up, but the past will eventually pass, and it will not come back, and it will not chase back.

became a North Drifter and went to Beijing. I felt his courage, and I couldn't. Maybe it's because I have too many ties in my heart, I know, he also has it, but he has that energy in his heart that I don't have, that kind of energy that can rush forward after speaking, and I have been looking for it all these years, but I haven't found it until now.

Silently, Liu Haiyu at that time had some changes in his worldview. Maybe it was the month of disappearance that gave him a feeling, or maybe a year of unsatisfactory work made him have a harvest, at that time, he was not an exaggeration to say that he had a great transformation, and he was no longer the Liu Haiyu I was once familiar with, and only Brother Haiyu was left in my heart, it has always been like this, he gave me too many opinions and suggestions, but it did not change my world view, because in the past few years in college, my personality has become more and more inclined to him back then, and I will never forget those memories without experiencing a blow.

It is his words and deeds that are negative, not his heart.

Sometimes an inexplicable word will always bring up the arrogance at that time, maybe he is suppressing, as if he changed two jobs, until half a year later, he stabilized a little, this is not easy, half a year is not a short time, time is in a hurry, and I am also facing graduating from college.

Graduation is sad, just like when I sent Liu Haiyu away. Especially in this city, maybe there are people in this city, maybe they won't come back for a few years, maybe more than ten years, and some people may never see each other for the rest of their lives. I'm not like Liu Haiyu, I specially changed the car, walked through the city, and tasted the familiar taste. I can't.

My father's illness returned, and he may have never recovered. The moment I signed the critical illness notice, I finally realized that I had such a heavy responsibility on my shoulders, which made me so tired and tired, that in less than a month, my girlfriend proposed to break up, I felt very painful, but I had no intention of keeping it.

I shed tears and was relieved. My father's illness has finally improved, and the stone in my heart has fallen under my feet, and it may have fallen on my feet, and it hurts a little, but I am glad that I am alive, and it is so good!

Liu Haiyu called during this period, I said that everything was fine, this time I didn't tell him, there is some pain, I need to bear it alone, I have this responsibility, and it is time for me to face it.

Fate is strange, a person, from hating to sympathy, there are not too many twists and turns, what makes us is true, and the other is time. Whether male or female, a relationship that can stand the test of time can be called a real grind.

Time flies, after so long, sometimes I recall, now I can't remember the true appearance of Liu Haiyu in a trance, or look at my current self, can I see my current appearance clearly?

In the blink of an eye, I also graduated from college, and in the final period of graduation, I experienced a lot of setbacks, life, emotions, and journeys, and said that my fate was a bit too much, after all, my life had just begun.

He got a girlfriend. He got a girlfriend during my graduation season. One night, he suddenly called me and asked, "If two people are destined not to be together in the future, is it necessary to be together now?"

He continued: "If a girl comes to study in another country from abroad, but she has a love affair with a local boy, but the girl is destined to return to her own country after a year, should such love be chased!"

I vaguely guessed that something must be related to him, and he was very serious at the time, but I also guessed that he might suddenly see or experience something related, after all, he was Liu Haiyu, and some things were beyond the control of ordinary people.

I pondered for a moment, and I said, "Why don't you chase it?" What is easy to be moved is often those memories that have passed, and those happiest laughter are right in front of your eyes, standing in the other person's point of view, maybe you don't want to hurt each other, but who can guess in the future? Maybe in the future, how can the other party not be full of emotion? Maybe I was faced with such a choice at that time, but I was very firm and persistent!

I don't know if it has anything to do with me. Not long after, or the moment he called, he had already made a decision in his heart, his girlfriend was an American student.

As always, each other's lives have not been disrupted, I know that what Liu Haiyu needs is someone who can understand his thinking, tolerate his behavior, and understand his life, I have long said that he deserves better, and I am very happy that he has found it.

I graduated from college, I was very confused, I didn't know how to choose the future path, I spent more than a month, during which the demon world rivers and lakes that put myself into strong feelings ended smoothly, and then, I started the road of killing gods in nothingness, until now the Burning Sky Soul Lord, the canter and grinding of the road always make you stop at a certain time, life, just like Liu Haiyu, crazy and crazy, unpredictable.

When you can't find your way, you like to be alone. I don't know why the contact has become less, basically he calls me, and I rarely take the initiative to contact him. It's not that the relationship between the two people has faded, but in this period, at the beginning of this tortuous road, I don't know where to go, I just want to find my own path.

I hope to be able to move forward in my own exploration, instead of always relying on his guidance to me, some roads are destined to be walked alone, he is not easy, I am also difficult, only in this common wind and rain process, raise your head, see the same sunshine.

Six years is not a short time, but when it comes to being unreserved, it is impossible, after all, everyone has their own secrets, they have their own lives, and the days have passed, according to the days he told him that night, his girlfriend has now long returned to her own country, if so, I don't know if he is in pain now, but I didn't ask, and he didn't say.

After a while, he told me that he was going to be a vegetarian. When I asked why, he was ambiguous, and he didn't give me a reason, and he didn't give me a reasonable explanation, and although I didn't guess, I was sure that something must have happened, or he wouldn't have been.

Later, I saw some of his feelings, his grandfather passed away a few days ago, I don't know if it has anything to do with this, and now it seems that I can't delve into it, only when we meet in the future, everything can be relieved.

Liu Haiyu has become deeper, Liu Haiyu has become more vicissitudes, and Liu Haiyu has become more "old". During the call, his words dropped unconsciously, and slowly, occasionally, there was a trace of paleness, perhaps, he was really mature, but would such a bangs still be the crazy person before?

I can't see him in the future, and I can't see my future self clearly, everything is unknown, it's just that it's hard to walk for a while, and you have to climb it.