Chapter 168: Staying, that is, continuing to be unclear

"Mom, Mom, what's wrong with you?" just shook Shi Xinliang's arm to call her back to reality.

"No, it's just that I thought we wouldn't have to bring something to eat when we went back to make supper. ”

"Okay, okay, let's go buy KFC, okay?"

The little girl immediately opened her teeth and claws, obviously for her, food is very tempting.

In the past, because she only ate KFC and had stomach trouble, Shi Xinliang rarely bought this, but today, she didn't object, and nodded: "Okay, let's buy the whole family bucket." 魍"

When they returned to their lodgings, it was already dark, but there was no light on in the house, and it was pitch black.

Shi Xinliang had a moment of joy but felt lost, could it be that he was gone?

However, when she saw the light in her study, she suddenly became angry, and rushed directly to denounce the man who made up his own mind.

Zheng Weixi was holding a teacup, sitting at the computer desk, slowly drinking tea while moving the mouse, looking at Shi Xinliang's wedding photos stored in the computer.

"Why are you rummaging through my stuff?"

"Just look at it, there's nothing you can't see. ”

Zheng Weixi was dismissive.

Shi Xinliang was angry for a while, and just wanted to say something more, just calling her outside, so he had to glare at him fiercely, and turned around and went out.

I was just a little tired, and at the moment I was unbuttoning my clothes that I couldn't untie, when I saw the rescuers coming, I pouted and said: "Mom, you didn't hear me call you that." ”

Shi Xin smiled coldly and reached out to help her take off her clothes little by little.

"Mom, who were you talking to just now, did your uncle not leave?"

"What's the matter, my uncle has long been gone, and my mother is on the phone. ”

Placed in the quilt alone, the little guy still refused to sleep, although he yawned vigorously: "Mom, my KFC hasn't eaten yet, you remember not to eat it all." ”

"Okay, okay, mom got it. Shi Xin smiled and pinched her cheeks: "Sleep, baby." ”

"Mom, you have to tell me a story, so I can sleep. ”

So, Shi Xinliang had no choice but to patiently tell her fairy tales, one after another, and then slowly fell asleep.

Pulling the quilt tightly for her, Shi Xinliang stood up, only then did he notice the man standing by the door at the moment, and was shocked, when did he come over, he didn't even know it.

In order not to disturb the child, both of them took a light step, gently closed the door, and went down the stairs one after the other.

On the coffee table, there was a fragrant can of the whole family, and it didn't move.

Zheng Weixi leaned into the sofa and took out a cigarette to smoke, and the room was immediately filled with choking smoke.

Shi Xinliang frowned and didn't speak.

"My heart is cold, between us, can't we really go back, perhaps, you should think about it for grandpa's sake. ”

Shi Xinliang couldn't help sighing, I don't know how my grandfather would react if he was alive and saw today's situation?

For grandpa's sake, should she choose to turn back?

"I don't know why you are embarrassed to move out of Grandpa to talk about things, if Grandpa was alive, do you think things will develop to this point, and don't you remember why Grandpa left so early? Everyone is blaming me for being his old man's talisman, what were you doing at the time, and now, you still want to go back to the past, do you think it's possible?"

The past is like a knife, every time it is mentioned, the flesh and blood of a heart are blurred, and Shi Xinliang's eyes have shimmered.

Zheng Weixi snuffed out the half-smoked cigarette in his hand, and his deep eyes were stained with indescribable deep sorrow.

There was a suffocating dullness in the air.

"Maybe I was mistaken, I thought it was just my child, and you haven't forgotten me all these years. ”

"You're really funny, just me and Qin Kainan's child, this is a fact that no one can change, if you don't believe it, you can go to the DNA test, won't everything be clear?"

Shi Xinliang knew this man somewhat, he wouldn't do anything like that, so he dared to say that.

Zheng Weixi smiled: "Then we can not mention the child first, do you dare to say that you can really let me go, and you are really in love with Qin Kainan, then I am very strange, why have you not been together in name for three years, and you have lived without a father for so long, and as soon as I appeared, you decided to get married, why?"

His question is really to the point, and it is difficult to answer.

Shi Xinliang hesitated for a moment, and finally found a suitable reason to explain to him: "Before, Kenan had stomach cancer, and he didn't feel good after the operation, so he has always refused to marry me, not me." ”

Zheng Weixi looked at her, for a while, and said with a smile: "I really didn't expect that he is such a great person, so it seems that your relationship has reached a certain level, right, I am still self-righteous that you can't forget me, and even, just now in the computer document, I saw that you saved a photo of me and was complacent." ”

Shi Xin was silent, as if he hadn't heard his words at all.

Indeed, she left a picture of him there.

At the beginning, she wanted to wipe out all the memories of him here, but in the end, she still left a photo of him with a soft heart, but she never looked at it, so that she had forgotten the existence of that photo after a long time.

In her computer, there are many bits and pieces from small to large, and Qin Kainan is the majority.

"You insist on marrying him, are you really sure that you won't regret it?" Zheng Weixi couldn't stand her silence, and there was a bit of impatience in his tone.

"Why should I regret it, I know what I want in my own heart, do you think, Qin Kainan is not as good as you, that's just your own opinion, in my eyes, he and you, one heaven and one earth, Zheng Weixi, I advise you to wake up, and please let me go, don't ruin the happiness of the rest of my life, okay?"

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Shi Xinliang spent a sleepless night.

Zheng Weixi left that night, at that time, the night was already deep, she looked at his thin clothes, and the drizzle flying outside, and almost rushed out to save the words a few times, but in the end she still held back.

She knew that she couldn't keep him, and if she did, she would continue to be involved.

However, if you don't stay, it doesn't necessarily mean that from now on the Chu River Han Realm, the last sentence he threw to her has been imprinted in her heart, he said: "Shi Xinliang, I will let you turn back one day." He also said: "You can deceive others, but you can't deceive yourself, your happiness can only be given by me." He even said in the end: "Your acting skills are really bad, you can barely say it with me, but when you get to Qin Kainan, you can't hide anything, are you sure you can hide it from him for the rest of your life? Wake up, don't compete with yourself anymore." ”

No matter what he said, Shi Xinliang didn't speak.

She felt that his words might be right and might make sense, but so what, he and she couldn't do it anymore, didn't they?

She can't be like the ridiculous heroines in those film and television dramas, she chooses to run away from marriage, she can't be sorry for Qin Kainan, and she is unwilling and has no courage to face everything she has to face next after ending this wedding.

He stood outside the door, half of his whole body was hidden in the shadows, and his eyes burning at her were burning: "Are you so ruthless, can't you think about it for me, didn't I go against my will when I did that." ”

"I can think of you, but I can't help but think for Vian, can I. ”

Shi Xinliang finally relentlessly and closed the door, tears flowed down at that moment, like beads with broken threads, she cried, but she didn't dare to make a sound, she was afraid that the person across the door would hear the movement inside, because she knew that he didn't leave.

Outside the door, a man's voice came at this moment: "Cold heart, let's stop torturing each other, okay?"

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Qin Kainan got up early and rushed to the office.

In the rain, the road surface was not very clear, so he had to slow down and drive slowly, his brows inadvertently twisted into pimples.

This kind of weather, and it coincides with the weekend, there are very few pedestrians, and there should be no one who crosses the road in violation of traffic rules, but he just bumped into one.

It was a tall man, his clothes were drenched, and he looked quite embarrassed, but when he walked, he still straightened his waist, and he looked arrogant and awe-inspiring, and he didn't look like an ordinary character.

And coincidentally, the man, just as his car was about to pass, crossed the sidewalk, and when he slowed down and was about to wait for him to pass, he stood still, motionless, looking at him through the continuous rain.

Qin Kainan's heartbeat slowed down by half a beat, and although he couldn't see the other party's face clearly, he had already judged his identity from the general outline of his face.

But at this moment, these are not important, the important thing is that he is just a few feet away from the car, only a little bit away, he is about to make intimate contact with the car, and looking at his expression, he does not want to get out of the way even a little distance.

Qin Kainan slammed on the brakes, and at the last moment, the car came to a dangerous stop, and his forehead was already covered with beads of sweat.

This man, isn't he crazy?

If you don't want to live, don't necessarily choose under your nose or not, it doesn't matter if he dies, but he is determined to cross a beam between himself and Xinliang.

Wiping a handful of sweat, scraping the window glass again, and looking at the man standing in the rain opposite, indeed, his judgment was not wrong, it was Zheng Weixi who was right.

I couldn't help but think of her absent-mindedness when I met Shi Xinliang last night, it turned out that it was because of this, when he was eating out, he should be at her house.

A wave of resentment in his heart made his face even more ugly, and he pushed the car door and stepped out.

The road with sparse vehicles looked strangely deserted after being washed by the rain, and the two men stood in the middle of the road so abruptly, like red-eyed enemies meeting each other, each with a cold face, looking at each other angrily, and there was a great tendency to put each other to death in the next second.

The rain dripped down Zheng Weixi's already soaked hair, and because of the cold, his face was very pale, but he still straightened his back, like a fighter who had gone through all kinds of difficulties but refused to give up.

Qin Kainan still opened his mouth first: "I haven't seen you for a long time, Mr. Zheng, what's the matter, it's worth a big man like you, come here, and make yourself like a chicken in the soup, aren't you afraid of being caught by those paparazzi and making headlines tomorrow?"

"It's okay, I'm used to being a headliner, I originally wanted to pull Lawyer Qin and you to make a headline together, but you are very uncooperative, why brake, this is obviously not a sidewalk. ”

Qin Kainan glared at him fiercely, such a person who played cards out of common sense was really a headache, he was obviously sure that he wouldn't stop to do this, and now Feng Liang's words are still so beautiful, it's really embarrassing for him.

"Let's put it bluntly, Zheng is always a busy man, and I don't think I have time to find a place to have a tea or something, so it's good to talk here. ”

"Oh, Lawyer Qin thinks I'm here for something?" Zheng Weixi seemed to be very affected by his anger, and continued to fuel his fire: "Then I might as well say it directly, you probably can guess it, I spent the night there last night, do you have to tie up a man with another man in your heart, I really don't understand what you think in your heart." ”

"Zheng Weixi, don't deceive yourself anymore, she has you in her heart, will you still appear here so early, I really don't understand, I advise you, stay away from my fiancΓ©e. ”

"Lawyer Qin is not a smart person, to be honest, I really kicked her out. But you don't want to think about why she left me at home when she dined with you if I hadn't done anything out of the ordinary, but at night... but they drove me out. ”

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