390 Childhood Bamboo Horses(131)
(Cat pounce Chinese a few months later.
"Let me ask you again, where is my son? If you don't want to die, tell me, where is my son?"
"Eaten by a dog! It's long gone! There's no bones left! Maybe if you go and slaughter the dog now, you'll still find a little scum!"
Xu Dongli sat up from the bed suddenly, sweat on his forehead, empty eyes, and gasping for breath with his mouth open, as if he hadn't recovered from the nightmare.
Cong Baobao on the side was awakened by him, immediately turned on the bedside light, sat up and stretched out his hand to hold him, "Dong Li, what's wrong?"
She was worried, her brows furrowed, he didn't look very good.
She had lost count of the first time in the months that he had woken up from his slumber and gasped for breath with an ugly face, just like now.
From the first time, Cong Baobao asked him what was wrong, but he always said that it was okay, but it didn't take long to do it again.
Where does he look like he's fine?
Xu Dongli didn't answer, just gasped, Cong Baobao didn't ask anymore, sat quietly beside him and stretched out his hand to pat his back gently, worried in his heart.
It's been a long time since that incident many months ago, and she still doesn't know what happened to him and that Li Yu at that time, except for being stabbed, what else he received, she doesn't know at all.
She asked, but he didn't say anything, just said it was fine.
It's okay, these two words have become the regular answer he uses to answer her, but is it really okay?
The more he said that, the more worried she became.
Seeing that everything had passed for so long, and he had been troubled, she was really worried about him.
After a long while, Xu Dongli relieved himself, Cong Baobao took a few tissues to wipe the sweat on his forehead, and sighed slightly,
If he continued like this, she would really be scared to death by him.
"Dong Li, why don't you go to the doctor?" she wanted to help him, but she didn't know how she should help him, and he always said that it was okay, and she couldn't help if she wanted to.
The only way he could think of was to ask him to go to the doctor, otherwise he would always be like this and would not be able to sleep well at night.
Didn't he know that his dark circles were already heavy?
Looking at him like this, she was really heartbroken.
Xu Dongliang's low and hoarse voice came, "It's okay, it's just a dream, I'm fine." ”
Cong Baobao had long expected that he would definitely say that it was okay, but it was the same thing, and when she really heard it, she was a little unhappy, and looked at him with a serious face, "Dong Liang, do you think I will believe you when you say it's okay? The more you say this, the more worried I become! Think about it yourself, how many times have you been here? If you are really fine, you won't dream all the time!"
Xu Dongli didn't say anything, reached out and rubbed his temples.
Cong Baobao reached over, straightened his face, and made him look at himself, "You look at me, tell me honestly, what happened that day?" Xu Dongliang, I am the person you love the most, what is there that I can't let me know? You know me, I'm really worried about you. ”
Xu Dongli looked at her, "I'm really fine, you don't have to worry about me, it's just a dream, it's nothing!"
As he spoke, he pushed her hand away, "You sleep, I'll go drink some water." ”
With that, he got out of bed and went out.
Cong Baobao sat on the bed and looked at his back with a frown, how could she continue to sleep with peace of mind when he looked like this?
When he went out, she sighed deeply and looked gloomy.
Although that incident has passed, those influences have always been there, not in her, but in him.
His current situation is really worrying!
Xu Dongli went downstairs, but he didn't drink water as he said, but walked out, sat on a rocking chair in the garden, took out a cigarette, lit it on his lips, and smoked it slowly.
He couldn't sleep.
Even if he just told Cong Baobao that he was fine, he was just dealing with her, and he didn't want her to worry, in fact, he was depressed and uncomfortable, and the urge to kill was still floating in his chest.
At that time, if Zheng Yi hadn't come in time, I believe that Li Yu had been thrown downstairs by him, and it would be different if he was dead or not.
Homicide.
Looking back now, back to that time, perhaps, he knew that it was a bureau set up by Li Yu, and he was also
Tang would do just that.
He smoked a cigarette and rubbed his temples and let out a deep breath.
When the weather was cold, he sat here smoking cigarette butts all over the floor, and when he went back to the house, he was covered in cold, and he did not go back to the room immediately, but sat downstairs tightly for a while, and waited for his body to warm up again, and then went upstairs and entered the nursery to see his children.
The two children, who are almost one year old, have grown up a lot more than before, and recently the two little babies have been learning to walk and are growing up very well.
Xu Dongli came to the crib, looked at the two sons who were sleeping soundly, and couldn't help but reach out and gently touch their faces.
They are all healthy!
He knew that the child had never been hurt at all, but he couldn't control it and couldn't help but want to make sure of the child's safety.
By the time he came out of the nursery and returned to his room with Cong Baobao, it was all light.
He didn't sleep, he couldn't sleep, but he was ready to lie down for a while and get up to work.
After Cong Baobao waited for him to lie down, he turned to look at him, "You have been drinking saliva for a long time." ”
Xu Dongli didn't expect her to be awake, and she paused before speaking, "Why didn't you sleep?"
Cong Baobao looked at him with a frown, "Do you think I can really fall asleep like you are now?"
He didn't know how worried she was about him, and if she hadn't held back, she would have gone down to look for him.
But she thought that maybe he needed more personal time, so she didn't go down to look for him, but lay quietly in the room, quietly waiting for him to come back.
It's just that I didn't expect to wait until dawn after such a wait.
There was still a faint smell of smoke coming from him, and she knew that he must have gone down to smoke.
He doesn't have a big addiction to smoking, at least she rarely sees him smoking, especially now that he has children, in front of her, almost none.
But now, she thought, it wasn't that he didn't have a smoking addiction, but that he just didn't smoke in front of her, and when he secretly carried her behind her back, maybe he was a big smoker.
But as soon as he went down to smoke, she knew that he wasn't okay at all.
Just said that it was okay, but it was just coaxing her.
Qiu Xiaoxiao reached out and held his hand, and said to him, "Xu Dongliang, no matter what, you have to remember that I will always be by your side, if you have anything unhappy, I hope you can tell me!"
"Don't you always tell me you're okay, do you look like you're okay now? If you always say you're okay, I'll be even more worried! I'm your wife, I'm your dearest, isn't it? If you don't tell me something in your heart, who else do you want to tell me?"
"Do you want to carry it by yourself all the time? Can you carry it? I can also carry it for you together, don't you trust me?"
Cong Baobao said a lot, all of which were in his heart, and now he feels uncomfortable and has to say it.
Xu Dongli opened his mouth and couldn't say anything.
Cong Baobao leaned into his arms, "Xu Dongliang, what happened that day? If you don't tell me, how can I help you? Looking at you like this, I really feel heartbroken, you know?"
Xu Dongli gently took her into his arms, took a deep breath, and then spoke, "Baby, I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
It wasn't what he wanted, and he never wanted people to worry about him.
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I want you to tell you what's on your mind. ”
Xu Dongli was silent for a while before he spoke, "I really don't have anything to do, I just keep having nightmares, and the things of that day are nothing special, I don't say it, and I don't want you to worry, and it's quite bloody, so it's not suitable for you to listen to." ”
"Why is it so bloody that doesn't suit me? You were stabbed by him, I know about it, and then what? What else did he do?"
She felt that it was not so simple, what else must Li Yu have done?
Xu Dongli opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything, and said softly in her ear, "I'm sorry." ”
Cong Baobao was a little disappointed, no matter what, he still didn't say anything.
She sighed deeply and hugged him tightly.
He himself was reluctant to say that it was useless to do whatever she said.
The two hugged quietly until dawn, when Xu Dongli got up and went back to work.
Cong Baobao took care of the two children at home, and Xu Zhiai also helped on the side.
Cong Baobao was not in a good mood all day, his brows were locked all the time, and he felt absent-minded.
Of course, Xu Zhiai saw it, and after she coaxed the two little babies to sleep, she came down to accompany her, sat beside her, and asked with concern, "Baby, what's wrong?
Cong Baobao couldn't handle it alone, and when he heard her words, he was like finding a savior, and told her, "I'm caring about Xu Dongli!"
"What's wrong with Winter Fence?"
Xu Dongli would always wake up with nightmares at night, and no one knew about it except Cong Baobao, who slept in the same bed with him.
Cong Baobao didn't tell anyone about it, Xu Dongli was reluctant to behave normally in others, but his face was relatively bad recently.
Cong Baobao told her that Xu Dongli had nightmares at night, as well as the things he was worried about, all of which he told Xu Zhiai.
"Godmother, I'm really worried about him, he always says it's okay, obviously his face has been so bad recently, I'm really afraid that he won't be able to hold back!"
Xu Zhiai listened, her brows tightened, she didn't know much about those things, they didn't say much about them, she saw that the children were fine, so she didn't ask, and now I know that Xu Dongli had this incident.
She thought for a while, and then said to Cong Baobao, "Baby, don't worry too much, I believe that Dong Liang can adjust it by himself! I will talk to him, if there is really any problem, I still have to see a doctor." ”
Cong Baobao nodded, she also hoped that Xu Dongli would go to see a doctor, it was really not good to wake up from a nightmare honestly.
Xu Zhiai took the time to call her husband, didn't talk nonsense, and asked directly about Xu Dongliang.
"What the hell happened that day? The baby said that Dong Li has been waking up from nightmares lately! I said why his face has been getting worse and worse lately, and he thinks that you are putting too much pressure on him!"
Ye Qiancheng pondered for a while, and said to her, "Leave this matter to me, I will tell him, you tell the baby, don't worry too much, it's all a trivial matter." ”
"If only it were a trifle, don't lie to me!"
"It's really a trifle, don't lie to you. ”
Hearing his words, Xu Zhiai was relieved.
Ye Qiancheng immediately called Xu Dongli and asked him to come up to his office now, he had something to say to him.
Soon, Xu Dongli pushed open the door and came in, "Dad, what are you looking for me?"
Night Thousand City motioned to him, "Sit down first." ”
Xu Dongli walked over, sat down in front of him, and looked at him.
Night Thousand City asked him, "You haven't slept well lately?"
Xu Dongli was stunned for a moment and understood that Cong Baobao must have told them about this because he was worried about him.
He lowered his eyes, and he didn't intend to hide it, "It's that I didn't sleep well, but it didn't affect my work, I'm fine." ”
Ye Qiancheng looked at him, "If you're really good, your mother will call me and ask about you!"
"They are too worried. ”
"What the hell is going on with you?" "Nightmale doesn't fight him, "Because of what happened that day?"
"I'm fine. Xu Dongli said firmly.
Night Thousand City shook his head, "Dong Li, it's not that if you say it's okay, it must be okay, if you're okay, you won't have nightmares at night! Anyway, you should take the time to see a doctor! I have a familiar psychiatrist, you go and see." ”
"I'm not sick!" Xu Dongli frowned, very resistant to seeing a doctor.
He just felt that he was always having nightmares, that he wasn't crazy, and that he didn't need to see a psychiatrist.
Let him see a psychiatrist, it's like he has a disease, he's fine!
Ye Qiancheng sighed, "I didn't say that you were sick, I just thought you should relax your mood, and going to the psychiatrist doesn't mean that you are sick!
"I'm not afraid of anything. ”
"Since you don't have one, then take the time to check it out!"
Ye Qiancheng looked at the time and said to him, "Just in the afternoon, you don't have to do anything in the afternoon, just go and see." ”
As he spoke, he found a business card and handed it to him, "You call Dr. Li, and go down and have a look!"
"Dad!" Xu Dongli looked at him with a frown.
Night Thousand Cities' attitude is also tough
"If you can call me Dad, you should listen to me, I'm for your good, not for you, let Dr. Li help you relieve your mood, no matter what, it's all good!"
Xu Dongli still didn't take it.
Night Thousand City continued, "Don't think about yourself, you also think about the baby, do you still want her to worry all the time!"
Xu Dongli opened his mouth to speak, but Ye Qiancheng interrupted again, "Dongliang, go and take a look, I've seen it, if you think you're okay at all, it's okay, if you see it, it can make you stop having nightmares, that's good! Or do you want me to take you there?"
The latter words are already threats.
Xu Dongli could only take the business card, looking at the name and phone number on it, his brows were tightly locked.
"You go back, make a call to make an appointment first, or do you want me to call for you?"
"No, I don't. ”
Xu Dongli took the business card and left, going back to his office.
He sat down in the office chair and threw the business card on the table, but his eyes were still fixed on the business card, and after a while, he picked it up and dialed the arc, "Hello, is it Dr. Li? I'm Xu Dongli, the son of Night Thousand City......
In the afternoon, Zheng Yi came to his office to look for him, and just as he was about to go out.
Zheng Yi saw that he was getting dressed and asked, "You want to go out?"
Xu Dongli nodded, "Yes, go to the hospital." ”
"Why did you go to the hospital, is anyone sick?" asked Zheng Yi in surprise.
"No one got sick. ”
"Then why are you going to the hospital?" Zheng Yi looked puzzled.
Xu Dongli didn't say anything, and directly handed him the business card.
Zheng Yi took it, glanced at it, and was a little stunned, "Psychiatrist? Do you want to see a psychiatrist? What's wrong with you?"
Xu Dongli looked at him, "You also think that I don't need to see a psychiatrist at all, do you?"
Zheng Yi's expression became serious, "Who told you to see it, and what happened to you lately?"
Since he was asked to see it, something must have happened, Zheng Yi also remembered what happened at that time, he asked him at the time, and he said that it was okay and he didn't need to see a doctor.
Now, months have passed.
Xu Dongli shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "I always have nightmares at night, so they let me go to see them, I think they are making a big fuss." ”
But Zheng Yi still frowned, "Do you always have nightmares? What nightmares do you have? Could it be that you always dream about that day?"
Xu Dongli was silent and didn't say anything.
Zheng Yi could already know from his reaction that he had guessed correctly.
He exhaled, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and said to him seriously, "Dong Li, I also think you should have gone to see it a long time ago! Letting you see it doesn't mean that you are sick, it's just that when that kind of thing happens, everyone needs mental counseling!"
Xu Dongli glanced at him, "So you also think I should go to the doctor!"
"There is no harm in seeing a doctor!"
Xu Dongli didn't say anything, he had already come to the parking lot, he unlocked it, and sat on it.
Zheng Yi also sat in the passenger seat, and Xu Dongli looked at him with raised eyebrows.
Zheng Yi said, "I'll go with you, you're alone, and I don't feel at ease." ”
He was actually afraid that he would say that it was just perfunctory to see, and that he was going to be an overseer.
Xu Dongli sneered, didn't say anything, and started the car to leave.
He had already made an appointment with Dr. Lee, which was a private hospital, and he asked the nurse station at the front desk, and someone came to take him there.
Dr. Lee's consultation room was in the corner, not very conspicuous, and there were no other guests today, just him.
He went in, and Zheng Yi accompanied him.
"Hello Dr. Li, I'm Xu Dongli. ”
Doctor Li nodded and asked him to sit down, "Qiancheng has also called me, it's okay, you can just relax, let's talk first." ”
Zheng Yi pointed at himself, "Then do I need to go out?"
Dr. Lee looked at him, "Do you think you need to go out? Is there anything you can't hear?"
Zheng Yi shook his head, "I know everything about him very well. ”
"Then stay. ”
Xu Dongli sat on the chair in front of him and looked at him.
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