When the universe was first born, atoms erupted from the singularity and rushed to our destiny, becoming nebulae, meteorites, rays, stars, dust...... After hundreds of millions of explosions and recombination, under incredible coincidences, all the atoms in people's bodies were finally able to converge on the same planet.

Later, after billions of years of evolution, from the simplest nucleic acid protein in the ocean, to today's unique people, when the first time I saw someone in the sea of people, maybe not the first time, in the singularity, in the constellation Sagittarius, in the spiral arm of the Milky Way, in the corona of the sun, in the eyes of the dinosaurs, in the walls of the Tang Dynasty, in the smoke and dust of the industrial revolution, maybe you have seen it.

Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal things, and at the age of old Barton, he has already seen it, but he still feels lucky, because he has not said goodbye properly, and he has not expressed enough nostalgia for this world, if he can never wake up this time, he feels really regretful...... If people can still feel regret after death.

"At least until I'm ready."

At this moment, old Barton thought silently in his heart, feeling that there were still many things to do, and he had not had time to take care of the cattle and sheep that he had just bought this year, and he had not helped the quartems and alpacas to breed, and it was also a big deal to castrate those male calves, otherwise he would be in estrus when he became an adult, and the meat would become rough.

Almost everything he thought about was related to the Snow Mountain Ranch, he had lived in the Snow Mountain Ranch since he was a teenager, and the old Barton had experienced the changes of this pasture for more than half a century, and his work occupied most of the old man's life, so that he could hardly think of anything else except the pasture.

After experiencing this crisis, the perspective of looking at things has become different, what I once thought was very important, suddenly became unimportant, some inconspicuous little things, but rushed to appear in Barton's mind, in a daze of just a few minutes, he has looked back on his life, not exciting enough, but let Barton feel satisfied.

If you want to say that there must be regrets, such as not having children, wives and children, such as some stupid things that I did when I was young, some people have been buried in the soil, and they don't even have a chance to make up for it, and suddenly thought of Han Xuan, Old Barton is close to this little guy in his heart, and he really wants to see him get married and have children, otherwise he always feels that he is still a child, and he can't take care of himself alone, about the question of how much money Han Xuan has, the old man has never paid attention to the relationship between being unhappy and having more money and less money, but it is by no means a decisive factor.

Having been to the factory where the concentrate of the Act was made, Barton figured out what he had just been soaked in, had seen a truckload of pasture extract only a small bottle of concentrate the size of an ordinary test tube, and wondered how much the half-tank of "bathwater" was worth.

The nurse saw the old man in a daze, and couldn't guess what Barton was thinking, so she helped feed some warm water with added glucose, and whispered that if she wanted to go to the toilet, she would press the prompt bell by the window, and she or her colleagues would rush over immediately......

When he was alone in the ward, old Barton had more time to think, but soon he heard the voice of a little girl, as if she was standing outside the door, and you and I were talking about who was going to knock on the door.

Han Xuan was taken care of by Barton and grew up, and so did Gloria and Felicina, the two little guys, after being interrupted from thinking, a smile appeared on their slightly pale faces, they were used to living in a cabin in Montana, but they felt uncomfortable living in such an advanced ward, and the feeling of acquaintances coming made Old Barton happy.

As a well-deserved "second-in-command" of Snow Mountain Ranch, he could have lived a wealthy life, and his income beat many Wall Street gold collars, but he donated most of the money in his hand, leaving some expenses to meet himself, Han Xuan once offered to help him tailor a "Barton Scholarship", and was finally rejected by the old Barton, who seemed to be very thick-skinned, but was actually quite thin.

Sometimes people always feel that life is better than death, and after experiencing the state of close to death, they will know that life is the most important thing, which is the main reason why suicide people rarely attempt suicide a second time, Barton Sr. has always been satisfied with the life he has, and is more worried that one day there will be nothing, everything will become meaningless, and he can only live in the memories of others.

Turning his head to look at the door with a smile, Gloria and Felicina's voices still sounded so funny, milky and clever.

couldn't stand the two little guys pushing around, Han Xuan, as the elder brother, pushed open the door at this time, which directly made the two younger sisters lose the meaning of arguing, forgetting what happened just now, the two of them quickly ran to the bedside and shouted as before: "Barton! Are you cured, Mom said that the doctor here is very good. ”

"Guess who of us is who? How did your white hair turn black? ”

"Hmm...... What's in your nostrils? ”

"Also, what does ninety-four mean on the screen?"

You say a word, "ninety-four" refers to the heartbeat, originally only more than seventy, after the excitement rose a little, Han Xuan is not as sweet as the two of them, it was better when he was a child, but now he doesn't know how to express his emotions, after putting the bunch of lavender in his hand on the bedside table, he reached out and patted Gloria and Felicina's heads, and said in his mouth: "Be quieter, it's better not to speak."

Barton's illness is not yet cured, and he needs a quiet environment to recuperate, don't be naughty. ”

Looking at Barton's hair, the color was really different from what he saw yesterday, and there were not as many wrinkles on his face as yesterday, which made Han Xuan couldn't help but feel strange, thinking about asking the doctor what was wrong later, and said to Barton: "I asked you just now, the bruises in the head have become smaller, and a minimally invasive operation may be required in the next few days, but it is not necessary, and it will be observed for two days to see the situation." ”

Daddy Han, Old John, Martinez, Anderson and others were all in the ward, which was slightly empty before, but now it was lively, and the voice was quite small, Old John's eyes were red, and he muttered God bless.

In the past, his voice was full of energy, and his hot temper did not change even after the age of eighty, but at this moment, Old Barton's voice seemed weak, and he said to Han Xuan with a smile on his face: "Don't murder them, they're just children, they don't understand anything."

It's okay, I'm in good spirits when I see them, thank you, it's going to be a hassle to send me here, right, it's disturbing your vacation.

John, why are you all wearing suits, are you ready to attend my funeral? ”

“…… At this time, you can save some effort, on the side of the four towers of the Snow Mountain, almost all of them are wearing formal clothes, and to be honest, it is a little uncomfortable.

You can't leave your shotgun before you decide who you're going to leave with. ”

John Sr. said in a happy tone that Barton was his best friend and it was great to be able to talk again......