It's snowing.

Roland could feel Dingenier in his arms, his body temperature slowly lowering. But Roland couldn't do anything, and could only watch as Dingenil grew weaker and weaker before his eyes.

This feeling is simply painful.

"Why don't you do anything? Save him! Roland couldn't help but roar at Sharon, he never seemed to have been so out of shape!

Sharon bowed his head and was silent, but his body was trembling.

Sharon's performance was like a rainstorm, extinguishing the last bit of hope in Roland's heart. And it made him realize that Dingenier might really never be the same again.

This sudden blow caught Roland off guard, and he didn't know how to face all this that was happening in front of his eyes now!

Roland realized at this time that it turned out that life and death would be so painful. And this pain was even more painful for Roland than it was when he said goodbye to Rand in the arena.

But why is that? Why is Dingnonier all of a sudden not working?

Roland couldn't help but whisper comforting: "It's okay, you have to cheer up, everything will be fine, everything will be fine......" Roland didn't know whether he couldn't help but say this, whether he wanted to comfort Dingenier or himself.

Dingenier lay quietly in Roland's arms, his expression extremely serene. He said softly, "I know my situation, and you shouldn't be too upset. In fact, I am very content to meet you in my last moments...... Speaking of which, you must think I'm a weirdo, right? Eccentric personality and difficult to get close to...... Actually, I was really happy when I first met you...... Although I don't know what kind of person I am in your eyes...... I'm really glad I have a brother like you. It's just a pity that I haven't been able to say it...... If I still have time, I really hope to be close to you...... Cough...... Ahem......" Dingenier suddenly began to cough again.

Roland felt his heart break, and there really was a stinging pain in his heart that resembled suffocation, which was completely different from when Catherine put a spell on him!

Gradually, Dingeniel's body began to glow. Roland became even more flustered, but could only watch as Dingurnier slowly began to turn into a point of light and disappear into the air, but could do nothing.

Roland could only subconsciously hug Dingeniel fiercely, as if he could protect his younger brother by doing so. But Dingenier's body is still slowly becoming transparent.

Dingenniel leaned on Roland's shoulder and continued to whisper, "...... Now, I can finally give you my name back......"

Roland choked up and couldn't speak, and his body couldn't stop shaking. He saw Dingenier finally close his eyes peacefully, and then slowly turned into countless points of light, scattered in the air in the face of the heavy snow, and finally disappeared.

At this moment, Roland felt that his chest was very stuffy, very tingling, his brain became blank, and he had a feeling that he was about to suffocate, and then he didn't know anything.

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By the time Roland woke up, it was already late at night.

In the evening, it was a blizzard again, and the remaining three stayed on the leeward side of the bare rock cliff at the foot of the mountain, slightly obscuring the snowflakes in the sky.

Sharon and Gray light a fire to ward off the cold night on the snowy mountains. Roland saw that he was covered with Gray's big beard, and his brain was still empty, as if everything before was just a dream, but the stinging in his heart, the despair was still there, and it continued.

Gray noticed that Roland was awake, so he approached him and said, "After a day's sleep, are you hungry?" ”

Roland glanced at Gray, and the past and memories began to become clearer, and the clues gradually connected: Dingenel's abnormally slender fingers, his long-term pale face, and the helplessness and occasional anxiety that were inadvertently revealed...... When he understood all this, Roland realized how ridiculous and ignorant he really was!

Roland couldn't suppress the loss and ups and downs in his heart, and pressed Gray to the ground, and asked excitedly, "You already know his situation, right?" Why didn't you tell me? Somehow, Roland felt that his emotions were surging up all of a sudden, and he couldn't control it, and the tingling in his heart still hadn't gone away.

"I ......"

"Do you still want to say that you don't know? Why did you interrupt Augustine that day in the noodle shop and stop him from continuing? In fact, each of you knows the condition of his body and knows that there is something wrong with his body, right? But it's just hiding it from me! Why didn't you tell me? Why! I'm so stupid, there are so many details, why didn't I find out? I could only watch him ......" Speaking of this, Roland's mood suddenly dropped, and his whole heart seemed to be stuffed, and there was a feeling of collapse.

Gray struggled to his feet from the ground, his expression a little lost.

Gray whispered, "Roland, I know you're really sad this time...... I also know that I shouldn't hide it from you. However, I believe that from Dingenier's standpoint, he also does not want to show his weak side in front of others, especially in front of you. So I hope you can calm down, after all, this matter has nothing to do with you. ”

"No, that's my fault...... If I could be a little more useful, maybe he wouldn't have been hit by the rubble, and he wouldn't have ......" At this, Roland choked up a little, and couldn't say any more.

Sharon's eyes at the moment were also a little lonely. She glanced at Roland silently, and said slowly, "Even if he hadn't been hit by the rubble, the result would have been the same...... So you don't have to blame yourself either. Dingenier's death has nothing to do with you. ”

After listening to Sharon's words, Roland calmed down a little, but his body had a sense of detachment, and he was physically and mentally exhausted. The surrounding snowflakes fluttered in the air, faintly shining in the moonlight, like Dingenier's transformed points of light, reappearing in front of him.

Roland suddenly couldn't stand such a scene anymore. He never knew that Dingenier's death would have such a big impact on him.

It seems that Sharon really said it, Roland now regrets it very, very much, if he hadn't rejected Dingenier so decisively, would things have become different from now?

Obviously, he is not even familiar with him, he obviously doesn't like his indifference, and he doesn't agree with his ideas and ideas, why does Roland feel like a knife when he really says goodbye to him, so painful? If he could, Roland would rather bear the pain for Dingennier himself. But it was too late!

Snowflakes are still flying.

Roland forced himself not to look at them, but he still couldn't help but think of Dingenier's deathbed. Roland couldn't bear this pain, he wanted to go down the mountain and get out of here, only then could Roland not think about him, not think about what happened at that time, so that he wouldn't be so sad as he is now!

Roland began to get agitated again. At this time, there was only one thought in his mind, and that was to leave this place that would bring back his sad memories.

Gray wanted to calm Roland down, but Roland couldn't, he just wanted to get out of here now!

Sharon suddenly grabbed Roland, who was a little out of control, and threw him viciously to the snow, and then said coldly: "You are not allowed to go anywhere!" You can only follow me back to the Holy Court! ”