Chapter 277: Brothers and Choices
Roland had mixed feelings for a moment, and he didn't know how to answer.
Dingenier's life is a tragedy, he has never done anything in his own capacity, but he has to do his best to fulfill those responsibilities and obligations that do not belong to him. And what's even more painful is that even if Dingennier did so many things, no one would know that this was actually a young man named Tianlun, who bought it with his life.
It can be said that Dingenier has actually lived for Roland all his life, and Roland feels that he is really sorry for him as an elder brother!
Thinking of this, Roland's heart couldn't help but feel a deep sense of loss, but his emotions gradually calmed down.
Unconsciously, a firm belief gradually took root in the depths of Roland's heart: if he has done so much for me, why can't I do something for him?
Although Dingenier is no longer there, his will and faith live on, and Roland decides to protect Dingenier.
It's a pity that in this way, although Roland has indeed regained his identity and name, the meaning of this name has become completely different from before for Roland.
The person represented by that name is Roland, but not Roland...... What is this?
And wouldn't it be too unfair to Dingenier to do so?
Then, Roland fell into a deep panic again. He felt that he was really sorry for his brother for doing this, but why wasn't Roland himself like this?
Growing up, Roland never did anything for himself, he always lived as a shadow of Rand.
When Roland and Rand break up, Roland will take on such a new identity to fulfill those missions that do not belong to him. But unlike before, Roland felt that when he did this, it was as if Dingenier, no, his brother was still with him, and Roland was not alone.
Thinking of this, Roland tried to calm himself down, and by the way, even his head calmed down a lot.
Roland looked down at the saber that Dingnonier had given him. Perhaps when Dingenier left this sword by Roland's side, he had already thought of the current situation, which also contained Dingenil's expectations for Roland!
Roland didn't want to live up to his expectations.
Therefore, Roland will take this sword with him to fulfill Dingeniel's will, as if the two brothers had never been separated.
Roland believed that even though there were still many differences in their ideas and philosophies, Roland knew that when he had gone through the things that Dingennier had gone through, and had walked the same path, the two brothers would become truly the same heart.
So everything after this, Roland will face it seriously.
Thinking of this, Roland felt that his heart, which had always been very shaken before, had finally gradually become firm.
The storm outside was getting stronger.
But Roland's heart has never been so firm as it is now.
I'll go with you to the Holy Court.
In Gray's surprised eyes, Roland said these words to Sharon firmly.
Hopefully, this time, I've finally made the right decision.
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Early in the morning, blizzard.
The three of them stood on the top of a snow-capped mountain, overlooking the land.
"What do you plan to do in the future?" Roland asked, looking at Gray's face.
"Since you are planning to go to the Holy Court, then of course I will go with you, otherwise it will be boring to be alone!" Gray stretched out his elbow and bumped Roland, then said with a hippie smile.
Roland smiled back and didn't speak. But Roland always felt that his current state of mind seemed to have become different from before yesterday, with freedom and ease, but also a little more lonely.
Sharon silently looked at Roland's face and didn't speak, just let the snowflakes fall on her long hair, and couldn't tell whether it was loss or relief in her eyes.
Roland asked, "Is it okay for me to look like this?" ”
Sharon was slightly stunned, then looked Roland up and down, and then said, "Very good, exactly like him." With that, Sharon raised his hand and touched the back of Roland's head, Roland only felt a little numb on his scalp, and then his hair grew all at once, and it didn't take long for his hairstyle to become exactly the same as Dingenil.
Sharon said: "There is no problem with the face anymore. Coupled with the clothes you wear now, I don't think anyone will suspect that you are not him. As for his usual behavior...... In fact, the temperament of the two of you is quite close in itself, so I think there should be no problem. ”
"That's good." Roland couldn't help but pull the long hair back from his face, he was obviously not used to this feeling. At the same time, this suddenly stopped piercing armor, and Roland felt that his body suddenly became light and fluttery, and he was very unaccustomed to it.
Sharon glanced at Roland, and then patiently explained: "There is nothing you can do if you are not used to clothes, who made you always wear short armor before?" So now that you suddenly change your robe, you will inevitably feel thin and uncomfortable. But I'm afraid you won't have the opportunity to wear armor again in the future, because the Protoss don't have the habit of wearing armor. So you still have to adapt as soon as possible. Then, Sharon looked up at the sky and asked, "Can I go?" ”
Roland did not answer, but turned around and looked down against the cliff: I wonder where this stretch of mountain will eventually lead?
The vast white snow covers the mountains, and it seems extraordinarily quiet.
It seems that this time it is really going to say goodbye to the country of the moon.
Thinking of this, Roland's heart couldn't help but feel a little more lonely.
He never knew that he would have a little nostalgia for this place, even if he might never set foot in this country again.
And this seemingly prosperous land in front of him is full of sad and painful memories left in Roland's memory.
Now Roland doesn't want to recall those painful and desperate moments again, so let himself say goodbye to everything in the past.
From now on, Rosa and Camel will truly and completely disappear from this world.
Goodbye, everyone.
Bye...... Rand.
Roland knew in his heart that only by letting go of everything in the past could he better accomplish the next things and his mission. And after going through so many things, Roland finally realized that there is never true freedom in this world. It's all just a matter of each person's own feelings.
This may also be the first time in Roland's life that he realizes what responsibility means. Although this is heavy for Roland, Roland is willing to carry it.
It was probably from this moment that Roland finally really grew.