Chapter 400: Transsexuality
But in fact, when Nishizawa saw Bai Lun again, he found that Bai Lun had changed differently than before.
Compared with when Nishizawa first left Yunting, Bai Lun is now thinner than before, and his face has always been pale, so it is not difficult to imagine how tormented he has been during this time; But Bai Lun was no longer as angry as before, he sat quietly in a wheelchair in a plain robe, his blind eyes were hidden by the wide brim of his hat, and the sunlight poured down on his face through the window, and he even showed a little serenity. Bai Lun's hair was longer than before, and it was much smoother, sticking to his scalp, which made him show a bit of gentleness that he had never had before.
"Someone's coming...... Nishizawa? Is that you? Hearing the sound of someone pushing the door open, Bai Lun turned his head to face the direction of the door, although he could no longer see anything.
Nishizawa felt very uncomfortable. He was still blaming himself for not being able to save Shirari. So he didn't dare to respond to Bai Lun's words at all, the hall was quite silent, and no sound could be heard.
Bai Lun immediately sensed something, he moved to Nishizawa's side with difficulty in his wheelchair, groped for a while before grabbing Nishizawa, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief: "It turned out that it was really you...... It's good to be back......"
"I'm sorry......" Nishizawa looked guilty.
Bai Lun shook his head and sighed again: "Now that it's over, there's no point in saying anything more. In that case, we might as well look forward positively, so that we can feel a little better. β
"Why are you ......" Although Nishizawa didn't say any more, he could clearly feel that Bai Lun seemed to have changed differently than before.
"You mean, why did I suddenly calm down?" Bai Lun saw through Nishizawa's intentions, and pretended to laugh at himself lightly: "Because Bai Li is dead, I can only rely on myself." If I were to be as decadent and degraded as I had been, then the high ground would have really lost hope and would cease to exist. β
The previous Bai Lun had been struggling and despairing because of his own experience, and his mind was full of thoughts of revenge, which was simply painful. But after Bai Li's death, after experiencing grief, he began to gradually calm down and no longer complained. And this may be the so-calledγThe royal family's natural sense of mission!
Even in the eyes of outsiders, Bai Lun is a person who does all kinds of evil, but his sense of responsibility to the people of the highlands in his heart is no less than anyone else. For his own miserable experience, Bai Lun may feel sorry for himself and give up on himself; But compared to the crisis in the Highlands, then everything is insignificant. He can endure pain for the sake of the country and stand up for all this strongly.
At that moment, Nishizawa saw Bai Lun's responsibility as a prince.
Bai Lun struggled to grab Nishizawa's shoulder, and Nishizawa crouched down and approached Bai Lun.
Bai Lun's hands trembled slightly, this was his old problem after his disability, and he never got better.
"Say whatever you want, I'll listen to everything." Nishizawa pressed Bai Lun's hand to reduce the frequency of his body shaking.
"I want to ask you for something......" Bai Lun said intermittently.
"As long as I can help you save the heights, even if it is a sword mountain and a sea of fire, I will not hesitate!" Nishizawa said quite firmly.
"Save the Heights?" Bai Lun repeated Nishizawa's words, and somehow, suddenly burst into tears: "Although I also want to save the highland, but now I can't do it......" It seems that Nishizawa's words hit Bai Lun's sadness.
This made Nishizawa feel very uncomfortable, and at the same time regretted that he had said the wrong thing.
ββ¦β¦ However, this does not mean that there is no chance at all...... I want you to find someone, as long as you find him, there is still hope in the high ground......"
"Who? Who do you want me to find? Why is it said that if you find him, there is hope in the highlands? Nishizawa asked.
"Do you remember him? It's the boy who used to play well with you for a while when I was a kid......"
Nishizawa was stunned for a moment, his expression was quite surprised: "You mean, that illegitimate son of the king?" β
Bai Lun nodded with difficulty: "Yes, it's him." The stability of the highlands is maintained by the blood of the royal family, but now the paralyzed king and the disabled me really can't support such a large country. Regardless, he has inherited the blood of the royal family and also has the power of the Divine Fire, so as long as he can be found, the situation in the highlands will be much better. β
Listening to Bai Lun's words, Nishizawa was immediately silent.
His silence was not because of how excessive Bai Li's request was, but because a corner of his memory that had been dusty for a long time was suddenly opened at this moment.
Yang rail.
It was the child's name, and Nishizawa had never forgotten it.
But what he felt about him, Nishizawa didn't remember a little.
Nishizawa vaguely remembers the past between himself and the boy, when he was a child, he used to chase and play happily together, and he also had an awkward relationship with each other in the hearts of children.
So all along, Nishizawa has felt that his relationship with Yang Rail is not bad, at least that's what he thinks. Although the relationship between the two has always been delicate, Nishizawa feels that this will not be a reason to hinder their relationship.
But for some reason, since that incident, the two have completely broken up. Nishizawa never figured out why, though.
Since then, Yang Rail has left the palace, and he has also left Nishizawa's life, and has completely disappeared. Nishizawa never saw the boy again, and gradually forgot about his existence. It wasn't until Bai Lun brought it up again that the memory reappeared in his mind.
After a long time, Nishizawa finally spoke: "...... I remember him. Just, where do I go to find him? β
"Twin Moon City, I've seen him in Twin Moon City before. He...... Now that he's a mage, he's probably going to stay at the War College...... All in all, as long as you go to Two Moon City, you are sure to find some clues. Bai Lun said tremblingly, it could be seen that his physical condition was not very good.
ββ¦β¦ Don't worry, I'll find him. Nishizawa said solemnly, his eyes no longer flickering.
In any case, the current highlands really can only rely on a few of them. Since Bai Lun can calm down from the blow of despair, then he can't be so depressed because of Bai Li's death, and there are countless people waiting for him to save.