Chapter 149: He just used strength and forbearance to hide himself well
Shi Xinliang avoided his gaze, pretending not to understand the meaning of his words, and tidied up his windbreaker jacket: "You can go." โ
"Wait a minute, aren't you afraid that you will be chased and intercepted by reporters when you go out like this? As far as I know, your title of Mrs. Zheng is still hanging, and it will be lively when you make headlines. Qin Kainan stopped her.
"So what to do, I'll veil myself. Shi Xinliang was very depressed, she had obviously covered her face almost enough, okay, the collar of her windbreaker was erected, and her hat was buttoned tightly, would she still be recognized?
Qin Kainan pulled her hat down, put on a pair of sunglasses that had been prepared for her, and nodded after examining it: "This is okay, in fact, reporters are terrible, but some people are even more terrible than reporters, so you must be careful everywhere now, don't let people recognize them." โ
Shi Xinliang also recognized his words, indeed, she felt uneasy when she stayed here for one more day, not because she was afraid of anything, but more because it was just to reduce trouble.
Qin Kainan himself was also armed, and he also tightened his cotton clothes and hats, and the two of them went out of the room together.
The weather was nice and sunny, and because there was no wind, the chill was less intense.
Shi Xinliang wanted to walk to the cemetery on a whim, but for some reason, when he thought of leaving here tomorrow, he felt indescribable melancholy and loss in his heart.
She lived here for a few years, reunited with the man she had a crush on for several years, and had an unforgettable time with that person, where she spent the last days of her life with her mother, she sent away her grandfather, who regarded her as a treasure, she lost her first child, and she ended her unforgettable marriage.
Too much to lose, too little to gain.
Maybe this time away, she will never look back.
But why, when I decided to leave, I was still so reluctant.
She wanted to walk the streets here again, to see the familiar or unfamiliar scenery of the city, and she wasn't sure if she would ever have a chance to come back again, maybe there was, maybe not, who could have predicted what would happen in the future
Qin Kainan has always been accommodating to her, she said that when she walked over, he didn't object, she didn't call a taxi, and the two of them walked slowly on the sidewalk.
On the road, the traffic is endless, and on the contrary, on the sidewalk, there are very few people on foot, and the shadow of young people is almost invisible, but from time to time, there are elderly couples, supporting each other and walking, in this cold winter, there are warm smiles on their faces.
I don't know why, looking at them, Shi Xinliang felt sour in her heart, and she suddenly thought that if she could live to that age and be able to be with that person, what a happy thing it would be.
I don't know where it came from, the familiar old song came over: The most romantic thing in the world is to grow old with you, and you can't go anywhere when you are old......
Hearing people's unwarranted sadness, he and her, I'm afraid we don't have that opportunity.
"What's wrong, I'm in a bad mood. Qin Kainan sensed her strangeness and asked with concern.
"Nothing. Shi Xinliang retracted his gaze and lowered his head.
"Actually, as long as you are willing, there are many people who are willing to grow old with you, aren't they, as long as you change your thinking, change your vision, and change your thinking, aren't there many good men?
There are really a lot of good men, for example, he has been her flower messenger for so long, how can she not understand his thoughts.
However, in many cases, pretending to be confused is the best choice, isn't it?
On the side of the sidewalk, there are all kinds of merchants, and they are passing by a high-end beauty salon, the decoration is rich and luxurious, and there is a kind of elegance in the luxury, and there are a few well-dressed ladies, talking and laughing inside.
Shi Xinliang didn't look back, but subconsciously lowered his head, although he wasn't very sure, but a voice mixed with the laughter made her sound really familiar, which made her a little frightened, and subconsciously grabbed Qin Kainan's with one arm, the latter smiled and gave her a reassuring look.
I don't know if it's because of being too nervous, there is a feeling like a man's back, as if she feels uneasy in her heart, Qin Kainan's hand casually grabbed her waist and whispered in her ear: "It's okay, she can't recognize us." โ
Shi Xinliang leaned his head on his shoulder, only to feel that his heartbeat was much calmer, and he let out a long sigh.
Why is she so afraid to meet her, that is her former mother-in-law, even if they meet strangers now, what is it, it will not be tense
But she just didn't want to see her, she just didn't want to recognize her, not because of herself, but because of the child in her belly, Mu Yifei in her impression, just like the Wang Xi fรจng in the Dream of Red Mansions.
Those people were talking and laughing, as if they had gotten into a car to pick them up, speeding past Qin Kainan, the dazzling Lamborghini, on the road of this luxury city, was still a beautiful scenery, attracting the attention of many people.
When the car was already far away, Shi Xinliang let out a long breath and opened the distance between him and Qin Kainan.
"This woman is not simple, and you are right to be careful with her. โ
Qin Kainan looked at the puffs of dust and smoke rising from the back of the car, and said thoughtfully, when the car passed by him just now, he had an intuition, as if a pair of eyes in the car stopped on their body for a moment.
However, it was just a passing by, and even if that person was Mu Yifei, it was impossible to determine the identities of the two of them.
"I know. What does she say, she is arbitrary, and moreover, she is mercenary. I feel like a very dangerous woman. She's just right... Even their mother and son are different from others, maybe rich people are like this. Mu Yifei in Shi Xinliang's eyes is a standard woman of upper-class power, not only a force, but also very ruthless.
Qin Kainan frowned thoughtfully.
After walking for a while, the cemetery is already close in sight.
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Looking at the smiling face on the tombstone that had not been seen for a long time, Shi Xinliang's heart was like a knife, and tears fell cracklingly, she put a bouquet of flowers in front of the monument and murmured: "Mom, I came to see you, I can't stay with you, I feel really uncomfortable, but I will come back often." โ
"Mom, do you know, in my heart, no one can replace your position, you shouldn't have left so early, leaving me alone in this world, you are gone, grandpa is gone, I have no relatives, you are really ruthless. โ
As he spoke, the sobbing turned into crying, and Qin Kainan, who was beside him, sighed helplessly, hugged her shoulders and comforted: "My heart is cold, don't be like this, my aunt will be unhappy when she sees it." She wants you to live happily and doesn't want to see you sad. โ
Birth, old age, sickness and death, life is always inevitable, you have no ability to change this established fact, no matter how many tears you have, it will only increase the sadness, what is the need
"I'm cold, I've booked two tickets, and there's still two hours to go, and we're going back to the hotel now to pack our things, otherwise it's too late." โ
Qin Kainan's next words made Shi Xin stunned for a moment, no wonder he had just made a phone call, it turned out that he had booked a plane ticket: "Didn't it mean that the genius left, and besides, we haven't gone to see grandpa yet." โ
"But I think it's better to leave here as soon as possible, just like just now, if that person is really Mu Yifei, wouldn't it be good for us to leave now?"
His decision is undoubtedly correct.
Shi Xinliang asked with some concern: "Did you see that person clearly just now, is it really her, so coincidental." โ
"I'm not sure, but my intuition tells me that it might be her, so I think we'd better leave as soon as possible, it's not bad that on this day, grandpa's side should try not to go, and there will be a chance in the future, right?"
Shi Xinliang nodded.
Mu Yifei was involved, and I don't know why I was hairy in my heart.
After all, that person framed himself last time, and took advantage of Wei'an's affairs to set up a trap to get into it himself, if she guessed correctly, she also did something in the matter of grandpa's death.
It's not that she's afraid of her, and it's not that she thinks she can't fight her, it's just that she has too many scruples in her heart, everything, and now with a child, it's really not suitable for her to be angry anymore, isn't it?
One forbearance word and one hiding word are the wisest and best choices she can make now.
Fortunately, Qin Kainan had already arranged everything with foresight.
There are not many things in the hotel, only two pieces of personal clothes, and some miscellaneous daily necessities, which can be done with only a small box.
Sitting in the taxi, looking at the scenery speeding away outside the car, Shi Xinliang's face was dazed.
When Jinsheng's dazzling golden plaque passed in front of her eyes, her eyes became wet.
She tried her best to use her tearful blurred vision, searching for something in front of the company, and she even wondered what it would be like if she could just happen to look at him again, and if he could see herself, what would it be?
However, there is no chance of such a coincidence, most of the time, the man is sitting in his spacious and bright president's office, drinking coffee and reading documents, he must be engrossed, without even raising his head, without even blinking his eyes, and sometimes, his brows will be inadvertently raised.
"I think I'm going to move my mother's ashes out of here when I have a chance," she said, retracting her gaze and suddenly speaking, she was a little surprised by the sudden decision she had made for herself.
If Mom stays here, she'll have a lot of chances to come back, but she really wants to cut off this back road for herself.
I can't control my own heart, and I can't control my own people.
"If you want to do this, it's okay, wait for a while" Qin Kainan was silent, and when she said this, he replied: "But, I don't think it's necessary, don't you want to come back again, never want to come over to visit Grandpa Zheng?"
Yes, mom's ashes can be moved, but what about grandpa?
"Xinliang, I know what you're actually running away from, but in fact, without this need, you can't solve any problems, you have to let yourself be ruthless, accept a new life, time will slowly make you forget everything"
Qin Kainan's face was not very good, and his tone was also low, but Shi Xinliang was only immersed in his own sadness and couldn't extricate himself, and he didn't notice these at all, until he took a bottle of mineral water and stuffed two pills into his mouth
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"What's wrong with you, are you not feeling well?"
"It's nothing, I've had an upset stomach these days, probably I've got a cold"
"I'll see what medicine you're taking. Shi Xinliang became a little nervous, because she didn't notice the fine beads of sweat on his forehead until this moment.
"It's just painkillers, I'm sick, it's okay" Qin Kainan shook the medicine box in his hand at her, and then put it away.
It is indeed just an ordinary medicine for stomach pain, and it seems that it says "the stomach must be cured".
"Find a doctor to take a good look, you are always guilty of stomach problems, and you always rely on painkillers, which is really not a way. Shi Xinliang's eyes were full of worry, all along, she had been taking care of herself to ask for comfort and care from him, but she ignored that he was actually an ordinary person, he would be sick and sad, but he hid himself well with strength and forbearance.
"I'm fine, I'll see a doctor when I go back" is still an understatement, but the frowning eyebrows still haven't stretched.
"I'm sorry, you're so busy, and you have to run around for my business, you must be tired to be like this, I'm really sorry" Shi Xinliang's heart was full of guilt......
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