Chapter 187: Everyone has a paradise in their hearts

"Eat more, don't be cranky, the most important thing right now is the baby in your belly. &”

Zheng Weixi put a piece of meat into her bowl, but he didn't move his chopsticks.

"Does it matter if the company's affairs matter?" Shi Xinliang looked at his locked brows and asked.

"You, do you care about the title I have now, to be honest, I'm really tired and don't want to continue, since someone wants to replace me, then let them be. Zheng Weixi's face was solemn, not like he was talking.

Shi Xinliang was very surprised by his words, although she knew that he had never paid attention to those false fame and profits, but it was not a simple matter to let go, after all, it was Grandpa Zheng's life's work, how could he bear to watch it fall into the hands of others?

"I don't mean to hand over Jinsheng to outsiders, but I want to give it to Vian. ”

As if seeing her scruples, Zheng Weixi explained.

"But, Vian is so small, can he run the company?"

"I was worried before, but after observing him for a while, I don't think it's impossible to hand it over to him. ”

Shi Xinliang still questioned and shook his head: "I don't really understand what you mean." ”

"Although Wei An seems to be lonely on the surface, many old people in Jinsheng buy grandpa's account, so if he wants to enter Jinsheng, it is not a difficult thing, in the past few years, Zixiao has put a lot of effort into him, and Wei Wei has also taken a fancy to this point to win him over, so I want to hold him up, and it should be fine for Ge Fan to stare at him. ”

"But I'm still very worried, he's so small, what if he gives Weiwei control, won't Jinsheng be ruined?"

"Don't worry, I'm measured. ”

Zheng Weixi seems to have made up his mind, and he is full of confidence.

Shi Xinliang was still worried about him, but he didn't say anything.

"Cold-hearted, happy or unhappy?"

"Glad for what, glad you've become a pauper?"

"Isn't it good to be poor, you will have a lot less rivals all of a sudden, how good. ”

Shi Xinliang was silent and continued to eat, she didn't agree with his words, she didn't believe that he left Jinsheng, which meant that those women who were eyeing him were willing to give up, who made him so good.

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Ya'an stuck a cluster of lilies into the bottle and arranged the branches and leaves.

Shi Xinliang's one-year-old cluster of lush flowers, his face was in a trance, as if he was thinking about something.

"Cool heart, how is it, isn't it beautiful?"

"Pretty is very beautiful, but why do you buy these things, you can't eat, you can't wear, you have a salary increase. ”

This season, such a pot of flowers will probably cost a large bill.

"Aren't I afraid that you will be depressed, and you will get sick if you are always stuffy in the house. ”

"How could it be. ”

"Why not, lovesickness is trending in people of your personality. "Ya'an has a problem.

Shi Xin smiled coldly and did not speak.

It's been a while since I left T City, and I do think about that person, and sometimes, I wake up in the middle of the night, and my mind is full of his shadow, lingering, full of emptiness and loneliness, and I can't send it out.

When she left, she said that she would come over immediately after handling the matter, and it should be soon, but now that the days are counted, a month has passed, and he still hasn't come, and he hasn't even made phone calls a lot less recently, I don't know if it's because he's too busy.

"In a daze again, I said that you are going to have lovesickness. Ya'an did it to her side: "You don't have to worry, how can Zheng Weixi, such a man of his word, ignore you, it must be something tricky that he has encountered." ”

"That's what I thought, too. ”

"It's good to think so, I'm really afraid that you have prenatal depression. ”

"That's not true, it's just that I've been a little upset lately. Shi Xinliang casually peeled the melon seeds: "I want to go back and see." ”

"If you go back with a big belly now, it's just adding to the mess, and it won't help much. Ya'an firmly objected.

"But, I'm worried. ”

The topic seems heavy.

"My heart is cold, let's wait a little longer, otherwise, call Zheng Weixi and ask him well. ”

Shi Xinliang shook his head, recently, when he answered her phone, it was only a few brief replies, his voice was hoarse, and he hung up in a hurry, so she was so worried about him and worried that he would not be able to bear it.

"Xinliang, tell you something, do you remember the Mr. Meng in our hotel, the one who chased you?"

"What's wrong?"

"It's not much, I got into a hot relationship with a netizen a few days ago, and it's become a frosted eggplant these days, and I heard my colleagues talk behind their backs, saying that he cheated people. ”

"Oh. Shi Xinliang replied absentmindedly.

"Actually, that Meng Xin is also a smart person, why did he make such a low-level mistake and fall for the beauty trick. ”

Ya'an talked about this matter, but on the other hand, Shi Xin was cold, but he was not interested.

"Have you listened to me, my heart is cold. ”

"Yes. It was still a perfunctory answer, but it was as if he suddenly remembered something: "Ya'an, I heard that I came back from you yesterday and said, have you contacted Qin Kainan?" Ya'an was stunned for a moment: "How can I have, the child is talking nonsense." ”

"I've always wanted to ask you, but I just don't have the courage. Shi Xinliang's tone was gloomy: "I always feel very sorry for him, and I don't have the courage to call him, I don't know how he is doing." ”

"What else can I do, people and Han Lei are like-minded, they must be respectful of each other, what is the use of thinking about those, it is he who abandoned you, and it is not you who betrayed him. ”

Shi Xinliang smiled: "I went to that office, and someone told me that when he was sick, he went to T City, and after he came back, he started to deal with the things at hand, and then left in such a hurry, I think he must have misunderstood something at that time." ”

Ya'an's deliberate concealment, how did she hide it?

In fact, if it weren't for the unexpected arrival of this child, how could she have faced Zheng Weixi again?

Qin Kainan and Han Lei, like-mindedness is certain, but it is not possible to raise eyebrows, at least not to that point now, otherwise, his feelings for her are definitely not close to the love of men and women, and there will be no two people who have been stumbling for so many years without results.

Ya'an didn't expect her to go to the office, she was a little surprised and a little annoyed: "Tell you not to run around and run around, I really can't do anything about you." ”

"If I don't run around, you will hide everything from me, I am pregnant, and I am not broken legs, there is nothing I can't go. Shi Xinliang retorted: "Moreover, if you don't tell me, won't I be more worried, you also know what Qin Kainan means to me, I will be crazy without his news, do you believe it or not?"

Ya'an was silent, indeed, she and Qin Kainan have been together for many years, she can clearly see that it is a completely selfless feeling, not a relative is better than a relative, and it is chaotic to stand and slash.

However, how can she tell her that Qin Kainan is living a miserable life abroad because of losing her?

The condemnation of conscience and inner guilt are the most powerful weapons that can torture people, after all, it is a pregnant woman, or a pregnant woman who can't stand the toss.

"If you don't say it, I'll just guess it, he must be unhappy, he must think that I betrayed him, betrayed to the person he trusts the most, he must be very sad. ”

Shi Xinliang let out a long sigh, if he didn't leave, if he could denounce her, scold her a few words, and beat her a few times, maybe her heart would be better, but that man was always willing to use silence to solve things.

"Cold-hearted, in fact, this matter is not to blame you, have you ever imagined, if you are really with Qin Kainan, he is such a smart person, can't you see that you have never forgotten Zheng Weixi, everyone has everyone's pride, you may feel guilty for your own unwilled dedication, but what about him, will he feel comfortable in his heart? I think it's good now, he can be dead to you, and he will try to accept other women. ”

Yes, let's just let each other go, and it's actually not a good thing to think about things in a different way.

"Maybe you're right. ”

"No, I'm right. Ya'an emphasized.

"I sometimes think that if Wei Xi really decided to let go, we must be very happy. Looking blankly at the birds flying happily outside the window, Shi Xinliang seemed to be talking to himself, everyone's heart. It's like a cage, and she locks herself in, so there are too many people in this world who live in unhappiness, and she shouldn't live like that, right?

"However, I don't think so, he won't let go completely, after all, it is Grandpa Zheng's life's work, he will watch from the side, watch Jinsheng go down step by step, and watch Wei An want to grow up little by little and be alone. ”

"Sometimes, I feel like you know him better than I do. ”

"The bystanders are clear. ”

"I used to have a friend, named Su Tutu, she gave birth to a child with cerebral palsy, abandoned to her lover, in order to see a doctor for the child, committed a crime, went to prison, came out, but lived a very good life, a person in the suburbs to raise flowers, I went that time, I felt that she was so happy, and I really wanted to be a neighbor with her, smelling the fragrance of flowers every day, must be happier than the gods. ”

"I'm so longing for it. Ya'an sighed.

"Everyone has a paradise in their hearts, but not everyone knows how to enjoy its beauty. ”

Not everyone knows how to enjoy it, but it is what everyone yearns for, Shi Xinliang feels that he is like this, Zheng Weixi should be like this, if he can really retreat bravely, what a fortunate thing it should be......

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